#but i swear getting covid made me at least 30% more vapid | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

ladyswillmart · 10 months

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There's always a good side and a bad side to going back and reading your own writing--for me it's primarily the experience of being absolutely delighted to remember some old things that I'd forgotten about, but on the other hand the work is always, always, ALWAYS

Unfinished, and

Frustratingly better written than anything I'm capable of doing nowadays

I don't know why or what I was doing back then to make it better, or what happened in the meantime to make it worse, but gosh I wish I could still write like that, huh 😩

#i guess i could always blame the covid #like i don't usually like to blame stuff like that #but i swear getting covid made me at least 30% more vapid #i do remember writing feeling a lot crunchier back then though #now it mostly feels like trying to mix a huge bowl of cookie dough that's way too thick and heavy and sticky #i can't tell if i'm just tired or what

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