#but if you're in a good enough mental state then. yh the 'i care for you so ofc i worry' kinda thought in a healthy way then
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#i'm bad w words so i'll probably take a while to get to that ask but#to that anon if u ever see this i js wna say thank you. like genuinely thank u aaa i don't know what else to say#but that thank you comes from the heart#n. you too alright? all those words you shared applies to you too.#aaa ngl rambling abt my thoughts n emotions make me feel bad at times bcs i'd hate to seem attention-seeking bcs i'm not but#yh i feel bad (not anyone's fault tho) when i'm given words n continue being sad TvT#that said though i do appreciate every word. i keep them in my heart n remember them. the thought n care put in them#i'm a bit tired to directly reply but yeah to all the asks in my inbox across time i js want to say thank u#yh from the heart. thank u always 🥹#ngl tumblr's like my safe space so i just feel confortable rambling as much as i want here#i'm probably gna make a spam/moot only acc soon tho bcs my irls know this @ n i dont want em to worry ;;;;#hmmm i say it like 'dont want them to worry' but it's more like#if it'll bring you down n hurt you then pls dont get caught up in it. prioritize yourself#but if you're in a good enough mental state then. yh the 'i care for you so ofc i worry' kinda thought in a healthy way then#sometimes i have anxiety so i'm bad w words n not really direct but i really do appreciate it all#there's just doubts tho that like. if certain time has passed or wtvr then what if those feelings have changed?#do you still care? remember? i understand bcs it's not exactly like i'm v obvious abt it but#personally for me i want everyone in my life to know that despite my words n actions i will always care n remember all those moments#for as much as i'm probe to despair when im tired i know for sure that love/hope/gratitude r still stronger in me#helpp prone* not probe 😭 hmm yh tho. i guess i wanted to put that out there#maybe next time when i call any of my friends. since it's actually been nearly a whole month#i want to say it through words. tell you all how much i care. yeah#it's just a bit scary thinking of how perception varies per person. you cld care abt someone but maybe they feel drained by interactions#orr stuff like when u look at old convos u rlly appreciate __ person or smth but w distance you're not sure anymore#i am terrible at keeping in contact w the ppl i love but trust me when i say that i still care abt everyone i know v deeply :')#huh maybe one reason why i've been distant lately is bcs. sleep-deprivation makes me sleepy in the day#but yk at night is where i'm most comfy ;;; but w school n all it's not like it's ideal to talk when we shld all be sleeping??#when i feel lost in the present i oft look to the past n remember. those moments were real. that happiness was real. n that gives me comfort#like omg i'm still constantly stressed yea but amidst all that anxiety the company of the ppl i love gives me a moment of peace#from kind strangers on the internet to moots to old friends n the ppl i talk w in the present. for as little n long as we've known n talked
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