#bc youre just asking for unnecessary confrontation. also its rude

[newfeeling77]

anyone filming a video on their phone in public i dont care ill walk in the way ill interrupt whatever. unless its teens making skating videos. because i think thats important even if theyre in the way of me getting to the atm.

[cinnamonest]

I feel like I’ve found my kin, I fell in love with Kakashi when I was like 8 LOL. Can I request some general yandere Zoro headcanons btw? I loved/still love him too 😶

Yes you may ahhh!!!! I love Zoro so much. I love writing for fandoms like this bc shounen anime are... Well, shounen, they're aimed at dudes, so they tend to not have as large of a female audience so there's not a lot of content out there. I love Luffy and there's like zero girl-targeted content for him. I swear I've spent so much time looking for wholesome, decent LuNa (my otp im sorry i just hhhh) doujins that aren't super male-oriented, and there's like... 2. For a 900+ episode anime. 2.

I also love the concept of a yandere in a situation where they CAN'T kidnap you, they're limited by their circumstances, so they have to kind of adjust or go insane. It's an interesting dynamic because it eliminates the norm for yanderes.

I think I mentioned this but I'm not 100% caught up with one piece (I mean, who is?), so I'm just keeping it simplistic and going with kinda basic Zoro and nothing with specific character developments or any spoilers other than his backstory

Yandere Roronoa Zoro (One Piece)

Tws: all the usuals -- yandere, noncon, kidnapping

He meets you while he's lost. I'm sorry I just. Zoro gets lost in the middle of some place they're docked, and you're just such a sweetheart, you see this guy clearly not knowing where he's going, and offer to help him. He's kind of taken aback by your softness and sweetness.

He's not easily made aware of his own feelings. He's a rough and tough sort of guy, and he has dedicated himself to swordsmanship so much that he's neglected to focus on himself and his interpersonal relationships, and he's not really self aware at all of his own feelings, very out of touch with his emotions.

Obviously, even if he tries to shove it down, Kuina weighs heavily on his mind in relation to you. He's another man that has known loss and it's dealt its damage on his psyche. He can't lose another person who's dear to him again.

This results in him becoming insanely protective, one of the most protective yans out there. He's easily one led into paranoia delusions regarding your safety. However, he's an honest and reasonable guy and can be level-headed when confronted. If someone (not yourself, as he thinks you're naive, but maybe another girl like Nami or Robin) tells him he's being overprotective and exaggerating about your safety, he may actually have a moment of self-realization and admit to it. He's capable of being reasonable enough to see it once it's pointed out to him. However... this doesn't stop him. He tries, really, he genuinely tells himself that he needs to stop. But his instincts just kind of take over. It's an impulse, to stop you from doing even the most slightly dangerous things.

Once you join the Straw Hat Crew, he just kinda... clings. It's a silent presence, but he's always there, constantly seems to show up wherever you are. Unfortunately, you can't really... get away from him per se. You're kinda limited to one ship, at least as long as you're out on the sea. Your only option for respite is going to your room or bathing, otherwise, he's gonna follow you, even if he's not saying anything and (very badly) trying to feign indifference, pretending you just happen to be going the same way all the time. He doesn't really know what to say, he's not good with these things, and often he's acting without really thinking too much about it. He won't usually strike up a conversation, he just... is there. Watches. May awkwardly ask a question or make a passing comment.

One scenario I imagine is you jokingly picking up one of his swords and wielding it around giggling and he just flips out, takes it from you and yells at you not to do that, are you an idiot? Do you want to trip and fall and have that impale you? Do you realize how easy it would be for you to slice your arm open by accident? It's startling to both you and anyone watching -- even for someone who gets yell-y as easily as him, it seems like an overreaction. He'll apologize but insist it's a safety thing, really.

And he really tries to hide his more... aggressive nature, because he thinks it will drive you away -- he's a blunt, tough guy with a short-fused temper, and he thinks that's definitely not something women like very much. He tries not to yell at you, not get mad so easy, keep his calm better around you, and might even be nicer to others so that you don't think he's mean. And for the most part, he can manage that. Except when it comes to a very specific, very problematic blonde crew member. His little conflicts with Sanji get worse, to even a point that he's snapping at him so frequently that even Sanji himself is a bit bewildered and caught off guard by it. The others notice they fight a lot more often... and Zoro always seems to instigate it, picking quarrels over the littlest things. In reality, he's afraid of the other's... sleazy nature. He can't have you falling for that bastard. He even starts to get jittery when you're in the presence of Franky, Usopp, hell even Luffy of all people. It's noticeable, and everyone kinda worries for him.

He kicks himself for it as soon as he does it, but he finds himself insulting you nonetheless. It's a terrible habit. He gets so awkward and flustered that it's second nature for him to say something snarky or even rude when you talk to him, and he immediately is just mentally screaming at himself for doing so. This will get a bit better with time, though, if you two talk more often.

Now, even if you can fight, you're never gonna really get the opportunity. In battle, he's clinging to you and protecting you at every moment, even if it costs the others some unnecessary wounds. It's highly uncharacteristic of him, and they notice. He won't leave your side, insisting that you're a weak fighter and that he has to take care of you. You just don't get it, you overestimate yourself, you underestimate your enemies, you're a girl. What, Nami and Robin? Well, they've been at this much longer than you, and they had rough upbringings. You're different. You're soft... fragile. You just can't see it. You're lucky he's here to protect your dumbass.

Due to your setup, well, he can't really kidnap you per se. He undoubtedly would if you two were somewhere else, in another life or another setting, but that's not really an option, and even as a yandere, he would never go so far as to kill or abandon his crew. So, he's stuck with just... slowly, slowly mentally deteriorating.

Now, he's not capable of kidnapping, he's not smart enough to really manipulate you into anything (although he WILL tell you that some of the other guys are out to use you), so, he's left to be the guard dog he inevitably becomes to you. If you avoid him, he'll just follow you. If you don't talk to him, that's ok. If you confront him, he'll just insist he has no idea what you're talking about, and you'll start to feel like maybe you're just paranoid. The others... don't really know what to do, to be honest. I can see Nami/Robin potentially confronting him, but in the end, they can't force him to change his behaviors, and they can't afford to lose him. This results in, gradually, everyone slowly kind of accepting your dynamic onboard. They feel bad for you, really, but... in the end, Zoro's just more valuable to the crew. Sorry. They're not gonna get rid of him, but they don't want to get rid of you either.

If you leave? It may just be one of the very very few things that could ever cause him to leave the Strawhats. It would tear him up, really, it goes against his dreams, his pride, his loyalty, but in the end... his loyalty is first and foremost to you. He'll follow you if you leave. It's a bad move on your part, because this gets rid of the only thing standing between you and kidnapping. Which, at that point, surely will happen. Like his other behaviors, he'll feel bad, he'll try and stop himself, tell himself it's wrong, but you'll end up bound in some dark basement nonetheless. He's one to take a very simple approach. Find you alone, sling you up and over his shoulder and carry you off before anyone can come.

Rejection doesn't faze him. No matter what, he'll remain by your side. Even if you never love him in return. It's just his nature, he's a guardian through and through.

In the end, he'll be right there by your side, scaring off any competitors, clinging to you like glue, ever in your presence like a shadow, forever. Whether you want him to or not. He's just an inescapable force, an unmovable object, and you're wasting your time trying to change your fate.

Now, he's very flustered with anything sexual. Highly embarrassed, lots of shame, and doesn't talk much about it. It just kind of happens. He doesn't talk much during, mostly grunts and the occasional fuck when you clamp down, occasionally asking you if you're ok, if it hurts, if it feels good. It's one of the only very soft sides of him. In the end, he really, truly loves you, and doesn't want to hurt you, he wants you to feel good and just love him. It's a very different side to him, one no one else has ever really seen, it's the most vulnerable he himself has ever been with another person.

He feels shame for it, but initially he'll definitely be one to steal your things, sit outside of your room at night, listening to you through the wall, try and get glimpses of you bathing or dressing. He really, really feels guilty, and he's one that will, once you're comfortably restrained and never going anywhere, just sit down and list out every nasty little thing he's ever done regarding you, just to get it off his chest. He understands if you react badly, and he'll apologize, which is a bit ironic considering how much worse kidnapping you is.

He'll apologize for that, too. He's actually one to do so a lot. He's normally a proud guy, but with this? He knows it's wrong, he knows it's fucked up. He knows he can't stop. And he'll be sorry to the moon and back. Just never sorry enough to stop.

He's actually a pretty vanilla guy. Hand-holding missionary type. And, despite being so embarrassed over it all, oddly romantic about it. It's one of the only things he's ever soft and gentle about, it's almost unbelievable to you that he's capable of being so gentle and slow with anything. But he'll kiss your forehead, really take his time with it all, make you cum on his fingers before ever actually fucking you. Hold your hand, look into your eyes. It would be honestly incredibly sweet if it weren't... you know, taking place in some dark sealed off room after dragging you there against your will.

If he's particularly mad, he can get rougher, but he'll apologize after. It's a lot of harsh grabbing, biting, it leaves bruises that he'll rub over softly, whispering an apology, even if a little part of him likes the way it looks on you.

[hyunjinspark]

Lets start with the most important thing: Thank you sooo much for writing this(referring to both the chapter and the whole story). You are absolutely amazing and I hope you take some rest, you need it love ♡

The following is my very first live reaction to chapter 68, and I wrote it while reading because I wanted to send it to you asap. (Spoiler: It was a ride, and I loved it)

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Hyunjin switching from stressed and in a hurry to dreamy at the mention of y/n might just melt my heart honestly. ♡

The conversation about Seojun? I feel bad things coming :(

But Felix is right, just ask her to be your gf hyun, that way she will be less weary about Seojun too, bc she (and everybody else) officially knows you are hers.

Oh y/n surrounded by cute couples everywhere she goes... I hope hyun shows her that they are just like that, so she does not get doubts. And Sangyeon could have just not said ... that about hooking up before the relationship, I know he is unaware but still. That conversation didn't help, like at all.

WHAT? Why will f*ing Seojun pick them up? Why did he tell her where they arrive instead of declining, she only knew the day last chapter.

Ah, he realised that too, a bit late maybe?

And of course she finds out from someone else, what else is new? Of course you make y/n suffer. (I know that it's what makes the story interesting and unique and into the masterpiece that it is because it hurts so much before it's all sweet again but still)

Y/N STOP LYING. Tell him you're upset, this will just make it so much worse.

hahaha “You three make a cute couple” (honestly, did yeji lie tho?)♡

SHIT!!! WHAT GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO KISS HIM SEOJUN. Its not like he was so eager to meet you, why would you come to the conclusion that that would be okay?

Also, why did nobody tell her? Felix was awkward about it, but the rest just ignored it. Where is Jisung when y/n needs him to step up for her? (because Hyunjin is honestly acting like a coward at the moment)

Seojun is so tone-deaf. She is making Hyunjin so uncomfortable and doesn't notice. She is way to full of herself and thinks he is still in love with her, not even questioning if people like her or not. She just assumes everyone still likes her.

Felix speaking FACTS. Hyun is WAY to nice to Seojun. He could have told her off so many times already, but he just doesn't want to cause conflict. I guess he might also be right about confronting Seojun only making it get ugly, but in addition to talking to y/n they also have to let Seojun know that Hyunjin does not want her to be so touchy anymore.

Now Seojun just gets plain RUDE to y/n, that's unnecessary. She also doesn't seem to care about what Hyunjin has to say much, with the way she only takes the things seriously that fit her image of the world.

But at least y/n KNOWS now that Hyun told her, which strengthens her trust. But the way Seojun just moves on and doesn't even apologize, that is so disrespectful of her. You can tell that she still thinks of their relationship as a joke.

But the way Hyunjin just made things better with a few words... its like magic.♡

Oh, great, Minho and Seojun, just now you need to go to the toilet.

Can Seojun just get over it already please? She really needs to start respecting people, their boundaries and their relationships. She really has a thing for making people uncomfortable. =/

Now Chaeyoung too? Just when I thought we reached the low, it gets worse. But Felix is a sweetheart for wanting to sort out the situation to prevent it from getting worse.

Yeji coming through and even drunk recognising when the line is of what is okay is crossed. It's not often that her subconscious awareness reaches her actions, but it really seems to help if she is drunk. ☆

The way you always convey the characters feelings is just so impressive. I could really feel the disappointment, loneliness and tiredness of y/n waiting and the way woo being there comforted her, although she was so distressed at the thought of Hyung with Chaeyoung and still drained from Seojun's antics.☆

Yoon-Suh seems nice, but she can't help y/n out of her misery now either. It really hurts how much y/n is suffering :(

Wooyoung calling Hyun that often to make sure he gets back and makes y/n happy is so sweet, but it also makes me feel for him. I hope he isn't in love with her anymore, because that must hurt so much... I hope he finds someone to love who loves him just as much. Her deserves it, especially with how good of a friend he is being to y/n.☆

The next part was really hot... until Mia showed up. WHY does this always happen? -_-

Atleast Hyun is being sweet about it ♡

That day sounds so fun and sooo cute. The banter and softness while they were eating made my heart melt.♡

Felix the not 5-Star-Michelin chef hahaha.

What made Chae so bitter, that lie is such a pathetic attempt to break them up. She should be happy that Hyun is happy and assume that y/n is good for him and not that she is cheating.

She made Hyunjin feel so insecure about himself and if he is good for y/n so I guess she even got what she wanted. She's acting disgusting. :|

I'm glad that he knows Chae is out of her mind.

Yunho apologizing was long overdue. The conflicts slowly resolving really concludes the story well. ☆

Hyun and Han being protective together and then being so close is cute tho. It's kind of like the development they had in skz just slowly becoming friends.

Minho clearing up his conflicts is good too. their conversation seems so peaceful and deep.☆

I'm living for the spontaneity of let's go to the museum now.♡

They are so playful ♡ The perfect combination of teasing, bickering and just pure, soft love. I love how you write them.

I love it when people get excited about something they are passionate about and keep rambling about it. You conveyed it so well. And when he got flustered, oh my. so sweet.

The Daisy Room ♡ It's so sweet how he was so happy to bring her there.

It's also good how he is being honest about Seojun texting him again, that way she can't get in between them again. Or anyone for that matter.☆

I love the way you describe Hyunjin's beauty while asleep and how entranced y/n is by it.☆

I live for these soft moments ^_^

The smut is so hot and adorable at the same time, I don't know how you made it that amazing but I'm pretty sure you archived perfection ☆☆☆☆☆

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I absolutely loved the chapter and how the story ended, resolving the conflicts perfectly. You really are skilful at writing beyond compare. ^_~

♡

P.S. I might have also been working on a playlist for you which fits only fools fall for you and once I update it to include the last chapter and finish it so that I am happy with the sequence of songs I will send it... I hope it wont take to long, but I just had to tell you and I hope you will like it once I finish it.

hello lovely !! thank u so much for sending me your thoughts as you read it.

i especially love reading live reactions too haha it is so entertaining and so interesting to see your thought process unfold as you read it.

of course i did make yn suffer, but it was necessary 😭 you’re right, seojun is tone deaf, if anything. im glad you liked yeji in her part !!

yes the spontaneity is what was so fun to write 😭😭😭 they are so cute and im glad you liked the scenes between them.

thank you so so much for reading, for the compliments, for this review, for always being such a sweet reader. i can’t wait to hear this playlist, that sounds so amazing 🥺🥺🥺

thank u so muchhh <333