#benjamin rambles

[solvaneon]

How come nobody talks about how Sensei Wu is basically Jesus

[mrrodentman]

I COMPLETELY forgot I set my discord status as “human by chance - Alpha by choice” 😭

[solvaneonandneo]

Pinned post time

My name is Benjamin and I like to draw :D

I mostly draw my ocs and fanart for my special interests

My ocs are extremely important to me and have been my biggest hyperfixation for 9 years :D

I enjoy: cats, the game Rainworld, tllr by whumpy-wyrms here on tumblr :D, writing, drawing, dragons, silly creatures, complimentary colors :D, blues yellows and oranges :D, Lego, clay, the amazing world of gumball, snakes, rodents :D

I do not enjoy: the color pink

tone tags are very appreciated

Here is a picture I drew of my oc

Reblogs are very appreciated!

Please do not use my art for edits or as profile pictures without permission

Please don’t reupload my art

here is my straw =]

[3ndlessp0ssbilites]

2, 11, 15, 17 and 18 for anyone :)

(@th3birdwatcher. grabs and shakes him aggressively)

17 - What makes them sad?

The fact that his friend/captain is currently throwing herself away to the corrosion. He's tried (although he really hasn't.) to save her, but it just isn't enough.

18 - What makes them happy?

Big Bird. The other birds. You know why

15 - Even if they haven't met (or even if they're not even in the same universe!), what would your other OCs' first impression of them be?

He gets immediately punched in the face. Regardless of the character. Having a bird boy suddenly appear in front of your face startles you quite a bit.

11 - What's their favourite skill? 

He can ‘dazzle’ people like Big Bird, by expanding his wings (yeah he has wings. everyone doesn't know why ((read: ego corrosion))) outwards, it freezes them on the spot for either 2 minutes or 5, depending on their Temperance.

2 - What kind of conversations do they usually have? 

He doesn't have much time to talk, but he usually chats with co-workers about the birds, or the situations that’re happening.

[epoooooo9]

do people still tumble stalk? because i just tumble stalked.

can anyone say flashback to eighth grade? I mean freshman year? what?

[mrrodentman]

Saw this and was reminded of you <3

That is an absolutely wonderful image

It rivals the beauty of the this

[solvaneon]

because of the doxxing I will be leaving this account, likely permanently. I’ve moved to a new one with a new name that I won’t say so that the person doxxing me can’t see it and just go dox my new account too. this is extremely painful for me because the name Solvaneon is extremely important to me, it’s the name of my first oc and was my preferred name for a few years, and now I have to choose between my identity and my safety.

I’ll really miss posting on this account and interacting with all of you and seeing you interact with my posts. Hopefully one day when this situation calms down I’ll be able to come back here and show my new account and be able to use this one again too

For now, goodbye

[solvaneonandneo]

I love sending people doodles of roaches on strawpage =]

[solvaneon]

Pinned post yippee

My name is Benjamin

I’m a Victorian boy who draws sometimes

I have many ocs and sometimes I talk about them

I do traditional and digital art

I animate digitally (sometimes) and do stop motion

Digital art is harder for me because of storage issues so I mainly do traditional

Please don’t trace my art or make ocs too heavily inspired by mine

They can have some inspiration but them being too similar makes me uncomfortable because my ocs are very important to me

I love seeing other people’s art of my ocs (as long as it’s known they are my ocs)

I’m open to answering questions about my art and style and ocs but I may be quite secretive about my lore

Here are some of my interests: animals, animal biology (habitat, behaviours, anatomy, etc) art, writing, whump (I have a separate blog for that), my ocs, my friends ocs, rodents, cats (including big cats), dragons, worms on strings, Jack Staubers art, Invader zim, animal jam, the last lab rat (by whumpy wyrms here on tumblr), the concept art behind various movies, mad science, pirates

I’ve been hyperfixated on my ocs for 9 years

My ocs are extremely important to me and I will never give them away ever/serious

I am autistic so tone tags are appreciated

Tone tags I often use:

/j (joking) /silly /serious /sarcastic

I absolutely love fanart of my ocs but please no nsfw

Benjispelling list (ways people have spelled my name, so far all are my one particular friend)

Benjamin - correct, very nice, I enjoy it

Benjiman - nice, I am man and I am benji

Benjimin - nice, I enjoy a lot, I find it cuter than the normal one

Benjaymen - wonderful, I love it

My favourite dimensions for my art are

Width: 1500

Height: 1000

[solvaneon]

My internet broke for a few days so I was afk for awhile but I’m back now

I’m still depressed but in my solitude I discovered that after a day or so of being completely alone I stop getting that extreme fear that nobody cares about me and it’s less “oh they really do care” and more “this is just how it is and that’s okay. I’m at peace with it”

Instead of getting panic attacks about how they’ll never care I just kinda sat there and accepted it

It was still painful but like idk less of an “I’ve just been stabbed and I’m bleeding out” feeling and more of a “been in constant pain for years and today I’m in less pain than usual but I’m so tired from everything I can’t do anything other than rest”

Idk how to describe it

I still cried a lot and had panic attacks over it, like practically every time I was conscious I was crying but it wasn’t my normal sort of crying

I was just tired from the grief I guess

[solvaneonandneo]

Kitty got redesign (fluffy cats are hard to draw)

[mrrodentman]

Sometimes it feels like she’s just in another room and if I wanted I could go see her but when I go looking she isn’t there

It still hurts so much cancer took the love of my life away from me

[solvaneon]

I’ve been feeling very anxious and lonely lately so I haven’t been posting much of my art (it not getting much interaction usually discourages me a lot) but I’m gonna try post something with art today and attempt not to care about the notes

I have been drawing and I do like the stuff I’ve made but that’s art that I made with the purpose of only myself seeing it

I’ve been doing a lot with crayons and I see people saying to share techniques you use so other people can try and I like trying other peoples techniques so I’m gonna try share mine

[solvaneon]

I’m fine I’m just an idiot

[mrrodentman]

Oh man the suns rising ow fuck it burns