#anyway. me 🤝 kyana - reaching across the seemingly impossible void between us and those who came before us to better understand ourselves | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

lilydvoratrelundar · 9 months

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still thinking about rage!kyana like. the way that it didn't quite click with me unti halfway through the conversation that the rage is why she's acting like this. her rage comes out as COLD and TERRIFYING and it's just a deep sense of "i need to finish this" and the lines blurring between her doing this for her friends, and her doing it as personal catharsis for HERSELF because cressida has already been rescued. and on top of that!! the fact that this rage is what unlocked another layer of the mystery to kyana's origins? terrifying! AND LINKING THIS TO HER THREATS TO ENDELLION AT THE END OF S3???? i cant remember the specific phrasing but like "if my friends need me to be a weapon today, i'm okay with that" AAAARGH I AM CLAWING AT THE WALLS I LOVE THIS IT'S CAUSING ME IMMENSE PAIN WHAT THE FUCK. AAAAAAAAA

#the kyana angst is always just. so much.#and this isn't even getting to my own personal reasons for connecting with the whole ancestral mysteries plotline so much #maybe this is too personal for the main rwd tag. but my mum's been teaching me to read hebrew in the last month or so #and when told her mum apparently asked why i wanted to learn it. which is really interesting.#obviously i'm not going into the deep personal stuff in the main rwd tag. but you can guess why an 80 year old might have different feeling #about her jewishness to a 19 year old #anyway. me 🤝 kyana - reaching across the seemingly impossible void between us and those who came before us to better understand ourselves #rwd #rolling with difficulty #rolling with difficulty spoilers #rwd spoilers #lily dot tee ex tee

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