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here-kittykitty · 1 year

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okay kinda tmi warning for under the cut (periods and Lux horny whining)

im on my period and i get really REALLY fucking horny on my periods but also I (autistic) actually hate touching bodily fluids that arent cum or blood lmao so I cant touch myself rn and I (autistic) hate touching myself in the bath/shower and I (paranoid) can't wear tampons so I'm stuck rubbing myself through this stupid fucking pad and everything hurts but it hurts less when i cum but i CANT because i cant TOUCH MYSELF PROPERLY and HEY TURNS OUT EDGING ISNT FUN WHEN YOURE ACTUALLY BITING YOUR PILLOW FROM FRUSTRATION.

#GOD FUCKING HELP ME IM STUCK LIKE THIS FOR LIKE 4 MORE DAYS #I WAS NOT BUILT FOR THIS #I MEAN I WAS. BUT I SHOULDNT HAVE BEEN.#why does god give her horniest problems to its most body-fluid-adverse warriors #i also have this thing where if i go too long without cumming i get really antsy and overstimulated really easily and i have meltdowns a lo #and i have work tomorrow #and i will Kill Mineself----#why is my autism tied to my libido this way.#awful. horrible. someone rewire me real quick #anyway.#will probably delete this later lmao

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