#anywaaaays.....im normal now. probably!

[love-toxin]

dunno if the btd bug is hitting or its just my algorithm but man i love lawrence. sad wet man!

cws: major DDDNE, gore, strangulation, allusions to necro, noncon, violence, kidnapping, mindbreak, slight dollification

he's not even my favourite from the gatoverse but plant guy just <3 hits <3 sexy and off-putting and strange. hits all the classic creepy stalker vibes. probably also my lingering fascination with guro but I'm a big fan of the "i need to be so close I'm inside you" but in the freaky gory way. the bathroom scene really gets me too, the time slowly running out and he's getting more agitated! eventually breaking down the door! meow!

anyways I'm definitely not thinking about lawrence forcing his way thru the door and, instead of drowning you in the bathtub, choosing to choke you out right there on the floor or against the wall. the medicine cabinet shaking and pills clattering into the sink as he throws you up against it. he kicks your legs apart and you're not sure what's happening at first, but then he presses himself up against you so he's suuuuuuper close while he's trying to kill you. less than an inch from your face kinda close, so he can watch the light leave your eyes when he strangles it out of you. he's so close you can feel him getting hard as you go limp and it's terrifying to think of what he'll do with you when you're out, but it's also a little shamefully hot that he can't seem to get off unless you're completely at his mercy. that just so happens to coincide with him choking you unconscious, among other things.

I'm also of the humble headcanoning opinion that part of his....tendencies....lie in the fact that an unmoving, lifeless body is essentially the perfect canvas for him to paint on. if he wants to imagine you're excited, or scared, or needy, he doesn't have to risk the illusion being broken if you start fighting him or saying the wrong things. so maybe he could be a bit more lax with those restrictions if he had somebody that was willing to follow his every order. someone that has no will of their own, no wants, no desires, and no boundaries. if he wants you to lay still and pretend you're not breathing, you will. if he wants you to squirm, you will. and if he wants you to tell him you love him, to spill all the disgusting things he loves and would never risk admitting to another soul, you will. you basically have to be willing to be his slave, and to have no mind of your own, and maybe he might keep you around alive.

but if you don't wanna be plant food, there's no doubt you're gonna have to give your soul away. he might cut off all your limbs or take them one at a time, but it's so unlikely you'll survive his attachment unscathed. you're not really like a person--you're more of a toy. but unlike some others, you're his favourite toy. when he gets to know you and starts to like you, you're irreplaceable. think about it; where else would he find a companion that will let him do absolutely anything to them? willingly, no less? he barely gets out as it is and when he does he's often labelled a freak. at home he has a warm body to cuddle next to and a hole to shove whatever he wants inside. he'd rather you be a bit colder, but it's nothing a few icecubes left to melt inside you won't help. he can make do. people are like flowers and flowers can be so deceptive, but not you. you're on full display. you can't hide anything from him. that's what he loves about you.

[which-qsmp-egg-would]

okay i know i haven't talked about the deathswap au like, ever, but it lives rent free in my head

The general jist of the deathswap au is that, instead of tequilla dying at the beach, Poll dies in the forest and washes up on tequilla's beach in the same way he stumbled into their forest. Same as normal tq, Poll doesn't have any memories and gets adopted by Tequilla's family. this au plays out much differently of course, considering Poll is now in Federation controlled lands and has to be hidden so they dont get taken away. But since they've been mostly alone their whole life they don't exactly understand why they can't wander off. Hence the leash backpack.

uuuugh there's so much i could say about the deathswap au. Poll washes up the same day that Tequilla was meant to die. Tequilla is the first thing they see so they get golden eyes. I imagine they're discovered much earlier than Tequilla was, so their memory is still very loosey goosey for a few days/weeks after being found. The fam realises MUCH quicker that this is a distinct problem that needs to be investigated. But once Poll's memory solidifies again things start to settle down.

Deathswap Poll has a really different vibe from normal Poll, because this is their first time having a big family that's very protective! Tequilla on the other hand is suffering from eldest child syndrome and is Stressed.

The way that Deathswap Poll died is kinda undetermined, but it was some kind of injury in the forest, probably from falling. Now this is a bit of hc territory, but I think that the Federation has to revive the eggs when they die as they're technically mobs (bear with me) so when Poll dies Stardust has no choice but to bring them to the Federation. buuut since Poll is an unregistered (kidnapped) egg, they just try to recycle it. yadda yadda, chat with goddess of death mumza before escaping the facility as their memories slip away until they're found by Tequilla

ASK ME QUESTIONS ABOUT THEM IM FERAL

anywaaaays heres another deathswap au doodle from ages ago

first meeting moment ❤️❤️❤️❤️