#but we were actually freidns and i miss her in that way | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

chemicalarospec · 4 months

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every time I'm like "wow I barely noticed my 'crush' when he was around at all recently! I'm so close to being totally over it!" I go through a period where my gaze constantly drifts towards him when he's around, always admiring how pretty he looks.

#he sat right next to me for physics exam and i was like 'ok kill this now. u don't like him. he's probably like. evil.do NOT get distracted'#idk if it worked i think someone with a real crush wouldn't have gotten distracted during that strenuous exam either lol #I said this #personal #he was in a dream of mine recenetly again... i think he was just being freidnly to me lmao.#but luckily other than that and thinking about him as Taking Stock of The Crush i don't really think about him #so i think i will be able to fully get over it after graduation #then again eventho i'm totally not attaracted to her or women in general i still think about my frist crush sometimes #but we were actually freidns and i miss her in that way #he doesn't photograph well it's kind of funny i heard him last year sighing over how his school photo sucked but he was on the same post as #the jean girls i just posted about and it does not capture his beauty at all lol. he just looks average and kinda younger

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