#and now i’m suffering

[komorim]

itoshi sae that takes pictures of his meals routinely after you expressed your worry of him not eating enough. his manager is beyond relieved after he sees that the footballer is now gaining some weight.

itoshi sae who doesn’t mind being affectionate with you in public- who cares if there is a teenage boy gawking at you two while taking a picture for his twitter account that would surely be on headlines tomorrow? not sae.

itoshi sae that gets a bit cranky when you don’t reply to his messages within an hour. itoshi sae that even more cranky when you call off your nightly calls one day (it ended up with all of his teammates getting insults left and right for every minuscule mistake- his manager calls you that afternoon and begs you to not do that again).

itoshi sae who takes screenshots of your messages and saves the pictures you send him. his favourites are the ones during calls: where it is perfectly candid and his screenshots notifies you.

“what? it’s not like you’re naked or taking a shit.”

itoshi sae who proudly flaunts his relationship with you while wearing your matching couple necklace during matches. he kisses it to dedicate a score to you, and his teammates can’t help but wonder who you are (and what you have done to itoshi sae).

itoshi sae who isn’t embarrassed of his obvious softness towards you. in fact, he once almost completely murdered the opponent’s goalkeeper for throwing the ball straight at his chest, breaking the necklace.

“you glorified octopus, can’t aim for your life of you huh? even a country bumpkin has the common sense to avoid an opponent’s midfielder you-“

you were informed of the commotion by his manager the day after that (he keeps in contact with you very often, knowing that you do a better job keeping sae in check than him).

you tell sae to just not wear the necklace during matches. to which sae quips back, clearly offended:

“are you on his side? he broke our necklace?? you know, like an idiot???”

itoshi sae who still frowns at the little rust at the end of the necklace, where his manager got a professional to fix for him- vowing to score a goal at the goalkeeper’s face next time. (he now brings up the university’s goalkeeping ability every moment he gets during interviews).

-🐨 (im back againnnn ^^)

i most definitely did not expect more from you, but i can’t exactly say i’m complaining (i love you for this). i hope this means you saw my post and hopefully you also liked my hcs! now…undramatic drumroll…some more from me as well!

‣ itoshi sae hcs ⋮ part one !!

cw // none this time as well

itoshi sae who, because he doesn’t care about the media, ends up in a lot of trouble with his manager regarding how he acts. his manager has a headache he whenever he thinks about how to clean up sae’s messes, and he no doubt is somewhat too intimidated by the football player to confront him about it. so instead, resorts to seeking you out for help.

when you talk to sae about the matter, he isn’t exactly happy about it as he genuinely doesn’t see why people should care about his character when they’re supposed to be focusing on his playing abilities. however, he begrudgingly promises you to act better in public the next time. only because it was you that asked (he can’t find it in himself to say no to you, albeit he regrets agreeing to some dumb shit you ask of him sometimes).

itoshi sae who never gives his interviewers an easy time, almost always failing to cooperate with the questions asked. however, when one host on a talk show asks about you, a small smile tugs on his lips instinctually and he can’t help the shine in his eyes as he talks about you, the love of his life.

itoshi sae who puts you as his top priority, being able to drop almost everything in order to come to your aid. sae is the type to always support you no matter what. the exact definition of “even if the whole world turns against you, i’ll always be by your side.”

itoshi sae who is definitely an actions over words kind of boyfriend who’ll never really give you sweet nothings. he’s probably the type to call you a dumbass for not wearing more on a cold day as he drapes his jacket over your shoulders with a concerned expression (tsundere but doesn’t know it).

itoshi sae whose facial expression is always the same, barely ever changing. however, he doesn’t know it, but the tips of his ears always turn a bit pink and gives him and his feelings away whenever you compliment him. he loves how you’re always so proud of him, especially as your opinion is one that’s greatly important to him.

itoshi sae who saves all the paparazzi photos of the two of you together. even if they get annoying sometimes, following him everywhere, he has to admit that they take really high quality photos of you both.

itoshi sae is the probably type to either pick you up and spin you around or hug you tightly by the waist as he gives you a kiss after a big game. he’s not always this fond of being affectionate in public, but after a tense game, he’s a bit high off the adrenaline and acts before thinking. not that he cares if others see how much he loves you though.

itoshi sae isn’t the type to really get butterflies near you or when the both of you are together. though he does feel warm and loved with you. the emptiness in him that leaving home at a young age caused was filled by you. the lonely feeling that was gained after he and rin broke up was replaced by happiness that was gained from being with you. you gave him a sense of belonging that he hadn’t felt in a while.

itoshi sae is the type to have a slow burn kind of love life. he is the type to develop feelings for you over time. when he finally couldn’t help but admit that he has fallen for you, he determines that you’re the one (but before that he was most likely in denial for the longest time; like come on, just admit that you’re in love, it won’t kill you). he wasn’t going to love another; you already took up so much of his heart that he couldn’t love anyone else even if he tried. not in this life, not in the next, and not in forever.

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[tpwkluv]

you can let it go | s.h. x reader

a short one shot inspired by harry styles’ "matilda" coming up on shuffle this morning. either hs exists in the 80’s, or it’s a modern au. either way, somebody sedate me. no warnings, just steve being the best boy and letting him know it's okay to not be okay. (~500 words)

Lazy afternoons in late spring call for lounging around on Steve's bed in his too empty house, reading the day away as soft tunes drift out of the open windows. As the record stops, you tell him about a new album you got and how there's a song you want to play for him. He looks up from his book and nods, saying “okay” with that coy grin of his and untangles his hand from yours. Grabbing the disc from your bag, you walk over to the player, remove it from the sleeve, and place the needle on the record. Gentle strums and finger-plucked notes float behind you as you make your way back to him.

He lays his book face down on the nightstand and opens up his arms, ushering you in as you crawl onto the bed. Sitting with his head against the wall, and yours tucked into his shoulder, you lean into him. Your hand firmly clasped in his while the other wraps around his waist. Holding him close, holding your breath, and shutting your eyes to keep back the tears.

You can let it go You can throw a party full of everyone you know And not invite your family Cause they never showed you love You don't have to be sorry for leaving and growing up

How could such a perfect boy be deceived into believing he wasn't good enough? That he wasn't important to anyone? A boy who would risk his life to save those around him, only to be seen as wasted potential and a humiliation to his family. If only he could catch a glimpse inside of your brain and see himself through your eyes: a kind, caring goofball who deserved the world, the stars, the cosmos.

You talk of the pain like it's all alright But I know that you feel like a piece of you's dead inside You showed me a power that is strong enough to bring sun to the darkest days It's none of my business but it's just been on my mind

Ragged breaths pull you back from your thoughts. His head had slumped onto yours, and as you pull your head away, he leans against the wall once more. His eyes wired shut as soft, stray tears make their way down his face.

Gently cupping his cheeks, you wipe away the fallen tears. He opens his eyes to look at you, and despite the sorrow that fills them, there's a shimmer of admiration.

"You can let it go, Stevie. I will always show you love."

[kazanskys-mitchell]

today was so fucking bad and i hate everything

[wildestdreamsblog]

Heaveeeens, why did I drink last night when I have midterms today? Why didn’t you guys stop me? Also why am I thinking of an idea about waking up next to Jungkook after getting drunk and sleeping with him and then escaping the next morning? And him looking for you??? And him not wanting to let it go???

[bobgasm]

i keep tripping over shit at work and i genuinely think ive hurt my ankle bc i can’t put pressure on it unless i walk on the outside of my foot 🙃

[crashing-constellation]

I know all I do is bitch about school and my mental health on here but it’s a nice voice to scream into

I just truly feel fucking stupid taking these upper level courses for my degree and the more often I get a C or a low B in a class the lower and lower my GPA drops and it’s just making it harder and harder for me to see myself getting into a PT school that is actually want to attend it just seems infeasible at this point that I can even achieve the goal I went back to school to work towards and it genuinely makes me feel so horrible that I’m wasting all this time and money just to be a dumb fuck up in my classes

[tariah23]

The manga industry, especially JUMP, needs to hurry up and do away with weekly scheduling for mangaka. There needs to better regulations put into place for their health and safety because this is pitiful. Two weeks - monthly updates should’ve already been the standard for the manga industry at this point. These money grabbers will only continue to put the lives of these artists at stake for the sake of capitalism unless some serious changes are implemented.

[foundationaldecay]

i hate concert ticket prices why can’t i just get a free ticket for liking a band so much

[25ticupsinacupboard]

Just found out lfls has like two more arcs and an epilogue until the end bro I want to read it now but there’s so much pain I know I couldn’t handle it knowing it’s not finished

[cringefuckass]

lute is a pick me bitch and adam is the misogynist who picked her. i love/hate them sm

[domokunrainbowkinz]

Will in the shinji chair (dark heir edition)

[crazymecjc]

✨daniil dankovsky’s fun steppe vacation✨

[http-byler]

☆ NOT STRONG ENOUGH ☆

[dramaism]

Don't try to hold it. I know you're suffering inside. Let it out.

[stiffyck]

[allyallyorange]

Ateez Mafia AU

(Read more for a little thing by @nnnnnnnothingtoseehere that goes with my drawing)

"Stay close, ok? I don't want to make this any more fucking complicated."

Jongho gives Hongjoong a look at that, raising an eyebrow.

"Nah," he says. "I was thinking of heading down to the corner store mid-fight."

"Yah," Hongjoong says indignantly, whipping his head around to glare jokingly. "Don't give me sass. Mingi never gives me sass; why can't you be more like Mingi?"

Mingi blinks at him, then at Jongho, not expecting to be roped into the conversation so suddenly.

"I didn't do anything," Mingi points out.

"Exactly," Hongjoong exclaims. "Be more like Mingi."

"Yeah yeah whatever," Jongho says. He reaches up to adjust his tie, shifting his grip on the pistol in his hand as well. "Let's just get this over with."