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sub-at-omicsteminist · 5 months

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Why statistics so hard

I just want my funky integral squiggles back

#i hate statistics #I find it so draining to do #Im literally just stuck on residual plots #and I feel like it should be simple #but my brain won’t brain today

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lazylittledragon · 2 months

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my absolute favourite genre of transphobic propaganda is when the caption is like “look at this poor, confused little girl who was forced to mutilate herself :(” and the picture is just the hottest man you’ve ever seen in your life with a full beard and a body that would make thor weak at the knees

#ramble #also like. everything else aside calling any ADULT a ‘poor young girl’ is yucky af #we’re not delicate little flowers who don’t know how to think. i’m an adult with medical autonomy and a working brain #calm down you’re deranged #i won’t get on my soapbox today but it’s just funny how they think they’re the grounded sane ones #also the double standard drives me insane #with trans men it’s ‘delicate abused woman’ and with trans women it’s ‘creepy predatory man’#it’s almost like transphobia is just rebranded misogyny and they don’t actually care about equal rights #who would’ve thought

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ricky-mortis · 3 months

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Curtwen Week Day 5: Disguise

#ok so here’s the dealio yall #I tried to do like- legit lineart but it was NOT working out no matter how many times I tried #so I just colored in and shaded the sketch #I half assed it sure #but I needed something to post today #and thus we have this #I wasn’t going to waste brain cells y’know #trying my best not to burnout #cause lemme tell yall I’m not far from it #but I refuse #I won’t let it get me #I’ve still got two more days to draw for #and then hfff next week #and then art fight #and then Saf AUgust #and then pulp fortnight #so burnout is NOT an option for me #I’m not allowed #fun fact: the yo-yo was originally used as a hunting weapon #that’s a good one I like that one #curtwen week #Curtwen week 2024 #spies are forever #tin can bros #tin can brothers #the deadliest man alive #dma #Owen carvour #Joey richter #my art

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pedrospatch · 7 months

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k but once we get that clip in HD it’s over for us

#lucien flores #i’m afraid i won’t get any work done today #because that kiss is going to rot whatever is left of my one brain cell #the uninvited

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thekintsugidyke · 2 years

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anyway tho I love the moose jaw winter fics. absolutely adore the new york apartment fics. but where are the jesslupe fics where jess is the one following lupe back home. facing your past finding closure having someone on your side while you do it. where’s my catholic guilt my latine upbringing fucking up lupe so fucking much jess can barely handle it. where’s jess seeing lupe’s kid (even if it’s from a distance) and finally understanding the whole esti debacle in a much deeper way. where’s jess being the shortstop to lupe’s pitcher even outside the field.

#had these thoughts on the bus today #and they won’t leave me alone #yeah Kelly has her 40 pg doc about jess #but where’s robertas’s doc about lupe’s backstory #like truly so much jess backstory in all the fics #I’m still to find one that truly scratches my brain when it comes to Lupe and all her shit and baggage #jess mccready #jess x lupe #lupe garcia #lupe garcía #jelupe #jesslupe #jess and lupe #aloto #a league of their own

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briefhottubcoffee · 4 months

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I can’t sleep, my schedule is all off. So I decided to clean up my multi chapter fic on Loid and Yor being horny and going at it all over town. I’ve only got two chapters so far, but have several ideas and rough drafts for more.

I fixed up both chapters a bit. Please give it a read! NSFW obviously.

If you are as depraved as me and can think of some fun places Loid and Yor should bang, let me know. That will motivate me even more to continue. 😚

#twiyor #loid forger #yor forger #spy x family #spy x family fanfiction #my brain won’t shut up today about these two

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idiotarsonist · 5 months

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I’m not leaving the house today but I want *someone* to see my makeup

#whenever I’m a lil sad my brains first thought is ‘do an intense makeup look’#I don’t post my face on here very often but like I said I’m a little sad today so just wanted to do something silly #if I get any weird comments/messages I’m blocking u instantly #(if u follow me dw that does not apply to u)#the other reason I don’t post my face very much is bc some rando is always in my replies #my tags obviously won’t stop them but u know…fingers crossed #selfie

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blueautumngrave · 4 months

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LAST DAY OF CLASSES LETS GOOOOOO

#I have one final exam today and then I’m DONE #I won’t be drowning in stress anymore and my brain will actually have motivation to be creative now #GOD IM SO HAPPY THE SEMESTER IS ALMOST OVER

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deus-ex-mona · 1 year

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“i’m all alone, but i’m as happy as can be!”

#aka top 10 things i wish i could drill into my coworkers brains grrrrrrrrrrrrrrnrhrhbgbgbfbfbfnf #‘you should get a bf’ ‘when are you gonna get married and have kids?’ how about n e v e r #i just want to sleep when i’m not on the clock mans i don’t want to waste my precious sleep time on others #i mean. i don’t even leave the house on my days off. not to go shopping or anything bc sleep is more important~~~#and stuff can be bought online anyways s o o o o o #g o d speaking of online purchases thoughhh this massage seat i bought online came in yesterday and it works amazingly well~~~~~#used it for half an hour last night and i was relaxed enough to sleep for 11-12 hours straight #wish i had space for an actual massage chair though but this will have to do…#it’s been my dream to own a massage chair for the longest time…… but ig this massage seat is good enough……#i can just slap it onto my desk chair and b a m ✨instant paradise✨#speaking of instant though… one of my coworkers was commenting on my love for instant noodles the other day #‘you’ll ✨d i e✨ faster if you eat a lot of cup noodles yk?’ he said #so ✨o f c✨ my mouth chose to work faster than my brain when i replied with ‘i’m fine with that bc i won’t have to work then’#he and another coworker laughed :( sadded #b u t i finally had my cup noodles that i ‘customised’ at the cup noodle museum today and it was good~~~~~~~ i have good taste (self praise)#the best part was the lack of spring onions!!!! bc screw spring onions really who decided that they should be included with most cup noodles #or just noodles in general? the texture sucks and they don’t even taste good man. why would you even add spring onions?#it’s number 2 in my list of most hated food toppings. it loses only to ikan bilis bc s c r e w ikan bilis or dried anchovies or whatever #they’re known as >:( i hateeeeee how takeout places will just assume that you want ikan bilis and lop on a huuuuugeeeee serving of them #atop your food as you desperately and futilely b e g them to stop #and when you try to pick them out they just!!!! keep turning up everywhere instead?????#like hello???? how did you manage to get to the bottom of the bowl???? you were only added as a topping!!!!!!!#also. their eyes are really creepy. and the heads get detached from the bodies all the time and just. seeing the eyes ruins my appetite.#wait this was supposed to be about my coworkers and their pushiness in a matter that doesn’t concern them how did we get so far off-topic—#chizuutan chizpost

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rackartyg · 7 months

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in therapy today i just talked about the dark urge and astarion and my therapist was elated about it. it was fantastic. “wow you’ve really been using this story and those characters to process things. that’s amazing!”

the era of being ashamed of my interests is over. it’s apparently Cool and Healthy to use fiction to cope. i wish i could tell fifteen year old me about this it would blow her mind

#she speaks #arctic plays bg3 #bad brains blogging #you’re gonna have to pry SFF from my cold dead hands because ‘this creature is not human but nonetheless a person’ is THE most #important thing ever actually #i love taking my feelings and experiences and externalising and concretising them through metaphor #my favourite thing about astarion is how he both has literal cptsd AND metaphorically through his vampirism #that fucking rules #also shoutout to another thing therapist said today:#she was originally sceptical of my potentially having autism #then she was like ‘ok you have some traits but you’re probably not diagnosable’#then today she was like ‘you make so much sense when one thinks of you through the lense of autism’#amen sister i’ve been right there with you #but now i’m getting my second assessment soon! which won’t change anything about me i am and will be ‘tism-y regardless #but it’s going to be interesting to see what happens #also i told her about my WISC scores and she was like ‘jesus christ tell them to evaluate you for adhd too’ so uhhh #they already screened me for that and i believe i tested negative but let’s see #the WISC score was why i was even referred for an assessment so

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forerussake · 7 months

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emailed someone ‘i might be available next thursday’ meaning next week thursday. and they replied ‘i will be available all day tomorrow.’ so i, briefly forgetting that tomorrow (now today) is also a thursday and therefore not understanding why they would suggest tomorrow when i said next thursday (MEANING NEXT WEEK), immediately replied back ‘sadly i’m not available tomorrow.’ and now i want to bury myself. clown behaviour from me truly. in character also.

#it’s not a big deal but my brain is making a big deal out of it today for no reason #they’ll understand what happened (namely. i briefly forgot how weeks work) and they won’t think anything of it #but hhhnnnggggggg #anyway!#rl

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why-the-heck-not · 7 months

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My downfall with not-too-serious deadlines: I’m not submitting it on the day of, and most definitely not ahead of schedule. Because oh !! no no no ! ! My brain knows the secret third option of ”very first thing next morning”

#like it won’t matter if I send this in today at 10pm or tmrw at 9am #bc they wouldn’t be going over it today anymore #and with that I bought extra 12hours #bc guess if I always procrastinate so that the extra 12h are crucial and the most productive #’’but why don’t u just set a deadline for urself earlier?’’ bc my brain KNOWS it’s a fake deadline and won’t do its hyperfocus mode #(everything I do is hella stressful bc of this but my brain loves to concentrate in the last possible moment and not one minute earlier)#(it’s 7pm and I’m settling in to get this thing done I had 1.5 weeks to do yay)#(the deadline is yes today; I’m aiming at the 9am tmrw)#been thinking that it could be a perfectionism thing: super anxious abt making it The Best Ever so I’m too overwhelmed to start but now whe #I just need to get it done (bc it’s already too late) I can actually just do it #and you’d think that if I know the problem I could not do the same thing every time but alas #studyblr #uni studyblr #february 2024 #2024

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munamania · 3 months

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whatever guys….

#u r so mean to me and #i am probably going to fall asleep very soon so if u don’t hear from me xo love u #abby talks #i may be having a silly time tn.#wish u all well. i did have a gummy for fun and bc my parents were driving me nuts and my brain is just like um Vacation time? cause whatevs #i’m not going to have a vacation.. newsflash asshole… 🙄😔‼️ so i’m Coping. also today just stressed me tf out #and well. i need to make changes i am going to do some stuff clean my stairs apply for jobs. yuuupppp!#tomorrow! <3 rn its shark video and then whatever and bedtime #and hopefully they won’t stress me out first thing in the morning it’s seriously like a Lot.

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unknownarmageddon · 11 months

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i need. to draw underverse stuff. viscerally

#But I am Tired and I won’t have time tomorrow or today weeping #Armageddon rambles woah #I have this one scene and this one thing I wanna draw related to it spinning in my brain i need to get it out

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raksh-writes · 1 month

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Oh to write a line that is such an emotional punch to the gut you have to take a break and maybe even go on a walk, like oof

#Raksh's writing ramblings #it took a lot of tweaks and a lot of time just sitting there staring at the paragraph but damn does it hit now #Im actually kinda shocked how well it works #and since its so hot and humid and absolutely godamn awful today that my brain feels like mush #this might be a good point to leave it on today and pick back up on tomorrow #kinda sucks Im only able to get around 600 words a day #But after almost a year of writer's block I'll take it with open arms #(my thesis can wait a lil'm more 🙈🙈)#btw Im writing the final part to the VegasPete time travel AU #and its mostly Vegas' and Gun's confrontation so that's already heavy stuff #but these lines Gun just said to Vegas? oh my god #I might've peaked right there and then #hopefully that'll stay relevant and won’t sound like shit when I get back to it tomorrow 🙈😂#but so far Im having so much fun and it's beginning to look like it might become one of the best things I've ever written #it just Flows and Im letting myself go with the style and its just-- so nice 😩#lots of parallels and lots of implications and mirroring in this confrontation between father and son #might become my favourite bit too #and Id prob appeal to no one but me 🙈 but ehh Im happy with how its turning out and that's important ^^#and if anyone else likes it then thats just an added bonus ^^#now Im gonna go lay down and rest for a bit bcs this heat wave really is killing me #over 32 degrees Celcius with Zero wind snd humid as fuck #I was Not made for this :')

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strawberrybyers · 1 year

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crazy how when my mom was 22 she was married with two kids. i’m 22 and i’m at home acting like a mental ward escapee over a sci fi horror monster show because i believe at its core it’s a coming-of-age love story between two of the characters

#byler #stranger things #i’ve been analyzing literally all day today #talking to myself and gasping when i discover something #when my mom got home she asked me what i was doing and i had to look her in the eyes and say i’m writing about stranger things…#she thought something was wrong with me bc i wasn’t talking much and i was like i’m focused i can’t converse right now #she knows i’m mentally ill and when i’m focused i can’t have a conversation so she understood and said ok have fun writing goodnight lmaoo #literally when i get hyper fixated on something you can not have a conversation with me #my brain literally won’t allow processing of any information that doesn’t have to do with whatever it is i’m thinking about

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