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bettygemma · 1 year

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sometimes I am reading a new-to-me author of a real life published book and they remind me somehow of old beloved fanfic writers I read many years ago on long abandoned websites and I think, could this be you, old friend?

#your writing reminds me of fanfic i used to love (affectionate)#i remember one writer posted that they'd stopped writing fanfic because they had loud OCs in their head #demanding for their story to be told #i really hope those stories did get told #i hope they got published #and maybe I'll read them one day #and love them #but never know it was the same writer all along #fanfic

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heartorbit · 8 months

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i'm sending this endless melody to a nameless you

#SKELETON ORCHESTRA AND LILIA I NEED YOU #project sekai #emunene #emu otori #nene kusanagi #pjsk #prsk #proseka #wxs cover wishlist copium.. 2!!#i have lots more of them i wanna draw but ill do st least one duet for each pair i think. maybe nnks next ive had one for them forever #Gyaaaa #Crying i have szks lunar new years art that idk how to render im missing the holiday. lord in heaven #Ik every leaker or whatever says this is going to mmj snd it probably will and i'll love the cover but still. emunene save me #wxs gets songs with nonsense lyrics its possible right Right right #i also wanted setsuna trip to go to emu in any duet but i looove the mnai cover so i won anways #Kind of too sleepy to do my usual. Sorry viewers who like reading theough my insane tags. Dont get covid it makes you sleep 13 hours a day #For the next month.#my friends saw me going nuts over this drawing actually and i gave up hard on nenes dress i just wanted to be done.. love how emus looks..#wait i actually can be insane in the tags THE WXS WORLDLINK SONG SJHDDYDJKYMY TGYAYDHUA!!! HAGSGYAAH!!!!! GY6;$;$;$;$;$ WHEHEHEHEHEH #WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH. Its so good please help. Wxs tetrad that illuminates the world save me.#why does the 2dmv have all of them under a WEDDING AROOOR WHY IS THERE A WEDDING BELL. CONGRATS ON POLYSHO MARRIAGE. HWATEVVRR!!!!!#wonderlands x showtime killing me taking damage augh Auughg akk akcghj

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rearranging-deck-chairs · 8 months

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the doctor isnt neurodivergent or autistic or adhd or nonbinary or genderqueer or asexual. what the doctor is, is Not From Here

#which necessarily of course says something abt their (non)whiteness #(i had all these words in quotation marks first so mentally add those to whiteness too)#but we've them be black for all of 1.5 episode now so #lets see how that develops you know #also i dont think i understand the politics of that part well enough to say much abt it #not that i probably understand the politics of these parts better but #im annoyed enough abt this Thing happening these years. in these 20s i guess. the 'representation' thing #to complain abt it anyway #the dsm isnt real and it isnt gonna fuck you buddy #maybe i'll read some books and then one day i'll write an essay driven by spite and pettiness #i wonder if i can make the thesis statement about the tension between their status of main character #in a 60 year running family adventure show vs this therapy thing we're doing now #like. you cant do that. in terms of like. what story is and does. what a character is and does. it strains #in an interesting way. like im not saying they Shouldnt have done it. im just observing. that you cant do that really. i think #or maybe you can! but i'll find that out #i also dont know shit abt narratology or whatever so. need to read books first. sigh #always have to pause my thoughts to read myself in first its so annoying. esp bc i rarely really do #bc then new thoughts new things to do you cant do EVERYTHING. you can do almost nothing. bane of my existence really #but like you might even be able to say smth interesting here about whether you can call them traumatised at all #remember that article i saw around on tumblr a few years ago i think that was abt like. some scholar in the middle east maybe #saying that ptsd is a western thing bc it necessitates a Post #all of this is western. psychiatry is western. its all stories. how you conceptualise trauma is a story #whos Other is story #where youre from is a story what you stand for is a story who you are is a story #ah. checked the article. dr samah jabr. palestinian. i'll start with her book maybe

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garuye · 7 months

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I'd like to get to a point where I can draw again and not be completely overwhelmed or underwhelmed by the attempt. I guess I'm just in a messed up place mentally, I miss drawing but any time I sit down to do it, it. Doesn't happen.

#it's a lack of discipline I know #everyone has art blocks and you have to make active efforts to push through them #but with work eating up most of my day and my meager social life and the video game that's #much easier to play than art is to draw #think the depression is winning this one #if you read this thank u for listening and sorry for venting on your dash #I wanna have art to share but I just do not #maybe just maybe I'll start trying harder again soon

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ghostly-cabbage · 8 months

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I have officially edited and updated my DP fic recommendation document

I've so far only used it for friends but now I'm wondering if any of you guys would be interested...

#lots of people make rec lists and i sorta feel like i have a lot of the same ones that everyone always does #but also that could just be the curse of knowledge where im like “yeah ofc everyone knows about X Fic!!!”#when in fact maybe they do not :wheeze:#anyway. just wanna gauge if anyone would want it #idk how often ill update the list #i have a shit ton of DP fics on my To Read/Bookmarks and if i haven't read at leaat enough to make a judgment #i dont put it on the rec list #I've been mostly focused on working on getting through my unread book collection at home rather than fics atm BUT #the list is both a way for me to keep track of my fave fics and also when friends outside the phandom wanted a rec i could ask what #flavor of thing they wanna read and then pick something or send them the doc so they could pick #Everytime I work on the list I start thinking so hard about fics I read years ago or on FFnet and I can't remember the names #Or more than a few scenes....#Rip the real ones from back in the day #I'll at some point be making a new pinned post and so if people do want this I'll post it and then link it in my pinned post #so it's easy to find #danny phantom fanfiction #Danny Phantom fanfic recs

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just-an-enby-lemon · 4 days

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My biggest thing with retellings is that people simply can't for the life of them separate them not only from the real mythos but from each other. Like yeah I hate Odysseus in Circe. No I don't need to listen fo Epic so I can feel empathy for him in the Odyssey what are you guys talking about.

#i was on tik tok too long and now i'm confused af by ppl not being able to separate things #or contextualize them into their accurate historical or ahistorical boxes #i don't even like lore olympus but I still saw a lo vs pjo apollos fight were both qjore mythology and if i see antoher I'll kill myself #Odysseus was an example because now that i'm on epic tiktok I found this argument #all I wanted as to see the say no this hamilton meme #the Odyssey #circe madeline miller #epic the musical #this ppl would not be abble to survive one day in the RQG fake historical figures hell #i think is the lack of growing up reading comics and getting used to diferent realities and versions maybe?

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cyellolemon · 9 days

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So i recently read Ron Kamonohashi and i don't have enough words to express how much how much that manga was for ME (i mean.. my two favorite manga ever are Detective Conan and Reborn. do you even get it.. and i love gay people as well) So yeah i had to draw Rontoto at least once

#Rontoto is such a very cute ship name pff #the bromance in that manga sure was something #i loved everything about it fr..#sadly i read it when my wrist was hurting the most so i didn't manage to do more :((#but it's starting to get a little better so maybe i'll try again (i started to doodle some stuff back then and id like to finish them)#id like to draw more characters as well i love amano akira's designs sm #i did some reborn doodles years ago but nothing more.. id love draw actual fanarts one day #anyway all of that to say. gay detectives.. w/ probably one of my fav artstyles ever. good!!!#ron kamonohashi #kamonohashi ron no kindan suiri #totomaru isshiki #rontoto #fanart #my art

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rumue · 2 years

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The man was a spy.

-like/reblog ☑, do not repost!-

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mel-loly · 9 months

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-“Oh, school has to be something serious, especially this year/something like that!”

The things I did when I was at school (especially in computer class):

TW: cigarette

I have a lot of memories, and this is certainly one of the most important/best/funniest in my life. I'm really going to miss everything... and I'm already crying lol..

#yes. I did that- and my friends loved that stuff <33 #*sigh* I'm really going to miss it.. I'm not ready to be someone older... (I really hate the future)#and I'm not posting anything yet because I'm waiting for christmas day to me come back. that's why I'm not answering anyone #when I get back. I'll kind of try to have more content and answer you guys. but for now I want some time...#I want my year to end in a different way.#like- full of memories. the ones that made me laugh the most. these are the ones I really want to remember..#I don't want to leave aside everything I've experienced this year. and in all these last years actually.#I want to remember them. I want to make them become stories so I can tell other people how much I had fun..#and I hope that even I will enter a new life. I can also have other stories to tell and have fun!#with other people. and maybe. with my friends too..#so- yeah. I'm mel. and hope if you read this. say something.. to let me know that you care or something...#i'm mel and this is my blog✌️#my art blog #my memes #?#my memories #my memories of school #my memories at school

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frommybookbook · 6 months

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I just finished reading my penultimate Perry Mason novel. I only have one left to read and I already have it in my possession (thanks, local library!) but I'm not ready. I'm not ready to not have any new Perry books to look forward to. I'm not ready to no longer be the Perry Mason cryptid at my local library. I'm not ready to check off yet another thing from my Perry Mason completion list. I'm just not ready.

#perry mason #i know #the best thing about books is you can read them again and again #and i know i will #i've started to build my personal collection of them #and that's great #but it's still the end of an era #it's also crazy to think i'll have read every single word erle stanley gardner ever wrote about perry #i think i'm down to maybe 2 episodes i haven't watched yet that are only available on the dvds #and then there's one of the 1930s movies i haven't seen yet #and of course i think it's impossible to listen to the entirety of the radio show these days #but i'm pretty damn close to having consumed every bit of available perry media #like elaine said #i might be the foremost living expert on perry mason #whoops

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evilmagician430 · 7 months

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who up sinning their fest

#one of my worst recent hyperfixations i'll admit #and i dont even have an excuse like ohhh i used to read this back in the late 2000s before all the terf shit #no i got into it in late 2023 this school year cause i stumbled across the tvtropes page #and i was like 'sinfest'? isnt that the name of that terf Twitter comic? but the cover image showed a sick ass artstyle so i read it #and im just obsessed with it now its such a strange spectacle. its like a political cartoon and a newspaper comic at the same time #my fav era has gotta be late 2000s maybe early 2010s sinfest... hell maybe even mid 2010s sinfest if i ignore the sisterhood #now every strip is just about jewish people or calling trans women groomers #and almost every once-likable character is now canonically a terf and/or racist and/or antivaxxer etc #or theyre just not in the comic at all anymore like my dear criminy and fuschia #i hope we never get another appearance from them godbless #cause last time we saw criminy he was helping squig and slick break a terf out of she/her penitentiary. with fuschia's permission #theyre definitely the best part of 2010s sinfest. a bygone era #the best part of 2000s sinfest is the sharp artstyle and lil e just being evil #and the best part of 2020s sinfest seems to be. um. laughing at how ridiculous it is? its kind of hard to enjoy though.#i intend to stay updated on it because i like being able to say i've read all of sinfest start to finish #but man i gotta get an adblocker soon cause i read it on the official website cause idk how else to read it online and the ads are constant #really funny when ur reading a strip criticizing the prevalence of ads in our day to day life #not as funny when you remember tatsuya is probably making money off of them. so yeah im gonna install ublock #but the problem is i usually read it on my school computer to pass time. and that technically isnt my computer so i cant download ublock #anyways. i could ramble on about how much i love and hate and am obsessed w sinfest all day but heres some fanart of the characters.#id like to make my own headcanon version of sinfest aka sinfest if it was good #but headcanons arent enough... i need to kill tatsuya ishida #sinfest #squigley sinfest #monique sinfest #lil e sinfest #the devil sinfest #tangerine sinfest #images that are horrid to see and look at #mspaint

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wilsonsmcgillsweatshirt · 1 year

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Something has possessed me, and I want to participate in Whumptober. The prompts are SO GOOD, and I'd love to switch between Hannigram and Hilson. But like.. with what motivation 😭

#I just love writing angst SO MUCH #even if I'm not very good at it #and all the prompts slap tbh #i have also read the rules multiple times and still have no idea how it works #So maybe I'll just write the prompts but like... not “officially” enter them #And I'd like to switch between Hannigram and Hilson so I'm doing some of both #house md #hilson #hannibal #nbc hannibal #hannigram #My longer Hannigram fic that i havent updated in months is side eyeing me #I also have 0 fics prepared so I'd have to rush and write one a day #whumptober

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nyhne · 25 days

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#Not me thinking of a PruAus playlist in this year of our lord 2024 #maybe I'll just start throwing songs in a playlist and then sort them out :x bc I'm not sure that everything I'm thinking makes sense #together but it could be separted into different ones hmm #I truly thought I had 'outgrown' most fandom stuff in my life (not the right word #but just that it didn't occupy as much as my brainspace as it once had) but I make one little regular return to Tumblr and suddenly #it's all over for me :xxx //has regularly been staying up late to read fanfiction #Anyway off work next couple of days and i think will have a good amount of free time one my hands bc honest to god not sure what Wolf and I #are going to do for five days in Wilmington with his mom :xxx So looking forward to having some time to art #useless post is useless #Anyway anyway I'm mostly just stuck on Eddie Vedder's version of 'Save It For Later' as a song for Gil

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loumauve · 2 months

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printed-out private fanfic collections my beloved

#that's it. that's the post #do I sometimes feel guilty for having a bunch of fic printed out? yeah. idk if it's morally grey or wrong or ok these days #it started out as necessity because I didn't have a computer of my own and reading queer fic wasn't sth you could be too open about #(though I guess using up my dad's scrap paper piles that had math equations on one side may not have been the most inconspicuous)#anyway. sometimes I'll remember a story and I know I will be able to find it because my idiot teen self printed it out and filed it away #and sometimes it turns out you can't find that fic on ao3 because it's ffnet only. and worse sometimes it no longer exists online at all #and that makes me sad. but knowing someone deleted it and I still have a bootleg copy makes me feel guilty #so I guess I'm just stuck in this dual state #I think it beats the lingering sadness of wanting to reread a very specific story that's ingrained in your very being..#..and finding there is not a trace of it anywhere online #like. I KNOW that I read a Myka/Claudia story that had them holed up in a cabin somewhere hiding from some terrifying dude of sorts #(not that I remember the details) I just remember there being a lake and it being the story that got me into WH13 #which.. was a fucking blessing. and I searched all of the place for that story years later #went through most of the Myka/Claudia fic and yet never found it again. and nobody I asked remembered it either #so maybe I dreamed it up? but I kinda doubt it. ANYWAY sometimes a fic filed away in an old folder is what saves your sanity

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stillfruit · 2 days

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i love not knowing if i'll ever be healthy again i love all of the time i've used to move my body become nothing i love spending my adulthood wasting away year after year for various reasons baby!

#i know i'm being dramatic and privileged etc etc right now but i hate living like this #i probably had covid in the beginning of august and since then my heart and lungs have just been fucked #so now i'm probably looking at at least 2 years of long covid and maybe permanent neurological damage #could i be lucky and get better in few more months? maybe. do i believe that will happen? no. optimistically maybe next summer id be better #my symptoms are not that bad considering what i know other people have suffered but at the same time that makes it feel not real #otherwise i'm pretty much fine except i feel like fainting alot after standing up or excerting myself and anything beyond walking #spikes my hr to 160 and right now even laying down my hr is around 80. this comes with the associated shortness of breath etc #what fucks me up about this is that my normal hr is low with my rhr being under 50bpm and i'm physically active #so basically i've went from regular running and half marathons being no issue to not being able to jog 1km at the slowest pace possible #without spiking my hr to zone 4 #so now with the recovery time of this being however long if properly ever i'll have to basically start all over again with everything #i biked to the grocery store yesterday and that took me out for the rest of the day because my heart rate just didn't go down afterwards #outwards i look fine and i wouldn't be as affected if sports and moving wasn't a part of my life and relationships but it is #i've read studies about recovery times and a lot of them don't feel applicable because the test groups are either very different from me #based on the baseline health info such as activity levels or they're elite atheletes which i am not #some have given me hope that keeping my hr under like 130 by doing activities like walking until maybe someday things get better works #but who knows and even if it does this will be yet another thing that takes the littlest bits of muscle tissue i have on me away once again #because besides deconditioning muscle loss is yet another symptom. so i will be even weaker than i am right now #i don't know how much of what i'm experiencing in terms of mental effects is from anxiety over my physical health and how much is brainfog #but we'll see i'll just have to start walking a lot every day and keep up with simple and slow strenght training so i'll want to die less #i don't think my family will ever properly understand because almost all of them are athletes and the one who isn't never does any excercis #so either i just look like i'm weak but i was always weak so it's not a big deal or my experience isn't really that important #this is so so so pathetic both my reaction and the issue but it's difficult to not feel this way especially with the uncertainty #shit talking

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rearranging-deck-chairs · 9 months

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where im taking the doctor for a date tbh

#yea we're doing all three in a day no thats not insane thats being honest about the speed at which they live their life #you know that thing about how the speed of your heart determines how fast you experience time?#like mice experience time faster than us and also live shorter?#bc their hearts beat faster than ours?#dont know if thats true but i read it once i think #you know how the doctors hearts sound like. super hyper fast?#anyway i want to spend a day hearing the most bonkers corrections of museum cards and watching them get in fights with museum people #'listen ''mr expert'' i killed the last dodo (turns to me. 'accidentally!' turns back) i Think i'd know what they look like dont you'#'really wasnt my fault. was a little bit my fault. 53 birds one timey wimey detector sort of a situation. shouldnt have brought it honestly #'but you dont step out of your tardis going:#'hm maybe i shouldnt bring my machine that boils eggs at 30 paces in case i run into the last 53 dodos''#'i mean the 17th century wasnt even on the agenda! i was in the 32nd century! two galaxies over! and then suddenly: mauritius'#'dont know what happened'#'well'#'53 exploded dodos. happened.'#'my sincerest apologies'#and i'll go 'lunch?'#or kissing with tongue behind a dinosaur skeleton whichever

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