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[manojnaironline]

It does not matter...

Wise words from a wise man

[fuyuhoshimi]

Happy Birthday to me!

It'll be finished in a couple of hours because I live in Asia but still starting in other parts of the country. Anyway, it's been a while since I sit down and type here now. I hope everyone is having a good and nice weekend. It's been a rainy day here in my place right now. It's been a tough month as always. I was often exhausted, not just physically but mentally as well. I often pray that somewhat give me guidance to make me last each day. Retrogrades are really draining so much energy, but it was meant to happen. Universe allow it to happen for a lesson to be learn. I know everything will get better soon. I won't lose hope. Anyway, Ever wonder how I look in real life? 😂😂😂 I'm 30 by the way.🙈🙈🙈 Single oops! 😜 just saying. Happy Birthday to all Cancerian! Be blessed. 🙏

[lollalong]

Only two more days till the weekend, but I dont think there will be as much exploring as I did last week! I like to try and fill my time as much as I can, I dont want to feel like I'm wasting time (even though I am really good at binge watching a full tv season in a day... 😂) . . One thing I want to try and improve on, and be productive with, is my blog life. I have let things slip really bad in the past 3 months. The more I dont post pics, write tweets, or upload blog posts, the more I feel like I shouldn't? I need to kick the weird negativity and take the plunge again. So maybe this is me returning to the life of a blogger? Hopefully see you all soon! #nonsuchpark #bloggingthoughts #scottishthistle #flowersoninsta #chattycaptionsclub #earlymorningthoughts #tryingtobeproductive #seeyousoon #bloggingreturn #sheffieldblogger #minitravel #lavendertintedworld #mltwcorner #travelbloggers #lifestyleblogs #happythoughtsonly #s8photography (at Nonsuch Park) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2BKNOBBTv8/?igshid=14lt18bbkm4t7

[manojnaironline]

Why do I blog

Why do I blog? Well, that’s a no-brainer—literally! Blogging is my personal megaphone to the world. It is my chance to unload my thoughts and ideas, even if my only audience is only an alley cat (and let’s be honest, not a very discerning reader). I’m totally okay if nobody reads my blog. The real thrill for me is getting to spill my side of the story. Something similar to a digital diary with…

[fuyuhoshimi]

Lucky?!

Someone says your lucky when you got a chance to work in a library or in a bookstore, but to me it's more like a never ending dust and paper cuts, book pyramiding, sorting, and soul draining job. Yeah there are pros too mostly you get to read any book of your choice in your free time. Buy books of your choice with an employee discount. You get the first dibs on the most beautiful new stock of book you like. Learn to cover it the professional way and the next time you go to other bookstore or library you already know the categories of books without asking the tenants or librarians. One tip I can share you can use Lighter oil to clean the book front and back. Regarding sides use sand paper. 🙈🙈🙈 やばい〜 しまった.

[fuyuhoshimi]

Saturday at a Long weekend holiday

It's already 4:00 AM now and I'm listening to BTS... Save Me.. I guess I need someone to save me to sleep?! Don't usually listen to a lot of Korean Songs *I can't understand anything they say. My playlist is 98% Japanese Songs and 2% foreign Songs. I'm taking advantage of the time now coz I don't need to wake up early tomorrow. Well others are having holiday trip I was like maybe staying at home and watch pending Japanese Series and Play Tekken with my brother again. Or maybe sleep..deep slumber.. This post is so random. oh well Let's call it a night. おやすみなさい 皆さん！（*＾-＾*）ノ~~ﾏﾀﾈｰ

[fuyuhoshimi]

Tarot Reading

I don't know why...but I started to watch tarot readings about my star sign. Maybe because its accurate in a sense that 1 reading made me cry. Maybe I'll always do the tarot reading... kind of thankful a bit. It doesn't solve my personal problems though..but it gives me an idea on why this is happening to me. No wonder I'm obsess with anything about the stars.

[fuyuhoshimi]

Anxiety the root cause.

After constant pleading for attention, love, caring, support and understanding of my situation now. He never even listen to it like me not listening to his. Until the day comes. He finally said the words I'm so afraid to hear. ''You always say what you feel but do you know what I feel? I feel like I live in four walls everywhere. I know, I've hurt you and I'm sorry for that. Please leave me alone.'' It became a silent arrow pierce in the middle of my chest. I can't say any words. It left me silent. I suddenly shutdown and began to hide again. No words to say or any attention to be given anymore. All gone and its because of my anxiety.

[fuyuhoshimi]

It's 4:05AM and I'm not sleeping. I'm just reading some articles and facts. Some random post online and also check how to get a certain random country visa for my country. I was so so random. Then I decided to cook some Kimchi Fried Rice (my favorite) this isn't too spicy coz I ran out of Gochujang(sadness). Sorry about the bad photography. I ruined the sunny side up egg. Which is errrrr. The coffee on the side...lets pretend I didn't make it. Oh well... I rarely drink coffee and this is the day I called rare. This random post is getting longer and longer. I hope everyone was ok. After this I don't know if I will sleep or not anymore.

[fuyuhoshimi]

ごめんなさい

Sorry if I feed on Code Blue posts. I'm just addicted to the series. Anyway I hope you had a good day. If not, do yourself a favour and sleep it out tomorrow is another day. Can't sleep? Eat sweets. There's a reason why it was sold in pieces anyway. To treat unhappy days. To feel a bit better...atleast

[fuyuhoshimi]

back on track

How is everyone doing? Been so MIA for the long time. The reason is ever since IOS 10 I had some problems with my iphone and I almost replace it like 2times already. Glad I’m still under warranty so I got my replacement unit for FREE! Isn’t it great? oh well. Anyway, I miss tumblr so much. I only sign up on my laptop though. I kinda scared of putting many apps on my iphone now so I might open tumblr on laptop only. I hope everyone are doing great. Now here in my place is raining so hard. It’s raining cats and dogs!  At last rainy season! not a big fan of summer ahahahaha. Transistioning into other weather is also troublesome for me to be honest. My defense against disease is very low. It’s also another reason why I’d been MIA. Anyway, have everyone defense up always for every season coming.  

[fuyuhoshimi]

Don't know what to do

I was watching some asian drama like I use to do every early morning, but it somewhat bored me also it doesn't amuse me. Now I don't know what to do. I miss late night conversations. Now I feel alone. Oh well better listen and try to be calm so I can sleep. Time check: 1:09AM

[locsofmine]

" there's no solo in screaming my name, there's no pressure in diving deep into her nature that carries nations of everglades, the way I palm your ass dictation is the must I control the pulse of your life, consoling your burdens gave chants as my pleasure creased your horizon before I laid breakfast on the bed with kisses of endurance " #spokenword #writing #manofaction #carryon #bloggingthoughts #nightfight #melanin #palmthatass #chantinginthebedroom #makeherscream #creamformebaby

[fuyuhoshimi]

Colds, Fever

I honestly want to be sick. So I have the reason to be lazy and no one will come inside my room because of infection or something....... But I only feel bad. I keep losing a couple of pounds because of being insomiac. It benefits me a lot. But I think it isn't enough. Maybe I should stop. 寝る寝ると思うかな Time check: 02:21 AM

[fuyuhoshimi]

Muscular No No

Don't hate me and I'm not against on people who want to get healthy and fit. It's just that I feel awkward seeing muscular body, and I tend to compare my own to them. I get used to see my brothers as thin and slim bodied and me being chubby and fat bodied girl growing up. Also I always have this eyes for the category of slim/thin body like how some anime was. I do have some exemptions to this but still this is what I feel most of the time. Awkwardness.