#bafanation

[starlooove]

It just gets so frustrating lmao as a Batman fan if you wanna ignore racism and talks about racism and how ur behavior might just be a tad bit influenced by racial bias you can literally go everywhere else. Why are u going on the racism post and explaining how what u do specifically isnt racist. Like either ur wrong and lying or stupid or ur right and shouldn’t be here in the first place.

[444namesplus]

ach /aʧ/ n. daughter

akzhamin /ˈakʒamin/ v. cost

alchon /ˈalʧon/ v. respond, answer, reply

aljawar /ˈalʤawar/ n. rod, shaft, bar, axle

alolf /ˈalolf/ adj. physical

alulk /ˈalulk/ num. six

amjoman /ˈamʤoman/ n. blasphemy, heresy

amrche /ˈamrʧe/ n. stump

an /an/ prep. like

anam /ˈanam/ n. wax

angozhe /ˈangoʒe/ n. clay

annitars /ˈannitars/ n. success, benefit, profit

anwimke /ˈanwimke/ adv. else, otherwise

ardoet /ˈardoet/ v. try (test out), test

arirmju rolshcho /ˈarirmʤu ˈrolʃʧo/ v. approach

arnju /ˈarnʤu/ n. sheep

arsere /ˈarsere/ n. description

artufot /ˈartufot/ adj. rare, weird, strange

ashnchasil /ˈaʃnʧasil/ prep. up

bafanal /ˈbafanal/ n. row

bejurf /ˈbeʤurf/ n. money, coin

bo /bo/ n. queen

bushil /ˈbuʃil/ n. shirt, blouse, top (clothing)

chazhe /ˈʧaʒe/ n. nest, den, treasure

chinchiril /ˈʧinʧiril/ v. bend

chu /ʧu/ v. ask (inquire), inquire

daelchzom /ˈdaelʧzom/ v. pass

dan /dan/ n. well, reservoir, fountain

deilel /ˈdeilel/ n. abuse

den /den/ n. military

derla /ˈderla/ n. bay, cove

dicho /ˈdiʧo/ v. whistle, hiss

divane /ˈdivane/ adv. that

donolwe /ˈdonolwe/ n. bark (of tree)

dumil /ˈdumil/ v. practice

eken /ˈeken/ v. twist, wiggle

elemu /ˈelemu/ n. politician

elleshdam /ˈelleʃdam/ interj. goodbye

eltchel /ˈeltʧel/ v. deal

eme /ˈeme/ n. appearance (act of appearing)

emulrje /ˈemulrʤe/ n. show (performance), play (stage play)

endu /ˈendu/ n. device

ensolge /ˈensolge/ n. trap

erchturfdo /ˈerʧturfdo/ n. experiment

ernjapu /ˈernʤapu/ n. strategy (plan), tactic

eshon /ˈeʃon/ adj. soft, gentle

falfwanser /ˈfalfwanser/ v. crush, grind, ruffle

fenen /ˈfenen/ n. happiness

finjo /ˈfinʤo/ adv. very, really

fu /fu/ n. hour

gaferni /ˈgaferni/ n. side

gayorssan /ˈgajorssan/ v. last, survive

gi /gi/ adv. only, merely

gochego /ˈgoʧego/ n. button (pushbutton), knob

guerhon /ˈguerhon/ n. characteristic

gumjaralsra /ˈgumʤaˌralsra/ n. ability

guultuf /ˈguultuf/ n. foreigner

hafozhir /ˈhafoʒir/ n. will

halzi /ˈhalzi/ n. honor, dignity

haun /ˈhaun/ n. intervention

hijunj /ˈhiʤunʤ/ n. pleasure

hohewo /ˈhohewo/ n. law

howedik /ˈhowedik/ n. elbow

hut /hut/ num. zero

ikunpalsh /ˈikunpalʃ/ n. issue, concern

ilfkumwi /ˈilfkumwi/ n. bean

ilmje /ˈilmʤe/ adj. clear, transparent

ilsi /ˈilsi/ n. torch

imas /ˈimas/ n. coat, jacket, layer

inmido /ˈinmido/ v. provide, cater

ir /ir/ det. what

irkholne /ˈirkholne/ v. matter

irrjut /ˈirrʤut/ n. dog

irsh /irʃ/ n. power

ishnji silyumar /ˈiʃnʤi ˈsiljumar/ n. notebook

jada mchamsam /ˈʤada ˈmʧamsam/ n. orchard

jarnli /ˈʤarnli/ v. raise, boost

jena /ˈʤena/ n. web

jilunam /ˈʤilunam/ n. hint

juemdo /ˈʤuemdo/ n. shit

kairde /ˈkairde/ v. act, behave

kesheolsh /ˈkeʃeolʃ/ conj. and

kirshkorcham /ˈkirʃkorʧam/ adj. interior

kuolsh /ˈkuolʃ/ adj. sick, ill, unwell

lalt /lalt/ n. bee

lavammje /ˈlavammʤe/ v. catch, capture, seize, grab, arrest, clutch, grasp, notice, intercept

lemek /ˈlemek/ n. weather, climate

lif /lif/ v. chase

lir /lir/ det. much

loftenj /ˈloftenʤ/ n. argument

ma /ma/ n. need

manurt /ˈmanurt/ n. fan (enthusiast)

mchailser /ˈmʧailser/ v. bite

mchekich /ˈmʧekiʧ/ n. section, segment, portion

mchom /mʧom/ n. country (nation)

mchubarnout /ˈmʧubarˌnout/ adj. sexual

mevin /ˈmevin/ v. see, understand, look, grasp, perceive, foresee, hear, date, go out, study, focus

mja /mʤa/ n. home

mjemwolmche /ˈmʤemwolmʧe/ n. adult

mjiworan /ˈmʤiworan/ n. resident

mjusho /ˈmʤuʃo/ n. uniform, costume

mumyo /ˈmumjo/ adv. sometimes

nalfar /ˈnalfar/ n. accent (of language)

nanreut /ˈnanreut/ adj. distant

naul /ˈnaul/ n. return

nchamzal /ˈnʧamzal/ n. sense

nchijireln /ˈnʧiʤireln/ adj. special, unique

nchohi /ˈnʧohi/ n. bank

nchomvi /ˈnʧomvi/ n. pile, heap, mound

nedaur /ˈnedaur/ adj. social

nemjair /ˈnemʤair/ n. steam

nerfi /ˈnerfi/ v. believe, trust

nian /ˈnian/ n. shape, structure, shadow, system

nilonelk /ˈnilonelk/ v. tread, step on

nirshzhal /ˈnirʃʒal/ v. research

njaf /nʤaf/ n. diamond

njelhegarshorj /ˈnʤelheˌgarʃorʤ/ n. winery

njijil /ˈnʤiʤil/ n. spirit

njochedar /ˈnʤoʧedar/ n. nature, environment (natural world)

noanarn /ˈnoanarn/ v. dream

nolpa /ˈnolpa/ adv. therefore, thus

nowirkinif /ˈnowirˌkinif/ v. choose

nun /nun/ n. level (degree, stage)

olalnaf /ˈolalnaf/ adj. interior

olriwe /ˈolriwe/ v. leave (depart), depart

omel /ˈomel/ v. be (located)

onannarsh /ˈonannarʃ/ n. greed

onrchalfo /ˈonrʧalfo/ prep. upon

orch /orʧ/ n. tire

ornjo /ˈornʤo/ n. comfort

oru /ˈoru/ n. driver

pa vowile /pa ˈvowile/ n. season (quarter of the year)

parbelaln /ˈparbelaln/ v. pick

pichi /ˈpiʧi/ n. mass

pinjarn /ˈpinʤarn/ n. hell

pohem /ˈpohem/ v. add, combine, inject

pul /pul/ n. engine, motor

ram /ram/ v. look, glance

rarchrnurim /ˈrarʧrnurim/ v. like, admire

rcharafol /ˈrʧarafol/ n. flavor

rchelsvi /ˈrʧelsvi/ n. slope, slant

rchituli /ˈrʧituli/ n. fund, charity

renonro /ˈrenonro/ v. emphasize

rimelfso /ˈrimelfso/ n. curtain

rjamich /ˈrʤamiʧ/ n. site

rje /rʤe/ n. cat

rjenilrme /ˈrʤenilrme/ v. stop, stay, remain, halt, persist

rjiser /ˈrʤiser/ n. milk

rmaem /ˈrmaem/ n. niece

rmenu /ˈrmenu/ n. farmer

rmu /rmu/ adv. however

rnanche /ˈrnanʧe/ v. sink, drown, suffocate

rniesdim /ˈrniesdim/ adj. right (direction)

rnolnrmus /ˈrnolnrmus/ n. crack, fracture

rnurfmi /ˈrnurfmi/ prep. under, below

rorrchutan /ˈrorrʧutan/ n. mask

ruhincha /ˈruhinʧa/ v. climb

saf rchemlu /saf ˈrʧemlu/ n. hedge

sanjon /ˈsanʤon/ adj. bad

sate /ˈsate/ n. guest

ser /ser/ adj. new, recent, current, unique

serfir /ˈserfir/ adj. fat, big, broad

sezhiur /ˈseʒiur/ n. noise

shaltauf /ˈʃaltauf/ n. altitude

shasichsa /ˈʃasiʧsa/ adj. technological

shelmjarnuch /ˈʃelmʤarnuʧ/ v. cause, induce, generate

shin /ʃin/ adj. exotic

shuir /ˈʃuir/ n. cauldron

sichsa /ˈsiʧsa/ n. technology

sime /ˈsime/ n. action (movement)

sonrji /ˈsonrʤi/ pron. who

sumcheye /ˈsumʧeje/ n. page

tairshen /ˈtairʃen/ n. goat

talwaem /ˈtalwaem/ v. lie

tanilol /ˈtanilol/ adj. hot (attractive)

tegane /ˈtegane/ n. repetition

tennators /ˈtennators/ adj. huge

tiash /ˈtiaʃ/ v. accuse

timuik /ˈtimuik/ conj. unless

tirla /ˈtirla/ n. penis

tolnagel /ˈtolnagel/ adj. current

totain /ˈtotain/ v. defend, protect, secure, prevent

tumelto /ˈtumelto/ v. cure

ul /ul/ n. group, flock, crowd

ulken /ˈulken/ n. basket

ultul /ˈultul/ n. slave

umdon /ˈumdon/ n. species

umpu /ˈumpu/ v. continue, keep (continue)

unla /ˈunla/ n. object

untoilch /ˈuntoilʧ/ adj. specific, definite, particular, distinct

urfli /ˈurfli/ n. boy

valjofal /ˈvalʤofal/ v. clear

varmona ulelul /ˈvarmona ˈulelul/ n. rainbow

venham /ˈvenham/ n. study

vimrail /ˈvimrail/ adj. exact, precise

voltrnenush /ˈvoltrnenuʃ/ n. father

vur /vur/ adj. big, great (very large)

vurje /ˈvurʤe/ n. vehicle

wamrchurnu /ˈwamrʧurnu/ v. arrest

we zearnta /we ˈzearnta/ n. astronomy

wimrche /ˈwimrʧe/ n. result, outcome

womalchinj /ˈwomalʧinʤ/ n. memory

ye /je/ n. beauty

yeut /ˈjeut/ adj. beautiful

yorchi /ˈjorʧi/ v. do, make, produce (manufacture), build, construct, compose, establish, compel

zaji /ˈzaʤi/ num. first

zaunshorch /ˈzaunʃorʧ/ adj. long

zhalbachi /ˈʒalbaʧi/ adj. great (excellent), fantastic

zhienhaorj /ˈʒienˌhaorʤ/ n. armory

zholwael /ˈʒolwael/ n. collar

zhus /ʒus/ adj. whole, entire

ziwa /ˈziwa/ v. bake

zuno /ˈzuno/ adj. easy

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[kmgquote]

Easy, you think?

Your mother has not told you Your grandma must’ve forgotten Your sister will lie to you As for your auntie will sugarcoat things – If zange waguqa ngamadolo as if uzothandaza Awusazi isiluma Pha kwa labour, its even worse Soze bafane bayithi vu keleyo – You would hate sex You would blame somebody’s son You may be unhappy for not living the life you thought you would You may regret…

[tunezplay]

Sport: Bafan Reflects On Tornadoes Promotion, Extols Giants FA Impact In His Career | Details

Sport: Bafan Reflects On Tornadoes Promotion, Extols Giants FA Impact In His Career | Details

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[dineshbafna]

A man of professionalism and integrity for three decades – Cleveland’s Dinesh Bafna is a renowned name in the fine surface material industry. There would be no complaints about Dinesh Bafna.

[atlassy777]

Les fans ont maintenant un premier aperçu de la bague de mariage de Sophie Turner, et c'est une bonne. Alors que Turner prenait une pause bien méritée dans les médias sociaux alors qu'elle était en lune de miel, elle s'est sentie obligée de participer à la Coupe du monde féminine pour permettre aux fans de bien regarder ses nouveaux bijoux. @caftan_s_paradise @caftan.fes.style.officiel #caftan2019 #makeupartistjakarta #marrakechfood #hijabers #lovequotes #loveyourself #Fashionista #nomakeup #urban #bafan #cleopatre #pyramidesaloon (à Morocco) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzlN2q0nzOs/?igshid=pp2ov44q3l19

[rominatrix]

bafan replied to your photoset: Martin enjoying a chat at BAFTA TV awards Red...

(7/19/17) - “Enjoying”??

well, he seems to be enjoying it... what do you think?

[sms323232]

🇺🇸 • @navyblueangels Burners are on🔥🇺🇸 ———————————— 📷 @ohm_aviation_photo ———————————— #pilot #airplane #crewlife #pilotlife #pilotview #instagramaviation #airlines #flightdeck #militaryaviation #military #blueangels #bafans #airshowgear #navypilot #navy #usnavy #navalaviation #fighterpilot #blueangelsfans #navyblueangels #america #freedom #f18 #blueangelsfans (at Starbucks) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs0pHwLniaMlu6iBoXuJlGwVh4PhIQ1f5fyKbw0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wxbbz5pw1jfj

[merindab]

bafan replied to your post “Just finished a rewatch of Sherlock s1. I’m going to watch s2 and...”

(5/18/17) - @whattywhatwhat compared s4 (and s3 to some extent) to what happened in "Torchwood," and I couldn't agree more. Were Moftiss involved in the degredation of that show as well?

No, Torchwood is pretty much Russell T Davies baby.

[johnnlocked]

bafan heeft gereageerd op je bericht: Just cycled 26 km with only one break! 

Why??? ��

Because I’m Dutch (cycling is what we do), the weather was nice and I want to lose some weight before summer anyways. So, go me! 

[newscakra]

Bupati Bondowoso Sambut Kunjungan Kerja Komisi VIII DPR RI.

Bupati Bondowoso Sambut Kunjungan Kerja Komisi VIII DPR RI.

Bondowoso, detik1.com – Dalam rangka Reses Ke Kabupaten Bondowoso Komisi VIII melakukan Kunjungan Kerja dalam Bidang Agama, Sosial, Kebencanaan, Pemberdayaan Perempuan dan Perlindungan anak. Hadir ketua Tim kunjungan kerja komisi VIII DPR RI beserta seluruh anggota. Perwakilan dari kementrian agama, kementrian sosial, kementrian pemberdayaan perempuan dan perlindungan anak, Bafan Nasional…

[bouxmounir]

Le fiasco de 2010 a été raconté par celui qui l'a vécu au premier rang

Le fiasco de 2010 a été raconté par celui qui l’a vécu au premier rang

L’équipe de France se retrouvera mardi en match amical au stade Pierre Mor de Lille (21h15). Les Bleus retrouvent Bafan Bafan près de douze ans après la dernière rencontre des deux équipes lors de la Coupe du monde 2010 et après le fiasco de Nice. Il Resegi était alors dans les commentaires de RMC et n’a rien oublié de cette cuisante défaite (1-2) et des contrecoups d’un déplacement…

[atlassy777]

À présent, nous savons tous que la partie la plus importante de vos vacances consiste à capturer des images qui suscitent l’envie sur Instagram. Ok, nous gossons… en quelque sorte. Cependant, pour beaucoup de personnes, l’une des meilleures choses à propos de la planification d’une escapade consiste certainement à mettre de l’ordre dans votre maillot de bain. Des bikinis élégants aux bikinis quimettent en valeur la silhouette , il existe suffisamment de façons de se démarquer tandis que OOO propose un assortiment de costumes de marques de maillots de bain branchés. Que vous soyez ici pour des jambes hautes comme dans les années 90 ou si vous avez l'intention de faire sensation avec les couleurs fluo et les imprimés audacieux de cette saison, nous avons sélectionné 10 étiquettes de maillots de bain pour les mettre dans votre radar, dans votre valise, et les publier sur votre grille, stat. @bikinidolls @bikiniteenbabes @stateofisrael @stylebender @gigihadid #zara #Adidas #dior #bafan #puma #top #golf #beauty (à Morocco) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu-6N5In0wY/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=9jamqraildly

[unkulunkulumuhle-blog]

Isahluko 12

Isahluko 12

Uma unyazi lushaya luqhamuka ngaseMpumalanga—okuyisona sikhathi futhi engiqala ngaso ukukhuluma—ngalo mzuzu unyazi luyeza, kukhanye izulu nomhlaba, bese ziyaqala ziguquke nezinkanyezi. Kuba sengathi bonke abantu bayahlanzwa bahlungwe. Ngaphansi kokukhanya komsebe wokukhanya okuqhamuka eMpumalanga, bonke abantu bavela esimweni sabo sokuqala sokudalwa, amehlo emangele, bedidekile; nalapho abakwazi ukufihla izici zabo ezimbi. Futhi, baphinde bafane nezilwane zibalekela ukukhanya Kwami ziyocasha emigedeni esezintabeni; kodwa akekho namunye phakathi kwabo ongeke angabonakali ekukhanyeni Kwami. Bonke abantu bamangele, bonke balindile, bonke bayabukela; ukuthi ngokufika kokukhanya Kwami, bonke bajabule ngosuku abazalwa ngalo, kanjalo bonke baqalekisa usuku abazalwa ngalo. Kunzima ukuchaza imizwa ephikisanayo; izinyembezi zokuzijezisa zenza imifula, zimuke nezikhukhula, zingabonakali nangokhalo. Futhi usuku lwami luyasondela kubantu, futhi luvusa abantu, lunika isintu indawo yokuqala kabusha. Inhliziyo Yami iyashaya, ngokulandela ukushaya kwenhliziyo Yami, izintaba zigxuma ngentokozo, imifula inyakaze ngenjabulo, namagagasi, egcina isikhathi, ashaye emadwaleni. Kunzima ukuchaza okusenhliziyweni Yami. Ngifuna ukuthi zonke izinto ezingcolile zishe zibe umlotha ngibhekile, ngifuna ukuthi wonke amadodana angalaleli anyamalale phambi kwamehlo Ami, bangabe besaba khona. Angenzanga kuphela indawo entsha yokuhlala endaweni ehlala udrako omkhulu obomvu, kodwa ngiqale umsebenzi omusha emhlabeni. Maduze imibuso yomhlaba izoba yimibuso Yami; maduze imibuso yasemhlabeni izophela ngenxa yombuso Wami, ngoba senginqobile, ngoba sengibe umnqobi. Udrako omkhulu obomvu usephelelwe yizo zonke izindlela zokuphazamisa uhlelo Lwami, unethemba lokuzosusa umsebenzi Wami emhlabeni, kodwa ingabe kumele ngiphelelwe amandla ngenxa yamasu akhe akhohlisayo? Kumele ngisabe ngiphelelwe ukuzethemba ngenxa yokukhohlisa kwakhe? Akekho noyedwa ezulwini noma emhlabeni ongekho entendeni yesandla Sami; kangakanani ke udrako omkhulu obomvu, owenza okuyisiphazamiso Kimi? Nakho akuyona into engingayisebenzisa ngezandla Zami?

        Ngesikhathi Sami sokuba senyameni emhlabeni wabantu, abantu bafika bengazi ngalolu suku beholwa yisandla Sami, bangazi lutho Ngami. Kodwa ukuthi bazoyihamba kanjani indlela engaphambili, akekho owaziyo, akekho onakile, kanjalo futhi akekho owaziyo ukuthi leyo ndlela izomholela kuphi. Umuntu uzoyihamba aze ayiqede indlela ngenxa yokuthi uSomandla umbhekile; ukuholwa unyazi olungaseMpumalanga kuphela okungenza umuntu awelele embusweni Wami. Kubantu, akekho noyedwa oke wabona ubuso Bami, noyedwa owake wabona unyazi eMpumalanga; kangakanani-ke ngoyedwa owake wezwa izwi Lami livela esihlalweni Sami sobukhosi? Empeleni, kusukela ngezinsuku zakudala, akekho umuntu oke wahlangana Nami; yinamuhla kuphela, lapho sengize emhlabeni, lapho abantu bethole ithuba lokungibona. Kodwa ngisho namanje, abantu abakangazi, njengoba bebheka kuphela ubuso Bami bezwa nezwi Lami kuphela, kodwa bengaqondi ukuthi ngisho ukuthini. Bonke abantu banje. Ngenxa yokuthi ungomunye wabantu Bami, awuziqhenyi uma ubona ubuso Bami? Awubi namahloni ngenxa yokuthi awungazi? Ngihamba phakathi kwabantu, ngiphila phakathi kwabantu, ngoba ngibe yinyama ngeza emhlabeni wabantu. Inhloso Yami akukhona nje ukwenza isintu sibheke inyama Yami; okubaluleke kakhulu, ukwenza abantu bangazi. Phezu kwalokho, ngokuba Kwami senyameni, ngizolahla ngecala isintu ngenxa yezono zaso; ngesimo Sami senyama, ngizonqoba udrako omkhulu obomvu ngidilize isigodlo sakhe. 

Yize abantu abasemhlabeni bebaningi njengezinkanyezi, ngibazi kahle bonke njengokungathi ngibona intende yesandla Sami. Futhi, yize abantu “abangithandayo” nabo bebaningi njengezihlabathi zolwandle, bambalwa abakhethwe Yimi: yilabo kuphela abalandela ukukhanya, abangekho kulabo “abangithandayo.” Angibaphakamisi abantu, futhi angibathathi kancane; kodwa, izidingo Zami kumuntu ngizenza ngokwezimfanelo zakhe zokudalwa, ngakho-ke engikudingayo umuntu olungile ongifuna ngokweqiniso—lokhu kwenzelwa ukuthi ngiphumelele ekukhetheni abantu. Ziningi izilwane zasendle ezintabeni, kodwa zonke zibuthaka njengemvu phambi Kwami; ziningi izimfihlakalo ezingaqondakali ngaphansi kolwandle, kodwa ziziveza Kimi njengazo zonke izinto ezisebusweni bomhlaba; ezulwini phezulu kunezindawo umuntu angeke afinyelele kuzo, kodwa ngihamba ngikhululeke kulezo zindawo okungangenwa kuzo. Abantu abakaze bangazi ekukhanyeni, kodwa bangibone kuphela emhlabeni wobumnyama. Awukho esimweni esifana ncamashi nalesi namuhla? Kwakuyisikhathi sovuthondaba ngisempini nodrako omkhulu obomvu lapho ngagqoka khona inyama ukuze ngenze umsebenzi Wami. Kwakuyisikhathi lapho udrako omkhulu obomvu aveza isimo sakhe okokuqala okwenza ngafakazela igama Lami. Uma ngihamba emigwaqeni yabantu, akekho namunye, akekho noyedwa umuntu, owethuka waphaphama, ngakho-ke ngathi sengiyinyama emhlabeni wabantu, akekho owakwazi lokho. Kodwa ngenkathi, ngisenyameni, ngaqala ukwenza umsebenzi Wami, sase siyaphaphama isintu, sethuka emaphusheni aso sethuswa ukuduma kwezwi Lami, ukusukela ngaleso sikhathi saqala impilo siholwa Yimi. Phakathi kwabantu Bami, sengiqale omunye umsebenzi omusha. Njengoba ngishilo ukuthi umsebenzi Wami emhlabeni awukapheli, lokhu kwanele ukufakazela ukuthi labo bantu engakhuluma ngabo ngaphambilini akubona labo engibabone njengabadingayo, kodwa noma kunjalo nabo ngisababala kubo laba bantu. Kulokhu kuyacaca ukuthi ngenza lokhu hhayi ngoba ngifuna ukwenza abantu Bami bazi uNkulunkulu osenyameni, kodwa ngikwenza ukuze ngihlanze abantu Bami. Ngenxa yobunzulu bezinqumo Zami zokuphatha, abantu abaningi basasengozini yokuthi ngibasuse. Ngaphandle uma uzama ngakho konke ukuzilungisa, unqobe umzimba wakho, ngaphandle kokwenza lokhu, uzoba ngokunye kwengikuzondayo nengikulahlayo, engizokulahlela esihogweni, ngendlela uPawulu athola ukujeziswa yizandla Zami, lapho okwakungekho ukubaleka. Ingabe kukhona okutholile emazwini Ami? Njengasekuqaleni, kuseyinhloso Yami ukuhlanza ibandla, ukuqhubeka nokungcwalisa abantu engibadingayo, ngoba nginguNkulunkulu uqobo, ongcwele nomsulwa. Ngizokwenza ithempeli Lami lingabi nemibala yothingo nje kuphela, kodwa libe msulwa lingabi nabala, ingaphakathi lifane nengaphandle lalo. Ebukhoneni Bami, kumele nonke nicabange nibheke emuva kwenikwenzile, ninqume ukuthi namuhla ninganginika yini ukweneliseka okuphelele enhliziyweni Yami. 

Akukhona ukuthi abantu abangazi ngisenyameni; okubi nakakhulu bahlulekile ukuziqonda bona uqobo njengabasemzimbeni wenyama. Sekuyiminyaka emingaki, futhi kuyo yonke le minyaka abantu bayangimbuluzela, bengiphathisa okwesihambi sangaphandle? Sebengivalele kangaki ngaphandle komnyango emakhaya abo? Sekukangaki beme phambi Kwami, kodwa benganginakile? Sebengiphike kangakaki phakathi kwabantu? Sebengiphike kangaki phambi kukasathane? Sebengihlasele kangakaki ngemilomo yabo? Noma kunjalo angibabaleli ubuthaka babo, futhi angibabaleli ukungalaleli kwabo ngithi izinyo ngezinyo. Engikwenzile nje, ukufaka umuthi ekuguleni kwakhe, ukuze ngelaphe isifo sakhe esingalapheki, bese ngimbuyisela ekuphileni, hleze uzongazi. Akusikho ukuthi konke engikwenzile ngikwenzele ukuthi abantu baphile, ngikwenzele ukunika abantu ithuba lokuphila? Izikhathi eziningi ngifikile emhlabeni wabantu, kodwa ngenxa yokuthi kuze Mina uqobo emhlabeni, abantu abazange banginake; kunalokho, yilowo nalowo ubezenzela akubona kulungile, ezifunela ngokwakhe indlela yokuphuma. Ukube bayazi ukuthi yonke imigwaqo engaphansi kwamazulu iphuma ezandleni Zami! Ukube bayazi ukuthi konke okungaphansi kwamazulu kugcotshwe Yimi! Ubani kini ofuna ukugcina intukuthelo enhliziyweni yakhe? Ubani kini olingayo ukufika kalula esivumelwaneni? Kade ngilokhu ngiqhubeka nomsebenzi Wami ngokuthula phakathi kwesintu, kuphelela lapho. Ngesikhathi ngisenyameni, ukube angizange ngibe nandaba nobuthakathaka bomuntu, ngabe sonke isintu, ngokuba Kwami semzimbeni wenyama, besiyokwethuka bese siwela eHayidesi. Yingoba ngizehlisile ngazifihla okwenze abantu basinde enhlekeleleni, bakhululwa esijezisweni Sami, ngaleyo ndlela bakwazi ukufika kulolu suku. Uma wazi ukuthi kwakunzima kanjani ukufika osukwini lwanamuhla, akumele ngabe ulazisa kakhulu ikusasa elizayo? 

uNdasa 8, 1992

[illuminating-dragons]

Dreams and Visions (40/51): Reichenbach Coda

Time Period: BBC

Chapter Summary:  The immediate aftermath of St. Bart's. (If for some reason you're starting this story here, for goodness sake go back to the arc starting with 'Eye'. It's a bit different to what happened in the show) pt. 4 of the Reichenbach Arc. 

Originally a request from BAFan.

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           John woke wrapped around Sherlock. He snuggled closer anyways.

           Sherlock wasn’t awake yet, his face relaxed for the first time in months. John kept his breathing slow and even, not wanting to wake his partner up.

           Moriarty was gone.

           Really gone. John had examined his body himself, checking for a scar he’d noticed at the Pool; a small one, just under his chin, but noticeable, difficult to replicate. It was there.

           It was late afternoon, judging by the light. They’d come staggering home from St. Bart’s, unwilling to let each other go for a moment, stopping just long enough to explain to poor Mrs. Hudson why the nice young man fixing the fridge now had a bullet in his skull. They’d collapsed in bed right after their phones were switched off. John fell asleep almost immediately; apparently being knocked unconscious for several hours didn’t make up for missed sleep.

           Now he watched his sleeping lover, his throat tightening. Sherlock’s arms were locked around him in desperation, chest and back muscles strained. John moved his hand to the small of his back, trying to soothe him without waking him up. Sherlock was coming down from pure terror, and John swallowed guiltily.

           He stayed quiet for a few long minutes, watching Sherlock sleep. If he could, he would stay here until morning….

           But why not? They’d earned a break; a real rest. And he was still tired.

           John pressed a light kiss to Sherlock’s lips and closed his eyes. They could get up later.

           Sherlock woke in a panic, eyes still squeezed shut. John!

           It took a second to feel John, hear him, smell him. Took another second to remember that he’d come so close to never seeing him alive again.

           He opened his eyes, his lover’s worried face the first thing he saw.

“Sher? Dear, it’s alright.”

Sherlock didn’t speak, just buried his face in John’s neck and cried. He didn’t make a sound—rarely did when he cried. He just shook and breathed in John’s scent, because John was still here and that was wonderful, as wonderful as it would have been terrible to wake up alone. A shudder ran through his body, and John held him tighter.

           “I’m here, love,” John whispered. “I’m right here.”

           Sherlock finally managed to calm himself. “What time is it?”

           John craned his neck. “Looks like morning. I can check my phone—”

           “In a minute,” Sherlock interrupted. John letting go was not at all Okay right now.

           In what felt like five minutes but was more logically twenty, John touched his face. “Dear, we ought to eat something.”

           “Transport,” Sherlock grumbled.

           “Necessary transport,” John reminded him. “Come on. We won’t leave the flat.”

           Very reluctantly, Sherlock let go of John and watched him get dressed. He’d watched him do that dozens of times in six months; why did it feel so wonderful to watch John pull a jumper on?

           Because it’s his favourite, the one you would have buried him in.

           Sherlock pushed the thought away with furious joy. Moriarty was gone. He could keep John safe now.

           Once he was dressed too they made their way out to the kitchen. Sherlock heard footsteps on the stairs, wasn’t surprised to see Mrs. Hudson coming up the stairs. She had a large tray of food, too—his and John’s favourites. That was a little more surprising.

           “You’re up, thank goodness! The hot plate just went.” Mrs. Hudson put the tray down and drew them both into a tight embrace. “I’ve been so worried. Is that reptile gone for good?”

           Sherlock nodded. “Yes, Mrs. Hudson. There’s nothing to worry about any more. Nothing at all.”

           Mrs. Hudson drew back at last, wiping her eyes. “Thank goodness. Now eat up, and tell me what happened.”

           The story came out slowly, including several detours and one long, impassioned scolding about “not telling me the neighbours were assassins!” Sherlock took the time to eat his whole plate, even stealing John’s last piece of toast.

           “Your brother called, by the way,” Mrs. Hudson said at last.

           “Oh?” Sherlock asked. “Our phones have been off.”

           “He said he doesn’t have your number anyways.”

           Sherlock’s breath caught. “Oh.”

           “Why does Mycroft not have your number, Sherlock?” John asked.

           “Mycroft does.”

           “Then…” John’s eyes went wide. “Wait—it wasn’t Mycroft who sent the man, was it?”

           “The man who saved you? James? No, that wasn’t Mycroft.” Sherlock closed his eyes, memories of the little boy he’d left behind, just as Mycroft had once left him. He hadn’t thought about him in years. “That was someone else.”

           “You have another brother?”

           “We haven’t been…brothers. By mutual agreement. Not by hatred so much as protection. He works with dangerous people.”

           “So do you.”

           “Exactly. Mycroft has a certain level of protection, but he…doesn’t. He’s more hands on, my little brother.” Sherlock turned to Mrs. Hudson. “What did he say?”

           “Just to tell you he’s sorry that took so long, there was some miscommunication. James hopes John’s doing well. The two of them have quit; that was their last mission. He said something about an Aston Martin? He sends his love, says they might be back in a year or two.”

           “I’ll send him a message,” Sherlock answered. John’s eyes were boring into him but this wasn’t the time for answers. He could explain his mad, computer-minded extrovert of a brother later. “Has there been anything on the news?”

           Mrs. Hudson nodded. “The Yard’s issued an apology to the two of you.”

           “Well isn’t that gracious,” John muttered.

           “Part of the plan, John.”

           “Not all their reactions were.”

           “But think how much fun it’ll be to go back to work and watch them fumble apologies.”

           John smiled. “Now this is why I love you.”

           “There was something else,” Mrs. Hudson said a bit hesitantly.

           “Yes?” Sherlock said sharply.

           “Sally Donovan resigned.”

           Sherlock went still. “She did?”

           “Yes. Greg called about it too. He said she wanted to resign before she was fired, and she’s moving up to Glasgow to be near her family.”

           “Coward,” John snapped.

           “No,” Sherlock corrected. “Sally’s many things. A coward’s not one of them. She wants to be out of my reach, but she also doesn’t want to be anywhere near a place that makes her make this kind of mistake.”

           John tapped the table. “Well—”

           “We’re not going after her, John,” Sherlock said. “It’s done. Let her be. She’s got a conscience. That’s more punishment than anything we could ever do.”

           This seemed to convince John, who leaned back in his chair. “I know what we’re all doing today,” he said presently.

           “What’s that?”

           “We’re going to stay in, order Chinese for lunch and Thai for supper, watch crap telly, catch up on Cabin Pressure and invite Mycroft, Greg, Molly and Mike over for tea.”

           “Why?” Sherlock asked.

           “Why not?” John smiled. “We can do as we like now. Why not have a lazy day?”

           Sherlock kissed him. “As good an argument as any. Shall we begin?”

           And that’s exactly what they did.

[bytisvlcakem]

Sněží

Sněží. Na tom by asi ani nebylo nic divnýho. Březen ještě neskončil, nějaká ta vánice je na tomto území, v tomto podnebním pásmu a v tomto ročním období normální. Teda až na to, že vítr málem sebral okolo jdoucímu dítěti zmrzlinu z kornoutu. Dítě má štěstí, zmrzlina mu alespoň neroztaje. A to se hodí, zvláště když mu starostlivá matka obalila hlavu kapucí a stáhla mu šňůrky od ní tak prudce, že představa Kennyho ze Southparku už nepůsobí tak bizarně. Dítě poulí oči (koneckonců nic jiného z jeho obličeje není vidět) na svůj kornout, ve kterém mu zmrzlina pomalu mizí pod sněhem.

Seveřani se z jara zase začali radovat moc brzo. Co na tom, že před měsícem si člověk hrdě vykračoval pouze v mikince a nabízel tvář sluníčku. To je přesně ten moment, na který zima čekala, aby se vrátila a zasadila končený úder. Zpomalený záběr, výskok, drcení promrzlých prstů, hryzání do zmrzlého nosu, děravá hlava, která zapomíná kapesníky doma a je nucená popotahovat a nutit tak své okolí ke znechucenému odtahování se. FINISH HER! Hozená záda na mokrém chodníku, nad hlavou se objevující psí hlava, co se vám směje do xichtu. Tak máš to vodítko pustit, když se ti smekaj boty, vole! Mortal kombat hadr.

Prší.

Sněží. Ale teď ze psa. Ze dne na den se i to naše vlčátko rozhodlo, že navzdory navrátivšímu se mrazu a sněhu je čas na zahození zimního kožichu. Sněží při jakémkoli dotyku zvířete. I v posteli. I na gauči. I v koupelně, zatímco sedíte na hajzlíku a zvířátko vás musí přijít zkontrolovat.

Chuchvalce bílých chlupů v rohu místnosti připomínají fotografy navštěvující školky a základky, lovící nebohá děcka, která jsou posléze aranžována k šerednému pozadí s plstěným sněhulákem a rozmazaným plátnem na pozadí. Sýr, křečovitý škleb do foťáku, pošilhávání jedním okem po stejných bílých chuchvalcích, co jsou náhodně rozházeny okolo, aby navodily pravou zimní atmosféru. 

Chuchvalce bílých chlupů jsou i v ledničce. Chuchvalce chlupů jsou i v kapse bundy. Chuchvalce chlupů jsou i v puse. Dobře, nastal čas vyčesat pana štěněcího. 

Miláčků, pojď ke mněěě, jdeme ven! Zatřesení vodítkem, vrtící se štěně je okamžite u nohou a v očích svítí nadšený světýlka. Kartáč na vyčesávání nenápadně zastrčím do kapsy. Nepotřebuju, aby tato bouda praskla, ještě než vylezeme ven. Pubertální vlčáče se okamžitě vrhá pryč ze zahrady bez nejmenší špetky zájmu o to, že panička visí natažená mezi vodítkem a klikou dvěří, které se snaží dobouchnout. Dveře práskly s elegancí rozstřelený stodváci o strom. Vždyť to přece nikomu nevadí. Ale radši zdrhám, protože co kdyby přecejen někomu jo.

Zatímco se moje drahé štěně nenápadně snaží vyprovokovat ke hře přes plot prehistorického křížence bígla, jemuž už vybledly skoro všecky barvy, zahajuji operaci STŮJ A DRŽ, NEBO TĚ TÍM HŘEBENEM OMYLEM DLOUBNU DO KULEK. A TO NECHCEŠ. Bígl posbíral všechnu svou zvývající životní energii, aby vydal “neser mě” štěkot. Mému třeštiprdlu to ale naštěstí stačilo a dal mu pokoj. Než se ovšem stačil probrat, bylo jeho vodítko přišpendleno k zemi mou botou, v ruce se mi objevilo hřeblo a v očích maniakální výraz. Chlupy, nebo… nebo tu budeme stát hodinu, prát se a nebude žádná vycházka. 

Bere to docela sportovně. Trpitelsky stojí, občas se pokusí ohnat a napíchne se čumákem na drátky hřebla. Frkne, vztekle pohodí hlavou, kňourne si. A tak dokola. Ale jde to líp, než jsem čekala. Do ruky se mu podařilo zubama trefit zatím asi jen čtyřikrát. Venkovní prostředí je fajn. Má na co čučet a není plně soustředěn na hřeben.

Samosebou nechci naprudit všechny sousedy. Vyčesané chuchvalce cpu poctivě do mikrotéňáku, který je zašláplý pod druhou botou, aby ho neodnesl něžný orkán. Přijdu si jak Patrik ze Spongeboba. Jedna noha drží vodítko. Metr od ní špendlí druhá noha k zemi mikrotéňák. Jedna ruka drží psa za obojek, druhá češe jeho milostivou prdelku a nedotknutelný ocásek. Jen doufám, že mi po této akci zůstane v hlavě alespoň nějaký ten kousek mozku. Nerada bych zůstala Patrikem nafurt. A ještě víc nerada bych bydlela pod kamenem, bývají tam pavouci! Brr. Vždyť těch se bojí i pes. A to loví můry a včely. A válí se ve šnecích. Teda v tom lepším případě ve šnecích. Fuj. 

Pytel se plní skelnou vatou, psí kožich se zdá stále stejně objemný. Vítr sem tam ukradne část strého ochlupení, vynese ho do výšky a krouží s ním námi nad hlavou. Nebe je jako zázrakem blankytně modrý. Člověku je až do zpěvu. Chlupy krouží okolo a znovu se snáší k zemi, bafan se je pokouší ulovit, vysmekává mi vodítko z pod nohou a já se pomalu kácím na asfalt. V letu mě napadá, jak je to tu krásné. Skoro jako idylka z Japonska. Sakury pouští lístečky, které se pomalu třepotají ve větru, jen tady místo lístečků víří alergeny ze psí srsti. Vítr ale usoudí, že dost bylo idylky, znovu se ve vší síle opře do chlupů, který okamžitě zaletí do bahna, přes bránu vedlejšího pozemku a do nenávratna. A dost, chlupů už mám plnej pytel, okolní zahrady jsou bílejma chomáčema ověšený, až vypadají jako bavlníkový plantáže. Je čas vzít roha.

Jdeme domů. Zatopit. Nahřát se před kamny, až bude všechno oblečení pálit a dělat, že jsem fakír hrdina, co si ustele v ohništi plným rudých uhlíků. Vím, je fakt lstivý takhle psa pokrátit o procházku… ale tohle počasí mi může fakt tak akorát políbit můj ctěný zadek.