#but i hope i'll soon be able to get back to writing myself ✨

[theflyingfeeling]

"#no but seriously WHERE are all the BC in a shared flat in los angeles fics?? WHERE#i could come up with a plethora of plot ideas at command if that's what it takes!!"

can I have a plot idea? maybe the added pressure of "someone gave this to me" will make me actually write something for once ☠

Apart from all the Olli/Allu headcanons, here's a few I just came up with off the top of my head, with various ships:

Jetlagged Joel wandering to the kitchen in the middle of the night to find a snack, but instead he finds Niko (also jetlagged) and they end up having an emotional talk, reflecting on the past two years: everything that's changed in all of their lives, how far they've come as a band and how far they're still gonna go 🥺 The others find the two of them in the morning, having fallen asleep on the couch in each others arms 💕

The BC Cali house doesn't have a pool (they really wanted a pool, but then Tommi took a look at the BC bank account and told them they don't need one). However, upon arriving at their rented house for the first time, they immediately notice their next door neighbour has one 👀 Being antisocial Finns, none of them don't need to go for a swim that much that they would go and knock on the pool neighbour's door and politely invite themselves for a brisk dip (since they have come all the way from the far north where there's eternal winter and all the bodies of water are frozen at all times, and besides it would be far too dangerous with all the polar bears and killer seals), but then, on one of their morning walks around the block, they ran into their neigbour across the street (they stop to pet her dog), and they're told that the pool neighbour is on a vacation abroad and won't be coming home until after Christmas. 4/5 of them think nothing of it, but Aleksi's menacing brain is immediately intrigued 😏 later that day, when everyone else has already retreated to their bedrooms, Aleksi knocks on Joonas' door and asks him if he wants to do something crazy 🤭 and of course Joonas does, especially if it includes nudity 😌 up to you to decide how the story continues!💦

And let us not forget the classic: from the pictures they saw of the house, there was definitely supposed to be 5 beds. Joel had looked at the pictures many times, and clearly there were TWO rooms, one with three single beds (although one of them seems to be dwarf-sized), and another with a wider bed that Joel was SURE was just two single beds pushed together. Porko is happy to share (because of course he is), but Joel is determined to sleep in the living room, on the scruffy leather sofa that is very obviously way too small for him. After a few nights of stubbornly trying to make himself comfortable on the tiny (and sort of smelly) sofa, Joel finally gives in and joins Joonas and Mr. Pork (the pig plushie) in the master bedroom. Maybe waking up to Joonas playing with Joel's hair is not the worst fate after all...

Next I'm asking you to humour me a little and imagine they could afford a place with seperate bedrooms for everyone. And because Olli/Allu is the cutest ship that ever was, let's imagine them claiming bedrooms next to each other. And then imagine them just staying up in the other's bedroom talking about important stuff (the new songs, the cute dog they saw earlier when they went grocery shopping). And neither of them wanting the other to go to their own bedroom, but they're both too shy and insecure to suggest they share the bed, just for tonight. Olli loitering at the doorframe until he can't come up with anything new to say, and finally dragging himself to his bedroom, mentally kicking himself for being such a coward (Aleksi does the same after Olli has closen the door). Olli being about to turn off the bedside light when he hears a faint knock on the wall by his bed (the wall he shares with Allu). I'd ask you to imagine them coming up with a secret knocking code to communicate with each night after saying goodnight, but that would be way too cute and sappy, wouldn't it? 🥺 Not to mention Olli trying to figure out how to spell "I love you" with the knocking code 💕

To jump into a completely different kind of vibe with no transition whatsover: the house is great alright, but it appears the lock on the bathroom door is not working 🤔 This, however, they don't notice, until Olli - still half asleep - is about to go take a leak the first thing in the morning, and ends up walking in on Joel having is morning wank shower 😳 It's all kinda awkward for a moment, and Joel's climax enjoying-the-nice-hot-shower face (you know the one) is now imprinted on Olli's brain and he doesn't know what to do about it 😩 (somehow, walking in on people in the bathroom becomes his "things" during their stay (perhaps because he keeps forgetting about the malfunctioning lock after every nights' sleep); one morning he runs into Joonas blowing Niko under the shower 😐 another morning he catches a glimpse of that juicy Kaunisvesi peach 🍑👀 he's not a perv though, it just keeps happening! 😬)

[cloud-somersault]

Hey, how are you doing? I hope you’re alright. 💕 I’ve been reading your status updates on Constellations and the Epilogue, and I just wanted to let you know that I think you’re amazing. Your writing is incredible and I love it. Your stories are so well thought out and the characters are ✨on point✨, and the plot is complex and detailed and aaahhh! It has me hooked! 🤩

And I understand how it hurts when you put so much effort and love into a story, only to post it and not see others be anywhere near as excited or invested as you are. I know how discouraging it can be. And it may be a little silly, but I do want to apologize for not commenting lately—life took some difficult turns for me healthwise around the end of last year and I haven’t been able to catch up! I’m still on Chapter 4 of Constellations! 😭 BUT Chapter 5 is open on my phone, and I am READY to read it as soon as I have the time (and mental energy, but that’s a whole ‘nother issue 😩). Don’t worry that your writing isn’t enough, or be discouraged if some readers don’t catch hints while others are figuring it all out seemingly too easily. Everybody reads and comprehends stuff differently, and it’s not a sign that your writing is bad if they don’t catch it! Honestly, I’m pretty bad at catching hints the first time I read a story unless they’re pretty darn obvious. I don’t usually notice subtle hints until the second, or third, or even seventh read-through, haha! (on the bright side, rereading stories and rewatching TV shows is always fun!) 😅

I guess what I really wanted to say is… don’t give up hope. Don’t lose your love and enthusiasm for your works, or feel like they aren’t worth writing because others don’t seem interested in them. At the heart of it all… at the end of the day… write because you love to. Because it makes you happy. And know that it doesn’t have to be “perfect”—the main goal should be that you enjoy it. That’s something I’m trying to teach myself, too. 💕

Thank you for taking the time to write this message and send it. I appreciate you're very kind words 💕I'm doing okay, I just had to take a step back for a bit from socials and stuff. I'm gonna keep that up for a while.

Please don't apologize for not commenting or taking your time reading. Your health always comes first, and I'm sorry if I came off as childish or needy, that wasn't my intention. Two things just happened that set me off and the timing of it was incredibly poor 😓

Please take your time reading; none of it is going anywhere, and don't feel obligated to leave comments either. i'm realizing that, even if chapters are short or long, finding the time to finish things is difficult, and everyone lives different lives. And I'm sorry about all the spoilers on this blog, I'll tag that better from now on.

But I really do think I got confused or disjointed in my perceptions; everyone here knows so much because i've been asked questions and given answers and people have interacted, so people following me here have more context than the average ao3 user. But I've kinda been expecting everyone to be on the same page, which will never be true.

I'm also the same way where it takes me a while to pick up on hints. I actually changed my writing style to prevent this. I got tired of reading books in college where you had to dive into every little thing. the hints and clues weren't obvious to me. I decided then that, when I wrote, I wanted things to be bold, obvious, but beautiful. I didn't want to make readers feel like they're missing something. I wanted them to trust that every answer, every clue would be answered in time. I made that promise to myself a decade ago, and being reminded of how different people interpret things just...made me remember.

I take writing really seriously, probably too seriously, but I've been doing it for so long and I love doing it. I want to be good at it. When it feels like I've gone back on that promise to myself, I get frustrated. I think of ways I could've fixed things. But I also remember that those books and those writing styles just weren't for me. I wasn't the target audience.

Sorry to go off on a tangent, but I wanted to explain why I got upset. I still love Constellations and I'm posting it on ao3 out of convenience, really. It's easier to reference and search there in one "Entire Work" than to have 5 documents open. The fact that others can see and read and have fun is a bonus. But I'm committed to telling this story, and I'm gonna finish with a bang.

Thank you, I won't forget why I'm doing this and that my thoughts/feelings come first! 😤I hope your health concerns are taken care of soon. Take it easy, and thanks again! 💕

[misc-obeyme]

hii, I just want to say, please take all the time you need!! You should never apologize about a lack of something when you come first. i hope your motivation comes back, but depression really is a butt kicker. I understand how you feel. I've been in a slump for months, but I'm slowly clawing my way out of it. Sending lots of love !! 🫶

I'm still trying to find the confidence to pick up a pen again and draw or try writing again. Your blog makes me feel really inspired !! It's one of my favorites, hence why I'm in the ask box so often lolol

i was gonna ramble about an idea but this ask is already getting long so I'll split it aksjdj

- ✨ anon

Dear, sweet ✨ anon!

Thank you so much! Depression really sucks, especially when it feels like it's never ending... I hope both of us are able to get out of our slumps! I kind of move between staring at a blank screen and staring at the ceiling... like, I want to write, but my brain can't seem to hold onto anything long enough for me to. And then I feel guilty and then I end up sleeping instead lol.

It really means so much to know that my blog inspires you! That's honestly one of the highest compliments ever. I really love to encourage others and to share ideas. I want everyone to have that confidence to create art, whether that's drawing or writing or any other form. I love to see you in my ask box! Know you're always welcome! I truly believe in you and I know that you'll be able to create again soon! We'll get through it together!

I do see your other ask, just know that I'm saving it for when I can give it a proper response! I don't know what happened but suddenly I've been getting a TON of asks. And I don't want to give a short response because I don't have enough time to give my usual novel length answers lol. I figure most people would rather I pace myself with them than cut my answers short.

Anyway, I really appreciate you sending me this lovely message! I hope you're having a wonderful day! 💕

[queenofstelena]

hey hey Mae! I have a fic request for stelena. As you write such good fluff so I was wondering if you would write a stelena fiction where they have a child (preferably a daughter because father daughter relationship>>>) and it's the very first day of her school and it would be the first time she will be away from her lovely parents for such a long time and Stefan is apprehensive about sending her to school and is also kinda emotional. Elena on the other hand is mentally storng as she knew this day had to come, so she has to comfort both Stefan and their daughter. Both of them go together to drop her off in school and Stefan is also kinda crying in an adorable way, overwhelmed by the thought of her daughter growing up so fast 😅✨💕

First Day

Summary: Stefan being nervous about his little girl going to Kindergarten. Bittersweet!

Notes: I'm sorry this took me forever to write I haven't had the motivation! I hope you like it!

Chapters(s): 1/1

Warning: None just fluff and Stefan being nervous about his little girl going to kindergarten.

Characters: Elena Gilbert, Stefan Salvatore, their daughter Lexi Salvatore and Lexi Branson (mentioned).

Rating: General Audiences

Stefan's POV

"Stefan honey, it's Lexi's first day of school. Which means you need to get up." Elena, says sitting on the edge of our bed. 

"No, no it can't be today. She's not ready it can't be!" I say looking at Elena with wide eyes and uncover the covers as I spring up.

"It is today. And she is ready. Now get ready I'll be in the kitchen with Lexi." She says giving me a kiss on the cheek. I watch her leave and think to myself how can she be so calm and okay with this? She's our little girl she can't be going ro kindergarten yet it's too early! She supposed to stay little forever. Who am I kidding no she isn't but still it feels like it's too soon. She's growing up too fast. This makes me think of all of the good times we've had as a family. Like when I taught her how to ride her bike. She was so happy finally being able to ride without steering wheels. or when I made her first pancake for her. Her face lit up like magic. She giggled adorablely after eating it. I thought for a minute maybe this isn't a bad thing but I'm still going to miss her. It feels like she's growing up too fast but that's life isn't? Moving on, it goes by do fast but at the same you don't realize it until the moment passes by.

A few minutes later...

I walk into the Kitchen ready to go. But not truly completely ready for her to leave. But I still give it my all. Even through its first day and I don't want her to leave this means good things too. I thought to myself, today is a bittersweet day she's leaving but it means new beginnings for her and the start of a new day. I smile my brightest smile for her, my little girl, because today will be a good day even if she's leaving something good will come of it, I know. 

I walk into the kitchen pretending to be dumbfounded and say "Where my little girl?" I look around as If I don't see her and shrug my shoulders. 

"I'm right here, daddy!" Lexi says turning from the chair. I walk over and say "There you are!" I pick her up and twirl her around. She giggles happily as I do this. I put her down she smiles at me with the sweetest look. I bent down and ask "who's ready for her first day of school?"

"ME!" She squeals. And hugs me once again. Elena and I smile softly. Elena grabs her backpack and puts it on her back. 

"Come on little lady let's get you to school!" Elena says as we walk to the garage to the car. Elena sits in the driver seat and I stap Lexi in the back passenger seat. And I sit I. The front passenger seat. I'm still anxious but I know she's strong like me and her mom and who she was named after. 

After a few minutes of driving we arrive at Mystic Falls Elementary school. We get out of the car and Elena and I hold her hand. Elena bends down and gives her a kiss on the forehead. "Remember we love you so much and we're never far." She motions to her heart. Lexi smiles and hugs her mom tightly. "I love you too mama." Elena pulls away smiling proudly at her. Elena bends back up and I take her place. "I love you so much Lexi. And I'm so proud of you. Your growing up to be such a kind ans strong person just like your mom and the women you were named after, my best friend. Honestly I was a bit nervous too today."

"You were?" She tilted her head in confusion.

"I was. But it was only because I love you. Everyone gets nervous and gets scared of new beginnings, new chapters in our lives. Lexi smiles and hugs me. "I love you sweetheart." "I love you too daddy." She pulls away as she walks into the school. We both have tears in our eyes and Elena speaks up and says "I think we need to go to waffle house that will make it all better."

"I agree." 

"Great minds think alike." She says as we walk to our car. Proud of our little girl.

The End

[arknights-imagines]

Exe is Back 🥳💕!!!

(Most important parts are in bold!)

Hiya everyone svshs 💕👉👈!!! I know it's been a little while, however I'm v v happy to say that I'm back now aaa 😭💞! I hope you've all been well~

Anywho, this'll be an update post explaining why I've been gone and what I have upcoming for the blog 👍!! So if you're interested please take some time to read this whole post, tysm 💕!

Firstly, I'd like to apologize for leaving suddenly and without notice 😭😔 I had an urgent irl emergency happen (I'd prefer not to go into any details!) and so I had to go on a complete hiatus for a few weeks svshsh, I had to put all my writing and activity on the blog on a pause 😭😭

However, everything is okay now and I'm super happy to be back to the blog now aaa 👍!!!

As an apology for my sudden hiatus, 'Rico and I would like to offer you guys flowers and cake sgshs 💞👉👈...!!! Please take them and again I hope you can excuse me, ty v v much for your patience as always 🥺

(Art is a commission by @aruaruarisa on Twitter!!)

Secondly, I'd like to talk about what's next for the blog!!!

The headcanons for all the members of Lee's Detective Agency are still in the works ✨! I'm still trying to get myself better acquainted with the characters of each member so that's why this piece is taking some time 👉👈 I want to make sure I do the members justice svshs!!

Here's a small sneak peek from Hung's section of the piece for you guys!:

"･ The Perro will ensure - in every way he can, whilst still staying behind that line he couldn't yet bring himself to step over - that you know he was entirely dedicated to you.

･ “Hey, if you ever need something, just give me a holler!”

“Thank you…you don’t have to worry about me, Hung! But, ‘something’, like what exactly?”

“You know, anything at all! I mean it, when it’s for you, I’ll always be giving two-hundred-percent!”

･ After Hung said anything like that to you, you’d grin sincerely with eyes warmed by gratitude; he’d always have a hue of pink rise to his cheeks and a gleefully wagging tail as he parted from you."

Thirdly, what I have planned for the blog in the near-future 🥳!!!

Unfortunately svshs, the Guide Ahead event I was v v hyped for (as close followers of the blog will most likely know svshs) happened while I was away aaa... 😭 Thankfully I was able to participate in the event enough to complete some of the event stages and read the entire event story 👉👈!!! I'll be eagerly awaiting its rerun so I can complete it 100% 🥺

Anywho, I v much wanted to have an event on the blog to celebrate the Guide Ahead event being released to the EN server 👉👈 Though the event in-game is closed now, I'd still like to have an event here on the blog svshs because the event meant lots to me 🥺!!!

So I'm definitely still going to be having a special event on the blog dedicated to Laterano and the Sanktas once I'm done with my current wip 🥳 I hope you'll all look forward to it aaa~

(And in the meantime, my inbox is open for any asks regarding the Guide Ahead event 💕!!! You can tell me about your pulls or ask me about mine, or come chat with me about the story, or the in-game mechanics!

Like I said before this event is particularly special for me so I'm v glad to chat about it with you guys aaa 🥺👉👈!!!)

That's all sbshs 💕!!! I'll be organizing my inbox and replying to any miscellaneous asks/DMs from you guys over the next few days, and I'll be working on my current wip as well of course 🥰~

Again please excuse my sudden hiatus aaa 😔 I hope you guys can understand 😭!

I'd also like to say to all of you: even when I have to be away from the blog for some time, please know that I'm never leaving the blog anytime soon 🥺💕 Me (and 'Rico also!) love Arknights and all of you lots and lots~

I'm beyond happy to be back, I missed you guys and the blog v v much 🥺😭💕!!!

Okay, I'll get to work now 👍!! Tysm for your time and please have an awesome day 🌸!!

Yours truly,

- An Exe who's ready to get back to work 🥳!!!

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Taglist for News 📰!:

@zone10-8

@lucifernn

@tiredstudents

@yoonielien

@marahuyos

[prettytragcdies]

stars, fir tree, flower for the blog positivity

TIME FOR SOME POSITIVITY.

send ✨ and i'll recommend a multimuse blog

If you're not following empathichearts, you're really, really missing out. I found that out the hard way when I just set back and admired Jess' blog from afar before finally getting over myself and hitting that button. We're writing together now, and it's honestly just a lot of fun. I love the threads we have together, and I can't wait for more. Not only that, but I genuinely enjoy reading her other threads whenever they pop up on my dash, even if they have nothing whatsoever to do with any of my muses. Her muse list includes some of my favorite characters, but it's also incredibly diverse. Oh, and her graphic skills. I'm jelly. Long story short, go follow right now if you haven't already. That is all.

send 🌲 and i'll recommend a blog with thought-provoking headcanons

I was going to try and highlight some blogs that I don't really talk as much about as I do others, but for this one, I really do have to give a shout-out to mischiefxmanagcd. Alex always has such interesting headcanons for her muses that cover a variety of topics, and I really enjoy reading and contemplating them. Like, what if my muse was in maybe not a similar situation, but one I just thought about from seeing her headcanon.

…if that makes any sense whatsoever. What I love even more is when some of those headcanons turn into little drabbles, because not only are those intriguing to read, they also inspire me to at least attempt to write some of my own, even if it's only in my head.

send 🌺 and i'll recommend a blog i've followed forever

I've been following lostkiids for so long now that I honestly don't remember when I first hit that button or how I even came across their blog. Wow, I'm terrible. Seriously, though. They have a lot of great muses from multiple fandoms, and I always enjoy seeing their threads and various other posts whenever they come across my dash. The fact that they know and write muses for General Hospital is simply an added bonus, and I hope they return soon if they're able or still find this hobby of ours fun, because I have so much muse for the show and unfortunately not a whole lot to do with it. But yeah, go check them out and encourage them to return haha.

[skypied]

sorry this is from a few days ago but i still wanna do the ask meme ;3

🤡✨🧠🎢

(I love the perpetual 3-5 business days ADHD delay on both our sides<3) read moreing bc I refuse to shut up<3

🤡 What’s a line, scene, or exchange you’ve written that made you laugh?

A lot! A lot of the time writing is providing entertainment for myself, and I often make myself laugh tbh! But I have no clue if anyone else finds it funny, mostly bc what feedback I get on things being funny often differ from what I laugh at 🥴 the one I can point to (and will again later in this post) is the goat-wrestling scene in always be this close. I also think all the banter in Morning Routines is funny. There's a shit ton of fun stuff in my wips, but I'm coming back to those.

(unrelated, I just discovered I've on two different occasions, months apart, written the exact same line of dialogue, which is Alberto saying "stop complaining and put your dick in my mouth". The more you know)

✨ Give you and your writing a compliment. Go on now. You know you deserve it. 😉

ouhhhhh uhhhhhh I think I'd say dialogue is one of my strong suits... I think? It's what drives most of my writing, and, while I feel like I'm always making the boys more and more OOC with every iteration, I guess that's one of the things that makes people find my fics in character. Maybe??? I dunno??? (honestly this is the worst kind of question bc for all I know I'm WAY off base). When I first am able to suppress my shame, I think the porn I write is fun and hot (but, y'know, it's 100% self-indulgent and to my tastes since it's a drop in the ocean from my personal spank bank, so again, nervous to state it for a fact)

🧠 Pick a character, and I’ll tell you my favorite headcanon for them.

given how I've rotated these blorbos so relentlessly in an endless drier for 14 months, there are sooooo many, and very few that are fixed in stone tbh. I more go through phases with headcanons, tbh! and I'm getting sleepy, maybe I'll come back and do a separate post if I remember anything special 😴

I can share that one of my current headcanon obsessions is Alberto in a skin tight short tennis dress though. I have this one in mind, bc that was the one that inspired it when a friend of a friend borrowed it to wear and he's a short'n'stout king who's dummy thicc and looked absolutely incredible wearing it. Hopefully I might draw and at some point post ... maybe in a sketch dump along with the two-three other pieces that are just "Alberto on his knees, thighs spread, soft lil tummy out, in cute outfits" hehe

🎢 Which of your fics would you call your wildest ride?

I think always be this close with the Alberto almost getting himself severely damaged in a goat-wrestling match is the wildest. The rest of my fics are either just shameless porn or shameless fluff or writing-for-writing-practice's sake - I rarely write any plots or scenes that get wild. Honestly babe my wildest rides are still wips 😭 and I can't decide on just one so this is almost a ranking

#1 is probably the "discovering Luca's dick glows under the blacklight when they're getting nasty in a club bathroom" which also includes Alberto joking about Luca being into scat (or maybe it's on the cutting room floor) and jokes about dolphins being depraved creatures and Luca's dick trying to fuck Alberto's ear and Luca having a laughing fit over Alberto looking like he's playing a flute while sucking his dick and Luca delighted to discover Alberto likes having his mouth stuffed with his tail. this fic is honestly like 80% done and has been for almost a year, I'm just eternally struggling but I did my once-every-four-month casual perusing and re-discovered that it's a lot of fun and I wanna finish it

the also-80%-done "Luca tries casting himself in a porn" fic. It got away from me and now includes smut and is, oops, 12k. It's not as overtly wild, but I think it's funny, I think it'll be finished soon-ish, and I hope y'all will find it funny, too. If nothing else, laugh at me pls<3

the one doc just titled "train wrecks" which is 3am, Luca in the club spotting Alberto and going

Luca pretends he's so blackout drunk he's forgotten where he lives so Alberto will take him home, and the rest honestly is just the dumbest banter. Highlights include likening Alberto's dick to a Christmas present, joking about Luca time travelling to groom Alberto to give him even more daddy issues, Alberto calling Luca a bird furry for leaving old food bits in his mouth during makeouts, and a lot more that'd take too much context to explain. but besides being a lot of dumb funny shit what I like about it is exploring the kind of surprising honesty and delightful rudeness you get with complete strangers. I think my fav moment is them small talking to get to know each other more, Luca talks some about his mom being overbearing and a pain in the ass, then when Alberto talks about his parental situation Luca just goes "fuck you, you can’t let me complain about all that stupid shit and then tell me that" and, after Alberto tells details about his dad and Luca offers sympathies, Alberto in return goes "no, fuck you, that sympathy is for your own bad conscience, not me". This one is a lot less finished, due to being mostly dialogue, and needing three sex scenes (and counting maybe???) written out lmao

sandbox is pretty much eternally on hold, but some out of context highlights include:

Alberto's literal "anyways, here's Wonderwall" moment

everyone calling Luca a slut

Giulia calling Alberto "young dumb and full of cum

Luca repeatedly having to tell Alberto off for quoting memes in bed

Alberto's graphic Shrek t-shirt collection

Luca skipping class to suck a guy off during a matiné showing of a war drama

Lorenzo giving Daniela chlamydia when they were young

Luca accusing his parents of being in a swingers arrangement with Giulia's parents

Alberto: recites Luca's Starbucks order - Luca:

(that's not a joke btw it's literal actual canon)

okay I'm done will sleep now ty for letting me ramble @ u ! 🥰

[seelestia]

My dearest author, I come bearing not so happy news as, I am now expected to become a semi-functioning normal person, I am moving to a whole new city that's like 2 hours away from home and I may or may not be able to use wi-fi because we haven't installed one yet (not to mention we have to find an affordable one :'D)

So if you don't see me popping up in your inbox for the next few days or even months (i hope it doesn't get to that), then rest assured that I have not abandoned you :''D I'm just getting beaten by life and adulthood rn :''(

I'm also writing this in advance so I can maybe catch your answer just before I move so I can still have internet, so once you might go active after 2 days then I might still see your answer :''D

As my unofficial and hopefully temporary farewell, all I can say is that, I really appreciate you taking the time to answer all of my asks until now, you're probably one of my favorite authors, not just because of your amazing fics and drabbles but also because I was fortunate enough to be able to talk to you and become one of your regulars :D

And i may be getting ahead of myself but- since I'm going to be gone indefinitely, I'll send in my request now and maybe once i get back I'll be able to scroll through your blog to find it! (but of course, pls don't be pressured to write for me!)

My request: Reader having one-sided feelings for Zhongli for years, and they do eventually get into a relationship but Reader discovers that Zhongli still loves his previous lover (could be Guizhong or someone else if u want).

Instead of being angry or betrayed, Reader admires how much Zhongli loves his past lover, and pretty much just stays in a relationship with him fully aware that he does love them to an extent, but they are not his greatest love (we love angst in this household)

I know this is a pretty short ask to send especially since it's pretty much goodbye until I come back, but I don't really want to bother you with too much filler text hehehe

All I can really say is, I'm gonna miss tumblr, the internet, and especially you and our talks my dearest author :'D

I bid you the finest and most sincere adieus~ - Ever so sincerely yours, 👹✨ anon <333

AHH, MY BELOVED ANON. i just got to reply to my inbox today and i'm not certain if i managed to catch you, but just know that i'm over here wishing you the best! 🫂 moving to another city or just change in itself can be vv overwhelming and i hope you can take time to settle down at your own pace :( (and get an affordable wifi too!)

i'm going to really, really miss your asks and fun questions and tutoring lessons about SAGAU — you're the best experience i could ever expect from an anon, even if it was your first time being one with me! if i'm one of your fav writers, then you're definitely one of my fav friends here <3

and it seems you're using your 👹✨ anon privilege~ ding ding, you've successfully reserved a spot in my future requests like i once promised you! and as always, your idea is SO GOOD <3

i don't want to say goodbye just yet, so i'll settle to see you soon instead. i will really miss you, anon :( but for now, focus on yourself and take care~ i will still be here if or (hopefully) when you come back! lots of love from me to you 🫂

[thecasperanfamily]

My darling followers,

You've probably already figured out exactly what I'm about to say simply from the above address. But I'll continue anyways.

I believe the time has come for me to set the Casperan Family aside. Whether forever or just temporarily, I'm not sure yet. But for the past month or so now, I've been recognizing some signs that indicate I need to let this project go. I was extremely upset to come to this realization, as there is so much more I wanted to do with these characters and this story, and I hate the idea of letting all of you guys down. But in spite of starting the Big Fic all the way back in March, the outline is barely three pages long now, and no matter what I do to it, something about the story feels off to me. As though I'm not supposed to be working on that right now.

Meanwhile, The Final Becoming, an absolute behemoth of a fic (for someone like me, at least) the likes of which I never thought I could possibly produce, was fully completed within the span of four months, starting in July. I can't really explain it here, but when I was writing that story, I felt that it was something I was meant to do. Kinda stupid, I know, but I never could shake that feeling. It's one that has accompanied the creative process for each of my stories to some extent, and it's a feeling that is always noticeably absent for projects that I am never able to complete.

As much as it pains me to say, that feeling has been absent from the Casperan Family project. For whatever reason, I'm getting this sense that there's somewhere else I need to be, another project that needs my attention, though I don't know what it is yet. Maybe the project is simply letting myself lie fallow for a bit and recover from TFB, haha. Whatever is going on, all I know is I don't want the Casperan Family to become a project that I loathe. I don't want to drive myself to frustration with it, because I have loved this silly little idea and my silly little OCs and all of you beautiful followers so, so much.

Between this feeling, which really started months ago and has only intensified as time wore on, and the fact that the ToA fandom is much smaller and quieter than it used to be, I have come to the much-dreaded decision that it's time to put this blog up on the shelf. I'll still be hanging around the fandom with my main blog, and this one isn't going to be outright deleted, but asks will be closing here soon. I would like to hope that I might come back to this one in a few years, that maybe there will be a time when I can finish this, but I really have no idea.

For now, I just want to say thank you. Thank you @poetryinmotion-author and @dreamsarelikedragonflies for developing this idea with me. Thank you EldritchQueen over on Ao3 for being my most enthusiastic Non. Thank you Teny for being my first and most unexpected follower. And thank you to everyone else who has taken the time to share in this silly little concept of mine. My experience with this blog was so wildly fun and unexpected, and all of you really helped get me through a pretty rough year. So again, thank you. And I hope our paths cross again.

Fairy blessings for you all,

-Niki ✨

[atiny-piratequeen]

I hear your idea. And I support it. I'm always down for more poly ateez though.

I have three days left of isolation! So soon I'm gonna be able to return to "normal" (in heavy quotation marks) and go back to school. I'm feeling much better and the only symptom I have now is a runny nose.

I love you loads and I hope you've had a good week, miss fie. Remember to remain hydrated and eat well and just,, take care of yourself. I wouldn't want anything bad to happen to you :o 🥺✨

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

~ AJ ✨🧚‍♀️

Oh it would be. As much as i enjoy writing mxr fics, i dont ever see myself writing a longhaul series with that as the pairing. Tbh i do better using characters as my muses instead of having to be intentially vague so i can try and include everyone or mostly everyone in a work and while i do adore my mxr fics and the messages i try to send with them, i doubt I'll ever write a full series thats mxr unless its a chain of like. Oneshots or something, not nearly something like this.

Ah! Im so glad your recovery has gone well. You're almost done! I love you lots and im glad you're feeling better. Still make sure to get plenty of rest and drink lots of water!

As for me im doing my best but I'd be lying if i said the party upstairs has been anything but godawful for like 8 months yeet