#aughgghgu. i will not bully myself for not being over it already but i sure do wish my brain would SHUT UP man
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turns out being consistently harrassed for like 2 weeks does something to your mental health. who knew?
#negative#vent post#I FEEL. LIKE A FOOL. FOR THINKING I COULD JUST MOVE ON AFAHFSJG#i absolutely do not want to try going to sleep. my brain is already haunting me with my worst nightmares and im awake#i dont trust my dreams with this#thank fucking god i took this url off of the tournament blogs description when i did. i dont think they know it was me#if they knew i dont doubt everyone would be sending me more shit#i cant even walk away from this without everyone thinking its fucking. cringe and pathetic and stupid#and yet somehow i think ill be fine and normal after a couple days away. as if this literally wasnt one of my biggest fears#aughgghgu. i will not bully myself for not being over it already but i sure do wish my brain would SHUT UP man#i feel almost paranoid and it fucking sucks#i really shouldve just left sooner#i shouldve called it quits after the first drama
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