#blah. idk what to do for his normal not walking corpse look

[the-knife-consumer]

Miiiiiiikeeeeeeee...

[dawnofyourlastday]

Saturday 16th July 2022

starts at the road near the cornfield, I'm walking with some guy i have no idea what his name is but he seems nonchalant with everything happening around him, we see a corpse a animal? I'm still not sure but it resembled a horse, we both climb a hill that was near the corn field where the corpse was, still don't know what animal it was. we see a man at a hunting house (those things that are apove the ground and have a hole in the middle where the hunting gun is placed). A horse appears we aren't near it, did I mention that the corpse had a perfectly cut rectangular shape in the middle, only blood was seen not guts whatsoever. The horse started to drink the blood I feel like it's symbolism for something, but I'm not sure. I and him walk to the corner of the hill (I'm not even sure it was a hill it was flat at the top it wasn't even that tall), (pine?) trees surrounded the corn field and the small hill. we saw three moths one was small and normal looking, the moth in the middle had its head in the ground, the last moth was overly big, full off it's young ones? I have no idea what went threw his mind but he picked it up and chuckled, the moth was glued to a piece of metal wood thing. he peeled the moth slowly, I felt like the moths delicate skin would rip but it didn't we took the moth with us and went to his house which was infront of my grandmas house, we walked towards the house the forest surrounded everything. He went inside of the house with the moth and gave it to his mother. his sister was spooked i think since her screaming pierced through me, also my cousin was there? in the house lol.

The boy was slowly warming up, I didn't mention that but sweet jesus jebediah christ he was starting to get kind and he was no longer moody. My grandmas house was replaced with a castle? it was restricted, he wanted to go in there and so did my cousin so I followed them, the canyon that surrounded the back of the castle made me want to wake up but I didn't for some reason. there were three planks? the on the top and on at the bottom that lead to the castle, My cousin was at the back and he was infront of me, we slowly walked in the planks, my hands were in the second plank layer? I have no idea. but It broke halfway so I gripped onto the top plank. my cousin was fine for some reason she was not affected by it breaking, she just shrugged it off. The guy was already in the castle waiting. I went at the back because I was scared, obviously and my cousin jumped and landed safely on the ground of the balcony? it was more of a destroyed wall. I looked down, and then back up at the two, I was mumbling stuff like i can't do it, they just stared, that wasn't comforting. But I jumped nonetheless and landed safely, we walked around the castle and there were a lot of silver coins with weird patterns, and little statues. I took some silver coins and placed them into my sock since I didn't bring a bag.

Then some security? or mafia lol came??? and told us the history of the castle and the King and the Queen, Mary Lee something, forgot her name. the last name. After the story was told they lectured us and shooed us out, that worked. I wanted to change the story by going into the past and for some reason I was the queen, and bla bla blah...

THAT WAS MY DREAM ANYWAY HAVE A GOOD DAY. ALSO THE GUY LOOKED LIKE WALLY WEST IDK HAJAH

[multiyandereimagines]

Spencer Reid x Male! Yandere! Reader

so this has been requested by someone in my direct messages, (idk if you want to be anonymous but i will do that anyways lol)

request: beginning, y/n joins the BAU and falls for Spencer, blah blah blah the normal thing (lol I’m weird) but when girls flirt with him he gets pissed and kills them. Crosses their arms after as a sign of remorse. And while the BAU is looking for him, he points them in the wrong direction

After another kill, Spencer see’s him killing someone and then he starts to cry cus he feels super bad

and Spencer decides to point them in the wrong direction or sumthin and they have to stop investigating

hope you all enjoy this! ❤️

tw: murder, gore

you and spencer are in some pretty deep shit right now.

i mean you did this all for him, the least he could do would be happy that someone could love him so much to the point of murder.

well before we get ahead of ourselves let’s go back to where this all started.

it was your first day in the bau, you felt excited yet nervous, you thought everyone would hate you. especially with your sexual orientation you worry that you probably wouldn’t fit in.

when you entered the round table everyone looked up at you, you smiled at each and everyone one of them and they smiled back. “welcome agent l/n, this is the team.” hotch started introducing everyone and finally you got to learn their names, one stuck out to you though.

spencer reid.

you felt like you could just die right there looking into his eyes, his messy hair and cute button nose, what’s not to like about him?

you shook his hand, wanting to feel him, “oh i don’t do hand shakes.” god even his voice is sexy.

“oh.. my bad.” you looked down shyly as you sat next to rossi.

“alrighty, so three women have been brutally murdered at this bar, they looked like they had been endlessly tortured, no signs of sexual assault and no one saw anything.” the woman with a colorful dress said, you think her name is penelope.

“clearly he’s a sadist but he doesn’t assault his victims.” morgan said swiping through the mutilated bodies on an ipad.

“someone must have wronged him to make him do these kinds of things to women, it’s clear he hates women.” you said inspecting one of the corpse.

“maybe a sister or a past lover.” spencer then went on to rant about how ted bundy killed his victims and how some of the methods of these killings were similar, he then went on to rant about something else, you were intrigued but hotch stopped him, he blushed and looked up at you, you gave him a smile as he smiled back.

he smiled at you...

your heart felt like it was going to explode, you felt like jumping up and down and yelling at the top of your lungs “he smiled at me, he smiled at me!”

you couldn’t stop smiling for the rest of the conversation, until it was time to go the jet.

~~~

you and spencer went to the bar where the murders went down, you asked the female bartender if she saw anything that may have been suspicious or felt sorta weird, she just shook her head, spencer ran up to you, “hey y/n i don’t think he killed them in this bar.. it may have been an alleyway.”

“how would you know?”

“there’s blood..”

your eyes slightly widened, “well hello there, handsome.” the female bartender looked at spencer up and down, he just blushed and looked down shyly, something in you just... snapped. you felt your whole world go down when you saw spencer smiling a little, you looked at the bartender, completely ignoring your presence and just smiled at spencer.

you grabbed his hand and walked away quickly, “okay spence show me to the alleyway.” you quickly said, not wanting to look at that bitch’s face. spencer was confused but he didn’t question it, he looked back at the bartender who was waving at him.

“oh gosh your right, there is a shit ton of blood.” you started to smell something a little funky, you walked to where the smell came from and there was another body that was coated with blood, it looked like something out of a horror movie, you tried to keep your cool, not wanting to seem weak, “spence! another body!” he ran up to you and his jaw dropped slightly at the scene.

“i’ll call hotch.”

~~~

once the day was over you sat on the comfy bed of your hotel room, your mind couldn’t stop thinking about how that bitch flirted with YOUR spencer right in front of you. your mind traveled to complete darkness, and before you knew it you walked out of your hotel room with a silver fork in your hand, you let your legs take control and you knew where you were headed.

you barged into the doors of the bar, you quickly searched for the woman and there she was, serving drinks and smiling all innocently, you scoffed, no way in hell is she innocent.

you approached her and she looked at you surprisingly, “oh hey! aren’t you that fbi dude from earlier?” you nodded, keeping a straight face, “where’s your friend?” she smirked, that’s it.

“i need your help with something, about the killer.” she beamed, “yeah anything!” you motioned for her to follow you and she told someone to cover for her, you led her to the alleyway where the same unsub kills his victims, you turned around and she looked scared, “uh, i-is that blood?” she pointed to the ground, “well yes, it might be.”

you pulled out your fork, you don’t know how you’re going to be able to kill her like this but it’s worth a try.

~~~

there she was... dead.

your fork was all crimson red and your hands were shaking, you felt like crying, how could you do something like this?

what would spencer think?

“fuck... what did i do?” you whisper yelled, your shaky hands traveled her arms, you slowly crossed her arms, guilt washed over you completely.

you slowly stood up and looked at her one last time before taking an anxiety written journey to the hotel.

~~~

“there’s been another murder at the same exact alleyway.” hotch announced, you were sweating bullets but kept your cool. “it’s a whole different m.o. it was just multiple stab wounds with a fork, our unsub does things more brutal than that.” rossi inspected the crime scene, “wait y/n that’s the bartender we talked to yesterday..” spencer looked at you in complete shock, your heart beat quickened, you felt like you were going to throw up. “t-that’s crazy...”

spencer nodded in agreement, you took a deep breath, everything is gonna be okay, you told yourself.

you and spencer told the devastating news to the bartenders sister, as you’d expect she was sobbing, “i’m very sorry for your loss.” you told her, you wanted to cry too, you really wanted to. spencer rubbed her shoulder and like that she started to calm down, “thank you, dr. reid.” she smiled at him, “no no, it’s no problem.” he looked at you and you just gave a sad smile, “i-i may need more help to uh... recover. mind if i ask you for your number, doctor?”

wait what.

you and spencer looked at each other, both of you completely taken aback.

“uh i-“

“i know some really good people that can help you out, i will give you their number instead.” you butted in, she just looked at you annoyingly, “uh.. no thanks.” she stood up and walked out. “that was uh... weird.” spencer blushed a little, you nodded, hiding your anger.

oh god.

the anger is coming back.

shit shit shit.

why now, why with a grieving family member?

i mean she did ask for your spencer’s number.

it’s a good enough reason to get rid of her.

you went to a private location and called up garcia, “what’s up, sugar?”

“hey garcia, i need you to send me an address from someone.”

“oh alright, who?”

“well you know the recent victim’s sister, she asked me for help with something and i don’t want to let her down.”

garcia gasped, “wait... does little y/n have a crush...” you almost choked on your spit, “whoa there, no way, not in a million years would i like a victims family member.”

“whatever you say lover boy, i sent you the address!”

“thanks garcia, your the best.”

~~~

here you go again, this time with a knife, you knocked on the door and the sister opened it, “oh hey, is there a problem?” why did she seem totally normal? shouldn’t she be bawling her eyes out? “uh well i wanted to talk about the numbers i told you about.” she looked bored, “oh... come in, i guess.”

you went inside, you turned around and she noticed the knife you were holding, “uh..”

and just like that you stabbed her, you wanted to stop but your mind traveled to where she asked for your lovers number, and all that anger came rushing in again.

you didn’t notice the door opening and spencer would be the one to look at the horror in front of him, “y/n?? stop! stop it!” he pulled you off of her, you turned your head to see a traumatized spencer reid, “what the- spencer? what are you doing here?” “what am i doing here?? what are YOU doing here?”

you both stood there quietly, then soft sobs came out of your lovers mouth, you looked up and saw spencer crying.

oh god, this was not what you wanted at all...

“fuck... spencer..”

you slowly approached him and hugged him, surprisingly he hugged you back, “w-what did you do...” he sobbed out.

“i’m sorry...”

“the others are gonna find out...”

“are you gonna tell them?”

“...no.”

you pulled back and looked right into his eyes, “you sure?”

“yeah i’m sure.” he sniffed, “i’ll make sure of it.”

there was silence again.

until reid spoke up.

“why did you do all this?” he wiped his tears off of his cheeks.

“i... i love you... like a lot and i don’t know if you’d like me back since i’m a guy and... i don’t know.” you buried your face in your hands, you wanted to cry, scream, destroy everything.

“y/n... this is not the way to get someone to like you-“

“I KNOW THAT! i know that.. fuck!” you cursed, a few tears threatening to spill.

“if- if it makes you feel any better... i’m bisexual...”

“fuck this isn’t the right time to come out.”

you couldn’t help but giggle, “it’s alright.”

~~~

the team tried to catch the guy who commited the two murders but no such luck, they arrested the one responsible for the 3 murders though.

you and spencer looked at each other, he smiled at you as you smiled at him back, secretly holding hands.

[normal-thoughts-official]

T for the fandom ask thing?

send me fandom asks!!

T - Do you have any hard and fast headcanons that you will die defending, about anything at all (gender identity, sexual or romantic orientation, extended family, sexual preferences like top/bottom/switch, relationship with poetry, seriously anything)

i mean….. so many, mostly related to magnus and alec’s characterisation in this fandom, but since that’s been talked about to death and is pretty much uninteresting at this point….

i think my hugest hill to die on that is actually a headcanon instead of just like, fandom discourse shit, is that magnus’ mom didn’t kill herself because of him. as always, i will elaborate in length, because i have no self control

it just makes no sense!!!!!! magnus says “i was 9 years old when my mom figured out what my cat eyes meant”. what they meant, not that they existed. this implies that she already knew about the cat eyes, probably for a long time. idk if in book canon this is explored or what so again let me just make it clear one more time that i completely disconsider book canon for my show headcanons because it’s!!! a completely!! different!!! plot and characterisation!!! so whatever. but anyway magic is said to be a part of warlocks so it would make no sense for it to only manifest when they’re older. ALSO when alec was at Iris’ (is that her name? anyway you know who i’m talking about, madzie’s granny) house he saw a woman with a baby who was still in like the breastfeeding stage and the baby had a warlock mark!!!! so everything points in the direction of magnus always having had his warlock mark, including the way he phrases the story. 

so i’m sorry, but this woman just saw his otherwise-human son had actual literal fucking CAT EYES, which were GOLDEN, and that he knew MAGIC (otherwise he wouldn’t be able to glamour them and we’ve seen that his eyes are glamoured in his memories) and just, what, never connected the dots? was all like “this is normal actually, definitely not at all related to that literal demon i fucked once”? like i guess asmodeus could have lied to her that he was human but STILL. and then one day she was just chilling at home, reading a book or something, and then she was like “wait…. my son’s a warlock. killing myself time!” like dude what the fuck kind of explanation is that

and historically speaking, the idea that magnus being a warlock would be so horrible to her makes no sense. first of all, let me remind everyone that the whole “demons r bad” thing is a very christian thing; not to mention that the javanese believed in magic, like most people, including europeans, did. so it’s not like the idea of him being a warlock would be completely crazy or something. even if magic was generally not looked up on by javanese people, that is mostly because magic was perceived to bring unbalance to the natural world, which was supposed to be always in harmony, and it was mainly perceived as the society’s job to keep this harmony (same source). even then, they would have sorcerers, people who were kind of the links between the natural and the supernatural world (same source). so using magic to fuck up the harmony was seen as bad and it was generally believed that humans and supernatural entities were part of separate worlds, but even then, there were people who were in the “in-between” of both worlds and they were very well respected, usually healers. meaning; magic could have bad consequences but it was mostly a matter of how you used it, and the importance of having harmony and balance in mind while dealing with the supernatural, which was just a part of the world and everyday life to the javanese. even considering the muslim tradition (which synchretized deeply with indigenous javanese religions) that was already well-established in javanese ports by the 17th century, the worst-case scenario would be that she would be worried and think that it would be best if he learnt how to use his magic properly, to bring harmony instead of unbalance, and to keep him from becoming too ambitious. so she would educate him on that, possibly ask a dukun (medicewoman or man) to help him with his magic. education, not violence or denial or horror. that’s the WORST case scenario considering all i’ve seen about javanese culture and sorcery. it’s also the most likely one.

her killing herself because of it???? is quite frankly not even in the picture for me. it doesn’t click with her worldviews, culture, religion (no matter which of them she followed), societal organization. it fits a christian worldview. at worst, it could be something his stepfather convinced her of - demons are bad, magic is bad, ur culture is bad, ur demonic, blah blah blah, all that colonizer horseshit. and in that case, i think it can’t really be said that the fact that he was a warlock was the reason, it’s way more likely that the fact that she was bound to a colonizer asshole who constantly belittled her, her culture and lifestyle, and her son, and who was probably abusive. like for you to convince somebody that the culture they’ve been living by for their entire lives (remember, she was already an adult) is demonic and inherently bad, you need to do some pretty heavy brainwashing - and i would know, because my grandfather is native and he went through that shit. and in his case he was taken from his land and family. in magnus’ mom’s case, she was still living in a place where her people were the majority!! and in the beginning of javanese colonization the dutch didn’t really have enough political power to influence javanese political relations and religious beliefs. so the idea that he would have succeeded in convincing her that she was a horrible sinner or whatever because of magnus is just, uh, unlikely. and listen, i know firsthand what abuse does to you, it fucks you up, it can have u stray so far from what you believe, i know all of that. but still. its possible he could convince her, but i think its unlikely that that happened, or at least that she started to believe that so strongly she would kill herself just because of magnus and nothing else.

the idea that she killed herself because she was in a highly abusive environment at home? and her husband was just a horrible person who was basically in a constant war with her entire being, trying to completely change her and probably using violence (physical or emotional, doesn’t matter) to do that? now that makes sense to me, finally some fucking sanity. we can’t forget that, canonically, magnus thinks he’s the reason she killed herself because his stepfather immediately blamed him for her death, like a child abuser would. he just started yelling at him that it was his fault and that she killed herself because she couldn’t stand him or whatever the fuck he was even saying, in dutch no less (most mixed families spoke malay at home during that time. i know it’s likely that the reason he speaks dutch is because the writers’ research was absolute shit, but if we’re only considering the in-canon universe, well, the fact that he spoke dutch is very telling). everything just points in the direction of his stepfather just saying what he had always thought, and probably said many times before if we are being honest, so like, call this a hot take, but i don’t think we should just take whatever he said as truth. and we know magnus was only a child who was confused as shit and who then had to endure yet more abuse when he met asmodeus, and who constantly blames himself for everything and thinks he should be responsible for everyone’s wellbeing, so i don’t think we should take his version of the facts as truth. his stepfather just immediately lashed out at magnus because that’s what he had always done, and honestly killing him was so valid.

so yeah i’m 100% sure magnus’ mom didn’t kill herself because of magnus, and like 90% sure her stepfather was the actual reason, if she killed herself at all, which i also question because i mean, watch that scene. first of all, who the fuck kills themself by stabbing their own heart? that’s such a hard way to commit suicide, not to mention a painful and long death. second of all, there’s not a single drop of blood in the mattress or the sheets. not a single fucking one. only her, uh, shirt? is covered in blood. are you telling me she stabbed her own heart and the blood just didn’t spill at all? there are arteries there, it’s one of the places with the highest blood pressure. and what, did she stab her own heart, carefully position herself so the sheets wouldn’t be dirtied, and then covered herself with a sheet so magnus could walk in and dramatically uncover her body? WHY IS SHE COVERED IN A SHEET. it makes no sense for a suicide!! and then the stepfather wasn’t even fazed by the fact that she was dead, like, at all, he just immediately started screaming at magnus, didn’t even look shocked or upset by being feet away from a literal corpse. what the fuck? this suicide is so weird and makes no sense. it looks to me like her body was moved to the bed and then hastily covered in the sheets to hide her in a really dumb way while the culprit figure out what to do next, and then magnus ended up finding her before that, and the stepfather panicked, and i’m not saying he did it, but like he did it tbh. this is not a hill i will die on or anything, like maybe she stabbed her own heart because ?????? and then they moved the body while they figured out what to do and that’s why it’s location and the stepfather’s reaction were so, uh, odd. or you can argue that memories are never completely reliable and this is just a dramatic recreation of how it felt. but i still think it’s at the very least questionable and that his version of the facts just doesn’t add up and we should definitely not be taking it as truth without question. and even if it was a suicide, magnus wasn’t the reason and his stepfather sucks, thank you for coming to my TED talk