#but holy shitttt ptsd is so loud sometimes. like this time last year was the actual worst week of my life in some ways | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

magentagalaxies · 11 months

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love it when i'm feeling stressed so i go to put on any random scott thompson video where he talks about trauma and comedy bc they're so cathartic 10/10 coping mechanism but then i see in the recommended the goddamn "human urinal" standup set and i just go well this isn't what i was looking for at all but now i need to watch this again

#i hadn't watched it in months but it lives in my head rent free #also??? i mean the premise does have to do with depression in a weird way so like kind of on theme???#i have no idea when on the timeline the human urinal story takes place and tbh i don't want to know #the day i find that out is the day my bizarre knowledge of scott goes too far #also i got a notification earlier of scott liking a random text i sent from several days ago??? it wasn't even the most recent text???#no idea what that's about but i'm like ok cool thanks for being my coping mechanism bestie #also i'm generally doing pretty good rn. like i feel like i'm on top of things and i'm in a good place #but holy shitttt ptsd is so loud sometimes. like this time last year was the actual worst week of my life in some ways #so even tho things are fine rn my brain is like forcing me to relive like 10% of those emotions but even 10% of that is awful as hell

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