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razzek · 1 year

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Man. My dudes. I used to think I knew what sleep problems were, what with having two sleep disorders and all, but jeebus. I miss those days. I'm so sleep deprived even I can see the shadows under my eyes in the mirror. Fell asleep for maybe an hour earlier, after hours of nodding off but not quite sleeping, only to startle awake into a panic attack for no reason except that hot flashes fuck with your brain. Did you know you can have depression nightmares? I didn't, but oh my god I would like to switch back to the pants shitting terror ones please.

Anyway I'm really fucking tired. Think I'm going to see about meeting with the sleep specialist again to see if there's anything to be done about all this. I don't think I'll survive four or five years like this if the past month of increasingly bad sleep is an ongoing trend.

#perimenopause #insomnia #nightmares #my only consolation is that all the arrogant little shits online who think social media is only for the young #will experience something even half this awful as they age 8)#and then be hassled by a bunch of snot nosed kids with the same attitudes they have fostered and propogated :D #assuming we still have internet access and enough free speech left by then for that to happen #anyway #this shit right here is why after a point you just stop giving a fuck about so many things #bitch I barely slept for six months and had invasive medical proceedures done #all due to the natural course of a human life cycle #I do not care about your irrelevant discourse of the moment XD #I'm so free it's glorious! XD #... yeah I think it's pretty obvious right now just how little sleep I've had 8)

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