#but idk man. i've had this blog since i was fifteen i can't even imagine trying to remake everything | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

marshmellowtea · 9 months

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idly thinking here but honestly i think if this blog went down then i'd just be done with tumblr forever. like.....that's it. this is the blog i've had for as long as i've had a tumblr account, i'm not built like the people who can start again and remake over and over again. it'd be a sign that i just need to be done with this website for good i think.

#i mean i've vented on here about being on tumblr has been making me feel worse recently so it could just be that part of me talking #but idk man. i've had this blog since i was fifteen i can't even imagine trying to remake everything #and with the way this website keeps getting worse and worse structurally and the way i keep using it for emotional self harm.....#idk it might be for the best in the long run?#i dunno. i don't wanna lose all my shit or lose my place to ramble #and i've met some cool people on here. i don't wanna downplay the good #but a LOT of it has been really bad and i've been thinking a lot about how i need to reduce the amount of time i spend on here #and the biggest struggle with that aside from not really having anything to replace that with is the fact i consistently have access to it #not on mobile anymore thankfully the app is rancid lmfaoooo #but when i'm home and on my laptop it's way too easy to pop open a tab #and if i'm logged out i can always just log back in #idk. i don't really wanna go full nuclear on this blog but i also hate having it sometimes so ahaaaaa #marshy speaks #delete later

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