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rearranging-deck-chairs · 1 year

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noo i do not haave attention deficit hyperactivity disorder i simply think the purposeful aiming of attention is a myth made up for i assume movies thats what people make up most things for like sex and being in love and i try to ride my galloping thoughts like im both the whipped horse and the cruel rider this is the nature of thoughts it's the human condition you simply try not to fall because if you fall your horse breaks its legs and stomps all over you until youre forced to commit a horse-human murder-suicide by shooting it in the head to relieve both its and your own suffering

#jooke #im not upset i was doing a really funny thing trying to get back to the tab with my writing on it #it was. i was having a moment looking down on myself like god and i was like. bestie. this is hysterical #i was like oh yes the purposeful aiming of attention is fake actually we float on the waves of it like a donut on the ocean #ive been upset about it like yesterday and the day before and lots of days bc i cant do things i wanna do but then #i just sit here smashing a HUNDRED brain buttosn at the same time and like all the bells are going off and all the lights like #my brain is an arcade and im like. this is just funny now #this is just. we're the ball in the flipperkast like this i sjust #anyway i remembered i can put on tardis ambiance sound so maybe now i will Focus #or like the french say Fuck Us

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