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selfundiagnosed · 4 months

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Omg having people who randomly hated my guts because i was a little off and extremely socially inept who actively targeted me to take their anger out on me before 2020 now identifying as autistic post pandemjc. I hate it here.. i know you probably resented me because i wasnt masking ever in my entire life bc i have mostly autistic family i never thought i was doing weird social things. and you felt like maybe i should have been suffering like you were and thus is made you like see red when i was around but duuuude. the way i had multiple ppl in my life throughout all ages try to make me their punching bag to themselves feel above me .. most of them being so obsessed with making it my problem by sending me anonymous hate or being fake nice to me and then lashing out at me giving me emotional whiplash are now saying theyre autistic like i think youre just mean dude?

#i mean like obviously i cant say whethwr or not they are but its just weird as fuck ppl who thought i was autistic and made their issues my #issue are acting like they never hated people in their life with autistic traits #a lot of them wrongfully assuming i was autistic bc of my autism traits and lack of masking and making my life hell bc of it #suddenly think its cool asf to have #i think some people are just social chameleons #autism is just another way to be quirky these days im so distanced from being autistic #i have it most likely for multiple reasons but i dont identify with it and never have #doesnt change that these people clocked me as such. raised by an autistic mom its hard to miss i guess #its like everyone saw me and thought i was autistic and either thought i made it cool or made it lame and i never ever implied i was autisti

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