#and matilda live i very nearly cried that song hits close to home

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interesting show. nice to hear songs that i've listened to for the last 6ish years live. was weird seeing him and his tattoos and outfits doing his little dances in the flesh because im so used to having seen him through my computer or phone for the last decade. felt surreal. harry picked up the rainbow and trans flags which i know he does like at every show but as someone who had otra harry rainbow flag as their phone bg before they were out to anyone it meant a lot to see it in person. kiwi and tpwk went off!!!! wish he did medicine but was still cool! idk though... he's lovely and kind but i felt like he didnt have the stage presence i expected. it felt very like....rehearsed and inauthentic and obviously manufactured (as youd expect most artists to be). but it's almost like you could see him saying to himself "you're on stage, don't forget to smile all the time because the cameras are watching" and things like "okay. now i'm going to do or say this so that everyone thinks x of me'" which like is fine and i'm obviously not hating someone who wants to be perceived well. esp with today's culture. he has done so much for me these last almost 10 years. but it didn't feel genuine and it's hard to even explain how you could Feel that, but i could. overall still a really cool show! but just different to what i anticipated i guess which is fine. very full circle moment though. i have no idea who daryl is though but everyone seemed to enjoy whatever all that was. never heard that song. the live guitar was INSANE though i was starstruck!! couldn't help but look at the crowd and the stage and hear the music and think to myself like 'i have to do this. i have to'