#bc im constantly thinking about the fact that i’m genuinely not equipped to deal with him dying like. ever
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#i feel like i’m not enjoying whatever time i have left with my grampa (he’s 93)#bc im constantly thinking about the fact that i’m genuinely not equipped to deal with him dying like. ever#like i just called him and the second i hanged up i felt like throwing up#romanroy voice i pre grieved#but i didn’t pre grieve shit#like I’m just being anxious and not enjoying these last few years (?) and im going to be a mess for months anyway when it happens#I just can’t not think about it but I know it will all be for nothing actually it will only make things worse#!!!!#eheh. not nice#why did i spell grandpa like that
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