#and so we stick w comfort skk bc I’m autistic and hate doing anything out of routine (I am kunikida) | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

mayday505 · 2 years

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i would be pumping out so much Kunikidazai if i could work out how to characterise Kunikida properly like MY MAN I LOVE U but GODDAMN like. i find it so hard to write him for no reason even tho he's literally me fr. I think BECAUSE I like him/relate to him so much but in a way that I don't fully understand about myself yet i find it hard to articulate his character in words. Like yk how when u have the characterisation in ur head and then when it comes to putting it on paper u come up empty? yeah thats me w autism man Kunikida.

ONE DAY!!!! ONE DAY I WILL WRITE THE MOST HEARTWRENCHING KUNIKIDA FIC AND MAKE EVERYONE CRY. But today is NOT that day so sorry xxx

#mir speaks #mirs bsd rambling #mirs thoughts #bsd #bsd fic #bsd kunikida #kunikida doppo #like idk i find it sm harder to write the fics im genuinely so excited to write???#maybe its the pressure because i want it to be perfect #esp w dynamics i dont write for a lot #like knkdz #so i tend to stick to my “safe” dynamics #like skk #and angst #probably why i dont write a lot of hopeful stuff #or fluff #a horse named cold air was rlly a shot in the dark but im getting more comfortable w yuans character now #but then again she’s a minor character with little to no canon characterisation so I can do what I want w her #idk writing characters that I’m not 100% confident w is daunting #and so we stick w comfort skk bc I’m autistic and hate doing anything out of routine (I am kunikida)#slowly getting more comfortable w Ranpo and Yosano tho #and higuchi bc if no one else will write higuchi centric fics i guess it’s up to me

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