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[trashnarrie]

Can we talk about Harry says mean things when he is annoyed (see falling) like WOW???????? Not a bad wow. Just... did not expect that

Yes yes yes let’s! Please let’s! Because believe me when I say, I didn’t expect THAT! a couple of years ago an anon had asked how I think Harry handles arguments and I really thought he was the kind of person who maybe walks away when he argues with his SO because if doesn’t he says things he doesn’t mean. So he walks away to avoid that. Then he tries to calm down and think the situation through before he goes back. But my dude NO! He’s the type to say things he doesn’t mean and then regret them and feel sorry for himself but the damage has already been done. And oof. Harry, love, why?

[trashnarrie]

Could you tell me who the girl in Niall’s video looks like?? I keep seeing posts about it but I don’t know who lol

It’s okay! Hailee Steinfeld. Niall used to be in a relationship with her.

[trashnarrie]

What does falling make you personally feeel?

Boooy, do you really want to start this convo with me? Because I feel like I haven’t talked about Falling enough and there are so many things you can unpack from this song (pun kinda intended).

Listen, first time I listened to Falling it had me shaking and crying. I just didn’t expect SO MANY emotions to hit me all at once, you know? I felt like a bus ran me over and left me laying there without a care in the world. My soul and my body got SO heavy. The way he’s singing “what am I now?” with so much desperation, the emotions his voice is carrying throughout the whole song, the lyrics... that song really stayed with me. It resonated within me for reasons I’m still not sure about. It hooked its claws on my soul and became a part of me. Now I feel like I carry this song with me everywhere I go. I was so touched. I still am. The album’s been on repeat for 3 days now and every time Falling comes on I still tear up.

[trashnarrie]

Favorite song from the album

I feel like this ask is going straight for my throat because I honestly can’t pick JUST ONE. Ya feel me? So I’m gonna say that SOME of my faves are Golden, Falling, Fine Line, Adore You and- I’m gonna stop there because I’ll prolly list the WHOLE album.

[trashnarrie]

can we talk about how Harry is kinda confessing being selfish and cheating?

Boyyyyy don’t do this to me! Listen, we been knew he’s selfish. He’s said it quite a few times. He’s also said he’s pretty jealous, so I expected that. The cheating part on the other hand? Fuck me. I gotta say though, I’d read an article about that lyric that’s talking about a drink and his wandering hands (sorry I don’t know the lyrics by heart yet) and it was suggesting he’s cheated but then I listened to the song and I don’t think that’s the case? Before that lyric he’s talking about things he said and didn’t mean, asking her to forget them. So I guess a drink and wandering hands maybe is about him getting drunk? Saying things he didn’t really mean that hurt her? And that created a dent to their relationship? Also maybe they’d broken up? And he got drunk and he hooked up with someone just so he could forget and now he’s feeling even worse because it didn’t really help him at all and here he is now feeling miserable? I don’t know. Maybe he indeed cheated and that makes me wanna bash his head in. But that’s non of my business right?

[trashnarrie]

In that case, since you’ve reached rock bottom, why don’t you ask for help? You have nothing to lose, right?

I know it’s gonna sound silly, but it’s so hard to reach out for help? I know I need it, i do, but I’m stressing out just by thinking I have to pick up the phone to make an appointment. I’ll have to admit to my parents what’s going on with me and I really don’t wanna do that. Then I’ll have to actually talk to the therapist and I freak all over again. My dude my brain is a MESS.

[trashnarrie]

Who who who am I? Hmmmmmmmmm......

Dude listen, γίνεται λίγο κουραστικό όλο αυτό. Στην αρχή είχε πλάκα αλλά τώρα μου λες ότι ξέρεις που δουλευω και νομιζεις πως με είδες άρα σημαίνει πως με αναγνωρισες. Εδώ δεν έχω ποστάρει ποτε φωτογραφίες μου, στο φβ αν με έχεις φίλη δεν έχω γράψει τίποτα για την δουλειά μου. In fact, έχω να ποστάρω κάτι μήνες εκεί. Οποτε τι παίζει; Θες να μου πεις ποιος/α είσαι να ηρεμήσω λίγο; Γιατί έχω ψιλοφρικαρει.

[trashnarrie]

Δεν μπορώ να κοιμηθώ.

Νιώθω τον πόνο σου. Είσαι καλά;

[trashnarrie]

Sunflower is awful

Don’t disrespect Sunflower Vol. 6 like that! In this house we love and support it!

[trashnarrie]

Yeah golden for reasons and she and fine line because they’re 6+ minutes 👀 what about you ?

Golden because it sounds DOPE and I feel like it’s gonna be one of my favorites, Falling because my friend Elena told me she cried while listening to it, Fine Line and Sunflower Vol. 6.

[trashnarrie]

That is amazing honey! Congrats. What kind of job?!

Thank you so much, lovely! I’ll be working as a cashier at a department store. 😊

[trashnarrie]

You talk about larries as if you’re not a narrie as if you don’t die to know where Harry is at all times as if you have a social life other than Harry and this blog maybe we ain’t so different

Are you SERIOUSLY - S E R I O U S L Y - comparing larries to narries???? Are you even for real???? Pal, let me tell you something. We’re not the ones harassing Harry and Niall all the time. We’re not the ones sending ridiculous messages to their friends and family. We are not the ones shoving our twisted thoughts and theories to their faces making them uncomfortable. We are not the ones thinking that one of the boys doesn’t have a son. And we’re definitely not the ones who claim to love them when in reality we constantly disrespect them. Unlike larries, we actually understand the difference between shipping for fun and tin hatting. We know the boys are not in a relationship with each other, we know that they have their respective girlfriends and we keep everything to ourselves BECAUSE WE KNOW ITS NOT REAL.

As for the rest of your message, I won’t even comment on that. I have nothing to prove to you.

Anyway, I don’t even know why I let myself get riled up with such a ridiculous ask. You’re obviously a troll. I’ve wasted too much of my time on you. Have a good day.

[trashnarrie]

A bit anxious. But it is ok what can you do. I’ve been thinking of finally opening up and talking to my friend and tell her I like her but I don’t know what if we lose our connection

Awwww maaaan. I’ve been there. It’s nerve-wracking and your heart feels like it’s gonna burst any minute. Oof. It’s not easy, I get it. It’s very okay for you to feel nervous. Unfortunately there’s nothing much you can do. It’s a chance you’re willing to take. Either your feeling will be reciprocated or they won’t. Have they shown you any signs they may feel the same you do?

[trashnarrie]

well he wasn’t going to go on at all!! it was either band or go home djdjdksk

Exactly!! Don’t get me wrong, he’s a very talented chap, otherwise I wouldn’t stan the fucker. And he’s doing exceptionally well on his own and I couldn’t be more proud! But without the band he wouldn’t have gone anywhere and that’s a fact. Whether some people like it or not.

[trashnarrie]

When was the last time you cried and why? And when was the last time you laughed your heart out? Last hug? Last message? Last really conversation? Last dream? When was the last person you thought?

Okay, if we’re talking full on sobbing then it’d have to be a couple of months ago. I had a huge fight with my dad that really fucked me up and I still haven’t let it go. I mean I still talk with my dad but he doesn’t know how much this affected me. Last time I laughed my heart out would be today. A friend of mine is staying with me right now and he said something very funny that made me laugh pretty hard. I think the last person I hugged was my mum. Last message was that friend I talked about. Otherwise, the last anon ask I received here. I’m not really sure what you tried to say to the convo question, but last convo I had was with that friend of mine. Oh boy... last dream was pretty fucked up. I was pretty shook when I woke up. I don’t know why I don’t remember it exactly because it really shocked me but long story short I saw myself with devil’s horns and a huge ass scar on my face and I still can’t get that image out of my head. The last person I thought of was my grandma. I wanted to call her today but I got distracted and now it’s too late to call. So I’ll try tomorrow.

[trashnarrie]

So yes, I’m okay, I miss a few people, I don’t miss others, life’s been treating me fairly in some ways and very fucked up in others. It’s okay though. Maybe I should ask about the things that make you smile, because listing them would probably make you smile as well.

Imma continue to this one because unfortunately I’m on my phone and I can’t combine your messages into one. Spamming you is my talent 😂

I totally get what you mean about flat lines. Flat lines are good! They’re okay. You’re just taking a break from everything you know? Both bad and good. And that’s okay. We all need a break. So I’d suggest you appreciate this “calmness” flat lines bring.

I’m very very glad you’re doing okay, bub! Really! Life is such a rollercoaster. One day you can be up the other it can bring you down and sometimes it feels like you’re getting a whiplash from all of it. But the important part is that you’re handling it the best way you can. That’s all that matters. As for the people you’re missing or the ones you don’t, that’s also okay. That’s life, unfortunately or not. But I know it’s hard to see them go especially if you love them very much.

Things that make me smile? That needs some thinking. My dogs make me smile a lot. Kids make me smile (I love kids). My friends yesterday made me smile and it was something I really needed. Kind people are what I live for. There’s something so heartwarming watching people being kind to one another. Harry dancing with a bunch of watermelons made me smile. Okay no, I laughed there. He’s a goof 😂 watching the night sky makes me smile as well. Unfortunately I live in the city so it’s a little difficult to just lay down and take in the vastness of the sky and the brightness of the stars. It’s been a while since I’ve done that.

What makes you smile though? What makes you happy? Do you have things that warm your heart?