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#how is it that i can get only like 6hrs of sleep. go for an hr run up a mountain and still b wired#like ??? make it make sense??? im not even a lil tired. im considering going up thr mountain again#how does my body do this? im not even euphoric. i just habe too much energy#i just wanna smash things with a baseball bat. its so weird. i guess its not really an issue. i just dont understand it which bothers me#its either a mood thing or the hyper disorder :-/ but like idk how i havent noticed it before#like have i always been like that? i have evidence going back to 2019 but i didnt actually notice it until the last year for real#...i guess there is maybe a reason i didnt have so much energy before this but ya kno#whatever. i can try to find a therapist in like 10 days or something. so ill try to figure it out lol#idk im just vibing bc im sorta unemployed rn. i mean ive been hired as a TA but dont meet for that until thurs but im not at my research#assistant job anymore as of Friday. so i can do whatever tf i want. except im still working on my data đ bc im fucked up like that#hopefully the energy lasts. or maybe not bc idk how i would fucking sit in an office at a desk like this#jesus. im like: me having adhd is impossible. but also me: having to do 3 things at once to pay attention and fucking dancing while i liste#bc i cant sit still. listen. i wont believe it until someone diagnoses me. but it wouldn't not make sense#ugh. i wanna run up the mountain again. but last time i was running twice a day to get rid of energy i fucked up my leg and its still#fucked up. but like not enough thst it hurts to walk so i still run on it. maybe ill go see a doctor once my new insurance kicks in lmao#oh Jesus my brain. maybe im just happy to havr all my insurance bullshit cleared up. i guess thats a bonus to living in like libertari4n#land. less regulations than my last state in terms of car insurance lmao#or maybe im nervous abt thr start of the semester. its gonna b a fucking wild ride lol#unrelated
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Make A Splash! | Boo Seungkwan
Maybe nearly drowning in the wave pool at Typhoon Lagoon wasnât the highlight of your day, but finally talking to the cute lifeguard on duty sure was.
Part 1/13 of the Disney w/ SVT series! | masterlist hereÂ
Genre: fluff, mini bit of angst, non idol!SVT, Seungkwan x readerÂ
Warnings: swearing, mentions of drowning and mini panic attackÂ
Recommended song: Candle Light - NCT Dream
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Summer in Florida was especially hot this year
You and your friends were dying for a day off of this sweltering temperatureÂ
So your close friend, Jennie, came up with a plan to beat this heat for one day at your house
âIâm so boreddddâ Jiyho groaned, throwing her phone somewhere behind her
Your barely glanced up from your book that you were reading
âGo eat a popsicle or something thenâ you mumbled
âBoooo I donât like your tone,â Jiyho yelled back
âI wanna do something fun for once! Like there gotta be something we can doâÂ
âIdea!â Jennie said sitting up quickly from your bed she was sitting on
âLets go to the waterpark!âÂ
âOh my gOD I havenât been in years, y/n can we go??âÂ
You looked between the two rowdy girls, contemplating this ideaÂ
I mean, what was there to loose? You loved the water and going to a waterpark genuinely sounded fun
Except for the fact you were not a strong swimmerÂ
You figured you would still go to swim, but nothing too crazyÂ
You threw your book down and stood up
âFuck it, lets goâÂ
 An hour later, you and ur girlies drove over to the closest waterpark
Typhoon LagoonÂ
âI havenât been in years!â Jiyho said as you passed through the gates
âI wonder whats changed.â
Leaning back in the front seat, you also wondered the same thing
After spending a shit ton of money JUST TO GET IN iâm big mad about the one day pass like tf
Yâall found seats near the water to sunbathe đ€©đ€©
Laying out your stuff, you just happened to look up for a second
And thought you had had developed sun stroke and went to heaven
Cause w h o was that fine ass angel in the lifeguard tower??
And apparently you said this out loud cause your friends immediately whipped their heads to check him outÂ
âHe is cuteâ Jiyho whispered âDo you think heâs available?âshe questioned, to which Jennie smacked herÂ
âEyy y/n called dibs relaxedâ Jennie grumbled
 But you werenât listening
You were too focused on staring burning holes into that beautiful boyâs back
y/n stop being whipped challenge: failedÂ
You immediately made a pact with your friends to try and get this cute boyâs attention at all cost today
When he wasnât busy that is!!! please donât try to distract a working lifeguardÂ
Standing up straighter and smiling while sending little glances up at the chair, mission get y/n their man was a go đ€ȘđđŒ
Meanwhile, Seungkwan was boredâąïž
There was little to do at Disney, since everything was pretty much baby-proofed
expect for the wave pool, where he was currently stationedÂ
The amount of dumb tourists that were knocked down by waves and then proceeded to come to him to complain when it is literally called a wave pool was frustrating to say the least
Like heâs supposed to be on duty, what is he supposed to do, fight the pool? headass đż
So whlle he was grilling away in the heat, he decided to people watch
his personal talent
And his eyes landed on you and your rowdy friends
Mentally groaning to himself, he sat up straighter to make sure to keep extra watch on your group
It was always the rowdy groups that caused the most troubleÂ
Trying to not make it so obivous he was babysitting your group from far away, he only took sparring glances at your and your friends
Meaning he missed the signals you sent to him to,,, âflirtâ if you can even call it thatÂ
Which was frustrating,, to say the least
So with you growing more and more unconfident in making Kwannie turn, your friends immediately knew what they had to do when they got to the deeper part o the wave poolÂ
Which was faking you drowning
Sounds kinda desperate but how else were you gonna get his attention?? heâs a working man
Jennie cleared her throat after sending Jiyho a look
âHey y/n, lets go in deeper!âÂ
You immediately got nervous with thatÂ
âI donât know guys,,, its already pretty strong over here, and its barely up to our thighs,,,â
 Jiyho just waved it off âYouâll be fine, you have us to hold you up<â Jiyho started
âAnd if anything goes wrong, mr cute over there can hold you up ;)))âÂ
âYâall better not be planning my funeralâ you warned wearly as they dragged you deeper into the water
Jennie + Jiyho: âDonât worry!! Youâll liveâ
Watching you being dragged over to the deep end of the pool, Seungkwan started to really focus on you guys
Only to be blocked by Chan who stood in front of him
âHyung, you can take break now, I got itâ the younger boy stated
âGive me a couple more minutesâ he muttered, eyes never leaving you and your friends
Chan followed his gaze over to the pool, where you were currently being dragged into shoulder height
âAh! do you like one of them or something?â Chan said loudly
Seungkwan opened his mouth to say something when he heard a loud shout from the pool
Just as he thought, it was you that went under the waves
He cursed to himself, shoving Chan out of the wayÂ
âMove fathead, I got thisâ he grunted before sprinting over to the sceneÂ
Chan, ten seconds later: âfATHEAD?? BITCH-âÂ
Meanwhile during that short talk, you were trying to break free from your friends
âGuy I really donât feel comfortable anymore, weâre almost over our heads!â you called, but they werenât listening anymore
Struggling to break free, you coincidentally didnât see the rather large wave coming towards you and your friendsÂ
âHere we go!â Jennie shouted gleefully, as the wave crashed into the three of youÂ
Not expecting it, you took in a large gasp of pool water while under there, and were failing after Jennie and Jiyho let go of you
Panicking as if you forgot how to swim, your body completely went into fight or flight mode and you started to flailÂ
This in turn, made things worse
Just as your boy was about to completely knock out from sheer terror, a strong grip grabbed your arm and yanked you up
Sputtering and thinking it was Jennie you turned to give her a piece of your mind
Instead you found yourself being dragged to the land with a concerned Jennie and a near tears Jiyho behind you, the two apologizing profusely
Putting two and two together you slowly turned to see none other that the cute lifeguard from before,,, shit đż
Finally hitting ground where you could stand you gently pried your arm out of his grip
âI-I can stand from here,, but t-thank you for all your help,,,â you said awkwardly
He turned and gave you a hard lookÂ
Expecting him to yell a you, you prepared for the worst
But wasnât expecting his reaction âItâs my jobâ Seungkwan said with a laugh, âAre you in need of any other assistance now that you have my attention?â
This was the opportunity you friends had been waiting on
âActually yes!!â Jiyho started, briskly walking over to you two
âSheâs still a little weak on her feet, could you maybe help her??âÂ
And guess whatÂ
THE BITCH SHOVED YOUÂ
SHOVED YOUR WHOLE BODY ON SEUNGKWAN HJDKDF
BRUH IF IT WANSâT BAD ENOUGH-- THE GIRL DONâT QUITÂ đż
Seungkwan, as if he was expecting it, caught your flying body before you knocked the two of you over
âCareful now, you did nearly swallow the whole poolâ he jokedÂ
âWatch itâ you said gently hitting his arm
As unprofessional as it was, Seungkwan couldnât help but admit that you were really pretty,,,
He couldnât really tell from afar and underwater, but damn
Boy was: whipped
SO he was gonna try and milk any time he could have with youÂ
âMaybe we should have you checked out, just to make sureâ he said
âYES! She would love that!â Jihyo blurted, making you turn pink
Smooth Jiyho. 10/10Â
âO-oh? Your face is turning red,â Seungkwan said, feigning ignorance. â I think we should at least give you sunscreen or a some water.âÂ
So with that said, he took you over to one of the huts selling drinks and bought you one
âWait-â you started but he raised a hand.Â
âNo need,â he said with a smile. âAfter all, itâs my job.â
âAt least let me pay you back somehow,,â You said âI feel bad that you saved me and bought me water.âÂ
âJust your name with be enoughâ smooth, Kwan
âItâs y/nâ you said, sticking your hand out. âAnd you? Whatâs yours? Or should I keep calling you the cute lifeguard that saved my life?âÂ
Now its Seungkwanâs turned to be flustered uwu
âIâm Seungkwan. But cute lifeguard works too,,,â
After returning to our friends with your water and a comfortable silence between you and Seungkwan, you turned to him
âWhenâs your next break? Maybe,,, if you want company,, I can chill with you while they go swim?â you questioned bashfullyÂ
âI would love thatâ
During his short yet sweet break, you guys got to know each other betterÂ
Seungkwan tried to finesse the system and tried to make Chan take his second shiftÂ
âIm helping the poor soul who nearly drowned! D R OW N E D, Chan. Iâm in a therapy session right now shut upâÂ
Chan, not having it: Shut up bitch- IF YOU THINK FOR A SECOND YOUâRE GETTING OFF FOR CALLING ME FATHEAD đ€Â
RIP SeungkwanÂ
Later, as you were finally leaving the pool, Seungkwan jogged up to you stopped you yet againÂ
âWait!â He said, nearly out of great from running from his shift
âI know itâs a little early but, can I get your number?â
*Cue internal screeching*
âS-sure!â And with that the two of you shot each other a quick text so the other would have the number saved
As you sat in the car talking to the two troublemakers up front, your phone dinged once more
Cute lifeguard đđ: hey, when can I see you again?
You nearly made Jennie crash the car after the scream you let out LMAOO
And once you told the girls, they screamed too DBDJDB
Texting back quickly you responded with:
You: Iâm free Friday night, if you wanted to catch the Disney fireworks?
Cute lifeguard đđ: works for me! See you then! đ
BRO WHO LET BOO SEUNGKWAN BE THIS CUTE
me thatâs who đ€Ș
Putting the phone down and grinning, you couldnât help but be excited for whatever was next to come with you and Seungkwan
Who knows, maybe this summer will be a memorable one with a boyfriend?? Only time would tell ;))
#BRO I NEVER KNOW HOW TO END FICS HVBKVWR#sorry if the ending is kinda dull :((((#seungkwan#seungkwan imagines#seungkwan scenarios#seventeen#seventeen scenarios#seventeen imagines#dino#mingyu#vernon#wonwoo#dk#woozi#joshua#jeonghan#jun#hoshi#minghao#seungcheol#writing#seventeen writing
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