#and they didn't so much as fuck up with skz as set them in very rigid positioning and then lost an integral member

[sanstropfremir]

I'm not sure how you feel about Stray Kids and this ask isn't actually about their latest comeback but I just saw their rapper Han on Lee Mujin's show and his acoustic-ish cover of Twice's Alcohol Free is actually so good??? Honestly I've always been a hit or miss with their songs but I think I'm just not a fan of how they rap because the first time I heard Bang Chan sing I was like he's actually pretty good please give this boy a slow song and now I'm like why doesn't Han sing more too

he doesn't sing more because they locked up their members into dance, vocal, and rap categories so on official songs they can't actually have one of the 'rappers' sing more/better than their vocalists. also their whole thing is that they're a 'self-produced' group and their producers are rappers so.............

[succubus-hansol]

.₊•✧˚┊ ChanLix X Mn ┊˚✧•₊.

This is a continuation of this post xx

Felix would be wearing a black lacy thong with a pretty butt plug. Chan has assless boxers on for easy access 😏

There would be so much biting, slapping, scratching, drooling etc. Mn would either be a stylist, actor, or solo artist. And this idea could work in many ways. The boys are idols in skz, they are a little-known rock band, many more possibilities.

Chan and Lix are doing their photo shoot and keep sending Mn pictures and videos, Lix sends a video of Chan on set posing for his pic and he's lowly mumbling about their bad dog. Of course they send a video of them making out and grinding on each other to their third boyfriend, just to fuck with him while he's at work. Usually they're not allowed to touch but they look forward to the punishments Mn could and will give them for disobeying his orders.

Chan and Felix get back to their shared apartment with Mn before him. The nest of blankets and pillows from last night's movie marathon in the lounge still set up and a perfect stage for their fun. Hands roaming, teeth clashing, noises come so naturally. They're so excited for how Mn will react when he gets home, they love fucking with him. Felix showing his delicate body off with sensual moves and purposeful actions. Chan with words and attitude, acting like a tough guy who could break anyone.

They help each other get ready for what's to come, helping Felix stretch out and insert his butt plug. Getting on their panties and photo shoot outfits, how they managed to get them home god only knows.

The smirk on Lixxies face when Mn sees them still dressed up like that could make any man crumble, and the smirk would only widen as Chan fists his hand into Lix's hair to pull his head back for easier access to mark up his neck.

Three-way kissing is a fuckin must in this situation. Mn would 100% make them play with each other saying something like "You guys didn't need me earlier, keep going" and they would, but they'd keep looking at Mn and whining. Mn would make Chris stretch himself out in front of him and Lix, putting on a performance before commanding Felix to help him out. Knowing his small fingers wouldn't be much better but both boys are just too easy to please. They are bratty of course, very vocal in a way they think puts them on top. But Mn knows these fuckers, knows their games and how to slowly break them down into nothing

Again Bad Boy Power Bottom Chris, forced to ride Mn and finally he thinks he has the upper hand, like he's about to win this fight till Mn laughs at him and bucks up. Throwing Chan for a loop and losing composure.

Don't forget Lixxie tho, he needs some dick too. Mn would bend him in half, legs up against his chest as jostled with the force of Mn's thrusting. Drool slipping from his open mouth, which would be slurped up by Chris who might slip his cock into Felix's awaiting mouth. Felix loves to feel full.

And Mn telling Lix to suck Chris off like a good little slut. "Look at him Lixxie doll, you're making him such a dumb dog with just your mouth" and Chris would groan so loud with a drawn-out "fuucckkk"

[yxngbxkkie]

anything for you (k.s)

helllo, my loves! i hope everyone is having a wonderful day/evening. are we ready for the next part of my skz street racer series?? i absolutely love this fic 🥹 it's so adorable, and seungmin is 😩 happy readings 💓

feedback is greatly appreciated 🥰

"You did it!" You squeal, running towards your boyfriend, Kim Seungmin.

Seungmin catches you after you jump into his open arms. He swings you around as your arms wrap around his neck. "Thank you for being here," he whispers into your ear, tightening his grip on you.

He sets you back on your feet before leaning down to kiss you. One of your hands rests on the back of his neck, your fingers playing with the small hairs.

"Of course I'd be here. It's your big race, baby," you chuckle, placing a few kisses on both of his cheeks. "I wouldn't miss it for the world."

Seungmin smiles fondly at you, bringing a hand to your cheek. He strokes it before he gently pinches it. "I love you so much, baby," he breathes out, capturing your lips in another kiss.

"I love you too, Seungmin. So fucking much," you grin, lacing his hands with yours.

You're snapped out of your thoughts when someone slaps their hand on the table. You jump in your seat, quickly glancing towards the culprit.

Suyeon smiles at you while sitting in the seat across from yours. "Finally, I got your damn attention," she laughs, shrugging her bag off of her shoulders. "What were you thinking about?"

"It's nothing," you brush off the topic, not wanting to open that can of worms. "Work's just been crazy."

Your friend flags a waiter over to your table before she meets your gaze. "Has it really? Or are you lying to me?" She asks, leaning her chin against the palm of her hand.

A light chuckle escapes your lips. "I can't get anything past you, can I?" You joke with her, dropping your gaze to the ice cold drink in front of you. "I was thinking about Seungmin."

"Again?" She asks with a sigh, her shoulders deflating.

You tilt your head up, stopping the tears from blurring your vision. "You say it like I have a problem," you mutter, pursing your lips. "I was practically in love with him, Suy."

She reaches across the table, grabbing a hold of your hand. "I know. I'm sorry. I just hate seeing you so upset over him," she mentions with a frown.

"Yeah," you laugh, wiping some of the tears away. "I hate it too."

Suyeon gently strokes the back of your hand with her thumb as the two of you sit in silence. The door to the café opens, and the sound of the bell echoes off the walls. You glance towards the group of people that just walked in, and your eyes widen, knowing exactly who they are.

"Dude, I'm so sick of this Seungmin guy," one of them rants to another, not bothering to keep his voice low.

You squeeze your best friend's hand, causing her to look in your direction. "What -" You cut her off by giving her a look, flicking your gaze towards the group standing in line.

"Are you sick of him because you suck?" The dude's buddy asks with a laugh, earning a slap to the back of the head. "Ouch, dude, the fuck?"

"I don't suck. I'm just as good as him. He's just a little fucking pest."

You release Suyeon's hand before grabbing your phone and texting her. "They're talking about Seungmin. I know who they are. They're not good people."

"Yo, are you serious?? How do you know them??"

"It's… a long story. Seungmin is a street racer. He's very good, and it seems like that guy isn't very fond of him winning all the time."

"Wait, wait, you dated A STREET RACER!? AND I JUST NOW KNOW ABOUT IT?!"

You roll your eyes at her message, giving the brunette a funny look. You look back down at your phone, texting her back.

"Well, I didn't know until about a year into our relationship. He didn't want me involved because they could get a bit dangerous. Which is what I'm currently thinking about these guys."

"What are you gonna do? Warn Seungmin?"

You let out a deep breath, leaning back into your chair. "I haven't talked to him in almost four months," you say out loud.

Suyeon glances towards the group of guys at the counter. "Yeah, but if they have intentions of hurting him. I'm sure he'd appreciate the heads up," she mentions, tapping her fingers against the top of her phone case.

"I know," you mutter.

After the group of guys grabbed their order, they started filing out the door one by one. "He's going to be at the race tonight," the same guy says to the other, placing a hand on his shoulder. "We'll run him off the road. Make a big accident."

"Good idea. Then you won't have competition anymore."

They exit the café and your gaze meets Suyeon's. "I have to call Seungmin," you tell her before standing up from your seat.

She nods her head in understanding before you run out the door. You scroll through your contacts, quickly finding Seungmin's name. You click on it and press the device against your ear, leaning your back against the brick building.

It rings for what feels like a while, praying that he answers the phone. "Come on, come on," you repeat to yourself, glancing around the semi-busy streets. Your call goes to voicemail, and you release a sigh. "I don't know why I expected him to answer."

You try to call him again, receiving the same result. You curse at yourself and tilt your head back. "Well," you push yourself off of the wall, "I guess I'm going to a street race tonight."

-

"Are you sure you should be going by yourself?" Suyeon asks you through your phone.

You shrug your shoulders as you walk closer to the street they usually start on. "Probably not but I didn't want to involve you," you mention, checking each direction before walking across the street. "If anything, I have pepper spray in my bag."

Your friend sighs. "Okay, but if it goes south, let me know," she mentions.

"I will, I promise," you tell her, noticing the line of sports cars up ahead. You see Seungmin's immediately, easily spotting his vehicle. "I see his yellow ass car. I gotta go."

"Stay safe. Love you."

You bid her goodbye and quicken your steps, wanting to reach him before the race starts. You look down at your watch, taking note that you've got about seven minutes to warn him.

A pit of nerves sets off in your stomach as you get closer and closer. He hasn't changed a bit. He still looks like the boy you fell in love with two years ago.

You weave around the vehicles, noticing one of his friends hanging out with him. "Seungmin," you call out to him, gaining his attention.

"Y/N?" He asks with a confused look. Seungmin says something to Changbin before making his way over to you. "What are you doing here?"

"That group of guys over there?" You stealthily point in the direction they're standing in, Seungmin's gaze following. "They're out for you."

He laughs at your accusation. "What? What do you mean they're out for me?" He asks you while crossing his arms over his chest. "I don't have time for this.

You start to panic again when he starts walking away from you. "Seungmin -" you start but he quickly cuts you off.

"No, Y/N. I have a race to focus on," he stops, turning to face you.

Tears pool in your eyes, thinking about what could happen if he participates in this race. "I- Listen to me please," you beg, moving forward before reaching a hand out to him. "I overheard them talking earlier today. They're jealous that you're so good at this, and they're planning to cause a major accident… with you in it."

His eyes soften as you explain the situation, noticing the tears in your eyes. "Okay, take a deep breath," Seungmin tells you softly, one of his hands grabbing yours. You do as he tells you, taking a deep breath in before letting it out. "There you go."

"I don't want you to get hurt," you whisper, leaning forward to rest your head on his shoulder. "I still care about you despite the fact that we're broken up."

Seungmin brings his free hand to your back, gently rubbing it. "I appreciate you telling me. I'm sorry I didn't believe you," he mumbles. "I can't back out of the race now, though. It's too late."

You pull away from him before wiping your face. "What if I join you? They wouldn't take out someone they don't know, right?" You ask him, squeezing his hand.

"And if they do? I don't want you getting hurt either," Seungmin sighs while stroking the back of your hand.

"Then we don't give them the chance," you suddenly say, lifting your head to look him in the eyes. "You're the best street racer I know. Make them eat dust."

Your ex-boyfriend laughs, and your heart races at the sight of his smile. "I will make them eat dust," he confirms with a nod. "But, you are staying here. I'm not risking you getting injured."

"Fine," you mutter, crossing your arms over your chest.

The two of you walk over to his vehicle together. Seungmin opens the driver's side door before getting into the driver's seat. Once he's settled, you shut the door for him and lean your elbows against the open window frame.

"Be careful, okay?" You whisper after hearing the announcer call all racers to the starting line.

"You know I will," he smiles at you before giving you a cheeky wink. "Wait for me. I'll bring you home after."

You nod your head, pulling back from the vehicle. Seungmin grabs a hold of your hand before you can get too far and brings it to his face, kissing the back of it.

You feel yourself getting shy, missing the way his lips felt against your skin. "I love you," you whisper to him, swallowing thickly.

His eyes widen at your words, his hand gently squeezing yours. "I love you too," Seungmin mutters, a smile coming to his lips. "I gotta go."

You nod your head, taking a step back from his vehicle. The two of you smile at one another before he starts it. You move across the street after he drives away. You weave through the group of people, trying to get towards the front.

You see Seungmin's yellow car towards the front of the line. You clasp your hands together as the flag woman walks in front of them. She raises the black and white flag, waving them around before suddenly dropping them.

The eight cars speed off, and you clench your fists as Seungmin quickly gets in first, watching each car disappear around the first corner.

"You got this, Seungmin," you whisper to yourself.

You stand on your toes, waiting for the racers to come back. One of the other driver's is live streaming their race, and you've caught small glimpses of it. A large smile comes to your lips when you notice Seungmin was still first.

"This Kim guy is crazy," one of the guys you're standing with says.

"He is," you agree.

The sound of their cars grow louder and louder, signaling that they're close to the finish line. You shove your hands in your pockets, keeping your eyes on the street behind you.

Seungmin drifts around the corner, causing you to release a sharp gasp. The smile on your lips widens as his vehicle speeds past you. You scream loudly as he crosses the finish line, jumping up and down excitingly.

"Yes, baby!" You clap your hands before sprinting down the street. He exits the vehicle after pulling off to the side, his smile making your heart flutter some more. "I'm so proud of you!"

You wrap your arms around his neck, feeling his arms snake around your waist. "I did it," he whispers into your ear, spinning you in circles. "I did it… for you."

A gasp escapes your lips, pulling back from him a bit. "For me?" You ask in a quiet voice, running your fingers through his hair.

"I love you so much. I'm so sorry for letting you go four months ago," he apologizes to you, his arms gently squeezing you.

You grin down at him, moving your hands to his face. You stroke his cheeks before smashing your lips against his. His fingers trail up your spine as he kisses you back, deepening it instantly.

"I love you, Kim Seungmin," you whisper after pulling away.

"I love you, Y/N L/N," he says before kissing you again. "Now, let me get you home."

~

tagging: @thewxntersoldier @reddesert-healourblues @spacegirlstuff @foxinnie8 @moon0fthenight @luckieleaf @stayconnecteed @tiaxa @yoonrimin @sunny-future @daysofskz-ateez @endzii23 @sweetbutpsychovalkyrie @bunnies-only

[itzsana-kiddingmenow]

𝑯𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑺𝑲𝒁 𝑴𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝑾𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝑻𝒊𝒄𝒌𝒍𝒆 𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒃𝒊𝒏:

𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙨: 3k

𝙖/𝙣: <3 ANON YOUR HEADCANONS ARE HERE-

ALSO HE IS SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL IN THE MOODBOARD I SPENT AN HOUR STARING AT HIM- 😭😭😭

𝙩/𝙬: changbin is insecure, rough tickles, raspberries

𝒍𝒆𝒆: changbin

𝙡𝙚𝙧: SKZ

𝒕𝒂𝒈𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕: @someone-who-loves-kpop-saranghae @jeongins-diary @leeknowstan33 @v--143 @wereallgonnadieonedaybutnottoday @inkedloveandlostpromises @lajanaa @a-wild-seungberry @r00ni1

𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐜 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠! 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐞? 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐮𝐛s🖤

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙣:

Changbin panted loudly, setting his gym bag on the floor and running to take a quick shower. The previous days had been stressful, to say the least, but with the others’ help, he felt so much better. 

His pale and offset face now flushed a warm tint, and his thin body had now returned to healthy proportions, and he ended up gaining a little bit of muscle. 

However, Binnie’s small headache and inability to sleep remained, but it didn’t affect him much. Not even bothering to throw on a shirt due to his aching body, he slumped onto the bed, his morning workout complete. Changbin wondered what the day would bring. 

Chan immediately ran in after him, freshly showered and grinning in happiness. Changbin recognized a familiar glint in the older’s eyes. 

Chan’s smile suddenly disappeared, replaced with a soft smirk. “Arms up.” Binnie choked. “But-” He stared at the leader in shock. 

“Do you want to make this worse for yourself?” Chan resounded, immediately squeezing Binnie’s side once. 

A small giggle made its way from the rapper’s throat as he slowly pulls his arms above his head, exposing his entire bare torso. 

Chan teased him, leaning his fingers towards the skin before backing away quickly, leaving the younger squirming weakly. 

“Hyung!” He whimpered, squeezing his eyes shut to prepare himself for the unbearable tickles that would come next. 

Chan grinned once before digging his fingertips into the crevices of Binnie’s bare ribs, earning a gasp and a pair of arms that lowered halfway before easing back up. 

“Hyunnggg! You’re such a meanie!”

Channie didn't respond.

“I wanna practice playing the keyboard. But how can I do that?” Chan asked, looking away before suddenly digging aggressively into Changbin’s outstretched, hypersensitive ribs. 

“HYUHUHUHUNG! YOUHUHU CAHAHAHAHAN’T—!” Changbin whined out, tensing his muscles to keep them up and thrashing wildly while snickering crazily. 

Chan suddenly started squeezing up and down the boy’s torso, enjoying the loud cackles and shrieks Changbin started emitting. 

“NAHA-THIHIHIS IHIS SOHO CRUEHEHEL!”

The rapper struggled to hold his arms above his head as he giggled his head off, the cute sound making Chan grin widely. 

“You think you’re so tough, don’t you, Seo Changbin?” Chan teased, leaning down to blow a giant raspberry onto the boy’s belly. 

“HYUHUHUHUHAAAAAAA!” Changbin screamed, arching his back and only managing to push his belly further into Chan’s lips. 

“OKAY OKAHAY I GIVE—!” Binnie shoved at Chan’s head. 

Soon enough the older let go due to a very amused Hyunjin calling them for dance practice. 

𝙈𝙞𝙣𝙝𝙤:

Dance practice went on like normal. After the hour mark, the members were panting and trying to catch their breath, and Changbin laid on the floor, too exhausted to even move. 

After a while, they took more time just to rest their bodies, and Minho decided to join the rapper on the floor, playfully pressing against his chest in up and down movements like he was doing CPR. 

Changbin curled up lightly and broke out into giggles at the sensation, and Minho smiled fondly at the giggly boy. 

“You’re juhust like Soon, hyung. You lohove to jump and scrahatch on peheople…” Binnie suddenly commented, and Lino feigned an offended look and suddenly started tickling the rapper in every spot that he could reach. 

“NOOO-HYUNG!! DOHOHOHON’T!” The rapper shrieked as a single poke made its way to his upper ribs. 

The other members turned to watch, some sipping water as Changbin curled in on himself more and batted at Minho’s tickling fingers. 

“What? I’m a cat right? You’re my scratching post.” Minho commented nonchalantly, continuing the movement of his fingers across Binnie’s body. 

“STOHOHOHOP IHIT! YOUHOURE SO MEAN!” Changbin yelled, opting to cover his face instead of protecting his weak spots. 

Lino didn’t respond, making kissy faces and clawing further at Binnie’s ticklish belly, which rolled away from his touch but had nowhere to go. 

 When Changbin’s laughter went completely silent and tears of laughter dripped down to his shirt collar, Minho decided to stop torturing the poor boy, standing up and leaving the rapper squirming weakly on the floor. 

“You’re sick!” Changbin panted, shoving at Minho’s foot. “Not more than you, bunny.” He bit back, racing away before Binnie had a chance to get him back. 

𝙃𝙮𝙪𝙣𝙟𝙞𝙣:

“Step out! Hello, we are Stray Kids!” The boys all chanted, smiling at the camera as Chan adjusted it. 

Hyunjin wrapped his arm around Changbin’s shoulder, lightly tickling his neck. Binnie started squirming lightly, the sensations somehow unbearable. 

“Hyuhunjin!” Changbin hissed, trying to put his head to his shoulder to trap the boy’s hand. 

After a few more minutes of the soft torture, Changbin finally made a move to get up. Big mistake. 

“Hyuuung, where are you going? You can’t leave me! That’s favoritism!” Hyunjin exclaimed, making a huge scene. “You’re always talking about how much you love me, and now you can’t even stand sitting next to me?!”

The other members gasped, and a red-faced Binnie had no choice but to sit back down next to Hyunjin. 

After a while, Hyune decided that it was time to get revenge. How dare Changbin try to leave him?

He suddenly knocked the boy off of the couch, using his fall as leverage to get on top. 

The other members started giggling at poor Changbin’s plight, his loud begging drowned out by intense screams. 

Hyunjin’s fingers wiggled skillfully right into his armpits, maneuvering the rapper’s punches and attempts to escape. 

"NOHOHOHOHO! HYUNJIN STAHAHAHAP IHIT!" Changbin tried to make demands, but Hyune was just not having it, switching to the older's ribs instead.

“HYUN-HYUNJIN! STAHP!” Changbin gasped out after tears started to well up in his eyes, the feeling of the dancer’s fingers making his brain go blank and his mind turn to mush. 

“Okay, okay…learned your lesson now?” Hyunjin patted the older’s thigh twice before standing up, pulling Binnie into his lap and sitting calmly back on the couch. 

𝙅𝙞𝙨𝙪𝙣𝙜:

“Ahhh, I can’t get it right! Forget it, just give the part to Seungmin or something. My singing’s just not good enough.” Changbin commented dejectedly, looking down in disappointment. 

Chan and Jisung exchanged sad glances. The two had been looking forward to Changbin having a vocal part in one of their songs, considering his amazing vocals were never on show. 

But there were times when they realized that he was better suited to be a rapper. They only wished he could see that he didn’t have to be perfect at everything. 

“Hyung, it’s okay, maybe you need a break, or some practice.” Jisung stood up, patting Binnie’s shoulder comfortingly. 

“Hannie, it's okay. I don’t think my voice is suited to the part anyway. Maybe I should just take the rapping. I can’t sing, I’ll accept it.” Changbin sniffled as Han sadly stared at him. 

Chan sighed, a guilty feeling overtaking him as he watched Binnie sadly. 

“Here, I’ll prove it to you that your vocals are amazing.” Jisung grinned. 

“How is that?” Binnie asked, confused “Come on.” Han replied. 

Once the two were situated in the recording room, Jisung motioned to Chan to start recording, and suddenly dug into Changbin’s  sides. 

The older let out an embarrassingly loud squeal, crumpling under the boy’s tickling fingers. 

“Hehey! Whahat ahare youhu dohohoing?!” Changbin giggled wildly, shaking his head and suddenly he was in a position he was pretty sure he had never been tickled in. 

Jisung set his entire body to the floor on his side, only holding up the rapper’s arm. 

The stretched out position this put his arm in only caused more nervous giggle to erupt from his throat. 

When the ace’s fingers scraped up and down his armpit in a consistent motion, Changbin lost it. 

“HAHAN JIHIHISUNG DOHOHO NOHOHOT!” He demanded, screaming more when Jisung set his body between his legs and got a better grip. 

“See! You have amazing vocals!” Jisung leaned down and tickled at the older’s upper chest, and Binnie went absolutely ballistic, thrashing around as tears dropped down to the floor and his cute cackles turned desperate quickly. 

Finally, the ace dropped his arm, and Changbin was quick to curl up as he wiped the tears off of his face. “Whyhy…was thahat nehecessary…” He giggled out. 

Hannie shrugged. “You wanna try that vocal part again? I think I warmed up your voice pret-ty well.”

𝙁𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙭:

“Hyung! Do you need a massage?~” Felix caught Binnie groaning in pain as he pressed his muscle. 

However, remembering the last time Felix massaged him, Changbin could feel his blush blooming up his cheeks, and he shook his head to avoid flustering himself more. 

“Please? You look like you need one.” Felix asked one more time, and the older gave in. He could never resist the brownie boy. 

Binnie took off his shirt while Felix grabbed the body oil and the lamp, and Changbin laid down on the bed, thoroughly exhausted. 

Felix heated the oil for a little while, waiting until it was slightly warmer to the touch before taking the bowl off of the candle lamp. 

He rubbed the oil through his hands and gently massaged into Binnie’s back, hissing in sympathy as the older let out pained groans. 

“Here, we’ll stay here a while. I wanna fix everything, okay?” Felix continued massaging the knots on his back, going softly until Changbin’s discomforted gasps turned into small sounds of pleasure, and he slumped against the mattress completely. 

Felix increased in intensity, listening to the satisfied groans the older emitted and focusing on finding more tense areas. 

The oil felt hot to the touch, and Changbin subconsciously relaxed, the sensation felt so soft and warm on his back, and he could almost see himself falling asleep. 

Felix focused on taking care of the aching rapper underneath him, kneading gently along the older’s muscle. 

Binnie stifled a yawn, shutting his eyes. He was about to fall asleep, but then Felix’s fingers curled around his bicep and into his underarm, and he slammed his entire arm down. 

He could hear Lixie giggling and internally rolled his eyes. What a menace. 

This happened a few more times, and Changbin couldn't help the small squeals of laughter he released.

Felix’s knees suddenly were pinning his arms to the sides, and Changbin panicked. 

The brownie boy trailed his fingers lightly along Changbin’s well massaged side, and laughed as the rapper let out nervous giggles and twisted agressively away from the tickly fingers. 

“What’s wrong, hyung? Does it hurt?~” Felix asked with fake sympathy, suddenly tickling a little harder. 

“Mhmhmhmhm! Ihihit does huhurt!” Changbin whined, trying to twist away but giving up. 

“Really, how about I make it feel better?” Felix suddenly threw himself on top of Changbin, using his body weight to slow the rapper down before digging into the sensitive spot along his top ribs with vigor. 

“AAAGHAHAHAHA! NOHAHAHAHAHA!” Binnie squealed, trying his hardest to escape the younger’s grip. 

“I thought it hurt? Oh?” Felix suddenly asked, digging into the muscle in the older’s belly. 

The cute cackles were back as Changbin whined, clearly upset. 

Felix stopped, and Changbin covered his belly slightly, blush turning his face a cute pink shade. 

“I don’t like my stomach…” Changbin whispered, and Felix could feel his heart shatter at the boy’s words. 

He was ready to help. 

“How many times have you felt this way? A…hundred, let’s say?” Lixie thought, and Changbin nodded slowly, still confused. 

Felix flipped the rapper over so that his belly was visible, before pinning his arms to his chest and grinning. 

“Do you know what we’re doing?” A shaking head as a reply. 

“For every time you thought that your belly isn’t pretty, I blow a raspberry. Let’s see how long you last.”

Changbin could have died right there and then. One hundred raspberries? He would not survive. 

Felix suddenly started off by blowing a buzzing raspberry onto the boy’s belly button, and Changbin squealed in surprise. 

“Nohoho-NAHAHA!” He suddenly screeched when a big raspberry made its way onto his side. 

“YOUHO SUHUHUHUCK!” Binnie cackled uncontrollably and tried to buck away from the torturous sensation. 

“Oh? That’s not very nice…” Felix followed by blowing a looong one right onto Binnie’s ribcage, watching as the rapper completely lost composure underneath him, cackling his head off and screaming incoherently. 

“Come on! You can’t be tired yet! We still have 96 left to do!” Felix blew yet another onto his belly, and Changbin howled with laughter as tears welled up in his eyes for the fourth time that day.  

“FEHEHELIX—! PLEHEHEHEHEASE!” He begged, his entire torso flushing pink at the sensations on his tummy. 

“I’m not stopping until you drop.” Felix admitted, and Binnie’s eyes widened in shock. “Or until you admit your stomach is beautiful.” 

“BUHUT IHITS NOT!” Changbin whined, but majorly regretted it when a pair of lips pressed against his top ribs. 

“NOHOHOHOT THEHEHEHEHERE!!!” Changbin snapped, and Felix only blew harder into the sensitive skin. 

“OHOHO MYHY GOHOHAHAHA! OHOKAY MYHY TUHUHUMMY IHIHIS BEAHA-BEHEAUTIFUL!!!” He screamed desperately, babbling and begging for the torture to just stop. 

“Now you get it.” Felix stopped, kissing the rapper gently on the stomach, making sure to show all of his love through the peppered kisses on his belly.

Let’s say the rapper was blushing a lot more. 

𝙎𝙚𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙢𝙞𝙣:

Exhausted, Changbin laid down on the bed, wearing a huge, puffy hoodie and basketball shorts. 

It wasn’t normal for him to wear oversized things, claiming that it didn’t suit him, but it every time he did, it made him look even smaller than he was, and all the members treated him like a baby. 

He certainly didn’t hate it, in fact he craved their love and attention. 

Speaking of which, Seungmin ran into the room out of nowhere, hair bouncing like a puppy’s and jumping onto Binnie. 

The older shrieked and covered his torso, but Seungmin just forced his knees apart a little and buried his head into Changbin’s thigh, happily resting on it like a pillow. 

“You’re so soft. I could sleep here all day.” Seungmin groaned, resting his head on the side and snuggling further into the warm skin of Binnie’s thigh. 

The rapper reached his hand down and entangled it in the puppy’s locks, scratching gently at his scalp and lulling him into sleep. 

After some resting for the two of them, Seungmin lightly traced shapes on Changbin’s thigh, not meaning to do anything. 

Binnie began squirming a little; light tickles were always torture to him whether he liked it or not, but if Seungmin realized what he was doing it would definitely get worse for the vulnerable rapper. 

“What’s wrong, hyung? Are you uncomfortable?” Seungmin asked, concerned. He stilled his fingers a little, but grinned evilly when he noticed the small blush on the older’s face. 

“Oh? Did it…tickle?” Minnie asked, pulling a feather from his pocket. 

“Y-You did this on purpose…!” Changbin tried to contain the tremble in his voice, but much to his horror, it showed anyway. 

“What if I did? You were practically asking for it with the shorts anyway.” Seungmin rolled his eyes playfully, not even bothering to cover his evil smile. 

He brushed the feather quickly against the boy’s thighs, following my trailing it lightly against the skin. 

As hard as Changbin tried to hold it in, a strained laugh rang out through the room, and Seungmin’s satisfaction only increased as Binnie began to squirm underneath him, tiny giggles bubbling from his throat. 

“Dohohohon’t Seuhuhuhuhungmin…!” Changbin couldn’t stop giggling for the life of him, his small laughs earning soft smiles from the puppy. 

“But I want to…” Seungmin replied, squishing the doughy skin of the older’s thigh and stroking up and down with his nails. 

After what felt like hours of the soft torture, Changbin finally tapped out, his face red and slightly teary and his legs pressed together to shield the sensitive spot. 

Seungmin pouted at him, clearly wanting his cuddles. 

“Ahhh, you’re too cute to resist.” He reached his arms out, pulling the vocalist into his right embrace. 

Nap time is the best bonding time, don’t you think? 

𝙅𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙞𝙣:

“Jeonginnn!” Changbin ran into the room, energised after his long nap. Innie groaned, exhausted. 

“Hyung I wanna sleep!” He whined, normally accepting the older’s affection, but he was tired and ready for a long night’s sleep. 

“But I wanna hug!” Changbin bounced into the bed next to him, wrapping his arms around Innie’s front and burying his head into the maknae’s chest. 

However, the younger had other plans. He slipped his hands up the dwaekki’s shirt with a grin, suddenly scribbling his hands everywhere and watching as Changbin squealed in shock before bursting into loud cackles, curling in on himself after realizing that his hands were trapped. 

Jeongin made sure to lean his weight onto the rapper’s arms, still wrapped around him, and watching as Changbin twisted away from his torture. 

“YOUHU CAHANT DO THIHIS TOHOHO MEHEHE! IHIHIM OHOHOLDER THAHAN YOUHU!” Changbin exclaimed, his laughter becoming more desperate as the maknae wiggled his fingers into his back. 

“That’s what makes it so satisfying.” Jeongin whispered before blowing a buzzing raspberry onto the rapper’s neck. 

Binnie squealed out happily, kicking his legs out and giggling ecstatically as he was wrecked mercilessly. 

"AAAHAHAHAHAHAA!"

Only after he claimed that he couldn’t breathe and that he was gonna die from the maknae’s tickly fingers, Jeongin let up. 

𝘽𝙤𝙣𝙪𝙨:

Changbin walked back to his own room, fatigue settling in from one of the most tiring days of his life, where he had been tickled silly by every. single. one. of his members. 

He felt giddy and overjoyed at the overwhelming sensations he had gone through, and he hugged his blanket as he recalled every single one of the happy moments throughout the day. 

His door opened, and he sat up and grinned as all the members walked in; Chan picking him up and taking him to the living room, where pillows and blankets were piled up. 

Binnie could feel his eyes tearing up, and he quickly blinked them away. “I…don’t deserve you guys.” He admitted. “Thank you for making me feel better.” He looked at them with raw honesty in his eyes. 

All of the boys snuggled closer to him, and they slept in their SKZ sleeping pile, all while hugging their favorite dwaekki. 

He definitely got them all back, though.

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[stay-midnight]

hello hello!

. . . 🎙

i mean-pquwbzkwiw its long and all that so understandable 🤧 just delete it or something then-? HAHA- i don't want my asks to be too bothersome y'know so do what u gotta😎💕 (also fr justice for snowswept tails and divine amusement eventually!)

Anyways-Changbin ficc ! ! ! Idk if it's right or not but what I noticed most about the change in writing style is like, its more descriptive? Describing the atmosphere or the background and all that- its nice ! And Changbin is so romantic in it 🤧🤧🤧 Also-soft dom smut is a nice change of pace for suree (cause we all know-) pretty good overall as well!

also also! the college au skz 🤧🤧 THE FACT THAT ALL OF THEM HAS SPECIALTIES LIKE- (i would very much like to be madaldal about perv jisung and just perv skz in general so sorry about that in advance /hj)

ahhh the prisoner seungmin and incubus jeongin random thoughts (i was actually thinking of asking if just random thoughts was okay to send instead of the fic talk-)

hushed sex with prisoner seungmin oml-he'd probably be whispering the nastiest stuff as he shuts you up with his big hand i-certainly a setting that's new for thoughts 👀

the incubus jeongin one i haven't read it but imagining it is-🤐🤐🤐 (if we're specialties now then blindfolds with incubus jeongin for that one-would want you to be so addicted to him that you didn't even need to see him doing the things he'd do-more pleasure to feed on ofc!)

shorter ask than usual-(a miracle honestly-) anyways, that its for nowww 💅💕

good evening anonnie!

boop!

I dont wanna delete it 😭 cuz idk ill keep it in my inbox for awhile— its not bothersome but I just feel bad cuz you put the effort into those asks 😭 (frfr hopefully those fics will turn into full fics someday)

Yes? In a way— trying different styles in writing because of purposes and researching stuff as well cuz yall deserve the best content hmph 😤 I also tried to play with words a bit as an experiment and yeah— I started getting into the more softer side with the new fics idk why(?) did 10 months affect my libido or something-I love romantic changbin sm! And up next, lee know and bin fic! hmmm i have a general idea in mind but not a clear plot point

YES, like college au skz has a hold on me depending on how its delivered but thats just some of my ideas and yours in the specialities! (oh yes, perv jisung is literally 😫🫣 cuz idk Ive fallen for that jisung trope like? newnwnwis)

Yea! Random thoughts are okay cuz they give me burst of ideas driven by thoughts—

Seee? cuz like Prisoner Seungmin is so unexpected like seungmin is on the more tame side of skz fics itll be a nice change of pace but anyway, Seungmin fucking you in the prison bathroom as well? under the cold public showers he would shamelessly fuck you despite other prisoners around in a way its him claiming you his—

Ive hidden that fic deep somewhere cuz like the writing is making me go 😨😬 but it does make me see my improvements atleast BUT LIKE- anyway Incubus Jeongin is having fun with you and messing you up in your dreams as you sweat in blindfolds in your own head- of course, it makes you beg for his touch as he teases you— twirking your nips, thumbing the slit of your cock and lightly brushing against your rim- aghhhhhbwbsuannns

aaAaa its even more a miracle that i answered this that fast- thank you anonnie!

[xpeachesncream]

hii nikki! can you please give us a sneak peek of your next fic 🥹💗

hi hi! ☺️ of course! ♥️ but i do have to warn you, i haven't touched much of my bts wips in awhile because i just haven't had the motivation for the past months. i am slowly getting back into these projects though, but it will definitely take more time than i expected.

if you want some sneak peeks into my skz or ateez work, lemme know. 😚 enjoy!

—no pressure series (tattoo artist!oc x jjk, some oc x ex-fiance!namjoon) | releasing soon | playlist here.

it had been roughly 3 years since your ex-fiancé namjoon upped and left without reason, leaving you in the cold right before your wedding. it took so much out of you, but you finally had enough of feeling sorry for yourself. so, you picked yourself up and started fresh. you finally took the leap and went into the career you had been wanting to take up for years, embraced yourself for who you were [flaws and all], and actually found somebody who would do you right without trying to force the connection.

the only problem?

he’s one of namjoon’s friends, and he isn’t too pleased to see it when he shows up out of the blue after all these years.

—FLASHBACK

Namjoon licks his lips and bites onto his bottom lip to prevent himself from smiling too big. He takes his eyes away from you before glancing down at the floor, Hoseok looking at him in pure confusion and disgust.

"I-is that how you flirt?" Hoseok pours him a shot of whiskey before slowly sliding it over. "Why don't you two just talk to each other? You've been at this game for so long."

"Shut up. What game?" Namjoon furrows his brows.

"The whole chasing game." Hoseok laughs. "All you do is flirt in person, flirt through text, flirt from a distance. Just fucking go and do something about it. Everyone knows you like each other."

"Yeaaaah, but it's fun." Namjoon looks up to look at you across the room once more. "God, she's beautiful, isn't she?"

"Yeah and she'll be just that before someone else snatches her up because you were too damn slow." Taehyung adds to the conversation as he steps in with a soda can in his hand.

"Not gonna let that happen. I'm gonna marry her one day."

"Wow, that's bold." Taehyung says as all three of them look towards your direction. "You really, really like her don't you?"

"Yeah, I do. She's special." And it's true. It may sound overwhelming, but Namjoon really did have so, so many feelings for you, he couldn't understand it himself. He was unaware of how deep he could fall for someone, especially so quickly. But you— you were different. He knew from the very moment he saw you that you'd become something special to him.

And something special that he'd keep for as long as he could.

Namjoon takes the shot before his boys can even take their own glasses into their hands, setting it aside before making his way over to you. If it's one thing, Hoseok was right. He was gonna do something with it tonight, even if that meant just taking you away from this party to get you to himself— anywhere, wherever you wanted to go. He didn't wanna keep it subtle anymore, didn't wanna keep it at the chase.

He wanted you.

"Mhm, there he goes." Tae takes the shot to the neck, him and Hoseok watching as Namjoon approaches you.

"How come it doesn't take a lot for you to convince him?"

"It's Namjoon. It doesn't take a lot to convince him in general. Maybe you're just using the wrong wording." Hoseok looks at Tae confused, pausing before he continues his debate with Taehyung in the kitchen.

"Hey." Namjoon says, coming up from behind you.

"Joon." He smiles, hearing his nickname fall off your tongue so smoothly— just like it did when you met him for the very first time. "Hey."

"You enjoying yourself?"

"Yeah, I was. Now, I'm about ready to go home and get in bed." He chuckles, cute dimples deeply piercing his cheeks. "You?"

"Ah, it's been cool. Me and the boys have just been cooped up in the kitchen though, so I think we're getting to that point too."

"See? I'm not the only one." Namjoon shakes his head.

"No not at all." His gaze lingers on you for a bit longer before he speaks up again. "Well, if you're ready to leave, do you.. maybe.. wanna get some food with me?" He shyly asks, the butterflies flying wild in your tummy. You simply nod and smile at him, tossing your empty cup into the black trash bag near you. You lean over to whisper in Reggie's ear, Reggie smirking at you before he slowly nods and gives you a wink to send you off. You giggle to yourself, grabbing onto Namjoon's hand as he helps guide you through the crowded house and out into the fresh, night air.

"God, this feels so nice." You take in a good whiff of the fresh air, rubbing your arms as the cold slowly settles onto your skin.

"Yeah, it was stuffy as hell in there." He looks down at you. "Here, why don't you take this?" He takes off his bomber jacket and throws it over your shoulders.

"You sure?"

"Of course. I'd rather be cold than you." You smile at him.

"Are you okay to drive?"

"Mhm. I didn't plan on drinking tonight. Swear I'm good."

"Promise?" You tilt your head and look at him as you arrive to his car.

"Promise."

"What about your boys?" He chuckles.

"They'll be fine, I can come back for them later." He scratches his temple. "Wait, Jungkook can pick them up too. He should be done with his date." He says, moreso thinking out loud before he shakes his head and opens your door. "Nah, they'll be fine. I'll deal with them later. Don't worry."

"Okay then, I'll let them know that's what you said if they ever bring it up."

"Are you on their side or mine?" He climbs into the driver's seat and smirks at you, making you blush.

"I take no sides."

"Uh huh." He starts the car and slowly starts to drive off. "Anything you're craving in general?"

"Eomukguk." Namjoon furrows his brows with a slight head tilt.

"Okay, was definitely not expecting that." He laughs.

"Sorry, I've been craving it for so long, but I just haven't had time to visit my Tutu and get some with her." You look down at your lap, fiddling with your fingers. Your schedule has been pretty wack lately, it's been hard to find time and leave to visit Tutu. But, with midterms coming up, you were hoping you could sneak away for the upcoming week off afterwards.

"No, it's alright. Don't apologize. I can make that happen. I know a place that's open late and has really good eomukguk. The boys and I go there all the time."

"Really?" Your eyes light up when you look at him and he smiles.

"Yeah." He chuckles in adoration. "Won't take long to get there, okay?" You silently nod and look out the window. And as promised, it doesn't take long to get there. Namjoon pulls up to a street near a residential area, a few people walking down, coming in and out of the convenience store and bars nearby. He parks his car and heads over to open up your door to let you out. He puts out his arm for you to hold onto, hoping it could provide you with some extra warmth until he gets you inside the small restaurant down the street.

There aren't too many people inside when you two get there, but the owner seems to know Namjoon well with the way that she greets him happily. She instantly shows you two to a table in the back corner, the restaurant itself not being the biggest. It's cozy, tiny, comfortable.

Reminds you a lot of Tutu.

Reminds you of home with Tutu.

When the food finally comes, Namjoon watches as you happily wiggle in your seat before blowing onto your spoonful of broth, the other hand holding a fish cake stick. He giggles to himself, admiring how adorable and cute you were, admiring how beautiful you looked sitting in front of him. The both of you quietly eat through the late night snack, chiming in here and there about weird shit that happened at the party tonight.

"Ah, that was so good." You slurp the last of your soup. "Thank you." You look at him with a small smile that he acknowledges.

"Course. Anything else you want?"

"Hm." You tap your chin. "Hotteok?" His eyes widen.

"I think I could marry you on the spot." He says with a slow nod, making you laugh.

"Why? Do you like it?"

"Like it? That's my favorite thing to snack on." He looks at you before carefully pushing aside the empty dishes on the table. "Come on." He nods towards the door before getting up to pay for the meal.

"Hey, let me know how much that was."

"I got it." He smiles at you.

"Joon." You pout.

"Now, you know you can't do that." He chuckles as you walk backwards to continue shoving your pout in his face.

"Why not?" You tease, tippy-toeing to get in his face. He blushes, hand placed on your arm gently to guide you. When you slightly lose your footing over a small pothole in the street, your foot lands wrong and your ankle twists, causing you to trip.

"Woah." Namjoon catches you, placing both of his hands on the back of your elbows to bring you close to his body. "Y/N, please. Be careful. I don't want you to hurt yourself." Your breathing quietly hitches, suddenly feeling an overwhelming sensation to kiss him.

"Sorry." You say, close to a whisper.

"You okay?" You nod and he smiles.

"You sure you got it from here?" He teases.

"I just get a little clumsy sometimes."

"A little? I've seen you trip multiple times on the way to class."

"Hey." You whine, making him laugh as he brushes your hair back.

"You're still cute." You blush, eyes darting from his eyes to your lips. He catches on and god, does he wanna pull you into the deepest kiss right now. He's been waiting for this very moment where he could hold you close, kiss you, take you in. No more of the subtle flirting, no more of the subtle brushing of hands, the hand against your back as he passes by. No more trying to keep the flirting hush hush during study sessions in the library.

He wants to show you more of him.

But he wants to do right by you.

He licks his lips and gently lets you go, signaling at the food cart ahead. To say you were disappointed was an understatement, and it had you questioning whether or not Namjoon really did feel the same way as you even though he had been open and flirting back. Maybe you were reading him wrong? Why hadn't he made his move on you yet?

Why didn't he just kiss you?

"Hotteok is right there." Is all he says before leading you to the cart. You silently follow along, the both of you quietly eating your hotteok as you walk back to the car and start making your way back home to your shared apartment. Namjoon can pick up on the sudden shift in attitude, even though you had been trying to keep it cool, keep yourself together, rather than let the disappointment ruin a good night.

He knew what was bothering you though, you didn't have to say it. It really has nothing to do with you, moreso just him.

He just doesn't wanna fuck this up. You mean a lot to him, and he really, really liked you. He could almost spill out the fucking 'L' word if he wanted to. Because you— you were different.

He parks his car in front of your apartment building, which isn't too far from campus itself and the surrounding neighborhood [thank God, because Hoseok has been blowing up his phone since he hopped off the freeway]. You both silently sit there, unsure if you really want the night to end this way or what, but again, you weren't gonna let a moment ruin the night you had. You had fun, you enjoyed spending the rest of it with Namjoon. It's all you had been hoping for, anyway. Some alone time with Namjoon.

"Thank you." He tilts his head and gives you a small smile.

"Of course."

"Are you gonna go back for Hoseok and Taehyung?" He nods.

"Yeah, Hoseok has been blowing up my phone. I probably should." You chuckle, watching as Namjoon rushes over to your side to open your door and walk you to the front of your building.

"I really enjoyed tonight. Seriously. Thank you for helping me fulfill my craving." You giggle as he pulls you into the softest, biggest hug ever.

"You can always call me if you need company, you know I'd be right there." You nod as you pull back.

"Goodnight? Drive safely." You say softly as you give him one last smile before walking towards the lobby door. Namjoon stands there, watching as you fiddle with your bag to fetch your keys out. But, it suddenly hits him—

He can't end the night like this.

"Y/N." He calls out as he walks towards you, just as you swing the door open to step inside.

"Hm?" He walks over, large hands come out of his pockets to rest on your cheeks as he pulls you in for a deep kiss. When he slightly pulls away, the tips of your noses are still touching, his thumb caressing the surface of your cheek. You chase after his lips for another small peck— one that the both of you sink into, your hands gripping onto the sides of his shirt to keep him close. Completely pulling away this time, he leans his forehead against yours and kisses the tip of your nose before looking back down at you.

"Goodnight." He bites onto his bottom lip when he sees you smile from ear to ear.

—END FLASHBACK

[0x1lovebot]

𝐮𝐡 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐰𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩 𝐲𝐨𝐮?

approx. 0.6k words.

not proofread!!

jay was incredibly glad he agreed to make movie night a weekly thing with y/n. it was a good way to relax after a long week of school and he got to spend hours sitting next to y/n while eating snacks. it was a win-win situation for him.

he was in the kitchen prepping the snacks while y/n was moving around in the living room setting up the fort. 

“hey y/n, do you want regular oreos or double stuf oreos?” he called from the kitchen. 

y/n thought for a second before answering. “bring both! you can never have too many oreos!”

jay chuckled at y/n’s answer and smiled. everything y/n did or said just made him so warm and giddy inside. he knew it was cheesy but it's not like he could help it, y/n just did that to him. she's always done that for him, he's just had a fucked up way of showing it. he couldn't help but think about how stupid he was for treating her so badly for so long. he hated that. he hated himself for doing that. if only jay had gained common sense earlier, they would've been closer sooner-

"jay hurry up, the fort's done!!" y/n yelled, snapping jay out of his thoughts.

"coming!"

jay entered the living room with snacks piled up in his arms. y/n grabbed some of the snacks out of jay's arms as he placed the snacks down on the coffee table. jay sat down on the floor and turned to y/n with a grin.

“so what movie are we watching?” he asked. 

"well after careful consideration and a lot of pleading from you, we will be watching it: chapter 2. i don't like horror movies much but i'll deal with it just for today!"

jay smiled and got more comfortable next to y/n as she pressed play on the movie. 

it didn't take long for the two of them to fall silent as the movie progressed. jay was enjoying the plot of the movie while y/n was very much unsettled by the killer clown but she couldn't look away, the movie was just too good. jay’s head was in y/n’s lap while she slowly ran her hands through his hair but they were both way too absorbed into the movie to notice the position they were in and how close they were to each other.

as the movie grew more and more suspenseful, the tension in the room grew thicker. it was suffocatingly silent in y/n and jay’s dorm except for their breathing and the movie so the loud ass knock at their front door scared the absolute shit out of them. 

jay sat up immediately at the loud sound. y/n shrieked and wrapped her arms around jay, keeping her face hidden in his shoulder. 

“what was that?!” she whispered frantically.

jay rubbed y/n’s back and chuckled lightly. “that was the door, i’ll go open it.” 

y/n awkwardly removed herself from jay and wrapped herself in a blanket. jay opened the door however he didn’t even get to say anything because riki pushed right past jay and sat on the floor next to y/n.

“uh can we help you?” jay asked with furrowed eyebrows.

“are either of you good at chemistry?” riki asked as he opened his laptop.

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[serendipetite]

Emily! Okay! So! I already told you about skz song camp which I truly do recommend as a great starter for getting to know the guys. They're split into units for some of the episodes so you get a little bit more time with each of them.

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL2HLJ87twWI1DhyFxYbQRB4_JLKPIYXli this is the playlist for skz code! It's much shorter than run BTS but you get to see the little chaos babies having an absolute blast.

Skz record is also excellent to look up because they've got songs through there that aren't on Spotify (like Chan and Lee Know's "Drive") that are incredible.

About Lee Know's name - as far as I know, he's like Hobi going by j-hope most of the time. Lee Know is his stage name and it's how they usually refer to him, but his real name is Lee Minho and people do call him Minho as well. I stick with Lee Know so I don't get my tags mixed up with Shinee's Minho 😂.

If you're on tiktok, they're fairly active on there - ESPECIALLY Felix, our adorable tiktok king. 🥰 they have two official accounts, their jype one and then a Japanese one.

Also please come and yell at me about Stray Kids any time, they rapidly tied with BTS as my ult group. They're gorgeous, chaotic humans and I love them so very much.

ahhh thank you so so much!!

i am so excited to check out song camp and code!! i've been watching vlives and compilations and some of their vlogs. their vlogs are so sweet. i love that we can see glimpses of them with their families. one thing i love so much about bts is the closeness. it's like this hugely incredible thing i've never encountered from an artist before and it's so special that skz and stay have that connection as well. i've loved seeing them with their friends and family just puttering around being normal, silly, "chaos babies" as you called them (i love that by the way!)

ooh i'll definitely check that out! i only ever heard the big singles up until last night and i put on a bunch of different playlists and it opened my eyes up so, so much. i can't wait to check that out too!

thank you for telling me this!! i was trying to google it and came up with some weirdo answers on quora and amino (ugh those places lol) like "NEVER call him ___ only call him ____" and i'm like "omg what if i do something wrong!" so i really appreciate you telling me this :)

of course lmao of fucking course lol just last week i was saying "we need to stick felix and jungkook in a room and see who can out gen-z the other" lol that makes me ridiculously happy knowing this lol

i love bts so, so much. they're my first and my !!!!! but it's so lovely to know there's other things out there that can be equally as special and provide just as much love and comfort. i'm so open to there being so much love and comfort out there and skz just really has been pulling at me for so long. i feel like for so many, no matter what section of kpop you're in, so many are united by skz. it's so cool! i've been casually listening to them for awhile, and i knew of hyunjin and lixie, but that was about it. but then i saw a video of lee know pop up on my recommendations and it was of him reading a hate comment actually, and i didn't even know who he was other than him being from skz and reblogging a few cute sets of him in the past, but seeing that video and seeing all the love outpoured for him in the comments, i just had this massive tug in my heart of "i need to love you." and down the rabbit hole i went.

and i'm just so, so excited because i love bts so much and they've given me so much but knowing here are these other boys with so much love and comfort to pour out as well, it just makes my heart feel like it could burst. i spent all night last night watching random videos and looking things up about them. and i love so much how open they are. bts drew me to them because of their love and support and openness and to find stray kids has that same love and support and openness is just so incredible. i feel like i have two little homes in these two special groups. and it's such a beautiful and loving feeling.

thank you so, so, so much!!! i'll definitely take you up on that offer!! i need more people i can yell about them to lol

[sanstropfremir]

Imma bite the bullet and ask for your thoughts on this year's mama stages

oh anon i knew i was going to be disappointed with award shows without taemin but i didn't think i would be this disappointed. i should have known, but alas. also this got long so i'm putting it under a cut like the good ol' kingdom days.

ok i'm sorta gonna go in reverse order they were uploaded to the mnet youtube channel because i'm much too lazy to actually figure out when each group actually performed:

lee hyori and swf

nice to see hyori performing again even though i'm fairly certain she didn't wanna be there. i thought this was a good stage collab idea and it was fun, but also it didn't really have the showstopping power to be the finale, which i think it was? as far as the crew specific performances, they were about what i expected. i think i liked holybang's outfit the most, but hook's choreo the best. which is unsurprising because they're very good at short choreos. i also like that they went strictly with a one take on a steadicam.

nct 127

i don't have any complaints but i also wasn't blown away? they were one of the only groups that didn't struggle with the sound techs though, so i will give them that. my real complaint has nothing really to do with mama and more that favourite itself didn't really have a clear enough aesthetic unity that would tie over into sticker and also make a good large scale performance. i feel like as a default they fell into the 'sparkly awards show' outfits and got paid absolute DUST by mnet in terms of production design. i liked the ending dance break of sticker, it was fun and noisy.

enhypen

wasn't bad! i'm generally bored by enhypen so i wasn't expecting much but i think they did a pretty good job. i just wish that (and this is a theme with pretty much all the performances) there was more effort to draw the two songs together, aesthetically. like are they teenaged football vampires who don't have access to an actual football? what's going on here boys. i liked their dance break + solos, they were creative and interesting to watch, but back to my previous statement; what was the thematic point?

aespa

these were fine. i was right in that the girls are warming up with an audience, but i don't think mnet really utilized the possibilities of aespa's concept that well and the projection/ar designs that they did in for the sm groups were Not good. you can absolutely do ar performance better than that, riot did it for k/da like two years ago. they also won against the sound techs somehow, go ningning.

wanna one

oh boy. oh dear. i mean.......they sounded ok at least...? i've never seen a group so unenthusiastic before, it was truly a feat. that piano move is maybe one of the most iconic choreo moments in kpop but was seeing it again worth this? absolutely not. i'm so sorry they made you do this boys, i know you just wanted to go home.

nct dream

the transition from hello future to hot sauce made me snort with laughter ngl. loved the hot sauce costumes and i actually thing the use of the vcr was a great transition even if something fucked up with the ar. also very glad they had a practical set, having them all climb out of the broken bottle was fun. again, would have loved better aesthetic unity between the two songs but at least they actually played into the transistion.

stray kids

clearly mnet and jype have something going on, because the jype groups got the extra mile. i was kind of expecting it for skz because of kingdom but the differences were STARK. it wasn't my favourite performance but i really did appreciate the unity and the bombast and that they finally got more use out of the theme of their last comeback, because i felt it was very under utilized. thunderous is a great end of year song and it was one of the only performances that actually felt like an awards show performance, which is sad that there were so few. LOVE that they gave hyunjin a fire sword, 10/10. sound techs won this round.

txt

the stylists and design team really did them dirty with this one, tbh. y'all know how i feel about all black outfits but i feel like this was like, egregiously bad, for frost and the dance break especially. i also feel like they were hiding them? like why on earth were they blocked so far back on the stage??? i get that they wanted to use the big led panels but they did not need to be right up kissing them, they could have done way more blocking and it would have been a much more dynamic performance. same complaint about aesthetic unity.

ateez

hongjoong said no egot that's ok, i'll show you what you missed out on. i yelled when i saw him doing a contemp dance solo like HELLO???? also whoever stuck that lantern on that drone name yourself i will kiss you that was SUCH a good moment. their stages weren't as good as their previous mama stages or even their kingdom ones, but they really did give it a college try while mnet was giving them nothing and the sound techs were also trying to nerf them. also......did their 'uniform' jackets have fake cigarette packs in the breast pocket. because if so that is SO funny. i'm not saying anything about the high notes, they're not real and they can't hurt me.

nct u

xiaojun was fighting for his fucking LIFE. i don't what they did to mark but he literally looks like did for chewing gum. is it the blond hair? the shorts? i don't know but it's weird, he shouldn't be out here still looking 17. i know this is like literally their first stage as a unit so i'm not about to be that hard on them for not doing something 'awards show worthy', especially because of how the sm stages have been. i like the choreo and i like this nct u unit, i think they have potential.

ini + jo1

no real thoughts, honestly. about in line with everything else at mama this year. i did like the solo dance break in the middle though, japanese dancers really are built different. i was impressed by ini managing to cram everyone and a camera crew and tech and pyro and still perform relatively well in such a small space on top of a boat of all places. props for most interesting stage location.

hiphop stages

no thoughts. they exist. wish they used those cool stair+arch combos more, they were fun.

jannabi

i actually really like jannabi as an artist and even though his mixing was off (did every sound tech just forget how to sound tech?) i really liked this performance and it felt appropriately 'awards show' for his style. love that he brought in a choir and an orchestra and had a little bit of set, plus used that main circle thrust.

itzy

hilarious that they got heo sungtae to do a cameo for them and objectively this is one of the better performances in terms of concept and continuity because they based it (partially?) on my name but did they have to title it 'be a good kitty'? because that is truly skin crawling, yuna is like, barely 18???????????? i know it's mostly because i'm old but still. the fight choreo was fun even if this was maybe the worst performance sound wise- it would have been perfectly fine without the catwoman implications please and thanks.

dancer solos

i hated the ar transitions, they were so unnecessary. also it really would have been nice for them to have all danced together but i guess that's too much to ask. kinda cute that they all had elemental themes? i wasn't like, blown away by anyone but i did think that wooyoung and hyunjin did a good job. they did that poor enhypen boy a disservice by putting him in the dark.

brave girls

the best stage. perfect. they picked a theme and stuck with it, even though chi mat ba ram is absolutely a summer song. their outfits were excellent and i'm obsessed with how they got a personal wind machine.

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some general thoughts:

not sure what's up with mnet this year but they really have some terrible stage designers/architects. this stage was a weird shape and was extremely underutilized in performances. like if you're going to put a giant round out there you really need to have people on it most of the time, especially if you have audience in the house. honestly i feel like this was a lackluster mama because no one's really figured out what the rules are for performances with audiences yet. like there was a lot of stuff that was meant specifically for (online) broadcast, but then they defaulted to a lot of old styles of live performance (both filming and actual performance technique) that just didn't match. it felt like a lot of the performers attention was confused. even though mama 2020 was a mess and had horrible conditions for the performers at least they actually got to go full ham on unconventional staging because they were only performing for a camera and had that giant modular stage. like the got7 stage may not have been the most interesting stylistically but the blocking and staging were SO good. also king taemin.

also like. i do understand that we're in the thick of a generation changeover and i do think that it's important for younger artists to perform at year end events but like. the lack of more experienced artists really showed. and also in a year where we had a SLEW of second gen comebacks; shinee, 2pm (thank u hanya), highlight, t-ara, cnblue, afterschool had that special stage earlier in the year, even btob! like all of btob is back now, they could have done a fun first post-enlistment stage. and no exos? i know the ones that aren't enlisted rn are the introvert ones but kai literally just had a comeback. mx isn't there because they're in the states rn but no seventeen? or even tbz? i dunno. i know nothing about the intricacies of the politics that go on behind the scenes of these awards shows. i just think this was a weird lineup and a weird show and honestly mnet kinda deserves it.

[santastic]

the big, bad wolf || hwang hyunjin oneshot

》》 pairing: hyunjin x female reader

》》 summary: every year, you and the boys celebrate halloween with a party at hyunjin's - who just so happens to be your mortal frenemy. every year, you all dress up. this year, however, you decide to make it a bit more interesting: everyone picks an outfit for their random secret santa partner. it seems like a bit of innocent fun, but felix has an idea...

》》 word count: 2.4k

》》 genre/tags: halloween au, not quite e2l but e2 like...sexy tension???, suggestive themes (mostly just implications), a little bit of crack lmao

》》 warnings: cliche cheesy dirty flirting (come on hyunjin you're better than this), thicc romantic and sexual tension, reader is a simp in denial, suggestive themes, implied smut at the end, talk of biting but no actual biting, reader has dom vibes, hyunjin is bold until someone else is bolder

》》 notes: my first oneshot on this blog! I already wrote a halloween drabble, but I felt like writing something bigger than that and my friend (I see u vi) inspired me by suggesting some spicy hyunjin content. n e ways, happy halloween everyone! and if u don’t celebrate halloween, I hope u have a lovely weekend <3

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Halloween is always fun with your friend group. I mean, it's fun anyway - lots of cheap candy, neighbourhood celebrations, an excuse to get way too drunk - it's just a lot more fun with eight other crackheads.

You guys have a sort of tradition going by now, even though each year is a bit different. Hyunjin throws the party, Minho brings the alcohol and hides it from Chan until it's too late to stop everyone from getting shitfaced, Jeongin and Felix bring ungodly amounts of candy, and Jisung is a skeleton (literally every single year - it started when you called Tate Langdon's skeleton makeup hot, and it never ended).

Everyone (except Jisung) keeps their costume a secret - unless they're Chan and Felix, in which case they do couple costumes and keep it a secret from everyone else. Sometimes you even decide on a theme, like the year before the last, where everyone was supposed to dress as their favourite Pokemon. This inevitably led to intense fighting roleplays to assert dominance as your respective type, and in order to spare your reputation in the neighbourhood, you decided the next theme would be a little less wild.

This year, the theme was 'secret Santa costumes', meaning you each picked a random name from a hat to decide who you would be buying a costume for and a few days before Halloween, you were given your own costume to wear to the party by whoever pulled your name from the hat of destiny.

Technically that's not how secret Santa works, but no one questions Chan when it comes to holiday business.

You just so happened to get Jisung, and while the temptation to keep the skeleton thing going just for the meme was definitely there, you ultimately decided he should be a classic bedsheet ghost - except with no eye or hand holes cut out. You know, to add a little sprinkle of chaos to his already very chaotic life.

The lovely boy who decided your spooky fate was Felix, who had coincidentally been in charge of buying Hyunjin’s costume too - when you asked why, he said it was because the number of people was uneven, so he had kindly volunteered to take on an extra. You had honestly expected him to pick something weird or wild for you, so you were quite surprised by the outfit he had settled on.

"Is this...little red riding hood?" you had asked, eyebrows furrowed in confusion as you stared at the dress and hood in your hands.

"Yep! I saw it the other day and I thought it would be nice to go for one of the classics, you know?" he had explained, smiling as if he was ever so proud about his decision. Something about the hint of mischief in his eyes made you suspicious, but you had let it slide. "You don't mind, right?"

No, you didn't mind. You had given Jisung a ghost costume, so you didn’t really have room to speak on the originality of Felix’s decision. Besides, the dress didn’t look too cheap, nor did it look especially short, and the hood-cape made you feel way too powerful for someone wearing a $20 Target costume.

So you really didn't mind at all, until it came to the day of the party. Now, as you stand in the doorway to Hyunjin’s apartment, you suddenly mind a lot more.

”Lee Felix, I’m going to decorate the lawn with your fucking intestines, oh my god!” you whisper-yell to the boy who conveniently manages to dart away with the excuse of needing to help Jeongin open all the candy bags. Your angry eyes follow his retreating blue form - Chan picked his outfit this year, and of course he decided Felix should be an Among Us character.

Everyone in the group knows about the slight tension (read: obvious beef) between you and Hyunjin. Technically speaking, you’re friends. He invites you to his parties, you hang out with him when he’s with the boys. It’s just that neither of you can stand each other, because you’re both very bold and even more stubborn.

Whenever the two of you are together, you bicker like children and it’s pretty much endless. You could probably throw insults (and the occasional murder threat) at each other all day if the other members didn’t interrupt, and on those days you’d be more than happy to teach Hyunjin a lesson with a nice, strong punch in the nose if the opportunity were ever to present itself.

So, with this in mind, it’s quite clear why you’re planning Felix’s murder when you see Hyunjin walking around as the big, bad wolf.

You’re genuinely considering sneaking out the front door before anyone else sees you and running back to your apartment (because Felix just so happens to be your ride home), but fate decides to mess with you and suddenly, Hyunjin locks eyes with you from across the living room.

The way a huge smile instantly graces his pretty face sends a rush of butterflies, followed by anger, through you as you stare back at him. His clip on wolf ears are admittedly quite cute, but the fake fangs he’s wearing send your thoughts in a very different direction. As he makes his way over, you suddenly wish you had followed Felix to the kitchen - at least they keep the alcohol in there. In his living room, you’ve got no choice but to deal with Hyunjin while sober.

”Well, would you look at that? Seems like I found my little red riding hood.” he teases with a wink, leaning against the wall beside the door.

When you scoff at him, he gives you another big grin and you can’t help but stare at the fangs again. The vibrant blue contact lenses he’s wearing make his gaze feel intense even when he’s smiling, and the way his long, blonde hair falls freely gives him a glow that’s both angelic and positively demonic. He looks so annoyingly handsome, as per usual; if only his personality wasn’t the personification of the words ‘cocky asshole’. You can’t help but think it’s a huge waste of beauty.

“Excuse me-” you begin, ready to start the first round of arguing, but he cuts you off like the annoying brat he is.

“You’re excused,” he says, thinking his comment was very smart, and if it wasn’t a night meant for fun and games, you might’ve killed him on the spot.

“Fine, excuse you. I’m not your little red riding hood. In fact, I’m not your anything, thank you very much,” you snap, brushing past his tall figure as you head to the table the boys have set up to the side. There’s an array of Halloween-themed food, prepared by Chan, and you settle for a red velvet cupcake decorated with black frosting and what you assume are meant to be cat ears poking out of it.

“Right, sure, but we’re still matching tonight. It’s kind of like-”

This time, you cut him off. “It’s not like Chan and Felix. It’s not. We’re not wearing couple costumes, so don’t say it.”

He shuts his mouth (finally) and you take it as your cue to leave before he says something else to piss you off. Unfortunately, he seems to have the desire to ruin your night further and chooses to follow you on your journey.

“So anyway, I guess this was Felix’s plan, right?” He gestures to your costumes. “Unless you had something to do with it, that is.”

You don’t bother to address the second part of what he said and instead just nod, scanning the room for the previously mentioned mastermind. As soon as you can get your hands on that boy, you swear you’ll slaughter him for subjecting you to Hyunjin’s torturous teasing all night.

“He was already on thin ice after trying to tell me Bulbasaur is a better starter than Charmander, but now he’s actually dead to me,” you growl out once you spot him sitting beside Minho, laughing happily with his classic red solo cup and a slice of chocolate cake. Jeongin sits beside them, tearing open bags of candy with no assistance from Felix, because of course he was lying about helping him earlier.

Hyunjin laughs softly and you curse your heart for skipping a beat at the sound. Sometimes it feels like your head hates Hyunjin while your body is stupid enough to like him, and it’s part of the reason why you hate talking to him so much. Every time you stop throwing insults and sass at him and instead sit back and listen to what he has to say, a part of you realises you don’t exactly have a proper reason for disliking him. He’s not all that bad, and sometimes you even find yourself laughing at his jokes and witty remarks.

But you’d really rather not go through the endless cycle of those thoughts right now, especially when the cause of your problems is standing beside you eating a chocolate bar.

“I have to say, though,” you comment as you turn to look him up and down, “the big, bad wolf concept suits you pretty well.”

Before he can accept the compliment, you continue. “You’re both big, hairy beasts who dress like grandmas.”

The obvious offence on his face is so satisfying you almost wanna snap a photo to reflect on this moment in the future, but you refrain from doing so. He would just pose anyway, and the photo would probably end up making your stupid heart flutter again.

“Well, at least you think I’m big. Besides, if dressing like a grandma gets me closer to eating you, then I suppose it’s a sacrifice I’ll have to make,” he whispers in a husky, seductive voice that kind of makes you want to choke-slam him, but you suspect he might enjoy that anyway.

It angers you when he makes flirty comments like that, because as annoying as they are and despite you knowing full well he only says it to get under your skin, it still makes your heart race every time. Maybe in another universe, Hyunjin is a sweet boy who innocently flirts with you and brings you roses instead of a big, bad bitch who’s just acting like a horny teenager. Annoyingly enough though, you think you’d fall for him either way.

You turn away with the intention of finally escaping to the kitchen to grab something to drink, hoping to settle the thoughts dancing around your head, but he reaches for your wrist. The feeling of his fingers pressing warmth into your skin just makes your head spin even more, and you’re so distracted you don’t pull away from him.

"Aw, don’t run away now. Are you scared of me, little red? There’s no need to be, I’m just joking. I won’t bite unless you beg me to."

You pull your arm back as soon as the words leave his mouth. Hyunjin has a lot of things (a severely irritating personality, a stupidly handsome face for such an asshole, a loud voice solely meant for pissing you off on a daily basis, the list goes on), but the thing he definitely has most is the fucking audacity.

However, the most annoying part by far is the way you feel your face heat up when you register the last thing he said. You’d rather die than let him make you flustered, so you shake your head slightly to clear those thoughts from your mind and look him in the eye again.

"Scared? Me?" you scoff, staring him down with a steady glare and if he was anyone else, he'd probably shiver in fear.

Unfortunately, he is not anyone else. He is Hwang Hyunjin, and Hwang Hyunjin does not shiver; he beams with a smug grin and makes your blood boil.

"Mhm. Look at you. You’re basically dressed as my prey tonight, babe." He purrs the pet name like the absolute fuckboy he is. "And sure, the real you is feisty, but you're all bark and no bite."

The overly confident, proud smirk on his face makes him look like a damn peacock flaunting its feathers, and you decide then and there that you'll do anything to get rid of it.

"All bark," you echo his words, walking towards him slowly, "and no bite, huh?"

You swear you see his eyes widen for a split second at your change in demeanor before the stupid smirk returns, and the little rush of victory you feel from catching him off guard is enough to keep you walking forward.

His gaze never leaves yours, especially when you're standing on the tips of your toes in front of him, noses just barely brushing against each other. Your hands grip his shoulder to balance you, and you run a finger over his collarbone up towards his cheek, where you gently cup his face. The small distance between the two of you means you can hear his slightly uneven breathing and see the curiosity swirling in his bright blue eyes as he waits for your next move.

You reach a hand up and thread your fingers through his long, bleach blonde hair, and his breath hitches when you gently tug at it. Even his wolf ears almost seem to droop submissively. He doesn't dare move, but his eyes keep flicking down to your lips and back up again.

"Now, that's just not true at all, is it?" you whisper, tilting your head as if waiting for an answer, but he can't find the words to form a witty response. It’s about time he learned some manners, really, even if he needed your guidance for that.

"I'm warning you now," you continue, "you might wanna watch your tone. I might look like your prey, but I promise I bite harder than you do, babe."

You make sure to emphasise the pet name, purring it in the same way he did minutes before. He bites down on his bottom lip, and the way his fangs press into them makes you lick your own lips nervously. It seems as though he can't take the tension anymore, because he goes to lean in and finally close the distance between the two of you as his hands find your hips.

Of course, you'd never let him have that control, especially after his bold attitude from earlier. Even though the temptation to lean in is certainly there, you step away from him and smile sweetly.

"Learned your lesson yet, puppy?"

He doesn’t respond for a moment, clearly still taking in what just happened. When he registers your question, he tilts his head to the side as if in thought - the way a dog might, funnily enough - before he hums quietly.

“I’m not sure. Maybe you should teach me once more, little red,” he suggests, voice low and slightly breathless, “but preferably a bit more in depth this time.”

- ᴇ ɴ ᴅ -

(A/N: AHHHHH I haven’t written a oneshot in SUCH a long time oh my god,,,,, it was a lot of fun tho even if I’m not super confident writing full things. this one was short anyway so I kinda feel like it doesn’t count, but I’m still v happy to finally post my first skz oneshot! I hope you enjoyed it and thank you for reading <3)

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[changbinslovelylegs]

Our story: Chan and Jisung's story

Pairing: Chan x Jisung (skz)

WC: 4406

Warnings: Mentions of anxiety, anxiety attack, language, making out. Hogwarts au

Blurb: Chan didn't think about boys, nor did he think about things such as kissing boys. That is, until, Han Jisung came into the picture.

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All throughout Chan's life he had been taught to be a good boy. He grew up in a slightly sheltered home because he had more conservative parents. "remember to greet people when you enter a room" "shake their hand and if your hosting, offer them a drink" Chan's father had taught him most of his social skills whereas Chan's mother taught him other skills. "Math won't be the most important thing ever because your a wizard however, you should still know how to count numbers and add them together" "focus on your studies and your future, don't worry about other things"

Don't worry about other things.

For the most part that was easy, it was easy for Chan to be a good boy. It was easy for Chan to focus on his future and not worry about silly things such as love because he had nothing to distract him.

Except for his slightly less mannered friend Felix, who Chan frequently contemplated as to why he was friends with in the first place. "Because I'm one of the only few who don't make fun of the fact that you live a boring life" Felix would always retort with, and Chan had to admit he was right.

Chan thought he had his life together, thought he had everything under control, thought that he could make it through the year with no hiccups.

That is, until, he locked eyes with a mysterious boy and from that very moment things would never be the same. For now Chan only had one thing on his mind; who is this mysterious Hufflepuff and why does he make my heart flutter so?

"Who is that?" Chan leaned into Felix, and whispered in his ear.

"Who are you talking about?" Felix retorted, a confused look on his face.

"Over by the door, that Hufflepuff!" Chan tried his best not to point so he did it with his eyes.

Over by the door, stood a boy talking to 2 other boys from Ravenclaw. He leaned against the wall and laughed at whatever the Ravenclaws just said.

"Oh him! I think his name is Jisung? I don't know his last name though I haven't spoken to him much, why do you ask?"

"Oh no reason, just wondering" Chan trailed off, and he found himself staring at Jisung again. His eyes would light up and he would open his mouth so wide when he laughs, it was a beautiful sight in Chan's mind.

Jisung must have noticed, because when the Ravenclaws left he smiled awkwardly at Chan and waved; in a way that said "um hi, why are you staring at me?"

Chan shook his head furiously, willing all these new thoughts to go away. Since when did Chan think about boys? since when did Chan suddenly decide that he was gay for one thing? He needed to be alone for a while to gather his thoughts so that he could figure things out. Chan sighed, finishing the last of his apple before standing up; "I'll catch you later Lixie" he said before walking out of the dining hall.

Jisung was a special person, while he could be happy and had plenty of social skills, a lot of things freaked him out. Being up in high places freaked him out, certain social settings freaked him out, that one time he was cornered in a bathroom and beaten to a pulp for hanging out with a girl one of them liked freaked him out.

At least he always had his best friend Jeongin by his side, he was always there to calm him down from a panic attack or comfort him when he was sad even if for no reason, and was just a really chill person to hang out with. Jeongin understood Jisung and never judged him, not even once.

Jisung was known to be quite loud, despite his anxiety holding him back in certain areas. His therapist thought it was a good idea to channel it into sports so that's how he became one of the Hufflepuff beaters.

"And so I was like who the fuck do you think you are climbing in through our window" Seungmin re-told, mid-bite of a ginger cookie.

"You should have seen his face, looked like he was about to shit himself" Yeosang commented with a laugh which caused Jisung to laugh too, however, he stopped when he saw from the corner of his eye that someone was looking at him.

Why is someone looking at me? do I have something on my face? am I just ugly? Jisung didn't like it when people looked at him, it made him wanna question everything.

"Jisung, you ok?" Seungmin noticed that he looked away in the clouds, and Yeosang placed a comforting hand on his shoulder.

"Oh yeah I'm fine, sorry what were you saying?"

"It's ok I was finished anyway, I actually have to meet my baby boy Innie so bye!" Seungmin and Yeosang went on their merry way, however, Chan was still looking at him. This caused Jisung to just smile awkwardly and wave at him, hoping that he might stop. Seungmin and Jeongin bumped into each other at last years Yu ball and have basically been a couple ever since.

Later that night while in his common room with Jeongin playing chess Jisung just couldn't stop himself from asking; "what do you know about Bang Chan?"

"Bang Chan? why do you wanna know about him plus I don't know much except for he's always hanging out with that Felix guy and sometimes Hongjoong from a year below us" Jeongin explained before making his move, "by the way, I just won."

"ugh you always win because my mind is always elsewhere. Chan just kept looking at me this morning, it creeped me out."

Jeongin frowned at this, saddened by Jisung's words. Don't people know it's rude to stare! he knew that this would not go down well in the long run but he just chose to respond with a response that had a positive tone.

"Maybe he likes you, people tend to stare if they like you, Seungmin once told me that.”

"Why Bang Chan though, since when am I so interesting?"

"Who knows, just don't think on it too much or you'll give yourself a headache. Another round?"

"Nah I'm getting tired I'm just gonna go to bed, see you in the morning."

The next few days went by pretty smoothly for Jisung, he would go to class then hang out with Jeongin once classes were over and it was safe to say that a certain someone hadn't been on his mind.

The same couldn't be said for Chan however, the next few days for him were anything but smooth! Any time Jisung walked past or he thought about Jisung or Jisung smiled in his direction even if not directed to him; Chan could feel himself slowly turning to goo.

It was getting harder to focus on the upcoming owls when all Chan wanted to do was be with Jisung!

"Now remember for your owls next week you will have to produce 2 potions without any help from me- oh dear" the professor stopped herself, then turned her head to Chan.

"Chan, do you mind taking over for a minute your so good at that. I'm just going to head to the loo" and with that, she walked out of the room leaving Chan to fend for himself.

"Look at goody too shoes Chan always taking over" Miho teased from behind and before Chan himself could respond Felix stepped in.

"Shut the fuck up Minho!"

"Ooooh your boyfriend here is trying to save you."

"Would you knock it off already?"

"Minho for the love of God" Changbin one of his friends added.

"What?"

"Not today."

"ugh your such a buzz kill."

"Thank you Changbin" Felix for some reason found himself saying to a Slytherin.

"I did not do it for you freckles" and there it was, the reason Felix took a double-take when saying thanks to one.

"My name is Felix, not freckles!"

"Ok so as the professor was saying you must make 2 potions and the only help you get is the recipe itself. As for the theory portion, you will be asked questions related to potion making, and you must answer them to the best of your ability" Chan read from the sheet of paper until the professor came back.

Later that day Chan found himself sitting by the river, a book in hand and just enjoying the sounds of nature. Chan often comes here when he wants to be alone or when (even though he loves Felix to death) Felix becomes too much.

It's just so peaceful and calming, it lets Chan's mind rest for a moment and gives him the self-recuperation he needs to go back to the real world.

The book Chan currently holds is a notebook, where he is writing down his thoughts. Some things he writes are about his troubles, or his concerns, even concerns for his friends, or life goals. Some things however are about Jisung, the way his nose scrunches up when he laughs or how he goes from cute to sexy by just deciding to have his hair swept back that day.

Speaking of the devil, the river is also a place that Jisung frequently visits, and for similar reasons that Chan visits.

Jisung comes to the river when he too wants to be alone, it's almost like a safe space for him, besides the warmth of Jeongin's arms though. When Jisung's anxiety gets too much or just the world gets too much he will come to the river so that he can simply breathe and be.

It's unusual how the 2 wizards have never run into each other, they must visit on different days or sit at opposite ends. Not very many people come to the river, and when people do it's always quiet. Like an unspoken rule that to visit the river you must be quiet, this is a quiet place for quiet people who just want to escape for a minute.

As Jisung plonks himself down on the grass, he takes a deep, steadying breath and tilts his head back to bask in the sun, it had been a long day for Jisung where things just kept going wrong. Like don't even get Jisung started on how bad he feels for spilling his juice on Jeongin's shirt during breakfast, and that was only the beginning of his bad day. Chan thought that this was finally time to make his move, no one was around to watch or judge him.

"So you come to the river too?" Chan asked while putting his book down.

The sudden noise startled Jisung, who moved his head so fast to find out who disturbed his moment. "Hmm, very much so" he replied after locking eyes with Chan. They weren't sitting too far apart, just far enough to have their own space.

"I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable the other day, it wasn't my intention to do so" Chan apologized and lowered his head in shame.

"Oh no that's ok I'm over that anyway. I tend to be a little oversensitive because of my anxiety" Jisung explained, it wasn't something he bragged about but wasn't something he lied about either. "I come here when it all becomes too much, nature can be so relaxing."

"Yeah I come for similar reasons, sometimes you just need a break you know?"

"I definitely feel you, I'm guessing you came here after that day Minho gave you grief in potions?"

"Ah yeah he can be annoying."

"Does he target you like that often?"

"Hmm not often, and I don't think I'm the only one. He's just a Slytherin you know? that in itself should answer everything."

"yes so true." Just like that, they were laughing. Belly aching, eyes watering and rolling around laughing. The both of them thought to themselves; when was the last time I laughed like this?

"Speaking of Slytherins, my best friend Felix apparently likes one."

"NO FUCKING WAY!"

Chan and Jisung spent the better part of the afternoon getting to know each other and telling each other crazy stories about their friends. They laughed and talked for hours, every other care in the world be dammed. Maybe Jisung had been wrong about the type of person Chan was? and Chan was so proud of himself for making his move, Jisung was all he could have hoped for and more.

The sun was starting to settle, and a cool chill replaced the warmth. Jisung rubbed his arms without knowing when the change hit. "I think it's getting a bit late, I think dinner will be served soon. I should get going" Jisung frowned and stood up, he had just had the chat of his life and really didn't wanna go but could no longer ignore the rumble in his stomach that told him he was hungry.

"Yeah I should wash up too, and Felix is most likely wondering where his best friend is" Chan stood up too but he couldn't leave without a proper goodbye.

Just as Chan was about to continue, Jisung cut in and they both spoke at the same time; "do you wanna meet here again tomorrow?"

This caused them to laugh again, but both were glad that the other was thinking the same. "yeah sure, same time?"

Jisung leaned in, and Chan's eyes widened. keep calm keep calm. It wasn't anything to fuss over as Jisung only leaned in to give Chan a hug. "Goodbye Chan" and off Jisung went on his merry way.

"UGH I hate everything" Felix stated as he sat down for dinner, it was Mexican night.

There were 10 different nights that always rotated so that there was always a variety at dinner. Thai, Mexican, Japanese, Korean, Italian, Vietnamese, Greek, Indian, Chinese, and English.

"What's going on?" Chan turned to his friend with worry, Hongjoong also looked over from the distress coming from Felix.

"Hyunjin and I are having problems" Felix huffed, playing with his food but not really eating it.

"I hate to say it but that's what you get for fooling around with a Slytherin" Hongjoong cut in, then added "there a snake for a reason you know."

"But it wasn't just fooling around to me! I really liked him!" Felix's lips wobbled, it made Chan want to march right over to Hwang Hyunjin and punch some sense into him. Instead Chan chose a different path, one that wouldn't land him in detention.

"What happened Lixie" Chan asked and took his hands in his, Felix squeezed tightly so that he wouldn't cry in front of everyone.

"I saw him making out with Lee Minhyuk, the guy who wears the fake nails." Chan and Hongjoong both gasped at this.

"And...?" Hongjoong pressed on.

"And I confronted him about it, he acted like it was fine because we never discussed monogamy"

Chan contemplated for a moment; I can not believe I'm about to say this, but it is Felix's happiness on the line.

"If you really like him then don't give up just yet, and if he really likes you then he will apologize" Chan cringed while saying that, while Felix most of the time made the right decision he always made questionable ones when he came to men.

"I don't think I'm in the mood to eat" Felix wiped his eyes when a few silent tears fell, the squeezing really helped.

"Come on Lix just a few mouthfuls? we have a quidditch game tomorrow" Chan tried to coax, Felix needed to be at his best if they had any chance of winning.

"Who are we versing again?"

"Hufflepuff."

The game went smoothly, the weather was nice and no one got injured, however it was Hufflepuff that took home the win. The Gryffindor team were a little bummed but it didn't stop them from getting fired up for their next game. Hufflepuff were rewarded with a free dinner at the 3 broomsticks for their win, where they celebrated big.

Chan was walking back to his dorm when on his way he ran into Hyunjin; Minho and Changbin were tagged along. For some reason seeing Hyunjin looking so dam OK made his blood boil.

"Hwang Hyunjin!" Chan called, gaining the attention of all 3 Slytherins. Changbin gave Hyunjin a look while Minho snickered.

"I'll see you bitches back at the dorm" Hyunjin shoed off his friends then walked right up to Chan.

"Well if it isn't the Bang Chan" Hyunjin had a smirk on his face.

"I want to speak with you" Chan seethed through his teeth, trying his best to stay calm and not hit him.

"Pray do tell Bang Chan, speak."

"You really hurt Felix with what you did you know, he was so close to tears during dinner yesterday."

"Look, I had no idea he felt that way, I thought it was just a fling."

"Do you even like Felix?"

"Of course I like Felix, he's so adorable and innocent."

"Well then you better make this right, I don't wanna have another conversation like this."

"You don't scare me, Bang Chan!"

Jisung again found himself at the river around the same time Chan was, granted they planned to meet up this time. They talked again for hours, getting to know each other even more if that was possible. Jeongin couldn't wait for Jisung to shut up and go to sleep the other night after babbling for ages about "how amazing Bang Chan is."

"Ok, my turn, what's your favorite muggle movie?" Jisung asked.

"I think it would have to be Deadpool, I really like this guy named Ryan Reynolds" Chan answered without hesitation. "Oh, I have a good one! Do you like the house you were placed in?"

Jisung paused for a moment, wasn't expecting to be asked something so deep, but the answer came to him right away. "Of course! I wouldn't have met Innie otherwise, I honestly don't know where I would be without him."

The day got the best of them again and before they knew it, it was dark once more and they were parting, since you had to sit at your specific house table during dinner. The headmaster didn't care where you sat for breakfast or lunch but dinner was the time he gave out announcements and wanted to speak to the school as a whole.

Everything was going well for Jisung, well he thought it was going well until he woke up with a killer headache and just felt so anxious and jumpy the whole day. It all came to a halt when Minho was in one of his troublesome moods and wanted to play a trick on Jisung by making the floor soapy so that he would fall over. While Minho and his friends started laughing Jisung just burst into tears and was even hyperventilating a little.

Luckily Chan saw this and ran straight over to him. "JISUNG" he cried and sat down next to him, not caring if the floor was wet, he could just cast a spell to make it all dry anyway.

"Hyung, I- Can't do-"

"Shh Sungie shh, don't focus on anything else right now except for breathing" Chan had pulled Jisung into his arms, slowly rocking them back and forth.

"No I can't-" everything was too tight, his head felt like it was going to explode. "it hurts."

"Yes you can baby, breathe in for 4 out for 4" Chan over-exaggerated his breaths so that Jisung would follow them. It took a few minutes, but eventually, Jisung did calm down. His breathing had evened, his sobs reduced to sniffles and his headache lessened (thanks to a wordless spell Chan cast to make the pain stop.)

"Thank you Hyung" Jisung whispered and looked up to face him. In this moment the world stopped, and there was only Jisung. There was no Jeongin crazily searching for the whereabouts of his best friend, there was no Minho and his friends running away in fear of being caught, there was only Jisung.

Chan leaned in, Jisung closed his eyes, and their lips met. So soft and warm Jisung leaned in even further to deepen the kiss, Chan's hands landed on the back of Jisung's neck lightly stroking.

They stayed like this for a couple of moments, basking in each other's scent and eyes widening when tongues touched, swirling around, tasting.

They were broken apart by a very loud Jeongin calling out for his best friend.

"Oh thank god! are you ok does anything hurt?" Jeongin sat down and took Jisungs hands in his. Word must travel fast about a student having a breakdown.

"I'm ok Innie don't worry" Jisung smiled tiredly, anxiety attacks always made him tired.

Jeongin wasn't too sure so he looked to Chan for reassurance.

"He's ok Jeongin, I've got him" Chan reassured as if he read his mind and leaned down to kiss his forehead.

"Please don't scare me like that again you asshole" Jeongin lightly smacked Jisung's arm, which made them all laugh a little. Jeongin left once he knew that Jisung was in capable hands.

"Chan, I'm feeling tired, will you please take me to bed?" Jiusng yawned, the drowsiness settling in.

"Only if you promise to be my boyfriend?" Chan asked back with a wink.

"Are you kidding, what took you so long" Jisung leaned in for one last kiss, savoring every last drop of Chan before he got too tired to respond.

The yearly Yu ball was coming up, which meant fancy food and fancy clothes, and fancy music. If you were nominated for King or Queen then it was customary for them and their dates to participate in a waltz. The band Day6 was hired to play the ball after the formal part was over, many girls could be heard gushing over them.

The announcements for King and Queen nominations happened during herbology class.

"Sorry for the disturbance students and staff this won't take long. The nominations for Yu ball Queen are; Kim Soojin, Jung Mina, and Ying Taehee. The nominations for Yu ball King are; Hwang Hyunjin, Kang Yeosang, and Han Jisung. Thank you and have a blessed day."

The river had slowly turned into Chan and Jisung's special place, with the word out that the 2 were dating everyone gave them looks and it seemed that the river was the only place they didn't get looks.

Chan sat against a tree while Jisung laid across his lap, the sounds of birds chirping and Chan softly massaging Jisung's head were the only sounds that could be heard.

"Oh that's so good" Jisung closed his eyes and breathed deeply a few times, he didn't like being looked at and Chan knew this which is why he always tried his best to keep his boyfriend calm even if wordlessly.

"That's good baby, glad you feel good" Chan praised but continued his actions.

"Do you want to go to the Yu ball with me?" Jisung asked after a few minutes of blissful silence. He sat up to look at Chan in the eyes.

"Aw baby! nothing would make me happier" Chan smiled and leaned in to capture Jisung's lips in a sweet kiss, but it wasn't sweet for long as Chan decided to try something a little extra.

Chan flipped them over onto the grass after making sure that no one was around to see. Chan's kisses went a little lower onto Jisung's neck and he stayed there for a while.

"Chan! oh please!" Jisung moaned out when he started sucking, a red mark was surly to form from this. Jisung wasn't even sure what he was asking for, he just wanted more.

"Mmh Sungie, you taste so sweet" Chan mumbled once back onto his lips, kissing like their lives depend on it.

Jisung was a bit anxious leading up to the Yu ball since he didn't like attention on him, he kept wondering why he was even nominated for King so Chan had to keep reminding him that he was a very handsome man and that's why he was nominated.

The night rolled around in true style, men dressed in fancy suits and women dressed in fancy dresses. Hyunjin had finally stopped being such an ass and asked Felix to be his date, to which Felix sobbed into Chan's arms about later, crying happy tears because Hyunjin liked him again. Jeongin was obviously going with Seungmin, and Minho was apparently going with Changbin.

"Welcome everyone, please take your seats while the king and queen nominees along with their dates partake in the traditional waltz dance, I encourage you to applaud upon their entrance."

"Baby you look stunning" Chan was almost at a loss for words, seeing his beautiful boyfriend all dolled up like this.

"So do you handsome, now let's get this shitty first bit out of the way hmm?" a quick peck on the lips was all they could get in before the big doors opened and they were ushered inside.

Music started, signaling the start of the dance. Thankfully both Jisung and Chan were able to make it through the whole time without missing a beat, just smiling at each other and basking in their presence.

"Now while Day6 set up, I shall announce this year's Yu ball King and Queen" an envelope was opened, eyes were wide with anticipation. "This year's Yu ball Queen is; Ying Taehee!" the crowd went wild as she walked up to claim her crown. "and the Yu ball King is; Han Jisung!"

The crowd went wild again, but for Chan and Jisung the world stopped. "Oh my god baby you won" Chan ushered for Jisung to get his crown, but he followed right after so that he could passionately kiss his boyfriend while wearing the crown, he didn't care who saw it.

"I think I'm in love with you" Chan breathed once he pulled away. His heart was pounding, flooding with so many emotions that he prayed Jisung was also feeling. Jisung's eyes filled with tears, his heart also pounding.

"Oh I love you so much" Jisung cried and kissed him again. For there was a world outside, yet neither cared. Soft and warm lips, a little wet with Jisungs happy tears collided once more and they knew that this is where they belonged, together wrapped in each other's arms with the promise of never letting go.

[steponmepinkjun]

FELIX BI ANON HERE AND I AM ABSOLUTELY ROLLING your reaction made me laugh way too hard omg. ok if you'd been a stay for a while it's an ongoing gag that every australian knows a guy who knows a guy who knows felix. we dont know if Half the shit is true or not (i have some... Very Interesting claims i've heard, but never directly from the people who knew him themselves... i do believe them tho, knowing him and his predebut pics lmAOOo) but like just abt every aussie stay knows someone at this point, so yeah it Is just your average tuesday here LMAO

abt me meeting him, it was when they came here to australia! i went to their concert and got vip tickets so we got to do the high-touch at the end, but it all happened so fast its kinda blurry. its like my brain just Cant Comprehend the beauty of those fine ass men up close so its just. a muddled blur. but it was hands down one of the best nights of my life, i managed to make our lixie laugh at the Dumbest joke known to man (dont ask im embarrassed) but its been two years and my soul hasnt returned to my body yet. that man's laugh? i want it tattooed inside my eardrums, please and thanks.

I DO NOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME REMEMBER HOW THEY SMELLED IM SORRY my nose is Very Bad i cannot smell things unless theyre like 2cm away from my nose and the whole arena kinda just smelled like sweat bc they set up the hi touch where the mosh pit was beforehand. i will give the insider stay knowledge tho that chris's cologne i believe is called eros or some shit? idr but ik its like $80 and according to the ppl whove sampled it, smells like "liquid heterosexuality." ill have to dig if u want me to find the exact cologne. ON THE OTHER HAND MINHO USES STRAIGHT UP FUCKING FEBREEZE which honestly just says plenty abt those two.

god i talk a lot i dont apologise tho bc theres more where that came from. anyway ur mum calling skz "our boys" is so precious and its hilarious that she roasts you like that LOL but pls. there are no bootleg felixs or chans to be found here. they were one of a kind, aussie blokes are... something else, in the most neutral sense of the word. either they're off the shits completely but its funny and theyre always down for a drink and a chat, or they WILL make you want to commit homicide but i suppose thats just men in general. they dont make men like chanlix no more and im upset abt it!! i aint living no fantasy i just went to [1] concert and my dumb ass bitch ass pea brain ass crusty motherfucker ass of a mind can barely remember. its tragic. im just waiting for them to come back for a take 2.

FIRST OF ALL BESTIE IF YOU DONT SPILL THOSE QUESTIONABLE LOCAL FELIX RUMORS...... like I need to know if any of my personal crackhead thoughts and impressions regarding The Felix™ are represented. Esp because I feel like every aussie bitch ever I ever encountered is the funniest bitch I ever met without even trying, like funny in a way I can't even put into words, yall just talk and I LIVE for it, I don't even need to know half of what the fuck yall talkin bout or get any of the references, I'm living from start to finish

Also I literally CRY thinking of Chan wearing Eros because I s2g at my last job I used to go downstairs to the men's cologne counter just to waste time and stare at the Resident Hot Lesbian and BRUHHHH...... All Versace scents are questionable cause they all smell like the morning after a Hot Girl Summer type excursion, that one night stand walk of shame didn't even make him wear a rubber type beat, you know? 😂 And Eros is very much That™ so like thinking of Chan wearing it is just like HOLD ON... WHEN DID THIS BECOME A WHORE HOUSE jduehajshdjajshdjsjsge 🤣 NO SHADE NO SHADE 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

The REAL shade of it all is that my motha even daring to make that comment is just... So pointed, because she KNOWS that even with the most busted, crusted, dusted, bootleg dreamworks DVD in a cracked jewel case type of knockoff counterfeit "if you squint real hard there's a resemblance I swear" type Bang Chan impersonator, the closest I could EVA get is thrown his discombobulated ass in the trunk of my car after giving him a throat-chop to discombobulate him, she KNOWS this, so it was RUUUUUUDE 😭😭😭

And but like I deadass live solely for the rare lil glimpse of the boys un-whitewashed..... It is my brains whole ass source of both dopamine and seratonin.......... they are obvi gorgeous literally any way but when you get to see their real skintones irl, melanin checked in and present, ugh it's just like (incomprehensible screeching) you know? They're literally perfect as is. I know it's a way more complicated issue than I could even begin to try to understand and I won't even attempt to speak on it, but sometimes I'm sad at how whitewashed they are in a lot of photos cause it's just like, you can't improve perfection, in my eyes at least, you know? Like the Cleo promos I just wanted to hurl a bottle of Lancome waterproof makeup remover like it was a molotov cocktail 😭 and the way they CLEARLY tried to contour Chan's nose to make it thinner n shit, oh bitch I was HEATED, I was like LEAVE HIS NOSE TF ALONE???? ITS LITERALLY PERFECT???? He doesn't need to have a thin crispy lil eurocentric button nose to be beautiful, god fuckin damn, leave that man be. They do look hellllllaaaaaaaaa pretty in every makeup look tho 😳 Ive been saying since my scene kid days, if men learned how to do makeup and have fun w it and respect it as an art form maybe they'd get more of the attention they want from women 🙊 OH and I absolutely fucking died when Felix was saying he wants to learn how to do makeup 🥺 my lil former makeup artist heart was JUMPIN, I was like BRUH I AM RIGHT HERE?????? I AM RIGHT HERE. RETURN MY CALLS SIR AND I WILL GIVE YOU WHOLE ASS TUTORIALS, DONT PLAY 😩 UGH I literally fantasize about doing some really avante garde makeup on Felix, his face is just so visually stunning but also dynamic, he has a perfect face for artistic, eccentric makeup looks, I would die to put him in some crazy early 2000's Galliano for Dior makeup looks. Or just anything where I could paint all his lil freckles like stars with the eye look reminiscent of clouds and the sky............ Since he did say "is anyone gonna have the whole universe in their eyes?" and then didn't wait for an answer 😪

[sorikkung]

I LOVE LOVE LOVE The Unit with all my strength. I might have watched 20 times already??? Also started for my boys A.C.E. and ended up falling in love with many others afterwards 🤡 my stan list is HUGE. I like many dead artist tbh because I was raised with people 20+ years older than me so, most of their idols are dead 🙃 what is unfortunate, many of them have such unique voices, lyrics and even their personalities, the way they behaved in interviews and such... Was a different time, people weren't so scared of being cancelled nor tried to be anything else besides themselves. That's something that I wish artists nowadays would keep. One of my old times idol is a Brazilian singer called Elis Regina, her daughter, Maria Rita, is also a singer that I love a lot and they sing very similar. What I admire the most in her is how smart that bitch was, really. The way she spoke, her word use and even the order in the sentences, she was like a fucking robot with everything calculate, I wanted to lick her face. Plus, he voice sounds like an angel, she's just flawless to me ❤️

20 times good lord i don't even think ive watched my fav skz contents that much HJDJDJDF thats fair honestly pre kpop i wasn't all that into music, my parents don't really listen to music much and what they did was really not my style, so i didn't really grow up w music much. well, i discovered kpop when i was 13 so in a way i did, but like, ykwim? i am tryna expand my horizons more in terms of what i listen to but i don't think ill get around to stanning other artists bc the system kpop has sets the standards too high for the amounts and types of content imo.

i love how you go from she's so smart n calculated to i want to lick her face to she has the voice of an angel. me talking abt my biases honestly you are so valid for this HDJHDKDJD she sounds lovely <3