#being so so so so so tired and cranky and treating ppl badly without meaning to | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

dickggansey · 2 years

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i wish my best friend would understand that what helps them feel better doesn't necessarily helps me the same way. i wish they wouldn't keep pushing me to do things that aren't helpful for me. bc i know they just want to help me, i know they're being kind bc they care about me. but we just work differently, but i don't wanna dismiss their help :/

#socializing and getting out of the house and hanging out with their friends is how their mental health improves #it makes them happy and healthier and it makes them thrive #and i am SO glad for them #but. it's stressful for me. going out and hanging out with ppl and doing something out of the house EVERY day stressful for me #i like doing all those things. but only from time to time.#it makes me happy and healthier too. but not if i do it everyday #if i do it every day i get stressed and i just DON'T wanna do it. it's repetitive and tiring and stressful #and i end up dissociating the whole time. having a really bad time #being so so so so so tired and cranky and treating ppl badly without meaning to #i rlly wish they'd believe me. they keep telling me i have to keep trying and get used to it #but it's not that I don't want to. i just. i get so overwhelmed #yeah im on the spectrum keep scrolling #pers

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