#as you can tell s8 e13 has fucked me up

[thebidoctors]

doctor : we could take some amniotic fluid and run tests if youd like

me : isnt that,,,, really fucking risky??? especially in the first trimester???????

scully : yes please

me : ok ig not

[procedure happens]

doctor : now i know you dont need me to tell you this but you need to take it easy for a while. the sac is liable to burst, especially at such an early stage

me : i fuckin- i knEW IT. at least she looks like shes paying attention to the advice. shes lying down, its fine, baby will be FINE

scully : [immediately gets out of bed and starts bending over and shit{

me : babe

scully : [practicaly lifts a pregnant woman off the table]

me, shaking with Nerves : babe no

scully : [escapes from the hospital which is decidedly Not Taking It Easy]

me, now crying a little : scully, babe, please stop

scully : [gets into a fucking TUSSLE with TWO MEN TWICE HER DAMN SIZE AND GETS FUCKING INJECTED WITH SOME SEDATIVE SHIT THAT WE DONT KNOW IF ITS SAFE FOR PREGNANT WOMEN OR NOT]

me, loosing my mind : well fuck baby is dead baby is dead as a DOORNAIL after surviving several bouts of physical violence, baby was weakened then beat up agAIN and is now fucking DEAD

scully : [wakes up ok with the baby fine and healthy]

me : ,,,,i mean im GLAD but how the fuck-