I've just seen on reddit that they used "god only knows" by the beach boys as a placeholder song for the end credits in zero day and i'm just-
god only knows what i'd be without you??? if you should ever leave me (...) what good would living do me???
I've already ranted on reddit so I'll just copy my thoughts below
"god only knows what i'd (victim) be without you (killer)" = if you hadn't killed me, I'd still be alive and perhaps would make it in this world. I'd still be here but no one knows where life would lead me and where I'd end up. speculations is all I left behind. perhaps I'd make a career. perhaps my life would be painfully mundane. god only knows. maybe our paths would cross, maybe I could even be friends with you one day. god only knows.
"god only knows what i'd (1. killer) be without you (2. killer)" = if you hadn't come around, perhaps I wouldn't have done any of this. maybe I'd live a long life. maybe I'd still kill myself, just at a different time. maybe I'd find a purpose, maybe I wouldn't. maybe something would still be missing without you. GOD ONLY KNOWS
ok so I meant to write a story about this but lost motivation so hear me out on my caldre old man yaoi angst stuff:
cal and Andre never did zero day, are 30-40 years old, cal is married to Rachel (or another woman) Andre is not married. They stopped being friends after highschool, met recently and rekindled their homoerotic friendship…. and cal cheats with andre…… cal is basically just having sex with his highschool friend w benefits and Andre is emotionally invested and sad because he feels like he’ll still never have cal to himself even after decades
ok that’s it I had this idea while watching brokeback mountain like a week ago