#and it probably feels worse bc i cant/its rlly hard for me to compartmentalize bc of ocd
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#stuff sarah says#i think thats what gets me a lot of time#and it probably feels worse bc i cant/its rlly hard for me to compartmentalize bc of ocd#still v happy my therapist told me abt that. it makes so much sense#but like. i have a stomacheache about going to work. on thursday. it is tuesday at 6:30pm...#i can never enjoy moments bc im dreading what will or could happen next#and its fucked me over in a lot of ways#and its ??? work isnt even that bad actually??? everyones rlly nice??#and i fucked up today and ppl were very patient and understanding#the customers are v nice so far esp when i tell them im new?#but its just the like. knowing theres blocks of time dedicated to something out of my control i guess?#and i think its also knowing like. i cant long term plan around this kind of schedule#i want to make plans with friends in early october but i cant?#that was smth really nice about my old job. i always knew what hours i was working and when
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