#and the clone sa-ed the original in a goal of self harm bc it thoguht it would never matter and the original very much understood that that | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

aromanticannibal · 6 months

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i find myself in a pickle because i created a situation that can never happen in real like and has incredibly strange circumstances and then put a thing that can very much happen in the fic and is very bad and now idk how ot deal with it

#sa & self harm warning but pls help me:#if there was a clone and the clone thought it was going to die anyway and that none of what it did ever mattered #and the clone and its original hated themselves and had big issues and self harm problems and csa trauma #and the clone sa-ed the original in a goal of self harm bc it thoguht it would never matter and the original very much understood that that #was the reason and did not deck the clone in the face to keep it from happening (despite being very possible for them) bc the original #evidently also has very big self harm and self hatred problem and thought that it would never matter bc the clone would disappear and is #just them anyway so why would it ever matter #like what do i do now.#cuz the story is supposed to be its revealed the clone will not disappear and can will and has already become its own person by virtue of #the very nature of being a clone #and the clone and the original learn to live together and it ultimately helps them with their hating themselves problems #but like the. the fucked up thing still happened.#and the original doesnt really care they think it doesnt matter andthat it was both of them fucking each other up but the clone doesnt thin #so and like i cant just go oh well you meant it that way its fine.#what do i DO #i think im going to make it look more like fucked up sex and less like assault because good lord i have no idea how to deal with all that #mumblings//

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