#and then original rp servers have this OTHER specific vibe that is DEFINITELY not what im looking for

[jabberwockprince]

CHIEF. I met friends that I was talking to ten minutes ago that I have basically a fuckin pack bond with through roleplaying with my UTAU OCs when I was like... thirteen, fourteen.

I think you and the server's the closest I've gotten to having another person to be batshit deranged ramble about OCs with since those two and even THEN.

I'd like to fuckin know too. I go insane making my dolls smooch or go through The Horrors on the daily and it's all onto someone I met on fucking Amino and I love it so much but ALSO!!!! GGRGRHRHHR

RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTT ??? latching onto ppl at 13-15 over OCs is such a formative experience for real

but even then in the server, it's mostly going insane about your own OCs with an audience, which is fun!! BUT I WANT THE "WE'RE BOTH DERANGED ABOUT OUR OCs WHOSE LIVES LORE AND DYNAMIC ARE IMPOSSIBLY LINKED TOGETHER" EXPERIENCE......

I think that's why I can't RP my own OCs when I join fandom RPs and only stick to canons, cause it's just. inserting these fellas who live in my brain who have extremely extensive lore and so much shit going on and having to tone it down or never address those things bc First I Have To Befriend Other Characters and get a feel for the vibe of the server, and then try a lot of RPs to see who I click with and who clicks with me RP wise? if that makes sense. like, I'm not RPing my ACTUAL OC, but a version that's easy to digest or adapted to the rules of whichever server I'm in

I WANNA GO THROUGH THE WHOLE PROCESS WITH SOMEONE, AND BUILD A WHOLE THING SEPARATE FROM FANDOM WITH EACH OTHER ............ but most of my friends don't have enough time nor interest !!!

[moved-to-void-kissed]

10 11 and 14 for the s/i asks <33

Thank you so much for sending this, friend!! Sorry it took me so long to get to .w.

(source: “self-insert ask game!” by kissofthemoonrabbit)

10. who was your first self-insert? - Hmm.. After thinking about it for a bit, I think the answer might be Amber, who I currently use as one of my Skyrim self-inserts but who was originally created as my character in a Minecraft RP (because her character concept in both games is identical: got attacked by a dragon, has the same kind of powers as that dragon, but fights against it for the sake of the ordinary people instead of giving in to her nature and siding with it).

However, it’s tricky to establish the divide between “this is who I’m playing as in the game” and “this is a specific self-insert who exists beyond just being a playstyle on a save file”; this divide is why self-inserts like Emily don’t count. Skyrim was definitely one of the first instances of me using a specific name that isn’t my own for my character, but Camille also originated from the same server Amber did (and I know I made her after I played Amber), and Carmine was not specifically established until later on even though I did play as a Khajiit quite a bit.

11. choose a song to apply to your self-insert! - Haha, I can try. So far, I’ve only been able to do this for a few self-inserts, and with most songs it’s less “songs that apply/fit if you imagine her singing it” and more “songs with the same vibes” (for example, Shinkai City Underground by TanakaB and Babylon by Tohma are both Lamia songs for the latter reason). However, for a song that applies.. MONSTER by Kira is Aria’s arguable main character song. I have a whole PV for it featuring her in my head, depicting her taking revenge on a particular unsavoury individual from her/my past.

14. choose a self-insert and put her, unaltered, into a different source. how does that world receive her? - Again, my instinct is to use Aria for this one because this is literally what she does within the context of Kingdom Hearts’ canon; she and Aqua travel to worlds threatened by invading Heartless or darkness from a villain, with Aqua working more traditionally alongside the important heroes of that world to help them defeat the Heartless while Aria goes to the villain causing the problem, claims to be able to help them with their goals, but instead passes on information to Aqua and the other protagonists, while also siphoning the villain’s darkness away to weaken them and then using it to defeat them to save that world.

In these instances, she is received as an apparent antagonist, using her inhuman features like her wings to show the villains her powerful darkness and convince them to let her “assist” (read: weaken and leak info about) them, only to have never been on their side at all and get to have the satisfaction of taking them down alongside the other heroes. Alternatively, sometimes Aria and Aqua travel other worlds together in order to scout for new potential Keyblade wielders, and in those cases Aqua’s magic can make them both appear to fit into the world more easily, but only if necessary; for example, if they were to go to Alrest, Aria would claim to be Aqua’s Blade to explain her unusual appearance and powers (as she’d still want her wings to be visible, in order to fly).

I hope that those answers were alright! Thank you very much again for sending this in ^-^