#anyway i'll stop rambling now i'm just excited about all the writing projects i have!!!!!

[drlavenderpepper]

just typed up my fic schedule and uhh

well..

[spaceratprodigy]

Let's hear about that Pride & Prejudice AU bestie 💖🧡

Anyone that's known me for a long time knows that no matter what, I will find a way to make a Pride & Prejudice AU with OCs 😤

This particular iteration is my favorite tho! This time around we have crafted a P&P AU focused on Faith and Rhea ( @captastra ) meeting and falling in love with Max and Felix 👀

I have admittedly been very slow getting around to it, but it has genuinely been one of the biggest things I have been wanting to work on for months. But, you know how it is, not having the time to dedicate to this project was a big factor and it's probably gonna be even longer until I get to it now that I'm moving out and have to get a new desk and set up my workspace.

And, truthfully, I am very very excited about this one and I really want to take my time and put the love into it!! It is 100% absolutely one of the highest things on my to-do list and it's never stopped rotating in my brain.

ANYWAY ON TO WHAT I HAVE PLANNED

Sooooo, I have 4 small illustrations so far that I really want to make :]

Nothing super massive and extravagant right now, just a set I haven't been able to get out of my mind regarding different interactions!

The more fleshed out concepts I have are for a Faith and Rhea interaction and a Max and Felix interaction. Both separate but meant to mirror each other!

For Faith and Rhea I was thinking about them late at night, soft lighting, maybe they're laying in bed together, but they're very excitedly talking about the lads they met and how dashing they are and what the interactions they had with them were like and whether or not some feelings had been sparked, etc etc.

For Max and Felix, the conversation is the same but about the gals! I have a vague idea of the setting I want to draw them in, but I haven't fully decided yet. I really like the idea of Felix head over heels for Rhea and asking Max for advice on how to approach her again. I feel like he just really doesn't want to mess this one up 🥺 I also like the idea of Felix pestering Max on his thoughts about Faith, and Max being very avoidant, not wanting to answer, but also not being able to hide that people noticed he couldn't take his eyes off of her 😌💅

The other two drawings I want to make are obviously some lil Faith/Max and Rhea/Felix illustrations 💖💕 but I haven't fully decided what I want to go with for those! I have a few ideas, but those I really want to discuss and plan out privately 🤭 definitely super excited to work on those!!

And let's be honest.. I kind of want to make even more with P&P AU, but small steps lmao don't want to overwhelm myself. It's always gonna be there to come back to! No promises that I'll dabble in trying to write out some things more eloquently, it's just so much easier for me to express my ideas through visuals! Plus I just really love drawing romance things 😩

There's so many interactions we can explore! But even more exciting! I want to explore different outfits for them because I mean c'mon they are all going to look SO darling!

I think I said so in private but I'm still bouncing back and forth between wanting a strict period setting or if I wanna be loosey goosey and incorporate some space themes to the designs and environments. Both just sound so very fun to me to get to work with.

Okay maybe I should stop now because I think I will just want to keep rambling about P&P AU things 😭

Anywayssss 💅 go show @captastra some love!! So wonderful, delightful, creative, and an absolutely brilliant writer 💖💕

Thank you for letting me incorporate Rhea and Felix into this AU, you already know how excited I am to bring them to life 🥰

[creune]

Long time no ramble, huh

I'm back by unpopular demand and with exactly zero brainpower

And hell, if anyone would have told me how much petty shit you have to do when creating a card game I probably don't try to do that for class

Okay, that's a lie, I absolutely would have

But still

My entire weekend is going to be an unbalanced and insane amounts of sprite making (for my partner's game), card art creation for my own game, art for an unrelated class and studying like crazy for the tests next week

It doesn't sound that bad until you realize I have, only for myself, over sixty images to create

Realistically, not doing all of them this weekend

But you can bet your ass I will try anyway, while trying to understand the difference between different operating system generations, AI search tech and other stuff like that

I'm creating my own hell, as usual

And most likely for nothing, as the unrelated project is to be submitted to teachers who don't seem to grasp the concept of a manual

Or coding for that matter

But that aside, it's actually the chillest semester I've had so far

Lots of projects, few tests, only one 8am class

I know hell is coming but I'm enjoying the peace while it lasts

In other news, I've upgraded into a DM. So far I've had two players:

My partner, chronic minmaxer, troll of the century, theater kid of gay proportions, smartest and dumbest player at the exact same second, with a knack for evil characters and one shotting bosses

And a dude who we don't even know the actual name of (a friend of a dormmate that never showed up so we legit just don't even know the guy at all) who knows the recipe for explosives by heart and tried to calculate the ph level of magic acid and wrote himself out of the roleplay part of the adventure entirely. Also is never free so no session for a while now

It's been an experience, in ways I wouldn't have expected

In both a "please stop sniffing dust" way and in a way of learning to be more social on my end, even if sometimes that has to include sentences as "no, you can't have a carpet bomb as a lvl2 character" or "if you throw a decapitated head at a [insert non-violent type npc here], they won't wanna talk to you"

I love the chaos

I've also had some other stuff creep up on me that reset some progress I made in my behaviors and just becoming less depressed, but I managed to overcome it with the help of my partner. At least mostly. But hey, could be worse. Could have entirely destroyed myself. That would have sucked

I have a lot of things I wanna do and for all of that I need myself so, can't afford to lose me

For example, the goddamn card game that is hell incarnate

It's the unholy abomination child of yugioh with inscription, getting fucked sideways by slay the spire

I'm both excited to actually make it and hate everything about it

I have way too many shit going on as usual and I'm 100% sure not a single other soul will care but

It's a game I wanna make so I'll make it, even if for myself (for class, I am making a demo version cause there's no way in hell I make the whole thing in 4-5 weeks)

Only issue is that writing had to be sidelined again

But oh well

Passing my classes is a bit more important

And when I write, I can actually say I'm proud of what I'm doing

I am happy with my work on all fronts

Which is new and weird but also just

It's so freaking great

I can fuckin smile when I make my silly lil stories or cards or whatever

Life's good y'all

It really gets good

And I'm so damn happy it does

It's so fun

It's exciting

It's awesome

Yeah that's it

I just wanted to make a lil update on life

Cause I'm actually feeling happy consistently

And I felt like sharing that

[scenteddean]

so whenever i have big projects coming up in my semester that are gonna require all my time and energy, i suddenly wanna draw fanart soooo bad

this time i realized that the size of the fan project is also relative to the workload I'm supposed to be doing, which is quite a lot, and i only have like 3 weeks left to finish them all...........

(ramble city underneath the cut)

anyway i have come up with an idea for a totally historically incorrect historical destiel vampire au ! And i want it to be a whole comic. and naturally ever since i came up with the entire plot, i was unable to think about anything else besides this and have already started sketching out the first chapter(s) and playing around with the art style (it's supposed to fit the atmosphere, but i also want it to look pretty, and it should be as efficient as possible)

so i think the aesthetic might become a neater version of these first tries

i also think I'm gonna have to get acquainted with clip studio paint. I bought it like 3 years ago in an attempt to stop paying so overly much for ps but i just didn't vibe w it. maybe this project will finally liberate me from crapdobe's greedy claws

the good news (to me) is that I'll probably have a looooot of free time in march. I'm so hyped for this rn and i hope I'll still be this excited in a month's time. it's gonna suck to take a step back for now until i finish my more urgent little real life projects (but I'll probably still come back to make a sketch here and write a scene there every day oops)

the dream would be if i could fully finish 30-40% of the entire story before posting the chapters on a weekly basis, so! maybe this will begin seeing the light of day in april.......

[non-stop-imagines]

Bring Your Kid to Work Day

For @afewmarvelousthoughts's challenge

Pairing: Sam Wilson x Black Wife!Reader

Word Count: 1062

Warnings: None, like, at all, it's all cute 😁😁

A/N: I'm sooo glad I got this done! I think I tried to write this 3 different times and I finally have something I love. Of course for this challenge I had to write for undercover full course meal Sam Wilson! Anyway hope you all enjoy and thank you @afewmarvelousthoughts for creating the challenge! Love y'all!!!!💖💛💖💛

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Masterlist

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"Jaydan Darlene Wilson, you better come get in this bath right now!" You hear your husband Sam yell from the bathroom. 

    "Daddy, I don't wanna!" You 4 year old daughter yells from what sounds like a different room. You finish putting on mascara the stand from your vanity to poke you head out the bedroom door.

    "If you don't you won't be able to come with us and see Uncle Steve and Uncle Tony… and Uncle Bucky." Sam says Bucky's name quieter and more snithe, still slightly bitter from their past encounters, buy still says it knowing his daughters fondness towards him. In no time at all Jaydan went running back toward the bathroom.

    "Okay! Let's get ready to see my friends." You chuckle to yourself, imagining the smile on your daughters face, then turn back into your room to finish getting dressed. 

    About 20 minutes later, Sam stalks into the bedroom, slightly irritated.

    "She insisted on getting dressed by herself." He wipes the bit of sweat that settled on his forehead. He walks over to you at your vanity as you were pulling your braids into a ponytail.

    "You should be used to her attitude by now." You laugh, turning around and reaching up a hand to feel on Sam's goatee.

    "You can never get used to having a sassy child. You have to stay on your toes." You just shake your head and get up from your spot straightening out your outfit of shorts and a baseball sleeve tee.

    "I guess you're right." You head to the bedroom door and turn around to look at Sam. "I'm gonna go do her hair."

    "Have fun. I'll make breakfast." He responds pulling off his shirt.

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    You go downstairs after cleaning up the hair supplies you used on Jaydan to the scent of cinnamon rolls. In the kitchen, your daughter was sitting at the island singing about having a cinnamon roll in front of her as Sam poured a small amount of scrambled eggs on her plate. Jaydan was dressed in pink shorts and a white shirt with pink and blue flowers. Her hair was in two thick braids, a ball hair tie around the base of both and a barrette at the end of each of them. Sam was dressed in a simple dri-fit Nike shirt and jeans.

    "Here's your cinnamon roll and boiled egg because your a weirdo who doesn't like scrambled eggs." Sam places your plate in front of you and kisses your forehead. 

    "I'm gonna pretend you didn't add those extra words." You sprinkle salt on on your egg then take a sip of coffee. "You excited, JJ?" You turn to your daughter, wiping some icing from her face.

    "Yeah. Uncle Tony is letting me watch him in his lab. He said he would. And Uncle Steve said he would draw with me and Uncle Bucky said I could do his hair." She rambles, taking a sip of orange juice once she's done.

    "Sounds like your gonna have fun today. Now before we leave we'll go brush our teeth, okay?" Sam says as he situates himself next to you.

    "Okay, but I can do it by myself this time, Daddy." She finishes her orange juice then hurries upstairs.

    "Gotta stay on your toes." Sam looks at you then takes a quick sip of his coffee, grabs his cinnamon roll and follows his daughter upstairs. You start to clean up the kitchen.

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    You all have been at the compound for about 2 hours and though this length of time has been uneventful for you and Sam, who haven't moved from the couch in the common room and have endlessly been flipping through files, Jaydan has already spent half an hour drawing with Steve, a time in which Steve drew a portrait of JJ and JJ drew a portrait of Steve. The next half hour JJ spent messing with Bucky's hair, putting half of it up in a ponytail with a hair tie Bucky provided and placing the two barrettes she had on her braids at the front of his hair. Afterwards Bucky made them both sundaes. And for the past hour she has been in Tony's lab watching him work on his latest project, but now Tony emerges with JJ on his shoulders, sitting her on the counter in the kitchen and then grabs her a juice box from the fridge.

    "Mommy, Daddy, do you guys know nan-uh." Jaydan stops and whispers something into Tony's ear and he whispers something into her ear. She turns back to you two. "Do you guys know nanotechnology?" She turns back to Tony and giggles after asking, then turns to you guys again.

    "Nope. What is nanotechnology?" Sam asks, closing his file and placing it on the coffee table. You do the same, turning your body so you're facing the kitchen and place an arm around Sam.

    "Na-notech-nology are machines made with little robots." She giggles, earning a high five from Tony. Sam turns to look at you.

    "I’d like to remind you that this is your fault." Sam says, smirking and raising an eyebrow.

    "And how, Mr. Wilson, is this my fault?" You tilt your head and give him a smirk similar to his.

   "Tony is your friend. Now we're gonna be hearing her talk about nanotechnology for the next 3 days." He flicks a couple of braids in your ponytail.

    "You're not wrong. But since you want to point fingers," You remove your arm from Sam's shoulder and laugh. "You're on nap detail, since it was your friend who gave her a sundae. And we both know it was not small."

    "Okay wait-" Sam straight up. You pick up the file you were working on and lean back into the couch. Sam just gets up from the couch, knowing that he couldn't win this. "You're gonna pay for this later." He whispers, nudging your leg that rested on the coffee table.

    "I can't wait." You smile a wide childish smile then tilt toward your daughter, who was laughing at something Tony was doing. Sam just shakes his and walks over to Jaydan picking her up from the counter.

    "Are you tired?" Sam asks her as he adjusts her on his hip. She shakes her head and you giggle when you hear Sam sigh. "Girl, what happened to your hair?" Sam asks when he enters the hallway, Jaydan's heavenly laugh coming after.