#attribute:torturer_dean

[soulhusbands]

The rest of the day is business as usual, where "business" means whatever awful thing happened, we're going to pretend it didn't. Instead, they continue their research into the case that brought them to Colorado in the first place. Sam spends most of the day in front of his laptop. Lucifer continues to heckle him from the sidelines, but Sam finds that pushing his thumbnail into the tender skin of his wrist is usually enough to make him shut up. 

When that stops working he uses the tip of his pocketknife, until he feels Dean watching him and realizes he has pricked a series of notches that form a bloody circle around his wrist. Come lay bones on the alabaster stones by Caranfindel

- Sam & Dean - Mature - S7, canon divergent - Body horror, hallucinations, torture, Sam-centric - ~11.5k [more on pinboard]