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#but this was a lot more sudden. tbf they haven't explicitly cut me off yet but after how they treated a mutual friend
deepwoundsandfadedscars
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#i am between books right now
#dont have one currently on the go because I finished MB and then read Rabbits on vacation
#and even though I'm slow as balls when it comes to reading i feel lost lol
#I'm packing my lunch kit and realized. i dont have any current books on the kindle i have rn
#and no physical book in my bag
#i guess I need to go look at my book shelf but i dont know what to grab next
#i guess i have book one of the dreamer trilogy that i haven't touched her yet
#kee speaks
#I'm kinda struggling this morning fam
#i lost a friend recently (not lost as in died but lost as in there was a falling out and i kinda had to chose sides)
#and before the falling out they had been so excited for me to watch str/ang/er thi/ngs 4 since i watched it late
#and they absolutely loved Eddie
#which at the time the pics they were showing me of him were absolutely terrible and I got creeper vibes off of him so i was like okaay dude
#but now after watching the entire season i do love him but don't feel like i can talk to that friend anymore and it sucks
#it's been a long time since ive lost a friend
#most of the time for me it's just that we stopped talking as often and it just peters out
#but this was a lot more sudden. tbf they haven't explicitly cut me off yet but after how they treated a mutual friend
#and some other knit picks that I've discovered other friends have had with him i just dont really want to chat with him anymore
#he's the one that rewrote one of my cathartic character death fics and then posted it without my permission
#and apparently he's done pretty much the same thing for everyone else who walked away after this fall out
#he told two others that he'd adopt their characters and 'treat them right' since we all wrote somewhat dark stuff
#so he kinda killed all three of our desires to write or share our writing with him
#plus there was a lot of religious guilt tripping he did a couple years ago that triggered the hell out of me
#idk. it sucks cause i had a really long haul of chatting about media with him and we'd throw fic ideas back and forth and write AU's togeth
#but there were also shitty things he did that i can't get over
#knowing he likes Eddie so much and me getting into the vibe and liking Eddie too amidst all this just amplifies the emotions i guess
#idk. whatever. I guess if anyone wants to ramble about Eddie with me my DM's or ask box are open π
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