I remember like, the first time I saw you. I hadnāt recognized your pfp, and after seeing it a few times on my dash I decided to click. After scrolling a bit, I came to the realization I had followed you on accident (something that happens plenty to me). I usually wouldāve unfollowed, but you seemed just interesting enough for me not too. A few months later, Iām surprised when you follow me back, especially since I donāt make original posts, and am not ranboo-centric.
Nowadays, youāve managed to become one of my favorite mutuals. I always get giddy when I see you in my notifications, and 90% of the time I make note to see what post you liked and/or reblogged. Itās the āIām getting a good grade in reblogging, something that is both possible to achieve and normal to want.ā
We arenāt close mutuals, though I definitely wouldnāt mind it. Iād love to send more asks, however Iām horrific at carrying conversations and also have some social anxiety that makes me nervous. I also donāt want to intrude, as previously mentioned we arenāt close mutuals, and I donāt want to be pushy or annoying, haha. And I would start by responding to some of the posts you make that expect responses, but I donāt refresh my dashboard enough to see them in time. And I donāt know if itād be appropriate to ask for a discord, which Iām better at checking, because I know itās usually used for friends.
All in all though, you are funny and witty, and I often to stop and read your posts when otherwise Iād scroll. I like your opinions when you do decide to get serious, and despite some non-common interests, you present them in such a way I can easily engage in anyways. I wish you lots of love and luck, take care of yourself, and keep your chin up, king!
(P.S. sorry for the rlly long message whoops, I hope Iām not too late to send this.)
helllooo anon i think this was for the ask game:0 im sorry i didnt see this hours ago im pretty sure you sent this around the time i went to sleep but yes hii hello!!
āinteresting enoughā LETS FUCKING GOOO. okay! i usually follow back people iāve seen around a lot on dash or urls i recognize in my notifs!! i must have recognized you:)
thats so sweet thank you i appreciate itš also wanna thank you for sticking around the idea that youāve grown to rlly be fond of me after accidentally following me is heartwarming
ah dude donāt worry about. look i started this blog because i had horrific social anxiety and my irls were encouraging me to make new friends!! so even though i was shaking and wanted to throw up (that bad ik) i started posting and slowly but surely it wasnāt as scary anymore. it takes time so you can take your time dont feel pressured to interact if you dont want to. that being said i donāt mind if people who arent āclose mutualsā send an ask or dms me. you become a close mutual by doing these things ya knowš oh!!!! you can ask for discord too!! all mutuals are allowed to :) i however suck at holding conversations too so be aware of that lmao
AW TY!! ehehe you like my takesš¤ genuinely though i try to stay away from discourse or serious topics cus it may come off intimidating and thats the last thing i want to come off as but im glad whenever i do make a few posts like that you found it easy to engage:) i will! i am trying my best to take care of myself and for u i shall hmmm i was gonna say go outside but i already have plans to do that so itād be disingenuous. iāll just drink a lot of water today š omg have u ever noticed theres no water bottle emoji on ios. i wait every update to see if they added one but nope. i would use that emoji so muchā¦
anon congrats on getting the award of longest ask ever sent BAHSJD i woke up and saw this and my eyes popped in a good way
( also adding this after i posted this. i know anons dont usually like their own asks to stay hidden so i need you to know you seem lovely:D )
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