[15 aout 2019 ~ Varengerbotn, Norvège]
Le matin on est rapidement pris en stop par un couple de photographes. Ils vont en Norvège, benef on peut passer la frontière avec eux. On passe devant des bases militaires au milieu de la toundra, y'a des tanks et des barbelés. Nos chauffeurs ont un permis special, entre l'oblast de Mourmansk et la Norvege, qui leur permet d'aller aussi souvent qu'ils le veulent en Norvege mais seulement dans un périmètre de 50km depuis la frontière.
On passe base militaire après base militaire. J'ai jamais vu une frontière aussi militarisée. Notre chauffeur nous explique que Youri Gagarine, le 1er homme à être allé dans l'espace, a décollé d'une base aérienne locale. Au loin on voit des usines énormes, c'est la dernière ville avant la frontière. Ensuite la route longe pendant longtemps une longue double cloture, avec des caméras et des detecteurs de mouvements à intervalles réguliers. C'est la frontière. De l'autre côté il y a un no mans land de 12km, puis la Norvege.
Pour passer en Norvège, il y a 3 contrôles de passeports côté russe. Le 1er était la veille. On fait les 2 autres aujourd'hui. Quand on arrive au gros contrôle, ou on doit sortir de la voiture, évidemment ça bloque. 3 français qui passent la frontière en autostop, c'est chelou. Au bout de 10min des gradés arrivent et posent des questions à Noé, mais ça ressemble plus à de la curiosité qu'autre chose. Par contre un jeune mec avec un képi ridicule de parade militaire russe déboule et passe deux plombe a checker le passeport de Noé, et surtout celui de Matis. Moi ça passe niquel, mais les autres non. Matis est même emmené pendant 45min dans un bureau à l'abris des regards. Gros stress. En plus nos chauffeurs commencent à s'impatienter. Il finit par resortir, en fait les russes doutaient de sa vraie identité parce que son passeport est tout niqué. Du coup ils lui ont posé pleins de questions, ont regardé ses mains etc. Mais c'est bon on passe en Norvège !
Direct après la frontière on voit plusieurs troupeaux de jeunes rennes au bord de la route. On est repris par un vieil allemand en campin car. Le paysage est très brut et rocailleux, on passe entre des fjords et des lacs. Ça ressemble beaucoup au nord de l'Écosse. Puis on retombe dans des forêts, le paysage change super vite. Pour dormir on trouve un endroit parfait à côté du musée local. C'est abrité et y'a même un poëlle pour faire du feu. Le directeur du musée accueille sa chorale à l'intérieur il est grave accueillant. On fait notre feu tranquille. Un réfugié syrien vient nous parler. Mais on a aucune langue commune donc compliqué de communiquer.
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That’s exactly what happened
Jesus surrounded by tits - cheap chinese acrylic on cheap chinese A4 paper - Porto, April 2018
During my 2017-2019 busking, hitchiking, gigging, world tour, I couldnt help but painting most of my mornings away.
(As I write, right now, I am hangover from few glasses of wine I had yesterday with my friends, I hope you accept the randomness of this post. I am 33 and it gets harder in the mornings..)
I had prepared other topics to talk through but I just realized that I would rather write this blogs on feelings of the moment rather than on a detailed plan. And that to me, this principle could be applied to anything.
It’s not by chance that in one of the songs from Multipolar Vol. 1 I sing:
“..con l’aspettativa di non averti piu’, cara Aspettativa..” - Un Di-Di.
(with the expectation of having you no more, dear expectation)
song here : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gjYCJLvxe1I
full album here : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xksf6hpuLlA&t=5s
At the moment I write this post, I am listening to Johnny Cash. Even though I cant say I have listened to him for more than just 5 years or so, I can tell you that this guy has had as much influence to me as any other huge icons of mine.
On a gloomy day of November 2016, I was resting in bed, having a free day from my then “normal’ job. I was so heavily depressed about not having time for playing that I could no more smile.
I felt a fucking heavy weight on my chest and I started to consider seriously the idea of killing myself and goodbye everybody, goodbye stupid job, boring days and conversations, my time was dead anyway.
From times to times I would bring the guitar at work and after finishing the shift I would go to the main square of Wroclaw, Poland, open the case, throw in some of my own coins, expose my first album and start to play.
Me as a very happy employee - pic by friendly pic machine in Rome Tiburtina, right before leaving to Wroclaw, August 2015
I cant describe how happy you can be, to do something like that and just earn enough to keep you sheltered and fed. It sends you to space, seriously. You start levitate as you walk back homeward. Butterflies in the stomach.
I would earn more in a hour than I would earn in the same time doing a shitty job. And the shitty job provided me with a rented apartment that, even though it was cozy, I never had time to actually enjoy, and with money that barely fed me and got me drunk on weekends to forget my shitty fucking boring life. That was it.
I was earning money enough to keep me alive to go to work. Just like a slave. Just like pretty much everybody.
So I did start thinking it would have been a cool idea to try my life on the street. But I was never serious about that.
Will I survive? Will I end up cold and hungry on a dark corner of a far away city? Will I this and will I that?..
It takes several kilos of balls to drop everything.. every comfort, every goddamn warm bed and new clothes, every new pair of shoes to follow your forever dreams.
And I didnt think I had those balls back then.
In the previous weeks, before that day laying in bed, I met and hosted few couchsurfers who encouraged me to do it. But that still wasnt enough.
Some calls it law of attraction, some call it fate, I think in my case it’s about planting seeds and wait for them to grow as spring comes through. So when that day I heard “I walk The line’ by Johnny Cash and precisely the first sentence, I felt like I had heard that song for the first time in my life.
It was an epiphany of my whole being: “I find it very very easy to be true”.
A bit tired after the flight to Tehran - Jan 2017 - Pic by I forgot the name
In my belly I felt something was planted, some kind of flower of hope that would have grown and I just had to be careful enough to protect it from storms.
Then few days after I had a dream. It was a very long dream and I will try to make it short. I had killed Tom Waits and I was in Jail with Michael Stipe from the R.e.m.
All my friends and colleagues were in jail with me. Nobody seemed to mind about being in jail. They all acted as if it was allright to be in jail.
I woke up earlier than usual and kept writing the dream on my little notebook as I was going to work with the tram. I felt very strange.
The day after I catched a fever. Violent fever that forced me in bed for a week.
I listened to Johnny Cash again. Then something happened that I wouldnt know how to describe. Because I wasnt fully conscious of what it was by then.
Tow days earlier Leonard Cohen died. Two days after Trump was elected.
This is the amount of tobacco I smoke when I hear new like those - Tbilisi, Georgia, March 2017.
I can just say that in a half an hour I found myself, as ragged and dirty and feverish I was from a week spent at home, right in front the door of the HR department of my job. Waiting in line to be received.
Then signing my resignation papers. Then going back home like a sleepwalker.
Then booking a flight to Tehran. Then booking a bus to Italy. Then throwing 3/4 of my clothes out the trash bins right outside the block. For the joy of the now very sharply dressed homeless guys.
Then packing. Then drinking an ice cold beer. All in all it took 3 hours to change my life.
All I hadnt given away from the apartment in Wroclaw. And that was now coming to Italy with me. - Wroclaw old bus station, 2017 - Pic by Katarzyna Peukart
A month later I was a free man (as free as you can be in Iran) playing in Tehran and in Shiraz street Afif Habad. I will come back home in a moment I would say.
Sleepwalking in Rome, going to take my flight to Tehran - Rome 2017, pic by Nicole Simoncelli.
Ready to leave? Pic by Nicole Simoncelli
But it went on and on. I hitchiked my way back to Europe and it took me two years. I slept out in on benches a couple of time here and there. In Greece, In Chech Republic, in Portugal. I travelled more than 20 countries mostly by autostop, I gigged wherever needed. I washed my clothes everyday in the hostel showers, by hand and by feet, I ate what I could eat and I tried to stay warm. Even though that wasnt always possible.
Playing setar in Esfahan. Creation by Sofya Zeinilava
Now I am tired of writing. I need to come back to my music. I promised a dear artist friend to send her some ambient music for her exhibition in Prague. And tomorrow is Fat Jesus day so I need to work also on that. And there are so many other projects going on.
Posing with the clear blue sky of the smiley city of Tehran on the fucking I forgot the name of the bridge. Tabiat I think, yes I googled it and its Tabiat- Pic by Fatemeh A. - Tehran 2017
Johnny Cash still plays here in my flat in Italy. And I feel he is planting more seeds in me, and that I strongly feel the hitch to come back on the road.
And I feel things are changing inside of me. But I dont plan.
Well I do, but in the end, if there is something I learned from these two years on the road, is that it’s not me that decides, but the music. As it has always been and as it will always be. Amen and see you next friday with “Naked Songs”
.Love, Courage and Joy to each and every one.
D.
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Current Attractions...
Arrival(2016):
I wish for this scenario pretty much every day. Hint for how to spot me in the event of the arrival of an alien fleet: I'll be the human not panicking(walking toward not away from).
It's easy to panic in the face of the unknown. Panic reduces choice to fight or flight. It's easy to react with aggression when operating under the assumption that foreign entities are a threat. What isn't easy but absolutely integral to human survival, and in this case, intergalatic diplomacy is the ability to converse in a language we all can understand. Here, that shared language doesn't readily exist. It must be created by the concerted efforts of humans and cephalopodan extraterrestrials. Things get complicated by a non-linear sense of time, and the grossly misguided interference of fearful world governments and their respective militaries(almost obligatory in sci-fi movies of this nature).
The score is excellent with an ambient-transcendent sound similar to the chant-singing of Buddhist monks.
The Sunshine Makers(2015):
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This engaging documentary is about Tim Scully and Nick Sand, two men who were brought together by shared interest and happenstance to make a vast quantity of laboratory quality LSD. It covers their rise and fall, their benefactors, their aiders and abetters, their pursuers and prosecutors, and their mentor, Owsley Stanley, who was a legend in his own right.
Sufi Soul: The Mystic Music of Islam(2005):
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La Bête(The Beast - 1975):
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Somewhere under(deep, deep under) the copious fluid and chronic masturbation is a plot about an arranged prestige/money marriage with some pretty insightful social commentary. Really, you may have to strain yourself to find it, but it's there. A little soggy and definitely sticky, but it's there. Though it's probably not housebroken.
Hitch-Hike(Autostop rosso sangue - 1977):
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P(The Possessed - 2005):
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