#and this year theyve decided theyll only tell you if youre getting award not the ones youre getting
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#ramblings#stressing tf out rn so quick rant ignore whatever just need to get it out usually makes me feel better#my school has its awards ceremony in two days#and this year theyve decided theyll only tell you if youre getting award not the ones youre getting#which is fucking stressful#as bad as it sounds i dont really know what im going to do with myself if i dont get top of the grade#i know it sounds really fucking full of myself but like#at this point i feel like if i dont get it im a failure absolute fuckup because ive gotten it 3 out of 4 years#really all i have is mya cademics yknow im pretty bloody useless otherwise#anyway this year has been . yeah .#like ive done well but i dont know if ive done the best#they never tell you who got top of the grade until the night but you can usually tell from who gets the most subject awards#but now theyve changed it and i genuinely have no clue and its so sosososos stressful#oh and all this makes me feel like im so incredibly self obsessed and full of myself which is wonderful#whelp itll be over in a few days i guess .
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