#but still does sting a bit and it’s hard not to get (quite literal) RSD
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i don’t have anywhere else to say it cause no one else really knows the situation well enough but
shot my shot with a friend last night and got very politely turned down and everything is fine but also just bury me in a hole 🫠
#shhh sharkie#truly it’s okay and he was very nice about it and we chatted for a while after so it’s all good! i didn’t ruin anything!#but still does sting a bit and it’s hard not to get (quite literal) RSD#i am in control of my emotions and it’s on me not him how i feel and we are Very Okay about it#still have tiny violins going for myself but i’ll be done with the self pity party when i wake up it’s fine#anyway. he made more plans with me so i know i didn’t make him feel uncomfy and that he doesn’t feel weird around me#so that makes me feel a hell of a lot better#he’s a good friend and i would hate it if me trying to make a move completely ruined our friendship#also tbf gotta give props to myself for making a move at all? i’m usually so shy and self-defeating about romantic/sexual stuff#that i don’t even try cause i go into it with the assumption that no one wants me#but i tried! i shot my shot! i missed but it doesn’t mean i didn’t have the confidence in the moment to do it! and that’s a win!#anyway i’m gonna smoke my feelings and watch dnd shows
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