The gender sliding scale of Nice Dad Man With Sad and Increasingly Gayer PCs to Gentle Bad Bitch With Badass and Increasingly More Lawless PCs, neither of whom can sit in a chair
Do you feel the characters you personally have played would make it out of an escape room together? I. E. for Ashley, it would be Fearne, Yasha, and Pike - would they work as a team?
but if I think about how much vax loved and admired pike, how her light and her goodness and her herness inspired in vax a passion he wanted for his own life, if I think about how caleb knew yasha in the pit of her regret and guilt and loneliness and chose to share that deep vulnerability of his own pain with her, for her, if I think about how fiercely orym looks to fearne, looks to fearne, keeps her the closest out of all his friends so much that even in the embrace of his lost loves, orym needed to come back to fearne as she cradled him, sobbing for how much she needed him to be her guidepost, her heart, that pike was a thousand percent ready to face down the goddess of death if it meant vax's safety, that yasha stood stalwart in caleb's wellbeing and let him in the darkest room of herself, that fearne's entire stability is rooted on orym's presence because orym is all she has left that she loves as completely as she would dare, man I just don't know
"I think it's time for Caleb to leave the show. Maybe he reconnects with Ashley or maybe he chases a new love or maybe he just moves back to be with his family (because he has to have one somewhere, right?) but I think he's out of plots"
episode 11 of 4-Sided Dive has me sobbing at 7:30am
Revealing Ashton's unhealthy but incredibly relatable self-medication habits
Tal and Dani talking about Ashton's chronic pain and coming to terms with that as a lived experience. Tal saying he used to think friends with chronic pain were just being assholes and not understanding until he started having his own.
Liam saying druidcraft is his favorite ability "because you get to tell people you love them" = sobbing in gift giving is my love language
everyone trying to reassure Liam that the blame for what happened shouldn't be on Orym and him sitting there going :|
"boy I hate having something to lose now, it's really uncomfortable" and "abandonment is the theme, everything leaves the moment you care"
"i habitually keep making characters that just keep working and refuse to retire and I think that speaks more about me"
Liam absolutely lighting up at the mention of the tower
"roleplaying is a language of love and pain"
"Herr Widogast would recognize that this group has less walls between each other..."
I really wanna watch documentaries and YouTube deep dives with Ashton now