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#sth#sonic the hedgehog#miles tails prower#amy rose#knuckles the echidna#blaze the cat#silver the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#blazamy#au stuff#take some of the stuff on the character sheets with a grain of salt#because I'm shit at filling them out#also ignore knuckles's unfinished everything I got tired of working on it#luc arte
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Photos: 1. Blossoms on I think the plum tree, taken on film; 2. Jake Oettinger grappling with Miro Heiskanen while Jason Robertson and Roope Hintz look on; 3. Flowers and shadows at midnight.
#having like eight different mental breakdowns rolled into one atm and like don't even know how to talk about them#like where do i start. it started eight months ago. it started two years ago. it started 35 years#ago.#i said i would have * done by tonight bc it would open up some job opportunities but every time i look at google docs i scream#i may need to handwrite it#and people at * being like oh you look tired. well i am tired. you people make me very tired. but you do not care#and it's like how much of this was preventable vs how much is just someone pulling out that last loadbearing block in the jenga tower of my#sanity and now it's all falling down#i made a list last night to compare things that would make me sad about doing * vs things that fill me with hope and curiosity and quiet joy#the hope/curiosity/quiet joys list was a lot longer#i swear every third text message i send beryl is like hi. i'm spiralling. again. but then i'll say to someone else and theyre like wow have#you tried not spiraling?#well i love to do that personally but every time i try something massively destabilizing happens#it's so interesting (it's not interesting)#angela sent a wonderful prompt about sleep deprived demon summoning#and being as i am on that shit i thought ok what if cale summons a demon due to sleep deprivation#but the demon is simply his younger self. happier#less ground down. more bright-eyed. easier to smile. doesn't feel the weight of expectation#voice like you hear in a recording of yourself five years ago and it's you but it's not you#it's him but it's not him because it's also a little evil. what if you hadn't looked the other way#what if you said something. what if you found your voice. what if you let your heart grow open rather than grow cold.#the demon of a cale who is less serious and more open less selfish and more giving#and he calls devon in the night and devon ends up at his house with two cales the one he loves and the one he always wishes he'd known#before the nhl ground it out of him#and then devon has to decide who does he keep the now cale he loves or the old happier gentler cale#and as i was contemplating thaf i thought hm. it's possible i'm sublimating some things there#like i am to be clear a way happier and more well-adjusted person overall than i was five years ago#but rn i'm also an animal with its leg in a trap growing increasingly desperate and frantic#fresno oilers.txt
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mr. pants-on-fire!
#transformers#maccadam#mtmte#mtmtell#idw rodimus#darkwizartart#i'm trying to butter my texture game to lay out the sandwich fillings of bigger projects on them!#trying to pry myself away from the mindset of 'shit must look smooth like in my american comic books'#because that needs...so much fucking brain juice to not look flat and i abhor art where i glide of instead of having stuff to bite into#i'm experimenting ALWAYS!! getting silly with it!
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When I started playing the new Final Horizon update I was expecting pure fun playing as Amy, Knuckles and Tails all while getting new story and a better final boss.... I wasn't expecting I was signing up for extra hard mode that made me feel very drained despite my setting being clearly set to normal difficulty.
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#sonic frontiers#Sonic frontiers final horizon#I am bad at games I know this and can admit it#Sonic fans really don't deserve the wonderful treatment the Sonic Team has been giving up lately frfr#But Imma need them to tune this shit DOWN#I enjoyed playing as Amy Knuckles and Tails but I was excited to get back to Sonic admittedly#Mainly because I was of course familiar with him while I wasn't with the others#I thought I could go ahead and get the map all completed and do a lil cyberspace before I did the first tower#What I wasn't expecting was to get stuck trying to do my one and first CyberSpace level over and over because I kept failing#I mainly just kept failing at the last bit because it was falling platforms and they give you such little space and time that I cant handle#When i gave up on that i decided focus on the map then so I'll really know where I'm going and all that#Turns out the challenges to get your map filled up were also made to be just ridiculous#I gave up at a fuckin ball and hoop challenge because shit feels so inconsistently annoying#Not to mention the guardian i fought beforehand because Sonic actually has stats#Maxed out ones even#Now i know this one is definitely more of a skill issue on my part I'm sure but#I have max defense and I was at 999 rings#Bro i got down to under 100 rings during that damn fight cause i didn't know the right time to attack#I can be short tempered ngl shsh so shit has definitely brought my mood down and I'll probably actually watch the rest of the story#I really don't want to put myself through all that and more some it drains me more than having fun#Props to those who have fun with it#I cannot and I admire their strength amd determination#Plus I'm already seeing people talking about the towers you need to do with Sonic being absolute pains#Last time I saw that was with The End fight which the game took pity on me with how many times I died#Just uyguggugh#Whole ass rant in the tags#I'm tired and I do hope the new story full on is good and redeems what we had before
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meanwhile my experience with being asexual is just like. constant self hatred and apologizing about it
#it's just. idk it's ace week and no one is talking about it#and i go in the tags and it's just. ace culture is basically all memes#and it's fine but like. i enjoy having serious conversations about it#i never get to talk about it because it's such a non thing#ace culture is like it's filling the hole that comes from not having a sexuality with jokes about bread and cake and dragons for some reason#but like. i want to talk about how sad and lonely it is a lot of the time. but it's a thing where it feels so self imposed#like of course no one wants to be romantic with me in any sense when i am so awkward from past trauma#combined with the fact that i will never be able to give them what they actually are aiming for#like. high school was fucking miserable.#i mean i'm already crying so why not make it worse here#it's just. i feel like i am missing out on so much and i hate that i am made to feel like this#and no one fucking takes me seriously when i try to talk about it#it's a big part of who i am and it's always a shadow because it just doesn't matter#i just... i want people to see the beauty not in filling that void with other memey shit and just. acknowledge the void#internally and externally and in every way possible being asexual is so crushingly lonely and no one ever talks about it#we're not in ba sing se we can talk about it please#and now i will apologize#and i will lay down because i have a headache and i need to calm down
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everybody praise me i just got through a 2hr dentist appointment i didn't cry ONCE!!!!!
#Ravage.txt#dl maybe#fr though i'm proud of myself! i had one yesterday and it ended in a panic attack so :) this was an improvement#cried once halfway through. cried again as we were scheduling the first of two cavity fillings (separate sides). cried again in the car.#cried again at home for about 20mins before i could pull myself together enough to open a fun etsy package and watch videos#with a LOTTT of freakout emotions in between. but this time i was still nervous but it was made easier bc the dentists were super nice and#understanding and let me put in my earbuds for the vast majority of the work (sometimes they had to ask me stuff so i'd take them out then)#and i just BLASTED metal. hope they enjoyed the mini concert because i am CERTAIN that it was loud enough for them to hear it over the mini#drills. i also got the laughing gas stuff but tbh i know how i felt before they put it on and while it was on and then off and there was 0#effect. 0!!! but i didn't say SHIT bc what if i start feeling loopy??? i hateee not feeling like i'm fully present due to drugs/alcohol/etc#so i didn't say shiiit. mouth's still a bit numb but i can drink and eat just fine. won't be like that next time!!!!! (<- has to numb BOTH#SIDES OF MY FACE WHY COULDN'T THEY DO ALL THE LEFT AT ONCE)
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living with people who Walk Extremely Fast while needing time alone in the shared house spaces to do your basic selfcare/starting-the-day routines + having Trauma around being seen even fucking existing in shared spaces, including a long-ongoing and hefty dose of it from said people themselves, is a living hell actually. especially when they insist on constantly leaving doors wide open that would normally mitigate the house being a fucking panopticon and also give you like two seconds' warning that they're entering the space so you can brace yourself or leave. Hate
#moogletalks#me: starves myself for hours; takes my medication extremely late; and spends 90% of my time trapped in my bed with my health deteriorating#while waiting for people to Fucking Go Somewhere Else and Stay There for Like 20 Fucking Minutes Jesus Christ#me: finally either musters myself to tiptoe out and quietly go about my business because i thought they found somewhere else to be#or just fucking gives up and braces myself for sandpaper to my triggers + probably filling the Flip Out and Abuse Moogle meter a little more#housemates: GOD YOU'RE SO FUCKING LAZY RUDE AND SELFISH YOU JUST WANT TO HOG THE COMMON AREAS AND HAVE EVERY LITTLE THING HOW YOU WANT IT#YOU'RE COLD AND UNFRIENDLY AND ONLY WANT TO LIVE HERE LIKE A LEECH BECAUSE YOU STAY IN YOUR ROOM ALL THE TIME#BUT ALSO I HATE SEEING YOUR FACE AROUND AND YOU DON'T SPEND EVERY MOMENT I CAN SEE YOU ENTERTAINING ME OR BEING ''PRODUCTIVE''#[MULTI-HOUR SCREAMING MATCH AND THREATENING TO MAKE YOU HOMELESS BECAUSE YOU HAD THE UPPITYBITCH AUDACITY TO ASK ME TO TURN A LIGHT OFF WHEN#I LEAVE A ROOM OR MAKE A LIST OF CHORES OR STOP TURNING THE THERMOSTAT TWO DEGREES PAST WHAT YOU CAN TOLERATE]#it's like fucking clockwork and i'm sick of it and when the people involved walk like they're training for the fucking olympics#and constantly remove or invade every single way for you to avoid them the tiniest fucking bit#it makes things a hundred thousand times more stressful!!!!!!!#and i KNOW most of these people would be doing the exact same thing with my bedroom if it was even slightly more socially acceptable#they would be straight up taking the bathroom door off its hinges so they can repeatedly walk in and out while you're trying to take a shit#it is a hundred thousand fucking percent a control thing and i hate it i hate it go AWAY. GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY#abuse cw#ableism cw#venting cw#food insecurity cw#housing insecurity cw#traumatag#adventures in mental illness
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absolutely love when you get slightly annoyed and outwardly show it and then when you leave the room your sister and mom just start fucking talking about you and how fucking rude you are
like great thanks for the uh. making me feel worse.
#void echos#it's really just like 'wow thanks! i'm starting to genuinely fucking dislike you' moment huh#like can you not fucking do that. maybe. just shut up about me and let me exist without feeling like everything i do is a massive fuck up#apologies i'm a bit concerned about accidentally falsely claiming something and costing us like over £100 if i'm wrong about it#and if i'm a bit stressed because the documents required to fill out before my appointment aren't fucking sent to me and i need them#i don't need feeling like i'm just a massive piece of shit on top of that because i snapped a couple times when i was stressed out
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So
As some of you may know, I work a 3rd shift contracted delivery job. We are the delivery drivers for a different company that contracts out that work to our company (make sense?). Well recently they decided it would be cheaper (wrong) to hire us as employees (god this is gonna be so fucking funny istg) and drop the contractor we work for. They also think it will be better to give us company cars and phones to use! Cheaper too! (Wee lambs)
And they finally came to our current dispatcher and asked her why none of us had applied yet? (read: literally no one has applied for this job. We were determined to replace you and thought WE could get people to apply....for a job that you guys have already been trying and failing to hire for for months....please please save our ass and work for us 🥺)
So ofc we all applied (we'd been boycotting it before now waiting to be offered the jobs) It was a formality/legal thing, we all already had the job if we wanted it.
The application process was abso-fucking-lutely insane (most of the minor companies the major one owns are retail...they all have to fill out this monster to work minimum wage 25 hrs a week it's ridiculous) but we powered through it. So after the bs of that and being told with no warning on a Thursday we had 48 hours to go pee in a cup oh actually just 24hrs since all those places are closed on Saturday good luck!, we are finally all officially hired! Hooray!
Last night around 11pm they sent me the orientation stuff, that needs to be filled out a week before they take over.....in February.....
Everything after that bottom one is reminders that I "must fill this out before you start working for us!!! Why haven't you done this yet???? You HAVE to!!!!???"
That's because
I don't actually start working for you
Till FEBRUARY
#antiwork#they may die#i may just have to murder them#one of the emails SPECIFICALLY says to not fill it out too early#WHICH IS IT#i think the actual company we work for is gonna be fine#their parent company is just about to get a dose of how the world works lmao#like you can't 9-5 this shit I'm sorry#there's too many variables you literally can't control#because randos on the road don't work for you#cops deciding to do a traffic stop don't work for you!#neither does the ambulance stopping traffic for a wreck!!#nor do the people we deliver to!!!!!#who are lazy!!!!!!#or busy!#yeah you right on the map it says this route should take 4 hrs#it usually takes 6 cause ya know I'm not just slowing down some to yeet the package out the window#i have to wait to be let inside#and wait for a signature#and get back to the car and fill out paperwork#istg if they try to tell any of us we're too slow#we will all quit#they haven't met this group of drivers#we will temporarily unionize on your ass so fast#you will be forcibly reminded that we all have college degrees and just decided we like driving in the middle of the night
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it actually makes me so angry that people are not there for you the way you need them but in a way that wants to make them feel good
#i'm pissed my friend just came to visit me at midnight on her way home bc she's leaving for california when i told her not to come#*she's leaving for california tomorrow#my uncle had to be taken to the hospital over the weekend and has been on the ventilator and she didn't call me at all to check in on how i#was doing and sent a text super late with a general how are you text because i've also been working on my qualifying exams#and i told her that was i was surprised she hadn't called me then and she said she was trying to give me my space (???????????)#meanwhile i've been dealing with stupid roommate drama and she knows that it wouldn't be ok for her to come and told her multiple times not#to and she thought i was being polite or something? when i said 'i literally do not want you to come'#there's actually been so much shit going on in my life and instead of coming when i needed you you're coming now that you have no other#time to come. i needed her this whole time and she's just been unavailable and socializing with other people and otherwise preoccupied#i do not need you to come at midnight to show me that you care it feels so disengenous#meanwhile while she was doing her phd apps i was literally glued to her side read her drafts was there for her emotionally was there#IN THE MOMENT as she was submitting them and even when she was finding out from programs and i was upset with her i was following up with#her and calling her every day. i really hate everything#i'm writing all this because i'm angry and i'm angry that i feel guilty for being upset with her when she just came over even though#i literally told her i didn't want her to come and suddenly it feels like it's my fault even though i know it's not#even today while she was on the phone she was just talking about shit going on in her life maybe to fill in the space that i wasn't filling#but like are you serious?#god i'm so upset i already can't concentrate on my work
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Thank you for your perfectly reasonable tags about that pharmacy post. I hate pharmacy posts on this site because it's always like "the pharmacy didn't preemptively order my meds that I waited until the last minute to ask for", "the pharmacy won't break federal regulations to give me my medication", "the insurance/my doctor fucked up but the pharmacy is denying me my medication because they hate me" and it is exhausting.
no thank YOU for the reply! i honestly saw someone in my inbox and was like. great here comes the hate for a very normal sentiment. i see you've been a tech for a while, which is awesome! i just graduated pharmacy school but have been working as an intern for a few years and literally i love retail pharmacy, i love helping people, i love having that rapport with patients and solving their problems, but majority of the time it really could've been avoided with a call to the pharmacy ahead of time.
i've been licensed now as an rph for a month and while i love it, it is a thankless job WHICH is to be expected being in healthcare but the way my team and i move heaven and earth to get a patient their medication and they're like. took you long enough. like OK !!!! LOL
but no seriously it is exhausting and i usually bite my tongue with posts like those that are ALL over tumblr but like c'mon. does OP seriously expect us to remember they take some weird manufacturer's generic qty 120 for a 30 ds and to order ahead of time??? like girl. give us a BREAK and call.
anyway thx for the message! that one part about "the pharmacy is denying my medication because they hate me" - throwback to the girl who reported us to the DEA, board, and corporate that we were sexist ageist AND ableist for not giving her her dilaudid... because we were out of stock and CII rx are nontransferable. like c'mon LMAO
#I'M JUST BLOWING OFF STEAM TRUST ME I'M A GOOD PHARMACIST (SO FAR). i've already given like 2 emergency fills and took so many verbals so#a patient can go home with their med that night. i bypass insurance issues for vacation fills and stay on hold with#wags for transfers. like i am trying my BEST. and i want to because i genuinely want to help. i know i'll get burned out eventually but rn#i want to help... but if pts can help me out too that'd be great :)#i could just be a shit rph and not do my due diligence and just tell patients too bad. but i try my best until i literally cannot do any#more. and so many people have told me they appreciate it and that they've never had someone go that far for them but at the same#time i really shouldn't have to go that far. i need to focus on my job which is just data and product verification. but ok enough ranting i#the tags. i'm good LOL#personal
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Reentering a fandom and finding out half the people are fucking insane is. a trip
#like guys. i get that you're not happy with all of the show writing decisions. but HOLY SHIT#google nuance and LEARN THE DEFINITION because SOME of you CLEARLY NEVER DID#HE CAN MAKE GOOD AND BAD CHOICES#HE IS NOT A MONOLITH HE CAN DO BOTH#anyway. I'm going back to writing Sabezra to fill the void this trip left#because jesus christ finding out half of the people here are crazy is. mm. not fun#admittedly they'll be my target audience but I'll be camouflaged as one of them so i should be spared the worst of it
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✿ [pre-established relationship meme for Oswald?]
PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2
“You’d better hope you’re able to keep me locked up here, Cobblepot. Sooner or later I’ll get out, and then I’m gonna devote every waking hour making your life a living hell.”
FRIENDSHIP. childhood friends / work buddies or coworkers / family friends / friends with benefits / smoking buddies / adventure buddies / fake friends / recently friends / party buddies / friendship of need / dying friendship / circumstantial friendship / partners in crime / old friendship / [ your muse ] is the good influence / [ your muse ] is the bad influence / [ my muse ] is the good influence / [ my muse ] is the bad influence / opposites attract / ride or die / frenemies / roommates or flatmates / penpals / exes to friends / enemies to friends / other
ROMANCE. childhood sweethearts / [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush / [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush / exes / exes to lovers / forbidden lovers / highschool sweethearts / secret relationship / opposites attract / long distance / unrequited [ from your muses side ] / unrequited [ from my muses side ] / unrequited [ from both sides ] / skinny love / friends to lovers / enemies to lovers / spurious relationship / power couple / newly entered / soulmates [ metaphorical ] / soulmates [ literal ] / awkward / turning toxic / toxic love / cheating [ on your muse ] / cheating [ with your muse ] / other
FAMILIAL. siblings [ half ] / siblings [ step ] / [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure / [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse / [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours / [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse / guardian figure / legal guardian / adoptive child / foster child / [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing / [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing / other
ANTAGONISTIC. dangerous to each other / dangerous to others / unpredictable / rivals / petty / developing into sexual or romantic tension / based off family matters / based of off circumstance / based of professional matters / based off misunderstanding or lies / conflict of ideology / betrayal / hero - villain dynamic / enemies / fight club (yeah fighting over gotham lmao) / friends turned enemies / lovers turned enemies / exes turned enemies / other
#oswald-the-pengu1n#memes ;; pre-established relationships#I hoped this one wasn't too predictable!#I honestly think Oswald and Roman's relationship is so good#These bitches are definitely playing petty games with each other and you know it#Roman moreso than Oswald because Oswald is older and over that shit#But he's got a reputation to maintain and Roman's a big bastard who won't stop nipping at his heels#So they can be pretty antagonistic but I think there's potential too?#If they workd together and put aside their grudges it would be very hard to turf them out#Oswald's got the patience and experience plus can be just as ruthless as Roman#It's a match made in hell#Trouble is getting along#Your Oswald fills me with so many feelings and I love him so much Rue#So I'm trying not to be presumptious in adding things you may not feel comfortable with#I could see them being childhood friends also#Both outcasts and not liked very much by their own family#At least Gertrude loves Ozzy#She is a gem
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#thought dumping no one needs to reply i just need it out if my head#how the fuck did i let myself become the go to therapist for people more mentally ill than i am#I'm spread so fucking thin as it is#but none of them will talk to anyone elseeeee#no matter what i advise that they need Help#my mum dropped some shit on me that i knew would happen while filling in my autism assessment#great to know that my mum seemed to disassociate through my whole childhood#and found out that she prompted my dad throughout my childhood to message me#on top of that I'm getting none of my usual... er... release from all this like how id normally deal with it because the bf overheats in...#any temperature exceeding 15 degrees#so im fucking celibate for the next few months#he's got a solicitor involved in something i thought he'd just teust me on#work is a pile of shit trying to juggle two friends who won't talk to each other but unconsciously make me feel bad if i give one of them...#more attention than the other?????#did i mention i can't partake in my usual coping methods because apparently it's too hot#ffechughnifsxvhitefvbjkvcdsrghbvxft
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I came to terms with the Sol kinnie thing months ago now because honestly who gives a shit, but every now and then I'll find myself in a situation where I wonder if whatever it was I was about to do was/is a pre- or post-Guilty Gear interest lol
#textpost#Most of them have been pre-Guilty Gear interests which is honestly hilarious#Like of course I don't have proof for most of it but my fursona is the funniest one#He's basically bootleg furry Sol Badguy BUT he was like that MONTHS before I got into GG#I've been thinking about this over the last few days though#Because I was doing some Queen stuff and had a thought like 'am I only doing this because my brain's weird or do I actually care'#And went through like a checklist of things. I do actually care#Sol is like frighteningly relatable though and sometimes I wish he wasn't lol#I typed this at 2am last night but saved it to my drafts instead of publishing it haha Still kinda feeling it this morning though tbh#I wish I could better articulate or find a term that describes how I relate to Sol better because 'kin/fictionkin' feels too...#Hmm.... Psycho-religious? A lot of essays I read while initially figuring this out related the kin tag to something more like a-#-Philosophy or something similar to a religion#But for me it's more like my brain filling in empty spaces within itself because No One was like me growing up and#now that I'm also trans there are even LESS people who are like me#So my brain sees a character that's similar to me and is like 'oh holy shit it's us. Let's be like that' hahah#This got really long I should've put it up in the post sorry lmfao#Anyway this is something I've done my whole life and 'kinning' is really the only term that fits what it is even if it's not a 1:1 fit#It usually doesn't bother me but knowing that some of the things I enjoy now I probably won't later once my interests shift again does#I still keep waiting for it to happen with Guilty Gear but GG is so different from anything else I've been into I'm not sure it will#Since most of the things I like about GG were things I liked before getting into it. Like heavy metal & weird scifi/fantasy#I'm not going to elaborate on how exactly I relate to Sol also. My blog is too public for that#and this post is already a little too personal#kin tag
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I don’t want to go through two breakups. I know. I... I don’t like this at all, either. The thing about the medicine was a misunderstanding, a lack of communication. We have to talk to each other. Hey, you started with your tantrums! Yes, I know! I’m here to apologize and see how we can fix this, so that things can work out. I think we could start by telling each other everything about our babies. Yes. [beat] How are you? I miss talking to you, but I know... that this is for the best. I’m not ready. Regina’s tummy is doing much better. Aw, that’s good. Well, I’m off.
#madre solo hay dos#ana servín#mariana herrera#shitty screencap posts (TM)#the more I rewatch this scene to cap it the more I love it for all its angsty goodness#ana's soft 'hola' when mariana comes in :))))#mariana having no qualms about calling ana out on her hilariously ridiculous behaviour earlier in the episode#I did love the return of the bickering because it tickles me that mariana always gives as good as she gets#mariana's soft and sad 'how are you' and ana admitting she missed her (basically in so many words)#and I'm OBSESSED by what she meant by not being ready like is she not ready to be with mariana so being apart is what's for the best#or is she not ready to see mariana on a regular basis bc it still hurts too much so the divorced wives routine is what's for the best??#what does it mean what does it all meannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn#I'll tell you this much though this scene single-handledly filled the 50-metre hole episode 5 left in my heart so thanks for that show#seeing these two talking to each other again even if in a very stereotypically angsty otp way is truly a balm to the soul :))))#continuing with things I loved: mariana interjecting about regina's tummy almost like looking for something to fill the silence#or to change the subject to something less raw and painful than their feelings for each other ugh *chef's kiss*#AND THEN... ana's awkward hand thing when saying goodbye like she didn't know if it was ok for them to touch even in a friendly way again#and how mariana leans forward infinitesimally like to kiss her goodbye (on the cheek)#just the general awkwardness of not knowing what to do with each other in this new limbo they've walked into I LOVE THAT SHIT#and mariana's downright devastated lil face as she watches ana leave :((((#friendly reminder that she had already broken up with ferrán by then#(btw I find it hard to believe that THIS is how the great love story of mariana and ferrán will come to an end but hey I'm NOT complaining!)#so her expression is not 'I feel bad bc I'm happy in my relationship and you're still hurt and sad'#it almost reads like something is shifting within mariana that she's only now realizing after talking to ana in a friendly way after so long#brb flying into the sun#and next episode ana does ayahuasca (??!!!) and mariana gets a job offer in another city??? shit is kicking into high gear!!!!!
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