#but i keep messing up hjgjjf
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#okay no one reply to this telling me im wrong im just venting#but i’m always worried about being a good friend#because sometimes i’m just… i don’t feel like i’m being a good person to the people i care about#but i want to be#i always want to be#but i don’t think i try hard enough#it can be really difficult and sure it’s not all my fault because the horrors are relentless but idk#my worst fear is i’ve made someone else feel bad because of something i’ve done or said#and my other worst fear is that i’ve ruined the friendship because of who i am#people still caring about me even after i’ve been distant and weird means so much to me#but a part of me thinks maybe it’d be better if they didn’t? which is such an insane thought to have bc if people love you just let them#but idk my friends are great and there’s a reason i’ve met each of them and have them in my life and i just want to be good to them#but i keep messing up hjgjjf#prsnl
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