#and slide in my dms if you wanna flesh this out <3

[kittywriites]

&& open && gimme all the grown up h.ellcheer vibes, thx

&&          “You wanna hear somethin’ wild?” Jesse asked, as if them just sitting at a bar together wasn’t wild enough in itself. As if seeing her from his spot on the dingey little platform stage hadn’t almost caused him to forget how to play. As if what he was about to tell her didn’t still ring true in some way, even after all this time. “I totally had a thing for you in high school.” he grinned with a shrug. “Pretty sure everyone did, but d.amn...I mean, if I was a chick, I probably would’ve been doodling your name on my notebooks.”

[findyourrp]

🔎 📝 — Hey everyone! 22, she / they, looking for a few (hopefully long-term) 18+ RP partners to write some things with me over on Discord. I've been craving a couple of plots / AUs lately and would love for someone to satiate said cravings, which are:

✦ James Cameron's Avatar (yes, with the blue people). Dying for a plot based off of that movie.

✦ Something set within the universe of the Maleficent movies.

✦ Supernatural creatures. Vampires, werewolves, demons, fae, the whole shebang. Werewolves could also include Omegaverse or A / B / O, but that's up to you. And if we want plot for a vampire thing — the Lost Boys (1987) is a real favorite.

✦ Anything other! I love slice of life, action / adventure, crime, fluff, angst.. Anything and everything! If you have any fun ideas or things you wanna flesh out, I'd love to hear!

For all of these ideas goes that I am open to canon or to making it AU, for example marvel characters in a supernatural setting. I am open to a LOT of ships, so don't be afraid to message me with your favorite! To help you along, there are some muses I have very high muse for currently, which I will list below. For a full list of my muses, though, head over to my carrd!

DC

✦ Jason Todd

✦ Dream of the Endless

MARVEL

✦ Bucky Barnes

✦ Miguel O'Hara

✦ Peter Parker

✦ Warren Worthington III

STRANGER THINGS

✦ Eddie Munson

SHADOW & BONE

✦ Jesper Fahey

✦ Kaz Brekker

BALDUR'S GATE 3

✦ Astarion Ancunín

✦ Halsin

Some other things you might like to know about me are that I write semi-lit to adv. lit. I usually don't double up right away (I might if we write together for longer!) and prefer doing canon x canon rps. My writing goes from multi-para to a few sentences depending on what you give me / what I think feels right for the scene. I prefer writing mxm. I love smut and have little to no limits, though smut definitely isn't always the sole focus in my rps. I write both dominant and submissive characters. I also adore ooc talk / chatting about our muses and fandoms, so being friends as well as RP partners is more than welcomed!

If I sound like your type of person, slide on into my DMs (or drop a like, though you'll get a reaction faster by dm'ing!) and I'll get back to you!

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[decimalpointed]

So I'm working on 3 fics right now. Getting the dialog right is kinda killing me a little bit. I keep writing it out in my head and then I forget how I got the characters from step 1 to step 2. Its frustrating.

I've also been pretty tentative about interacting with people again so much in fandom spaces. But I love bouncing ideas around and love hearing what others have to say. So like I wanna do that, I wanna interact, but damn it I'm back in my shy anxiety bubble and dunno how to make friends 😅 Someone slide into my DMs and let me ramble at you. Only if you are an adult tho. No minors.

Anyway here's an update of what I'm working on since I'm at work and no one else showed up to this fucking meeting so I'm writing on tumblr instead.

I started Dreams Like Deadly Things which is gonna be a Steddie exploratory piece into angst in regards to gender and kink and of course some drugs thrown in to get the ball rolling. Writing gender stuff is kind of new for me in general but its only supposed to be like 5 chapters which are mostly smut and angst. One small chapter is posted and chapter 2 is started and killing me with writing the dialog.

I've started Creature Comforts, which is a Steddie body and psychological horror about losing humanity and trying to find it again. This one i wanna explore some heavier themes like cannibalism, loss of self, and the awful dread of knowing the impending loss of self but cant stop it. This one is not posted at all. Waiting till I have it a bit more fleshed out. May never get posted lol.

I've also started Beneath Fur and Fang (title pending) which is my first foray into A/B/O dynamics even though its pretty nontraditional ABO and not intended to be like filthy smut. This one's a Harringroveson as werewolves with some depressing lore and chalk full of a bunch of ideas im really excited about but its gonna be a long one. Also features heavy angst and heavy themes like animalistic behavior, death of children, unhealthy dynamics, unhealthy coping mechanisms and some stuff i won't put on tumblr . The base social needs of predators really fascinates me. Also this one is gonna be gross on a lot of levels. Like I keep going back and forth by how dark I want a certain scene to be but it would be exceedingly disgusting and I would need to dead dove tag it. Decisions decisions. Anywho, started but also not posted but its the one im most invested in. Also at a loss for certain plot points.

[deerydear]

I just wanna repost this saga.

Jan 21st, 3:21 pm cst:

"i have written extensively about cannibalism and NOT the literary sense. zoologically, sociologically, etc. yeah it's kind of thematically sexy in fiction but don't fucking try me about it, don't tell me about The Divine or what have you, i am extremely fucking autistic about the concept of cannibalism/anthropophagy, to a diagnostic degree, to a "eighth grade me had to get pulled aside and yelled at to stop incorporating themes of ritual cannibalism into every paper I write by the librarian" way, this is the thing I'm most annoying about and I don't even enjoy talking about it that much because it's like that bit in south park where they find out if Cartman hears the first three notes of "come sail away" by Styx he has to sing the whole song. But it's explaining misconceptions about cannibalism

i'm not even claiming to be an expert. I really am not. I just rolled this as an ultimate special interest and I've been sulking my entire life about it, because half of the conversations I have about it seriously piss me off in a genuine, douchebag-elitist way because I care a lot. I'm aware of how toxic and annoying this is.

#Growing up catholic does not give you a fucking predilection to cannibalism, oh my god. The sexual psychoses linked to catholicism are like comically infamously well known and cannibalism is not one of them. From a criminal psych perspective and sociological perspective those things have no correlation. I've spoken to 2 different catholic priests about this while getting my degree about it, btw, and one of them opposed cannibalism. The other didn't in a weird way (with the caveat that they're eating a saint) but, girl, if you realize that cannibalism's appeal wrt sexual sadism is not “the divine” but domination/obliteration, you'd realize how actually quite unsexy it is to eat someone and shit them out. So write it correctly horrifyingly or don't romanticize it at all. /spergrant

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Jan 21st, 3:37 pm cst:

"It actually pisses me off so bad, so bad, so bad, so bad! It's like making an incorrect Franz Ferdinand joke in front of the weirdest WWI autist you know, I actually get so mad. and I'm not even being judgmental about people eroticizing it, it's just like...

It gives me a similar feeling to seeing someone draw a penis backwards by accident. I don't know. It just makes me light-headed with rage.

I will continue to gatekeep flesh-eating and all its associated symbolism until tumblr grimdark writers learn to behave. Anyone who wants to be my friend has to tolerate this about me.

also, from a theological standpoint, it actually really annoys me to see people purposefully misinterpret ritual cannibalism and transubstantiation (which, yes, are two different things, entirely) (and don't get me started on how people tend to just completely 1:1 replicate themes of flesh/blood consumption that are rooted in outright blood libel shit, rather than subvert them)"

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Jan 21st, 4:02 pm cst:

rattrasha asked:

"Hi sorry for being weird, but do you wanna talk about cannibalism? I had this really annoying argument with dad about the Andes crash and he won't acknowledge that there could ever be any nuance involved. If you know any cannibalism related history that you think is particularly interesting and if you have any opinions on the ethics of cannibalism you want to share uuhhhhh slide into my dms sometime. Or not, no pressure..."

Foreverial replied:

"Thank you for being polite about this, it's not weird, I brought it up, but I am going to wear myself out like a toddler having a tantrum if I think about this too much so I'm just going to reply with two things:

Cannibalism for survival sucks, there is a reason why the the developed human brain in most (KEY WORD: MOST) cultures is horrified by even the concept of same-species endophagy (eating one of the same In-Group, kind of a controversial term but in the andes situation that's definitely what it was, as opposed to survival cannibalism where you go out of your way to attack, kill and eat an enemy - which is RARE) but there is in deep a lot of nuance there. Historically, including recent history, there have been numerous situations where cannibalism is not only permissible morally but is the right thing to do. Personally, if I died, I'd want my friend to eat my body so they live a little longer. I'm just sayin'.

Cannibalism is actually so fucking hard to pinpoint archeologically/anthropologically in prehistoric times for sapient species. We know it happened, but the hard part is: how and why? Funerary rites? Hatred? Just plain hunger? Here's kind of an overview paper that I like that discusses the findings at a few different sites and comes to an interesting conclusion - at the very least read the abstract + conclusion. You'll see where I'm coming from in my interest of prehistoric cannibalism I think. To put it in stupid discourse tumblr terms, this paper is not Pro- or Anti- cannibalism but just sort of recognizes it as something that happened, and demands greater context. Trigger warning: eating babies and shit. https://archaeologydataservice.ac.uk/archives/view/assemblage/html/9/cole.html"

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Jan 27th, 5:25 am cst:

Anonymous asked:

"Man, I once wrote a fanfiction with survival cannibalism committed out of desperation (with nothing sexual or romantic about it), and I got a comment on it that 'it's an interesting unusual new take on the subject (as opposed to the "normal" approach with cannibalism as love and intimacy)'. lmao

Foreverial replied:

"kept this in my inbox, laughing at this for a while now. I really like this.

Imagining a talk show is holding a reunion for the survivors of a plane crash where they resorted to cannibalism. They're all tearfully recounting their tragic tale when the hosts bring on another guest. It's a plump, salivating, extremely German-looking man with a bib that has a picture of a guy on it, holding up a fork and knife and he starts of going: "Firzt of all, I tzink vat you did vaz soooooooooooo innovative…""

[dearericbittle]

Sterek masterpost

So, now that I’ve written 30 (!) Sterek fics, I figured it was about time that I made a masterpost of my stories. You can find the full list on my Tumblr as well!

Been here before and it just feels right (strangers tonight) - (T, 3.4k) Summary: Derek Hale was an awkward teenager, but he grew into himself. He grew out of that pulling pigtails phase. Shame that being reunited with his old crush brings it all back. Even worse: Stiles doesn’t even seem to recognize him. Or does he?

Better that I break the window (than miss what I should see) - (M, 9k) Summary: Someone opened Stiles’ window. But he’s all the way on the 7th floor - how the fuck did that happen? Spoiler alert: werewolves are real. And really hot.

Bring on the monsters (bring on the real world) - (E, 11.1k) Summary: He was supposed to be making an impression on Lydia, but instead he’s making fun of a terrible werewolf costume. To be fair, those mutton chops remind him of Michael J. Fox in the worst way, and the guy didn’t appear to be too offended. He was too busy smelling Stiles for some reason. He really shouldn’t have forgotten cologne.

but that’s just a first impression (I could be totally wrong) - (T, 2.9k) Summary: Derek is on a really awful blind date (Laura will pay for this). But the waiter is really cute.

The coolest wolf in the whole wide world - (T, 8.3k) Summary: Stiles is surprisingly good at being a wolf. Like, super good at control, loves the drama of making weird entrances, and determined to try all the things. Because he has to find out what’s different about being a wolf. And Derek is going to be his Yoda, whether he wants to or not. Only Stiles is pretty sure Yoda never smelled this good.

Detective Stiles Stilinski and the Case of Derek Hale’s Mysterious Mate - (T, 5.6k) Summary: Mates are a thing. A werewolf thing. Which is fine and shit, but finding out that Derek fucking Hale has a mate? That gets to him. And seeing as Derek won’t tell him who it is, well… Guess that means this is a job for Detective Stiles Stilinski - if he’s not too distracted by his traditional banter with Derek.

Everything mixed up (and baked in a beautiful pie) - (T, 6/6, 42k) Summary: Stiles’ friends are more of a pain in the ass than usual around the holiday season. Just because he spends all of his time at his bakery, doesn’t mean he’s unhappy. So hiring a fake boyfriend seems like the perfect, simple solution. Instead Stiles stumbles onto a stupid quest to make Derek Hale happy. But surely that will all work out in time.

Fit hot guys have problems too (don’t objectify us with your male and female gaze) - (T, 1.7k) Summary: To Cora, 1:24 AM: im tired of guys just wanting to hook up with me. im like, guys, i know im pretty and i have a slammin bod and i love making out, but cant someone treat me with respect?? Derek is tired of being objectified. Enter Stiles Stilinski, hot mess who has an opinion about everything. Derek is surprisingly intrigued.

Gymnophoria - (T, 0.9k) Summary: Stiles is paranoid - he keeps feeling someone’s eyes on him. Surprisingly, no nefarious plans happen.

He got lost in my DMs (wanna be way more than friends) - (T, 2.8k) Summary: Derek is somewhat of an online hero, providing candid pictures of himself to anyone who wants persistent suitors to just go away already. Stiles… is suddenly surrounded by assholes who apparently really want to hear about how great his fake boyfriend is. Part 1 of Slide into those DMs

Heard you were tough (but you don’t look it) - (T, 3.6k) Summary: Derek is a protective Alpha, and whenever he sees a human in danger, he has to step in. Usually people are grateful. This guy? Not so much. 3 times Derek saves that ungrateful magic user’s life, and 3 times the ungrateful asshole saved his in return

Here we are two strangers (with nothing but this little spark) - (T, 6k) Summary: Stiles is only at this masquerade party for revenge. Theo Raeken has taken everything from him, and this is the only way he can get close enough to ruin his fucking life. He gets sidetracked by a mysterious stranger who’s looking for revenge of his own. Maybe they can help each other…

I might never be (your knight in shining armor) - (T, 2.9k) Summary: So, in Stiles’ defence, he didn’t actually know that the woman harassing the dude-sel in distress was an actual witch. Or that the dude in question was an Alpha werewolf who claimed to be able to handle himself. Stiles agrees to disagree on that one.

I take this magnetic force of a man (to be my lover) - (T, 6k) Summary: Derek is pretty happy with the mate he’s somehow chosen, even though Stiles has no idea - and no interest in Derek. But that’s fine. Except Peter just has to open his big mouth, because he clearly wants to ruin Derek’s life. Part 2 of Laura Hale is the best Alpha

I’d be a fearless leader (I’d be an Alpha type) - (T, 7.8k) Summary: Most teenagers would run off if they found a bleeding half-wolf, half-lady with red eyes snarling at them. But Stiles’ fight or flight response has always been a little fucked, and Laura Hale looks like she could use a break. Part 1 of Laura Hale is the best Alpha

I’m gonna light a spark (gonna hold my breath until the morning) - (T, 2.5k) Summary: Derek hates the bus, hates how people use it as an excuse to sit close to him and bat their eyelashes at him. And then this stranger who smells like home just falls asleep on his lap.

Lie under different stars (I’ve not seen you in the flesh for so long) - (T, 3,4k) Summary: In which Laura Hale is a queen of holding on to childhood mementos and seeing things her brother won’t, and Derek Hale rediscovers his love of Mischief.

The man who’s gonna marry you (make you feel alive) - (T, 4.2k) Summary: Only Finstock could marry the wrong people. Only Greenberg could fill out the papers wrong, but Finstock didn’t even check. It was like he wanted Stiles to be married to Derek Hale. And no one would want that, except maybe… Stiles.

No more dark sad lonely (k)nights - (T, 2k) Summary: Derek is an Alpha without an emissary, so his nosy betas made sure he attended the convention. Stiles is clearly in the wrong convention hall, because his Batman cosplay does not appear to be going over well.

Old you in the garbage (new you in display case) - (T, 13.4k) Summary: Stiles is lonely and desperate and suffering from a crush on the grumpiest librarian. So what’s a boy to do but cook up a ridiculous plan to get himself dated and/or finally get laid before the holidays? He just wants his She’s All That moment, okay? He never expected that the plan would actually help him get the guy.

Real life isn’t a movie (life doesn’t make narrative sense) - (M, 11.6k) Summary: Somehow accidentally insulting a hot guy in a coffee shop leads to pretending to be his boyfriend in front of a house full of werewolves. Stiles Stilinski is living his best life and making the most of his Hallmark movie moment.

Shoot your shot when you see em (he’s already in my DMs) - (T, 3.9k) Summary: Derek may or may not be falling in love with one of Laura’s employees, and he’s only ever spoken to him on the phone. Stiles doesn’t even know his name! But apparently, he does know how to slide into his DMs. Part 2 of Slide into those DMs

Some Cupid kills with arrows (some with mistletoe) - (T, 9.5k) Summary: It’s the same thing every time. Derek Hale comes home, the town is in a snit, and Stiles Stilinski polishes his metaphorical armor and gets ready for a battle of wits. Not that he considers Derek’s comments particularly witty. Their friends are just tired of the sexual tension and the rampant egos, and they’re ready to do something about it.

Such great heights (corresponding shapes like puzzle pieces) - (T, 3.3k) Summary: In which everyone in the pack is together and alive, because fuck canon. In which Stiles is surprised that Derek’s super hearing fails him. He just wants to know how tall Derek is, why is that such a big deal?

Teach me how to thrive (i was a loser just like you) - (T, 4.9k) Summary: Scott was cool now - the Squip had made sure of that. Stiles? Not so cool. All he has left are his cryptic conversations with perpetually wasted Derek Hale as he desperately tries to get an evil computer chip from taking over Beacon Hills.

We were young once (innocent and fun once) - (T, 5,3k) Summary: So maybe making Lydia jealous is just an excuse for him to finally talk to Derek Hale - it’s been ten years and clearly that high school crush is not over. There’s just a lot more to Derek than he was expecting.

We’ll put on a show (Scotty has to know) - (T, 7.7k) Summary: Stiles is a stubborn asshole, determined to have fun in Europe even though Scott stays behind in Belgium because of a girl. So asking a stranger to make out with him for the ‘Gram? Totally the best decision he’s ever made, and not just because that’ll totally show Jackson (and Scott!). Shame he won’t see the guy again, though.

What it looks like to forget (it’s easier that way) - (T, 4.9k) Summary: He has no idea who he is, but the stranger with the whiskey eyes is calling him Derek. And the guy has been sitting at his bedside for three days, so he’s got some credit. Especially because the guy smells like he should be his - though that is a supremely weird thought that he probably needs to figure out first.

You want forgiveness (I’ll give that to you) - (T, 2.8k) Summary: Derek is running from the Alpha, suffering from wolfsbane poisoning and he’s clearly losing it. Why else would he be seeing his mother - and everyone else he might as well have killed himself. But Stiles can’t just let him get what he deserves. Stiles never leaves him behind, even when he should.

You’re moving me around you (I said darling hold me) - (T, 14,5k) Summary: Derek is the only beta in a pack of two, blaming himself for the loss of their entire family. When his sister pays someone to get him used to human contact again, Derek preps himself for a couple unwilling handshakes before he kicks the stranger out of his den. Stiles is… not what Derek expected.