#askdjh honestly all of them I guess

[lhrry]

What’s your fav unreleased songs by H/L/1D?

in no particular order the top three are help, medicine, already home

[whenfatecollides]

Honestly I always had this like,,, slight fear Handong wouldn’t be able to come back for some reason or another and I’m just so happy and relieved now AND I have tickets to watch the concert and I’m just!!!! So happy

I hear you... 

honestly I will just take this ask to put out everything I’ve been feeling in regards to this situation in the past year to properly process and let go of this, so like.. feel free to not read this bc I guess it will feel really negative askdjh I had that same fear at the back of my head all the time tbh, not knowing when (or if, bc... circumstances could change) she would be back and I feel like the whole past year I’ve just been really scared of losing Dreamcatcher this way. in the end, they would still be active but it would be too painful for me to stick around as I am if things had fallen through like this... I know this may sound a bit too dramatic to some people, and it may be, but I really spent months mourning Dreamcatcher as they were, as I loved them, because this key member in the group was missing. and probably yeah my emotional attachment to them may be a little too much but people are still what makes life worth living really, and I really spent this whole time scared of losing these people that do genuinely make me happy. it’s not like there weren’t good moments tho because there were, and while appreciating the members individually I could always find things to be happy about, but seeing the group without her, adding to the lack of how much we saw her, was really painful 💀 and one thing I had told myself when I started getting into them was that when it stopped making sense, when it wasn’t making me happy, I would leave, because you know it doesn’t make sense to stick around with something that does you more harm than good... but at the end of the day I would think about the big picture and there were still more positives than negatives, and now... the negatives are basically gone tbh and while I still feel somewhat uneasy that dcc are taking things this slow with ot7, on the one hand it’s giving me more time to process everything so I guess that it’s for the best askdjh if I’m honest I don’t think it has really Really hit me that she’s back and that they’re together again for real, even tho we’ve gotten a lot already that proves so..... ig the fact that dc are still doing group activities without her makes it feel like this isn’t over yet - even tho it’s justifiable that they are doing so - so the day I start sobbing over ot7 again will be the day that I’ll be over this ✊😌 and if anything, at least now I’m not wondering anymore if staying in the fandom was the right choice or not, and I’m blessed with feeling like the luckiest person in the world for being able to keep growing, and share so much love and happiness with them, and you guys ❤️

and I’m really glad you got the tickets!!!!! I hope you have a great time watching the concert! 😄