#but yeonjun's a sad boy so it fits

[wtchnghrs]

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ━ ☆ ❱ WICKED GAMES is BONNIE's sixth release and third FULL ALBUM. Still reeling from the success of THE GOOD WITCH, BONNIE decided to wait and release this album later. Finally, on 12 APRIL 2024, the highly anticipated album was released. The title track SOOEASY got BONNIE 9 wins, but it was the b-side THE BOY IS MINE that really broke the charts worldwide. BONNIE is known for telling stories out of order, and this album is no exception. It could be about a love gone awry or a couple overcoming their problems and powering through.

☆. TRACKLIST !

01. INTRO : ILLSN II ── setting the tone for the album, this intro establishes the theme of people not being able to let go of each other. no matter how hard they try, they have been captivated and there is nothing they can do about it.

02. NBDY KNOWS ── in this second song, BONNIE talks about pursuing someone while everyone else is none the wiser. when asked if the song was about a real secret relationship she was in and she just laughed. the rnb sound made it a fan favourite song.

03. TRUE STORY ── although she has not said so explicitly, many speculate that this song is about her and her former company / ceo and it wouldn’t be the first time she’d sung about it. from the perspective of a now ended relationship, she sings about not caring about being treated like a villain for another person because she knows the truth of what they were like when they were together.

04. BAD BOY ── the song may be about the singer falling in love with a nonchalant boy who is kind of rude, but BONNIE clarified on live with a laugh: “i only like people who are nice to me”. it is a fun and catchy song that she promoted alongside the title track for two weeks and it managed to bring home 3 music show wins.

05. SOOEASY ── this album’s title track marks the first collaboration between BONNIE and ZION.T. the song follows BONNIE as she talks to her potential lover about how easy it would be for her to have them if she wanted.

06. LOVE WAR (FEAT. YEONJUN OF TXT) ── when the tracklist was announced and fans saw that YEONJUN was featured on a song, the internet lost its mind. the song tells the story of a love gone sour where it seems like all the two partners do is fight and argue, despite being happy once.

07. THE BOY IS MINE ── in this fun, dance pop track, BONNIE sings a rather sexy song stating her claim on a boy. the track interpolates the iconic BRANDY and MONICA song of the same name. surprising fans by speaking so frankly about a man, and just being an overall great song, it went viral almost instantly.

08. BLACK PEARL ── hidden behind a relaxing city pop beat that just makes you want to dance lies lyrics sad enough to make you cry. in it, BONNIE questions why her lover even likes her when she believes she’s ugly and too hurt for them, to the point where she begs them to just leave her alone.

09. EUNOIA ── following a somber song about not feeling deserving of love, EUNOIA is about two people who are just perfect for each other. they are the best for each other and when they are together. this is another example of how BONNIE chooses to tell stories not in chronological order. where does this bright, bubbly love song fit in the grand scheme of the album?

10. BLUE FLAME ── using blue fire as a metaphor, this song is about knowing something is dangerous or bad but choosing to do it anyway because it is so enticing. fans theorise that BONNIE could be talking about “the relationship”.

11. SOS ── once again telling this love story completely out of order, BONNIE sings about how she knows falling for this person is a bad idea but she just can’t help it and needs to be saved. when talking about it, she said: “it’s really just me being dramatic about — hm — i guess a crush. crushes are the worst! and they ruin my life!”

12. GENIE ── it is a very bright and fun song, produced by kpop legends B.E.P, however, because of its placement on the album, there is something disconcerting about it. BONNIE sings about being her lover’s “genie”, that whatever they desire, they can find it within her. but because she already expressed the insecurities she feels within a relationship, her willingness to be this person’s “dream girl” just seems sad.

☆. ERA HIGHLIGHTS !

── 𖤐 ⋆ㅤㅤㅤthe album was a roaring success on all accounts. from the moment promotions ended for THE GOOD WITCH to its actual release, the public had been anticipating this album for months and she did not disappoint. at the time of its release, it sold 890,00 copies and made it onto the BILLBOARD 200 chart. THE BOY IS MINE made it onto the HOT 100 and peaked at 27

── 𖤐 ⋆ㅤㅤㅤ YEONJUN joined BONNIE in performing LOVE WAR on INKIGAYO 240414 which was a surprise for the fans as he was not present for her pre-recording. when he walked out onto the stage, the crowd went insane, BONNIE had to hold back a smile. it was a fun moment for both of them and the fans loved it. the chemistry between the two of them had them trending online for weeks

── 𖤐 ⋆ㅤㅤㅤas they do with every release the other has, P1HARMONY had a listening party live when the album dropped. they reacted to and loved every song, obviously, making jokes here and there that only friends can make but it was when THE BOY IS MINE that stood out. for reasons fans chalked up to older brothers teasing their younger sister, as the song played, the members could not stop giggling and nudging each other, but especially JIUNG

── 𖤐 ⋆ㅤㅤㅤspeaking of TBIM, the speculations on who the song could be about were rampant. they were simultaneously invasive yet ridiculous. while majority of BONNIE’s fanbase is respectful and tries not to engage with rumours, a few fans were convinced this was confirmation that she had a boyfriend. every moment she ever shared with a guy was overanalysed to the moon and back

── 𖤐 ⋆ㅤㅤㅤBONNIE went on LEE MUJIN SERVICE for the first time and stunned not only him, but the whole band with her musical knowledge. she brought her violin and played THE LAST ROSS OF SUMMER, a notoriously hard song

── 𖤐 ⋆ㅤㅤㅤshe performed at COACHELLA week 2, bringing in a whole barrage of new fans. pictures of her just walking around the venue with friends were going viral prior to her actual performance and by the time she actually got on stage? locals didn’t stand a chance.

[qyuoza]

Dream Reality #5: Monochrome Diamonds — Yeonjun

Prompt: Our love was alive, breathing there between the lines. (Wherein Yeonjun is your forbidden lover)

Genre: Angst

Pairing: Yeonjun x afab!reader

Synopsis: You were both star crossed lovers, everyone around you even said so, but your love was one that was never made to last. He was from a rich socialite family, and you were only the daughter of their maid.

Disclaimer: These stories do not depict how the Tomorrow X Together members act in real life. Everything is pure fiction and is written for entertainment.

Warnings: n/a (Just not fully proofread and edited)

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“Y/n? Quick get over here, I have something to give you” Yeonjun pulled you into the library at his house and you squealed as he closes the door behind you both.

“Jjun, you know it’s still working hours for me! You’re gonna get us in trouble” you hit your boyfriend, if you can even feel worthy of calling him that, on his shoulder while he grins at you cheekily.

“Ok and? I’m your boss, so you do as I say” he chuckles before taking out a small locket. It was the one you’d been eyeing from Tiffany and Co. ever since you went into the city with his family for an event.

“You did not just get me this! Yeonjun you’re crazy, I have to pay you back” you say as the guilt slowly eats you up from the inside.

He could have any girl in the world with his looks, charm and money, yet he chose the poor maid’s daughter who’d practically grown up having them as a trust fund.

“Y/n you don’t need to, it’s my money and I spend it how I like. I want to spoil my favorite girl, just let me have this since we already keep our relationship a secret enough as it is” Yeonjun says sadly.

Your heart clenches in your chest, you love him just as much as he does you, but you can’t help but feel like a burden when he spends his money on you. You were just a helper of the other maids around the house, his parents would never approve of it.

“I’m sorry. I love you, I really do. I just can’t help but feel guilty knowing you could have anyone in the world, and yet you chose me” you reply in a solemn tone.

“You’ve grown up by my side Y/n, I chose you over all the snobby rich girls my dad offers and just other girls in general because you’re practically my other half. I’ve been in love with you since we were kids” Yeonjun cups your face and you can’t help but melt.

You’ve been with him through almost everything, from his childhood to his now adulthood in the same house with the same smile and same loving boy you grew up with. He was your world, and you couldn’t ask for anything better.

“I know you would never judge me because you’ve grown up by my side, you were there when no one was and honestly who wouldn’t love you? I owe you so much more than you do me” Yeonjun confesses.

You kiss his nose and the two of you chuckle at how sad, but also silly, this whole situation seems. If only things were under better circumstances, you two wouldn’t shy away from showing how much you truly love each other.

Weeks after that conversation, Yeonjun had never failed to make you not doubt his love for you at all. From a small bouquet of roses that he collected and trimmed the thorns off himself from his family’s garden, to long three to four page letters that would be left at your quarters in the mansion.

Though, his love wasn’t the only thing you were spoiled with, he still continued to send you gifts and was even more touchy in front of your friends. It seemed as everything was going well, until that one dreadful night.

You should’ve stayed curious honestly, but after going the entire day without hearing a peep from your beloved boyfriend, you started to get worried. As you went to go steam Yeonjun’s suit in his room for an event the next day, you passed by his father’s study and overheard through a crack in the door.

“Yeonjun, you can’t stay like this forever. You’re single, smart, charming and handsome which is going to waste as you age. I think you’re finally fit to get married as soon as possible” his father says sternly.

You hear nothing for a moment before Yeonjun breathes out a sigh, while you, were holding back tears in your eyes. It was bound to happen, but you didn’t think it would be this soon. Not when things were going so well between you both.

“Dad, no. Please, I love someone else and I can’t afford to lose them” he chokes out. You feel his pain as a stray tear rolls down your cheek. “Don’t tell me you’re in love with the maid’s daughter, she’s not doing you any good and she’s only around because we’re her trust fund” Yeonjun’s father replies angrily.

Trust fund? Of course, that’s what they were and in return you had to serve them, that was your main purpose of course. Who would truly do this out of kindness? Not Yeonjun’s parents apparently. You should’ve known better than to let your guard down.

You walk away briskly knowing what would come next and quietly slip into Yeonjun’s room as you made your way to his closet. You find his suit and start steaming it as if nothing had happened, your tears starting to form again at the corners of your eyes.

“Y/n, I’m so sorry angel. I know you overheard and I’m sorry for my father’s words!” the walk in closet door slams open as Yeonjun pants. You avoid his gaze and shake your head, feeling him suddenly engulf you into a hug.

The flood gates open and you sob in his arms. You should’ve known you two were never meant to be, as your mother called you, star crossed lovers. Again, you didn’t think the day would come so soon where you had to let him go.

“I’m sorry Jjun, I let my guard down around you. You know we were never meant to be” you say quietly. Yeonjun frowns and he makes you look at him, his hand under your chin in a loving gesture.

“We are meant to be angel, and I will continue to fight for our love, no matter how long it will take” he places a soft peck on your lips and you feel your cheeks heat up.

“Please, I promise I’ll make it work ok? Just give me a bit more time and hang in there a bit longer” Yeonjun murmurs softly. You take in his words and only nod back, you hold yourself back from having high hopes during times like this.

Not even a week later, your doubts had manifested into reality. Yeonjun’s dad had announced at his dinner party about his son’s arranged marriage with his business partners daughter, Lee Daeun.

Of course it had to be her, the most angelic and pure girl had to be given to your boyfriend. They were perfect for each other, and you slowly started to accept that maybe what you and Yeonjun had was only temporary. His parents never approved of you to begin with, but they tolerated you for the sake of their only son.

“Y/n please, don’t leave me. I tried talking to dad but he just won’t listen! You can’t seriously be taken away now that he’s made his decision!” Yeonjun sobbed into your hair.

Your heart sank, this was the first time he’d even cried this much. Sure, Yeonjun had definitely shed a tear or two, but you haven’t seen this since you were practically kids and it broke every part of you.

“Jjun I can’t do anything about it anymore, I’m helpless. I’m sorry I couldn’t fight for what we are, but your dad’s right, you deserve better than me” you admit, ashamed to look at him in the eyes.

“You are better! Y/n I swear if dad won’t listen to me this time I’m running away with you, I’m already an adult he can’t control me anymore like some kid” Yeonjun replies with gritted teeth.

“You’re the heir to his company, you can’t seriously think people would approve of me if they found out you’ve been dating a commoner all these years. I care about your reputation and don’t want you to be looked down on” you argue.

“I’d gladly leave that all behind if it means I get to be with you, Y/n please!” He pulls you into a tight hug, but before you could even reciprocate it, you were tugged harshly out of his arms.

“Y/n! No!” Yeonjun shouts as you were taken away. You could only accept your fate as you get taken away to another part of the city, where you’ll be taking care of his grandparents.

As you were roughly shoved into the car, Yeonjun pants from his doorstep, still shouting profanities and to let you go. His mom held him back before he could do anything stupid, but you noticed a small trace of a smile on her face, which made your blood boil.

Yeonjun would never give you up that easily, and if his parents weren’t going to let up, then you’d come back for him under better circumstances. After all, what they didn’t know was that your family was the reason behind their wealth today and you’re going to take back what’s rightfully yours soon.

© qyuoza 2022 -. no part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any manner without the permission from the publisher.

[reinahwanggg]

I Met You At Sunrise ㅡ Ch. 9

CHAPTER 9 - jay 🔛🔝

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•warning(s): i'm unfunny, friends that "bully" each other, like one (1) obscenity?

•word count: 807 words

“so are we gonna address the elephant in the room or …” is what broke the silence between the four friends as they sat around the round table on the top floor of hybe o’clock cafe.

yeonjun, the eldest of the group, has his hands in front of his face as he cleans his nails, a habit he gained to distract him from the anxiety that took his heart on a flight.

soobin rests his hands on the table, either hand on a side of the book that he was reading for his final tomorrow. his blond strands fall into his line of sight, and he picks up a hand to move them out of the way.

taehyun looks up from the book that he brought with him, surprised at the sudden conversation. he rests his legs on the floor, and picks up the bookmark that he had rested on the table to save his page.

kai, the youngest of the group, and the person that uttered out those words of concern watches as everyone collectively comes back to reality, and he sighs once he sees where taehyun was going with his awkward question.

“who? gerald? he’s been here since freshman year, why address him now?” replies the brunet, who moves away instinctively from the punch his friend sends his way.

“that's not what i mean and you know that tyun. don't make me throw you off the balcony.” kai replies, eyes squinting in malice to let taehyun know that he means it.

“just tryna lighten the mood man. you're the one dropping such a tense question on us.” the brunet retorts.

“why are you the way that you are?” the tall blond questions, looking at the brunet as he says this, and it causes the eldest, who finally looks up from his nails, to fall into a fit of laughter.

“it wasn't even that funny bruh.” kai laments.

“if i don't laugh, i will legitimately sob. what else do you want me to do?” the ginger follows up, eyes blinking slowly as he stares at the youngest who has yet to say anything else about his tense approach at bringing their current dilemma to the table.

it was six forty-two in the evening (6:42 p.m.) by the time as they started to speak. they had been there since 5:40. the boys had asked their fifth friend if he had wanted to study with them at hybe o'clock, fully expecting him to smile and lead the way without verbally agreeing like he always did.

so imagine their surprise when he apologizes and tells them that he would rather study in the library. and don't get them wrong, they asked if they could go along with him as well, but he declined. they wholeheartedly believe that beomgyu is ignoring them.

“i mean, i just don't get it. gyu’s never been one to turn down a group study sesh. is it because finals snuck up on him or something?” yeonjun asked them after they bid their friend farewell after walking him to the library.

yeonjun was sad to see that they refused to answer him. they refused to say anything for an entire hour. only ordering their drinks and snacks and going upstairs to pretend like they weren't rejected by their most active friend (in terms of wanting to do stuff).

“okay, i wanna be the first to say that hyung is acting weird. and whether or not it's because of us is something we need to find out.” kai finally says, and he looks at his three other friends to see that they all agree.

“i haven't said a thing about his soulmate agenda in days and i honestly think i’m going into withdrawal.” taehyun speaks up, and he raises his eyebrow in question once he notices that all of his friends are looking at him funny.

“what are you, a crackhead?” soobin asks, and it causes kai and yeonjun to snort in response.

“i’m just saying that i got used to it, jeez.”

“out of all the analogies you could've used though?” yeonjun questions.

“not my best moment, jeez. tough crowd.” the brunet surrenders, and he shakes his head once his friends laugh at that instead of all his other jokes.

“anyways, i have an idea, but it's stupid.” kai speaks up, his friends looking at him once he starts talking.

“when was the last time you had a smart idea again?” soobin asks, and it gets the crowd chuckling up a storm.

“soobin woke up and chose violence against us all today.” yeonjun says.

“honestly. attacking all of us and for what?” taehyun whines.

“ahem. my idea?” kai clears his throat to bring the guys back to the topic at hand.

“oh right. hit us with it hyuka, let's see what you got.”

•notes from reina: no banner ???? what have i become ???? i couldn't even put a divider or nothing this chapter feels so bare fr. anyways here's chapter 9! i swear this won't feel so depressing next chapter, and the vibes will get better soon! see you next week thursday at 8pm est for the next chapter! reina OUT !!

TAGLIST !! : @bangchansbae @beomies-world

[boba-beom]

I am so happy to know that you feel better!! I will always be there to reassure you that’s what I’m here for <33

Okay but you’re wayyyy cuter!!! Oh wow that must be so exciting for you! I know you won’t be as active but I will miss you. I hope you enjoy your time with your family.

Ice cream is good! I actually have never tried that flavor.

I found it through Hulu so that’s why I’m watching it in there. Otherwise I always use a anime website. Do you have a favorite anime?

I Will say this I love the main male lead he’s such a good actor. I am so happy to see him take on a main role.

Kevin is such a sweetheart. Being a dad at an earlier age than his brothers must’ve changed that for him. But he just radiates such sad energy (not a bad thing tho). WHEN I SAW HIS FIT!!! I was like excuse me why are you looking so good for? Yeonjun definitely has those vibes to him. That’s our It boy for yah.

That’s fair I definitely get that! OMGG I HAVE NOT SEEN STARSTRUCK in so long. I should go back and watch it! My favorite Disney throw back and this one is a big clue so watch out.. but High School Musical. When I tell you I WAS AND STILL AM OBSESSED!!!!

I grew up a Disney kid so I have more but I’ll stick with my all time favorite.

Fun fact when I get married I want to play “can I have this dance” during the slow dance segment of the wedding.

What’s your favorite Disney Tv show?

Until next time

Love anon 🧡

thank you so much again <3 I think you should try phish food if you're a fan of rocky road ice cream, just in this case there's no raisins (just bc I know the rocky road ice cream in philippines sometimes has raisins 😭)

I think my favourite has got to be demon slayer, funny story actually.. I started watching it after I matched with a cute guy on tinder and he recommended it so I watched it so I could talk to him about it and by the time I was up to date he wasn't on tinder anymore and I never asked for his socials,, anyway lmao. I also love romantic killer I find it witty and ngl I've grown attached to the characters already hehe 10/10 would recommend!

PLS the typo had my head turning, but yes I always really saw kevin more of the dad type among the jonas brothers which makes sense bc he's the oldest. I'm going through a heavy rotation of going through each txt member T^T

YES GO BACK AND WATCH IT ‼️ it's so fun to reminisce and try to see how much you remember the songs :> I did love wizards of waverly place but the laughs in the background was starting to get to me when I rewatched it 😭

I wanna marathon and rewatch all the hsm movies I love them so much,, OMG YOU AND I ARE SO SIMILAR!!! I loved can I have this dance so much :') that song made me feel all sorts, I would love to dance in the rain with a s/o in the rain as well :((

my favourite disney show... hmm suite life on deck was always a favourite so I'll say that one, but in terms of movies, definitely starstruck!

what music do you listen to anonie? kpop / non-kpop idm!! I'm intrigued <3 until next time <3

[rkyjun]

CHOI YEONJUN AS SADNESS!

“Crying helps me slow down and obsess over the weight of life's problems.”

[harufluff]

☆「txt reaction to having a short s/o」☆

warnings : none! pure fluff (unless you have something against shorties)

genre : fluff (angst if you squint) gender neutral reader

requested : nope

a/n : hiii!!! i’m haru and this is my first post! i hope you like it! ily <333 please feel free to leave a request :))). also i like this cause i’m 5’2” so relatable.

°○SOOBIN○°

would love it in the fullest.

i feel like he would like to just rest his head on yours and chill

since he’s so tall i think there would be two sides to his liking.

obviously he would think you’re so cute

but poor baby also likes being the little one too ( he’ll never tell you that though )

definitely likes spooning you when you feel sad, or just when he or you feels like it.

just imagine you making something in the kitchen

and he just comes up behind you and wrapped his arms around your torso

you say “hi baby”

”hi love”

“you hungry? i’m making a snack right now”

he sighs and rests his chin on your head

”can i share with you??”

“oh course, my love”

makes my heart go boom boom

i think he would love having a short baby <3333

＊→ YEONJUN →＊

WOULD 100% LOVE IT

always so cocky about it though

like soobin would come up to you and put his chin on your head

whether that is to make fun of you or just to be cute

i think he would like how easy it is to just pick you up so you’re at the same height

he would LOVE bending down to see you at eyes level ngl

you know that face he makes when they first debuted?? the pouty one??? yep that’s the one he makes from 2cm from your face

if your just doing house work and he comes up to you for what you think is a kiss and he’s just like

”hey shortie”

”meanie”

and tall yeonjun bends down and

”you’re just mad i’m taller than you”

”no. you just like bending down to kiss me”

you smirk at him while he looks at you kinda defeated

then he smirks and picks you up by your waist

you hold onto his shoulders for dear life as he spins you around

as he sets you down you look up at him annoyed

he steals a quick peck on your lips

”yah!!! choi yeonjun you cheater!!”

he won

♪< BEOMGYU >♪

i think everyone knows the answer to this

he would love it

him and terry might be the shortest of the boys but still

he’s a giant

would LOVE your height so much

would make fun of you no question

your cant change my mind

BUT if you’re insecure about your height

why the heck would he make fun of you when you feel sad :(((

if you don’t like his loving teasing, duh he’ll make you feel good about it

”love, i love your height. you fit me perfectly”

“but i’m so short gyu. i can’t even reach the top shelve”

”i like that i can help. it makes me feel needed”

“thank you, baby”

“i love you y/n”

”i love you too. thanks for always making me feel better”

he smiles at you sweetly

°〜TAEHYUN 〜°

this guy

sweetest

dude

ever

again he’s not as tall as like soobin cause no one is

but the dude is 5’10” so i consider that tall

ANYWAY

i don’t think he would care that much.

if you’re tall or short he loves you just the same. <333

like the others, would come up and give you a back hug

of you’re reading something and your head is in lap while he watches tv

”hey babe”

”hmm?” you look up from you book

”i like your height”

“where did that come from?”

”idk. i was just thinking about you”

you lean up to kiss him

he smiles at you and meets you half way to close the distance between the two of you

he pecks you on the lips then pulls away

he gives you a bright smile and steals another kiss

☆^ HUENING KAI ^☆

i love this guy

he would LOVE your height

when i say LOVE i mean LOOOOOOVEEEE ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

he’s a tall boy so he loves it

but kinda like soobin, he likes being the little one too sweet baby

he loves pecking you on the forehead to say hello goodbye

he would like to rest his head in your lap while you run your fingers through his hair

GETTING DISTRACTED

he LOVES bending down to your level and looking into your eyes lovingly

heart eyes huening and y/n

”y/nnnnnnnnn!!! babyyyyyyyy, love of my lifeeeeeee!!! please for the love of heck will you hang out with me”

”sorry baby i have to finish this” don’t ask me what it is

”but y/nieeeeeeee!!”

“*sigh* ok c’mere love”

“yay!!!!!”

you got up and walked over to him and gave him a bear hug.

wrapping your arms around his torso

he put his chin on your shoulder

”hi y/n”

”hi huening”

he kissed you cheek and picked you up to bring you to the bedroom

”SNUGGLE TIME!!!”

i hope you liked it!! again this was my first post so i hope you liked it! ily!!!!!

-haru 🐥

[flwrkisses]

txt having to say goodbye to their partner before tour.

hello lovelies! with txt is on tour soon i thought this was fitting to post! i'm excited for july since i'm seeing the boys in texas!! yay yay! — anyway this was requested back in march... im so sorry for being inactive. i'm slowly finding inspiration and motivation to write again! if you're going to see the boys live please remember to mask up to protect the boys and everyone around you!

REQUEST: "Heyy, I hope you're having a great day! :) I would like to request: txt when they have to say Goodbye to their s/o as they leave for tour. Thanks in advance!"

GENRE: fluff, established relationship! idol! x reader.

✧*:･ﾟyeonjun

he becomes the poutiest boy at the thought of leaving you. he hasn't left you in so long and in fact, he's gotten so used to sleeping next to you that he was unsure as to how it would work when he was on tour. so, when that dreadful morning finally came, he couldn't help but hold you extra tight and give you a few more lingering kisses before getting up out of bed. he'd remind you he loved you over and over and over again until you grow tired of hearing his whiney voice. you'd have to be strong for him, at least until he closed the door because if you cried he'd probably break and stay there with you. when time called, he'd give you a long hug and whisper sweet nothings into your ear, promising to call you as soon as he lands.

✧*:･ﾟsoobin

i'm convinced soobin wouldn't make a big deal about it in the moment. he got used to seeing you everyday and having you around to cuddle when ever, so he didn't think to realize that he probably wouldn't have you at his side anymore... that is until he walked out of your apartment. he walked to the elevator with his suit cases ready to load them up into the company car when he realizes this feeling of missing something. at first he thought he was over reacting over something he might have forgotten to pack but it soon set in that what he was missing was you. he simply turned around and ran back to your shared apartment only to give you a long hug. he'd try not to make eye contact because the thought of leaving you has finally set in and it made him get teary eyed.

✧*:･ﾟbeomgyu

to be very honest he'd tease you the days leading up to his departure. he'd say things like, "when i leave you'll cry because i'm so amazing." which you wouldn't lie, what he said was partly true. although, when the day did come and he was standing at the door way... one of you found it hard to let go. that someone was him. as much as he teased you about crying and not wanting him to leave, at the end of the day it was him who found it hard to let you go and hold back tears. he kept mumbling into your neck about how much he'd miss you, and how you should come with him even though you both knew it wasn't a possibility. luckly, his manager was able to pry the male off you and get him in the van on time for his flight. as he drove off, he rolled down the window and yelled that he loved you and will be back soon.

✧*:･ﾟtaehyun

we all know taehyun is much more rash and logical about things. he'd be preparing both you and himself for the day he had to go. for weeks he had been making sure you'd be able to do things with out him, like open jars, kill bugs, reach shelves. he wanted to make sure you'd be okay without him, even if he knew deep down you both would be missing each other more than anything. because he worked so hard on softening the blow of losing him for a month when the day came you were surprisingly okay. just excited for him to come back as soon as he could. not gonna lie, taehyun lowkey wanted the water works, but your reaction was good too. he left a kiss on your lips and promised he'd come home safely before going on his way and waving at you before getting in the car.

✧*:･ﾟhueningkai

he is definitely is the type to tell you not to think about it until the day comes. he doesn't want his last couple days with you to be sad so, huening suggests taking one day at a time! when the day does come, kai knows he needs to be strong which isnt hard because he doesnt like showing when he's having a hard time anyway. he'd hug you tightly and probably hold on longer than he should showing you that he is going to miss you. he'd peck your lips and kiss your temple before giving you a smile. even if behind the smile he wanted to die inside being without you he didn't want to worry you. after a string of 'i love you's' he'd hurry down to the car waiting for him.

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You Can Tell Me

Yeonjun x Trans FTM Reader

Synopsis: Yeonjun’s best friend (reader) has to come out as trans.

Genre: fluff | lgbtq+ | oneshot

Content Warnings: unintentional misgendering, sensitive subject matter,

A.N.: instead of spending $200 per session to talk to a gender therapist about what i already know, i’m just going to write comforting oneshots with my ults. hopefully this comforts me and others in my position as well. again, refraining from using the term “y/n.”

Reader’s POV

It hurts to say, but it’s getting really hard to hang out with my best friend. Every joke starts with “girl” and every compliment ends in “queen.” It feels like he’s mocking me.

Only he doesn’t know that he is.

In his mind, he’s done nothing wrong. Every “girl” is a gunshot and every “queen” is a bullet wound I’ll have to heal myself from later. Maybe I’m just being overly sensitive. Or maybe it just hurts to hear my best friend refer to me this way.

“Girl, why’re you so sad,” He asks, pulling me out of my train of thought, “You love this movie.”

As much as I love the movie, I don’t feel comfortable.

“I’m just tired,” I lie, “I should start heading home anyways.”

“What? You never get tired this early.”

“Well, I do now.”

I don’t mean to snap. It’s getting to be too much to handle.

I stand up from the couch, but I feel Yeonjun’s hand grab my arm before I can walk out.

“What’s going on, girl?”

“Nothing.” I mumble as I try to wiggle out of his hold.

“Come on, sis, you can tell me.”

I rip my arm from his hand in a fit of rage.

“I’m not your sis,” I shout, “I’m not your girl, I’m not queen, I’m just–.”

I cut myself off and plop back onto the couch. I close my eyes so I don’t have to see the hurt on Yeonjun’s face. He’s not used to me getting visibly or seriously angry. And despite his actions, he’s actually quite sensitive.

“Yeonjun,” I breathe out, “I- I don’t know how to tell you this.”

His silence scares me. In a weird way, I appreciate it. It gives me time to think. Think about how I’m going to permanently alter all of the memories he has of me. Think about how I may not have a best friend anymore if he doesn’t approve.

“I want you to know that I’m still me and nothing has changed.

“O-okay.”

“I’m a boy,” I say simply, “I’m transgender.”

“Oh–.”

“I don’t want you to see me differently, okay?”

He blinks in disbelief. His lips move, but no words come out.

“Please say something.”

“I don’t know what to say… Other than ‘I’m sorry.’”

“It’s oka-.”

“No, no. I know this is something really important and serious. And you probably didn’t wanna tell me like this.”

“Like what?”

“I misgendered you so much and you came out to me out of frustration. I feel like I made you come out to me when, maybe, you weren’t ready.”

It’s true. I would’ve rather told him like I told my brother; in a series of texts and internet memes. It wasn’t as serious as now. Coming out to Yeonjun felt like an attempt at survival. It was so intense. I can still feel my hands trembling.

“I was going to tell you eventually. I’ll admit it was hard because you always knew me as a girl. And I was scared of losing you.”

“I don’t love you because I see you- saw you- as a girl. You’re just a good person and I like being around you. Regardless of what gender you are.”

“You really mean that?” My voice cracks.

“Yeah.” he says with a warm smile.

I reach over and give him the biggest hug I’d ever given him. The tighter I squeeze, the less I feel like crying.

“You’re choking me.” He wheezes.

I pull away and laugh before playfully strangling him.

“Are you still too tired to watch the show?”

I roll my eyes.

“I guess I can watch one more episode.”

[cursedsunoo]

🌐 TXT’S REACTION TO THEIR IDOL!S/O PUSHING THROUGH AN INJURY/SICKNESS

♡ includes — txt

♡ warnings — injuries, sickness, protective boys

♡ pronouns — they/them

#YEONJUN

♡ he’s pushed through sicknesses before to preform for his groups fans, and while in the moment adrenaline ran high to the point where he didn’t feel a thing, he knows that as soon as your heart slows down and the sweat dries, the sickness you experienced hours prior will only evolve into something much worse

yeonjun brushed stray strands of hair away from your face, one hand caressing your hairline and the other clutching onto a damp towel, gently dotting it along your skin every few minutes. he had warned your before you had stepped foot onto the stage that your current state would only worsen with the amount of physical activity you were about to put your body into, yet he knew that his words wouldn’t stop you from doing what you loved to do.

so now, he found himself caring for your weak form, the management sitting outside of the room waiting for any signal for more help, but for the moment they let the boy care for you the way he saw fit.

“do you need any water, food even?” he felt the way your shoulders lurched at the mere mention of eating. “okay no to the food idea,” yeonjun continued to dab at the sweat on your neck and forehead. “as much as i hate to be that guy, you’ve learned your lesson, no?”

“please stop talking,” you huffed, letting your weight drop onto his chest, his hand coming up to stroke at the side of your face, a small chuckle leaving his lips.

#SOOBIN

♡ he’s constantly on his own members about taking care of their bodies and their mental health — encouraging them to step up and let him or the company know when something felt off in the slightest. soobin even pushed these expectations on you and you’re group (even going as far to talk to your groups leader about it personally)

soobin watched helplessly as staff flocked around your crying form, the pants you wore for your stage now bunched up near your knee as cautious hands poked and prodded at the swollen skin of your ankle. one wrong move on stage and a misplaced prop had sent your body hurling forward while your ankle stayed put in its caught position.

he wanted to run up on stage as soon as it happened, but he knew better then to cause a scene — that paired with the way his members turned to him quickly and set reassuring hands on his shoulders.

“it’s merely a sprain so no permanent damage done — but you’ll have to stay off of your feet for the next few shows,” the medical team had quickly packed up, one member staying behind to let both your staff, fellow members, and soobin know of your diagnosis. “that’s also an order, not me recommending something,” with that, the man grabbed his bag and followed after the others.

while your groups staff walked off, most likely trying to spread the word on your situation as well as talk over what to tell the press and worried fans, your group mates decided to shuffle out of the room, leaving a stressed soobin looking down at your form on the couch.

“if you think i’m gonna be the nice boyfriend here i’m not — the next few shows you’ll be sitting on a stool, you get no say in the matter,” soobin took a seat on the floor in front of the couch, a warning look sent towards you before he let it melt into a soft look. he was just happy that you were okay in the end.

#BEOMGYU

♡ again, another member who knows what it’s like — and like yeonjun, he doesn’t let you forget about it. he hates to see you injured, sad, or even angry, so he’s on you quite a bit about putting your health before the shows you were scheduled to preform — “there was no proper show without the entire group there” is what he constantly told you

beomgyu watched on from the doorway to your groups makeup room, your members standing to the side as they watched their manager take your temperature and run the cold cloth along your face and neck — the layered stage outfit you once had on now slimmed down to a tee-shirt while your pants were swapped for shorts.

“y/n, you really need to tell us if you’re not feeling good — things could’ve turned out a lot worse if the show had gone on any longer,” your manager huffed, looking down on the concerning number on the thermometer. “you nearly gave all of us heart attacks backstage.”

he found himself nodding along to your managers words, stepping further into the room after a quick nod was sent towards him from one of your group members. holding out his hand, beomgyu took the towel from your manager, letting them walk out of the room to alert the rest of the staff about you temperature and what they needed to help.

“they’re right y’know — things could’ve went sideways tonight,” he leaned his head downwards a bit, connecting your eyes as a way to show that he was serious. “if you’re not gonna take care of your health for yourself, at least try to for your fans, your group members, and me.”

#TAEHYUN

♡ while he knows it’s a normal occurrence for idols to pretend they’re okay and put on a smiling face for their fans, taehyun honestly hadn’t expected you to be one of them. with how you hounded him for revealing he had a small headache before a show, he hadn’t expected you to ignore your own warnings in the end

taehyun sat in the dark hotel room with you, all lights turned down low and the volume on the television minimized, only making enough sound to fill the silence. with your body still facing the aftershocks of pushing yourself too hard while you should’ve been resting, taehyun took on the role of caretaker for the night.

he had already made sure you had a full meal, proper medicine to help aid the healing time, and a comfortable bed that was a sure answer to letting your body fully relax.

“please be more considerate with your health for the rest of the tour,” he whispered, making sure his volume wasn’t too loud as to not cause your raging headache to worsen. “this and friday’s tour stops are the only ones i’m able to attend, and then i’m back with the boys,” his hand hovered over your eyes, blocking the blue light from the screen in front of the bed. “i need you to promise that you’ll take the time to rest properly.”

shuffling, you buried your head deeper into his chest, mind still fuzzy and pounding from the exertion you had put your body through hours earlier.

“i need words,” taehyun teased, fingers coming to poke at your sides lightly.

“i promise i’ll be more careful— now stop tickling me!”

#HUENINGKAI

♡ kai takes it personally — he believes wholeheartedly that as your boyfriend, he should’ve been more attentive to the stage conditions and everything else that came into play. and while he’s usually super physically affectionate, he somehow amps up the contact even more when he finds out about your situation

the bus was quiet for the most part — the sounds of replays from tonight’s concert coming from your members phones as well as the light chatter from his own group. it was odd for it to be so calm after such an energy filled performance and such an interactive crowd, but an injured member would do that to a group of people.

hueningkai had your body turned towards him and leg extended outwards to him, an ice pack resting on your knee, just over top of the wrap the staff had put on it only minutes after you had gotten off of the stage.

he had preformed there as well, knowing that outdoor stages were always bound to get slippery with the humidity from the crowd and light rain that had fallen mid performance — so why hadn’t he warned you to be careful while going out there?

“kai, i know what you’re thinking about, and stop it — the staff told us before we went out there to be aware of the conditions, i just happened to be ignorant to their words,” your hand rested overtop of his, trying to reassure the guilt-ridden and worried boy.

“i just hate seeing you hurt is all,” he spoke quietly, trying not to show how upset he actually was at your injury.

“ill be back on my feet in no time, so stop worrying that pretty little head of yours yeah?” you leaned your head against his shoulder. “now go on tiktok for me, i wanna see if anyone posted a video of my fall.”

[boyfietxts]

hey~~ loved your txt hoodie reaction! could you maybe do one where txt’s partner is plus sized and doesn’t fit in their (txt’s) hoodies and they get upset about it? thank you!

a/n: hi dear ! I will write this because as someone who has, a little more recently, struggled with their weight, fan writings can make me feel a little bad about myself. with uses of descriptions like 'tiny' and stuff like that. if I made anyone feel that way, please let me know. I would hate for anyone to feel that way. anyways, thank you for the request! love you! requests are always open.

yeonjun

this boy was for sure sad when he saw you upset about not being able to fit in his hoodie.

he was trying to put it on you but you started to cry when it wouldn't go on

he pulled you onto his lap at the nearest chair and kissed your face all over, rubbing soft circles on your tummy

"my dear, its okay. don't even worry. ill buy you the same one in your size so we can match."

he tries to cheer you up by doing snd saying stupid shit or making fun of himself.

as soon as he gets you to smile again, he's opening up his computer and buying you the same exact sweater.

soobin

he felt sad when he saw you crying

it truly did break his heart

he was the one that gave you his hoodie after you mentions you were cold on your date

having this happen in public was for sure not ideal for you and binnie could tell

he sits down right next to you and holds you in his arms, resting his head on your shoulder.

"hey...maybe it didn't fit. who cares? im just some tall lanky dude. if you're gonna be upset, be upset at the fact that im not normal size."

he pouts and now you two could laugh

he totally sees your perspective and puts himself in your shoes

beomgyu

he ran to you and took you in his arms immediately.

after seeing you try to pull the hoodie over your body and not being able to, he ran to you

he knew things like this made you really sad

"beom...why do you still love me even if I look like this?"

he scoffs and wraps his arms around your waist from behind,

"how could I not love all of you. you truly are precious. no matter your size, you're still you."

taehyun

he started kissing your face

then started to kiss down your neck and shoulders

you can tell where this is going

he is not a man of many words when it comes to comforting his significant other but he is for sure a man of actions

he wants you to see exactly how much he cares about your emotions and feelings

kisses you all over until he gets his point across

kai

he put his hands on your tummy

before you could tell him to stop..he looked up at you and said

"I think you're absolutely beautiful wether you fit in my hoodies or not."

it definitely makes you emotional because this sweet boy is giving you praise after praise after about how beautiful you look and how he wishes you'd see yourself the way he sees you

[seo-talks]

⋮ ⋮ Crush !! - Chapter 18 ︴do you understand me (wc:0.862k)

Synopsis ︴right when you debut in HYBE’s newest girl group, you instantly attracted a certain boy group member. the only problem is….your brother is also under HYBE.

written below!

not once in your entire childhood did yeonjun get upset with you. the two of you always got along and managed to avoid altercations, or he always apologized first, showing his good side to you always

so perhaps that’s why you felt so off after receiving that message from him, millions of thoughts ran through your head trying to fit together puzzle pieces of what could possibly be wrong. it’s not like yeonjun to be so strict or serious, and it worried you beyond belief

as the van neared the HYBE building, your nerves grew and spread throughout your whole body, essentially leaving you frozen in your seat. “yn, we’re here” the voice of your manger drew you out of your head.

“uh, yeonjun told me he wanted to meet me before practice, is that okay?”

your manager simply nodded, telling you not to take too long and prolong practice for today. you cursed in your head hoping he would say no, that you had to come straight to practice instead of seeing your (very upset) brother

slowly making your way into the company building, you felt sick. ‘what does he even want to talk about?’ ran around in your head as you made your way to the specific practice room designated for txt.

“yn! what’s up? why aren’t you in practice young lady”

jumping slightly at the loud voice you raised your head in shock. seeing kai and taehyun you relaxed smiling at them both. “oh, uh, yeonjun wanted to talk to me? not sure what about though”

the two boys paled at your words before looking at each other nervously. “well i’m sure its nothing bad haha” kai laughed nervously, making you tilt your head in confusion

“well we better get going! bye yn good luck”

nodding and waving as the two boys got into the elevator you just exited, your mind was even more confused, “that was weird” you muttered making your way to the door leading into the room you knew yeonjun was already present in

stepping foot into the room you were instantly met with a distressed looking yeonjun and a frantic soobin trying to talk to him. you weren’t able to catch any of their conversation as the sound of the door closing caught their attention immediately. “choi yn!” yeonjuns booming voice startled you, leaving you rooted in your spot.

“soobin leave” yeonjun all but demanded of the boy

making brief eye contact with you, soobin made his way out of the room leaving you with one very upset looking yeonjun

“what did you want to talk about..”

yeonjun simply sighed not knowing where to start this conversation, he felt conflicted, not wanting to hurt you but also feeling the need to put his foot down as the older sibling, as the person who takes care of you

“are you seeing jake sim?”

the question immediately threw you off guard. every interact between you and the boy in question ran through you head not knowing how to answer. “well”

“don’t even try to lie to me choi yn, i know”

getting a better look at your brother you noticed just how mad he seemed, his face turning red and his constant pacing made you anxious.

“we aren’t really seeing each other, we’ve gone out together a few times now..but not as a date i guess”

you felt useless trying to explain yourself, it was obvious you had feelings for the boy, and trying to explain how it was just as ‘friends’ hurt you more than you realized. and yeonjun could also tell. he could see the way your shoulders deflated and your eyes turned sad, “you like him though? am i right?”

you nodded your head not daring to look at the older man standing now, mere centimeters away from you. “you will not interact with him anymore, stay away from him, no more going out with him”

these words made your head snap up and your eyes widen in shock, what did he mean by this, why was he able to tell you who to see and who not to see?

“what?”

“you heard me yn, i don’t trust him, he won’t have time for you and he’ll just hurt you ok? so do you understand me?”

staring at your brother you felt tears well up in your eyes and your breath felt as if it was taken out of your lungs, you didn’t understand him, not at all, but how were you supposed to tell him

“well, we have to see each other for the concert prep and everything so it will be hard to not…..see him”

“i don’t care, try your best, you shouldn’t look at him nor talk to him that’s final”

the silence felt suffocating, from yeonjuns angry aura to your defeated and now frustrated one, the two energies felt as if they were fighting

“do you understand me”

not wanting to be in the same room anymore you spun on your heel and walked out of the room letting tears flow freely down your face. you felt ultimately defeated. do you listen to your brother who only looks out for you, or rebel and become your own person?

Notes ︴uh oh….yeonjun why are you being so unreasonable? talk about over protective :( poor yn :/ i hope he comes to his senses soon, what will yn do? listen to not? let’s hope she doesn’t leave jake in the dust :(

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[tomorrowxtogether]

TOMORROW X TOGETHER’s playlist

Painting a picture of the pains of growing up

2022.05.23

TOMORROW X TOGETHER, the group who sings to us all about the many emotions facing the youth of today, is back. Suffering the growing pains of a breakup, TOMORROW X TOGETHER told us more about their adventurous second mini album, minisode 2: Thursday’s Child, and about the music that made them dream again.

“Good Boy Gone Bad” (TOMORROW X TOGETHER)

SOOBIN: We’re back, with our most powerful performance since our debut. I hope you love it. We’ll keep giving you even better and more diverse things to look forward to, so be on the lookout!

YEONJUN: It was really refreshing to try and express breaking up through anger rather than sadness. I think MOA will find we’re different this time around compared to the feeling they’re used to from our group.

BEOMGYU: Whether you’re feeling down from a breakup or having a stressful day, I think this song can help clear that up! You’ll keep thinking about it and hearing it in your head thanks to the repetition in the melody.

TAEHYUN: The song is about a breakup, but I think the narcissistic angle is a fresh take. The charm of the song is that it isn’t a clichéd breakup song.

HUENINGKAI: This is the very first time we’ve ever tried a song like this! People who like rock songs are going to love it. Even the performance is cool.

“Trust Fund Baby” (TOMORROW X TOGETHER)

SOOBIN: Seeing as lots of people will definitely relate to the lyrics, I hope they can sympathize with the song and find comfort in it. This is my favorite song off the album, personally! Please give it a listen.

YEONJUN: I think a lot of people can relate to this song when they listen to it since it talks about something realistic. I think it will bring people a lot of comfort and give them strength, actually.

BEOMGYU: This is my favorite track off the new album. I’m sure everyone has at least one experience in their life where things didn’t go their way because they didn’t have any money; this song is a realistic portrayal of how that feels.

TAEHYUN: I think a whole lot of people will relate to the lyrics. You should be able to focus on the sound of our voices better thanks to the minimal instrumentation.

HUENINGKAI: I’m guessing a lot of people will relate to this song when they hear it! It’s a great song. It’s all about things that so many people would have experienced, from the title to every single line of the lyrics, and the melody is just as lyrical.

“First” (Yoon Jong Shin with MINSEO)

SOOBIN: This is a song from Monthly Project 2016 October Yoon Jong Shin that I really love. The lyrics are related to what our new album talks about, so I wanted to introduce it to you.

“Tiptoeing” (Hope Tala)

YEONJUN: I already recommended this song to MOA before, but I just think the lyrics are so beautiful. The song itself isn’t all that dynamic, but I feel like it has this amazing power to draw you in.

“HANGANG” (Hoody)

BEOMGYU: I’ve been listening to “HANGANG” by Hoody a lot lately. It’s a perfect fit for those good-weather days when it’s nice to take a walk or a drive. Even if you can’t visit Hangang River in person, this song can give you the feeling of taking a walk by the River on a leisurely day.

“Every Breath You Take” (The Police)

TAEHYUN: If you like rock music, you have to listen to this. It feels like an old classic.

“Purpose (Stripped)” (Etham)

HUENINGKAI: I’m recommending this song because I like everything about it, from the guitar, to the lyrics, to the melody. It’s great to listen to before bed.

[darkcitiesnluv]

IDOL BEOMGYU X STYLIST READER ( NO RULES Era: comeback show freeze outfits ) PART 2!

Pairing: Beomgyu x Fem Reader

Genre: smut, fluff at the end.

Warning: 18+, swear words.

1st part ⬇️

"lets start this fucking game already...." He groaned as he turns you around and kissed you passionately.

Beomgyu held your face with both hands as you try to reach for his soft long brown locks to pull on them. How much you wanted to pull his hair for the second time. Now you wish he could never cut it. The way Beomgyu kisses you with so much need, with so much hunger, makes you feel butterflies in your stomach again. It makes you feel as if you are very important to him, makes you feel that you two are not just two friends with benefits.

He bit down on your bottom lip making a small moan come out from you. You made eye contact with him and his eyes stare at yours with lust and..... something else but you can't tell what it is, however his gaze turn you on even more so you start to ran your hands around to his clothed body to feel him.

Beomgyu still looking at you, he caressed you as well, his hand on your right cheek going down to your right breast caressing it and squeezing it.

That squeeze made you moan his name and send a pleasurable feeling down to your core. Immediately Beomgyu took off the coat and your white shirt of you leaving you on your Victoria secret bra.

" why do you buy bras from that brand? Their too sexy I can't control myself seeing it on you" He whispered close to you admiring your chest with a sweet smirk. His eyes then looks at you. You chuckled and kiss him passionately as you decided to grab him down there. You palm him through his black pants feeling how hard he was for you. He groaned sexily between the kisses. You smirked and knee down to pull down his pants. Beomgyu look up at the ceiling with a mischievous smile, he knows what you're going to do, something his been dreaming about so many times.

" what a naughty girl you are Y/n~" he cooed softly as hands reach down softly to ran them through your hair. You felt relax when he did so, however you gotta focus on your mission to make him cum real good. You're not that type to stop someone from cumming, because you know how frustrating that is and you wouldn't personally want to go through it either. You're all about making the other person feel happy and specially good, meanwhile.....Beomgyu......his a little devil and loves teasing you soo.....

You put his thick length on your mouth savoring it completely, still rubbing your hands around the part it didn't fit in your pretty mouth. Beomgyu throw his head back and hissed while closing his beautiful big eyes. He was feeling too good.

" ahh~ Y/n~..... you're d-doing...ahh~ so w-well~" He breath out as his breaths started to get heavy and fast. He clutched his fingers on to your hair slightly because of how good he was feeling. You bobbed your head faster and sucked harder almost gagging, but it didn't matter because you want him to feel good.

" oh I'm about to-Ahhj~~" He moan out loud shooting everything down your throat.

" mmm~ baby you taste delicious" you chuckled. You pull up his boxer and pants up. You gave butterfly kisses all over his face down to his neck, helping him catch up his breath.

Beomgyu laughed as he held your face to kiss you passionately and slowly. " Now it's my turn......laid on the table" He order with a quiet serious voice and gaze. He pointed at the empty table that is leaning against the wall.

You got excited and obey. You sat on the table, your legs spread apart from each other still wearing your blue tight jeans and the black bra on. Your hair was down spread all over your shoulders. You gave him a seductive look and bit your bottom lip.

Beomgyu chuckled feeling fluster as he looked away while biting inside his lip. ' She's driving me crazy..' he thought then look back at you, as his black eyes scan your whole body sexily. ' god.... why is she so fucking beautiful....' He slowly walk towards you and stop between your legs. His hands snake around your torso to reach to unclip your bra from the back, leaving soft warm tiny kisses on your neck and shoulder. His fingers tickled behind your back and you held in your moans since your neck, shoulders and back are one of your most sensitive spots of your body.

He slowly takes your bra off and kisses you one more time. He reaches to massage and pinch your breast and nipples. " Ahhh~ oh MY-.... Gyu~ your hands are the best" you complimented between the kiss as he kissed you even harder and reach down to but a breast on his mouth. He sucked on your nipple while still looking at your dirty expressions. He sucked harder.

After he kissed down from your chest down to your stomach, he reach to pull down your pants and underwear. After the whole make out session and touches from his already had you extremely wet. " My baby girl is so eager to have my mouth fucking her....." He said as he puts his mouth and tongue on you. " Mmm~ Gyu, that feels good, go faster please.." You breath out as you held onto his hair already messing it up. Gyu added a finger, then another one, making you feel like your about to explode of pleasure.

" ahh~ yes!! Beomgyu! Yeah~! Ahhh yes- right there!" You screamed reaching your high. " No one does it better than you~!" Once again you complimented him boosting his confidence even more.

" I know..." He chuckled teasing you as he pulled away. You pull him up to you and kiss him passionately, wrapping your arms around his neck and your hands playing with his pretty hair. Gyu chuckled in your kisses and wrapped his arms around your waist. " How can you look soo tiny and innocent yet look so good.... and your good at sex..." You tease studying his handsome face still playing with his hair. " Beomgyu, I love you..." Without thinking you realize what you said and widen your eyes. Beomgyu looked at you with big eyes and a surprised look.

"neukkyeojyeo, nae meorin Daze Daze Daze

jungdoge ppajyeo Replay Play Play"

Suddenly his phone started ringing. You chuckled at the new ring tone he put on his phone. " Sorry babe that song has been stuck in head eb5er since it was released............hello Soobin-"

" WHERE THE FUCKITY ARE YOU! YEONJUN IS LITERALLY CRYING FOR YOU, TAE AND HUENINGKAI ARE PLANNING A HORRIBLE PRANK ON YOU, WHERE ARE YOU LITTLE PIECE OF SH-"

" Chill out giraffe boy, I'm with my girlfriend...." He smirked as he looked at you. You covered your mouth in shock.

" I'm with her releasing- I MEan reducing our problems! I'll be back in five minutes I promise!"

" YOU HAVE A WHA-" Beomgyu ended the call.

He swept away his imaginary sweat from his forehead and looked at you. " Y/n, I love you too, do you want to be mine?..... I've been crushing on you since the first time i saw you and after all the things you and I went through, I really catch feelings for you....." He said as he caressed your cheeks lovingly.

" Yes, i want to be yours, Beomgyu.... Finally get to have you all to myself my handsome teddy bear!" You hugged him and reach down to smack his butt earning laughs from him. " What are you saying! " He smack your naked butt as well. " Oooh! The felt good!" You tease and laughed.

" hurry up and change baby girl.....Imma go after you're done changing......also....." He said as help you change. " Let's keep this relationship a secret....at least for now......you understand right?...I really don't want my precious moas to know about us and you know what will happen if they do...." He said looking at you seriously and sad.

You smiled at him. " I understand..... we'll keep it a secret until you no longer want it to be ..." You kiss him one more time before letting him go.

He walked away but stop beside the door and look at you. " I know this is too fast but .....I love you..." He waved goodbye and ran away not letting you to tell him you love him back too.

@beomgyutxtmoa here it is!! 💕🔥✨

[bbhyeoliskooks]

『𝟏𝟎:𝟎𝟏𝐩𝐦- 𝐛𝐚𝐝𝐛𝐨𝐲!𝐲𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐣𝐮𝐧, 𝐩𝐭. 𝟑』

3:47pm (pt. 1) || 1:54pm (pt.2)

— you can actually read these in any order you’d like ! this is basically how these two got comfortable with each other hehe~~ and it’s acc rlly cute, so i hope you enjoy 🥺💘 

tw: blood (but barely any :D)

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“Hey, I’m glad you trust me with your feelings,” you softly murmured which somehow traveled to Yeonjun’s ear, and he finally glanced up with a deep frown settled on his face. He just sighed, wincing as he moved to wipe his glossy eyes after a while. Sitting right in front of you, he hopelessly covered his face to no avail with his bloody hands, the ones that abused the wall from behind him and not to mention, his knuckles as well. 

Just an hour or two ago, you were witnessing him dig his knuckles into the wall, excruciating punch by punch while glossy tears streamed against the valleys of his cheeks. Your teeth rattled with every hit he threw towards it, but there was nothing else you could do but watch until he let everything out. 

Nonetheless, you were surprised to see him this late into the night but you had to mention you were disappointed too. It was right after your little study session in the local library in order to ace the test that was coming, nose filled in a few hardcover books as your mind took you to places where you’d never been able to achieve. All of it was boring as hell, but you had to study for this one since it was important. Before you knew it, the time was coming to the steady yet shorter hand of eight o’clock, and you needed to leave before the cranky, old librarian shouted at you to leave.

This time when you saw him grunting in agony as he clubbed the brick walls, you couldn’t help yourself. You told yourself time and time again not to mess with him since guys like him only bring trouble but when it came to Yeonjun, the scenario was quite different. 

You were a bit sad that he couldn’t tell you about this problem, although why would he when you were both basically strangers? The first time you met was something memorable, for perhaps you were the first person to see him cry at lunch in a lone place. You wanted to help him- you needed to! And speaking quite honestly, you didn’t mind. You really didn’t mind at all. That poor look on his face as he realized you were watching every tear fall from his eyes the first time you met... you just weren’t able to resist seeing someone so strong practically fall apart in front of you. 

To Yeonjun though, he hated being like this in front of you. Weak, pathetic, foolish, vulnerable, all those stupid words to describe it. He felt sick to his stomach, mind swarming with multiple curses as he watched you inch closer to him. You’d only been friends for a few months because of one incident, but he still couldn’t wrap his mind around this. Weren’t you supposed to be scared of him or something? What a shame that didn’t work now because he looked so damn fragile before you. 

“How about we go home now? Do you want me to take you home?” He perked up at the sound of your voice as you took his knuckles into your hand, holding back the urge to moan from the washing pain over his own. You pulled him up as best as you could with a little help from him, smiling when he stood tall and proud of you instead of swimming in the feeling of desperation.

A genuine smile painted your lips as you looked up at him, not knowing the immediate response he surprisingly had to it. Yeonjun’s cheeks heated up at the fact that you were grinning so widely in front of him, blossoming into red roses as he couldn’t avert his eyes away from your face. Internally but without realizing, he sketched out your adorable nose and simply soft looking cheeks, so that he could always come back to this memory whenever he missed you. Your eyes were sparkling in the street light, dazzling white snow falling between the both of you as he sighed in pure happiness. Every time you were near, these feelings he tried so hard to stop always returned, and he found himself admiring you all the more. More than what a friend should feel. 

The freezing, shaking hand intertwined with his made him retract in surprise, hands swiftly gripping the ends of his own oversized hoodie with worry. 

“You’re shaking, baby. Didn’t I tell you to dress warmly during the winter a month ago?”

He remembered that...? 

Hastily he threw off his hoodie, murmuring towards your direction to lift up your arms in which you easily did from how fast he was going. You gasped at the sheer size of the sweatshirt which fit you warmly, protecting you from the freezing, biting cold while Yeonjun’s chest reverberated from a few chuckles of satisfaction. 

You were adorable. 

“But you don’t even-”

He pulled you close, clearly enjoying how you shyly shut your mouth when he did so. A smirk replaced the deep frown on his face from before when he realized you weren’t taking him seriously, and he sneakily leaned down to press a sweet, chaste kiss against your forehead. 

“It’s fine, baby~ Now, can I have another kiss? Right here?” He pointed towards his lips, causing you to widen your shocked mouth just a little as you watched him lean down. This- this wasn’t what friends did... but who were you to talk when you stood on your tippy-toes anyway? 

Maybe Yeonjun did have a soft spot for you. Or maybe it was because he always knew. 

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Posted: 2/3/21- 12:34am

(Ik im up late but 🗿🗿 i just wanted to write a bad boy yeonjun story because why nottt~??? if i made a mistake, pretend that your eyes don’t see please :D it’s late and i have school tomorrow, plus i didn’t take my nap today so i wanna sleep as soon as i cannn~! but thank you for reading though, i appreciate it so much 🥺💘)

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↬ prompt: #16 “yell, scream, say something. anything!” ✧˖°

member: yeonjun

genre: angst

word count: 2.7k

warning(s): slight making out/suggestive

this was starting to occur everyday... almost naturally. yet again you awake and stretch out your arm to the other side of the bed. the surface that was accompanied by the warmth of your boyfriend was replaced with an empty vacant spot. you wish that you could say you were used to it by now, but the crushing disappointment of his absence each morning told you other wise.

your mornings by yourself were common now, so each morning was the same. each time you’d get up and make your way to the kitchen to grab the mug with the sticky note message on it.

you’re as beautiful as the stars. i love you ~ yeonjun

it was simple and sweet. a reminder that even if he couldn’t be with you at the moment, he thought of you. today was the plain navy mug. he chose your favorite mug, which was your favorite because he managed to buy it from the first cafe you went to.

now it was your turn for your morning message. the coffee was brewing in the back ground as you texted him.

stay energized. i’m always waiting for you!

he never really told you what he was doing, but he’d always mention “practice.” what that practice was... you don’t know. you considered it was dancing because he always came back exhausted and sometimes his body would be over worked. at times, he would come home with some soreness and you would massage the areas that hurt the most. every time you told him he needed to take a break he would get this determined look in his eye before stubbornly saying that it’s not an option.

at one point he came home with his shoulder drooping. you knew that something was up with him that day and let him cry into your shoulder that night. even then... he left you early in the morning once more.

the coffee was bitter, resting on your tongue and reminding yourself of the loneliness in the apartment air. the box in the corner of the room reminding you of your anniversary coming soon. despite his absence, you knew he also was preparing for the day that marked a year. it was something that tugged at your heart, but you truly just wanted him to rest properly.

you were planning on cooking tonight, but your plans of having a nice meal together were set aside when he texted you back.

don’t cook tonight. date tonight. ;)

even through text he could bring a smile onto your face. you couldn’t ask for more. he was so busy, yet he always put time aside for you. you had been infatuated with him when first meeting him, but you quickly fell in love with his kind, flirty self.

the curiosity ate you up. you wished he would’ve told you what type of date you were going on. he had you feeling like a highschooler again, searching through your closet and picking out many different outfits. casual, fancy, or sporty. you didn’t know what to expect, but you were practically ascending from the excitement. in order to calm your anticipation, you had to turn on the tv and watch some groups performances.

unlike your old house where you could make figures out of the dots, the ceiling above you was plain. you couldn’t try to guess how many dots there could be, only being able to stare at the ceiling and get lost in your thoughts.

once the door creaked open, everything that was trapped in your mind disappeared. now focusing on the boy who walked into the house, you were filled with a warm fuzzy feeling. he however, didn’t seem to come in feeling like that. he was once more exhausted and looked as though his life supply of ramen was just taken from him. as soon as his eyes met yours though, he wore a mask. his tired expression dissolved into the air, but he couldn’t hide his eye bags and dull eyes that once shone brightly.

“hey baby! are you ready?” he quickly put down his stuff on the corner to the left before running over to you and jumping on the couch.

you looked at him with sympathetic eyes. “you know... if you’re tired you should rest.” you grabbed his hands from infront of you and entwined them.

his head shot up at you, looking at you with underlying sadness... no it was more than that. he knew something you didn’t and you’d wait for him to tell you.

“no! we have to go on this date together, so let’s go get in our pajamas and hurry!” he wouldn’t give you a chance to reply, dragging you by your arm to the bedroom.

“pajamas? what kind of date are you taking me on?” you laughed while watching him rummage through your pajamas. he settled for the fuzzy grey pajama pants with a simple blue shirt that once belonged to him before throwing it at you.

“that is for me to know and for you to find out.” he smiled, moving on from your dresser and onto his. you huffed before changing out of your clothes. he was quick to change into his fitted pajamas, that he never wore because he sticks to underwear at night.

he turned towards you after quickly slipping into his outfit. “beautiful.” he smiled at you with adoration.

you cursed because handsome just didn’t do him justice. “and you’re captivating.”

it was only eight pm, so he managed to get home early just for this date. you don’t know if that was why he was rushing or if it was because he was beyond excited. either way... whatever the reason that didn’t stop him from rushing into the car and driving.

soft music was playing in the background. the stars were shining brightly, reminding you of yeonjun’s eyes that used to shine so brightly. you loved looking outside the window, watching as the two of you got further away from the bustling city. his humming to the song was comforting. you always knew he was an amazing singer, but he just kept getting better and better recently.

“you know... you’ve improved a lot.” you turned to look at his focused eyes that lit up once more.

“really? how so?”

“i catch you singing sometimes and you’ve gotten more control over it. at least that’s what it seems like to me.” you watched as he smiled satisfactory.

“i’m glad... now we’re here.” he stopped the car slowly, his indication causing you to look out at the mountain view. it was gorgeous. far off you could see many different city lights, reminding you that there would always be somewhere to escape to. was this all yeonjun wanted to show you? it was a nice spot.

“come on. i’ve already gotten it set up.” his soft voice pulled you away from the scenery and mimicking his movements to get out of the car. usually being outside near the woods at night would spark fear within you, but knowing yeonjun was seconds away helped.

you watched as yeonjun grabbed the picnic basket and blanket from the trunk, the date clicking in your head. “oh! a late night picnic!”

he chuckled at your small clapping, admiring how much the little things pleased you. he didn’t need money to impress you. “not just a late night picnic... it has the pleasure of welcoming my beautiful y/n.”

his proud grin on his face could only make you smile. “you’re so cheesy.” you punched him playfully after following him closer to the edge.

“but you love that about me.” that you did.

there had been a round rock close to the edge of the mountain, giving you a clear view of the trees below you and the city with the moon directly above it. you had to snap a picture of yeonjun right in front of the city lights while throwing down the blanket. the picture was perfect... a reminder for yourself about his ethereal beauty.

“well... are you going to keep staring or are you going to bless me with your company.” he laughed while patting the area beside him. as you walked over to him, making sure to get fairly close to him, he pulled you down gently and rested you against him.

“this is beautiful yeonjun. you’re everything i could ask for.” he remained silent, allowing you to bask in the silence and find your peace in the slight breeze. you made note of the basket containing food that you couldn’t wait to eat. “or well... you and food.”

his head turned to watch you reach for the food, scrummaging through all of its content. your hair was blowing in the wind. the image of you in his shirt, rummaging through the basket causing him to lean back and smile at the stars above.

you had finally found the sandwiches, making sure to grab one for yeonjun you turned back to see him laying down peacefully. despite knowing it was going to be harder to eat that way, you laid down beside him.

“what’re we looking at?” you stared up at the stars, trying to find a constellation. you were never good at finding these things, definitely not when you usually couldn’t see them with the polluted air.

“see that bright star right there? it’s right next to that little curve of stars.” his finger was pointed towards the sky, but you had been searching everywhere for it. in order to see what he was seeing, you scooted your head closed to his.

from this position you could finally see what he was pointing out. there was a brighter star inside a little c made from the rest of the stars. “what about it?” you asked.

without you realizing it yeonjun had turned his head to kiss you on the cheek. you smiled before turning to look at him. “think of me when you see it. c for choi... the bright star is you. i wish i could protect you forever... just like how those stars are protecting that bright one.” he really had an amazing way of seeing things. without him, you would’ve just been looking at the dotted sky. you questioned how he wished he could protect you forever, but let it go once you heard his stomach growl.

“okay enough sentimental talk. let’s eat.” you sat back up before dragging him to sit up with you. he finally gave into your efforts before taking his sandwich from you.

“i’m sorry that this isn’t something fancy.” he apologized after one bite, causing you to look at him with reassurance.

“baby don’t say that. you know that i love spending time with you. we could watch a movie at home together and i’d still appreciate it.” you grabbed his hand with yours and turned his head towards you with you other hand.

“i love you yeonjun. never forget that.” you smiled, closing your eyes and resting your head against his. this was the type of affection you loved.

yeonjun stared at your closed eyes, guilt only seeming to consume him. he just wanted this last moment with you to be something he could cherish for years... was that selfish?

“i love you y/n. never forget that.” never forget that. that sentence was enough to remember those two sentences for ages. it would trap the two of you in a never ending longing... yeonjun knew that. he just wanted to fool himself for just a while longer.

he closed his eyes and tilted his head just a bit before leaning in. your soft lips against him erased your worries. in this moment all you had was yeonjun. all you had was love. a young love that you believed would last forever. he was kissing you passionately as if he would never get this chance again. he resisted the urge to bite your lip, sticking to the pure aspect... even if his tongue roamed against your mouth. the two of you went on like that before slowing down... making sure to savor each other.

when the two of you pulled apart all of the noise came to a stop, almost as if the forest was waiting and listening. you were breathing heavily, trying to catch your breath after holding it for so long. yeonjun had done the same, but he didn’t give you time to look at him before he pulled you into him. it was a tight hug- a spontaneous one that surprised you.

it only surprised you more when his body slightly shook- your shoulder becoming wet. he was crying. confusion and worry hit you quickly as your heart rate increased. you tried backing up from the hug to look at him, but he only hugged you tighter. you were going to say something, but you knew all he needed right now was you. your arms made sure to tighten themselves around him before drawing circles on his back to calm him down. even if you got uncomfortable after sometime, you sat still... waiting for him to decide he’s better.

you don’t know how long he cried against you, but it was long enough to tell you that something was really hurting him. when he pulled away his red eyes could be seen in the dark, they were already beginning to swell. you wished you had some ice to help.

“do you want to tell me what’s wrong?” you finally asked, meeting eye contact and holding onto his hands to comfort him. your thumb was sliding back and forth against his palm.

yeonjun nodded before swallowing the lump in his throat, “i’ve been a trainee for a while now... i didn’t tell you because I was scared to lose you.” he looked at you for confirmation to go on, to which you nodded. “well... we’re getting to the point where we might debut soon. i won’t have time for us... i can’t hold you back.”

it took sometime for you to process what he was saying. you didn’t know if he would be the one holding you back, but you knew that if you tried to stay with him... it would hold him back. the passionate fire in his eyes whenever he’s determined... now you know where it came from.

“i don’t want to do this, but i have to. we need to break up y/n.”

you knew it was coming from where he was trying to get at, but the words still broke you. you froze. there was no crying... there wasn’t any indication that you had heard him. you were just completely frozen. trapped inside your thoughts... your memories. you didn’t think losing him would happen like this... or at all. the ground was nice to stare at. it’s different textures doing a good job at distracting you.

“y/n.” his voice was soft, but you didn’t want to acknowledge what was happening. not yet. “yell, scream, say something. anything!” you were going to make him cry again. he already felt guilty and it wasn’t his fault.

for one last time... you’d be able to do what’s best for him. “i understand yeonjun. let’s break up. don’t let me hold you back... go out and live your dream.” you tried hard to keep your voice firm, but it only caused you to be quiet. you finally looked back into his eyes that looked equally as broken as yours. you had to be the strong one. you weren’t going to cry. not yet.

“i’m sorry y/n. please just forget about me. you don’t deserve me.” he pleaded, downgrading his worth.

“don’t be sorry yeonjun... this happens in life. when you debut... and i know you will, i’ll be out in the crowd supporting you from afar. don’t downplay your worth because someday... you’ll be able to make thousands of people happy in more ways than imaginable.” he was an amazing fun-filled boy. you would always love him and you had faith in him. if you think about how he would be able to help plenty of people instead of just you... it makes it easier.

“y/n...” he didn’t know what to say. he didn’t expect this from you, but then again you were always grateful for anything the world gave you. he’s learned a lot from you and he’d never forget that.

from above the bright star- surrounded by the stars making a c- only shined brighter.

[wonniesmile]

❥ playground! (ep. 2)

⤷ ellie’s moments in playground episode 2! (ft. txt <3)

⤷ bulletpoint format!

⤷ after a long wait, episode 2 is finally out! don’t forget to leave suggestions for new fics!!!

“HOW THE HECK DID YOU BEAT ME AGAIN.”

huening and ellie were once again playing on the nintendo, waiting on the others to finish getting ready for the next shoot.

“ellie please. please let me win. just this once...for my dignity.”

the boy gets on the floor and starts bowing.

ellie starts freaking out, obvi.

“NO PLEASE DON’T BOW!”

she’s in a very frantic state at this very moment, no clue why...but, i mean it’s ellie...right?

“what’re you guys playing?”, “oh- um- mario k-”

ellie looks up from her position, DUN DUN DUN.

that was like...really cringe, i’m so sorry.

it was none other than the choi beomgyu. standing. right. in. front. of. her.

“oh- oh my god- uh- h- he- hello!” she musters up a greeting and quickly bows.

“you don’t need to bow ellie! we’re friends!”

oh no, this poor girl’s heart.

if she dies from an early heart attack, it was bcs of choi beomgyu, just giving everyone a heads up! /j

anyways, her face was like BEET red.

from across the room, her members were watching her every move.

sunoo was laughing at how serious the rest of them were.

“can you guys like...idk...calm down? she’s literally fine.”

“i know, but...” (jake)

“but what?” (sunoo)

“oh you know...” (jungwon)

“can ya’ll finish the damn sentence?” (sunoo and jay)

“it’s nothing...” (sunghoon)

“jesus christ, you guys are insane.” (sunoo)

“five minutes!”

ellie’s head shoots up.

“darn it, i almost beat you.”

“not even close huening, ellie is the master.”

her cheeks, once again, burn up.

before she could thank beomgyu, ellie is pulled away by jungwon.

“what the heck wonie?”

“it’s time to go.”

she’s obviously very confused? what was getting into him?

choosing to ignore his attitude, ellie obliges and lets the boy drag her into the studio.

he spoke no words...very odd.

ellie started overthinking...did she do something subconsciously???

“places please!” she massages her temples and goes backstage to wait for her group’s cue.

the episode started with each group dancing on stage.

their instructions were to “have fun!”

she gave it her ALL, messing around...and even getting into a dance battle with riki.

she found it absolutely hilarious, but unfortunately, her face dropped at the sight of jungwon.

obviously, something was bothering him, but she didn’t have the courage to ask...at least not now when everyone seemed to be having fun.

jungwon was not one to show his emotions outwardly, so to a normal person, he seemed like his usual self.

but, ellie knows better, she can read jungwon like the back of her hand...something was up.

she made a mental note to herself to ask him if he was ok after the shoot.

the first game was an absolute BLAST.

they were competing to see which team they would have to play on.

since there was an odd number of people, ellie didn’t have to compete against anyone. instead, she got to choose which team she wanted to be on.

(she secretly enjoyed it)

she looked at the two teams in front of her.

her original plan was to go into the yellow team so both teams would have an equal amount of enhypen members, but she felt iffy about doing so because of jungwon...

she could possibly be overthinking things, but she didn’t want to take any risks.

making eye contact with him one last time, she looks over at the red team and points finger guns at them.

“yay ellie!” beomgyu seemed way more enthusiastic than everyone else.

of course, ellie’s heart rate quickens at the weird observation.

the team name choosing was absolutely wonderful.

beomgyu came up with ‘brave dummies’ and for some reason everyone went with it, not that ellie was complaining because it was REALLY funny.

this episode required a lot more physical activity than the last one, which she had no problem with.

she led her team to victory during the first game with the tubes and ping pong ball.

got picked up by beomgyu hai!

wait wait wait...let me set the scene for you guys because...it was something else.

after winning the race, the 7 teammates all did a group hug, ellie being shoved into the middle while the rest ferociously chanted “ellie! ellie! ellie!”

kinda scary...looked like a cult from the outside lol.

she was so confused.

all of a sudden, a figure picks her up from behind and starts cheering very loudly.

she looked absolutely terrified because she had no. clue. what. was. going. on.

and when this poor girl turns her head back to look at the person carrying her, all bodily organs in her shut down.

her eyes went blurry and suddenly she couldn’t see, her kidneys failed, her limbs detached from her body...it was insane.

jay and sunoo, being the teasers they were, laughed at the look of the flustered girl.

it was...so much.

when beomgyu put her down, she felt her life flash before her eyes.

she still couldn’t believe what just happened, placing a hand on her forehead to see if she was sick??? for some reason.

she literally could NOT think straight after that.

the rest of the episode felt like a blur.

during the flag game, she failed oh so miserably...

“you ok?” jay teasingly asks her.

“leave me alone.” *cue her side eye*

“hehe.” (jay)

she felt so bad for doing so badly during the game, she kept apologizing :’).

“ellie! its ok! none of us did good :)” thank god for yeonjun.

she had to lay her head down onto ni-ki’s shoulders because she felt so defeated.

ni-ki responded by hugging her by the waist.

“don’t worry, i did horrible too.”

she hummed and pouted.

the screaming from the others made her feel a lot better.

“there’s that smile!” sunoo squeezes her cheeks.

the other team won, obviously.

she examined jungwon, he seemed like he was doing a lot better, seeing him enjoy himself was all the reassurance ellie needed.

oh good god...the next game...hahahaha.

it was...hai!

they had a piece of paper in which they had to fit all their teammates on, it was...intense.

she tried standing in the middle of jake and ni-ki, but was pulled by kim sunoo to stand in between him and beomgyu.

she froze up, god...can’t you just act normally ellie? (this was to herself btw ;) )

she tried not to think about the close proximity between her and beomgyu, instead giving her all into the game.

“ellie, it’s alright, step on my foot.” yeonjun tells her.

“are you sure?”

“yes of course.”

she cautiously steps on his foot, making sure not to put too much weight into it.

they got past a good amount of rounds, the last one is where they REALLY struggled.

“i have an idea!”

ellie announces while clapping her hands.

“i think if we put our feet in this pattern...”

she shows what she means by using her own feet as an example.

“it would save space...we can hold onto each other for balance like all the other rounds and our other foot can come up. the foot on the ground will serve as a stabilizer.”

“that’s SUCH a smart idea!” yeonjun smiles at her.

“thanks!”

jake couldn’t resist it...it came as an automatic reflex. he moves his hand around to squeeze her cheeks.

“miss smarty pants saves us yet again!” (jake)

she glares at him and hits his arm.

(there was a slight smile on her face though)

with ellie’s strategy, their team wins yet again!!!

they huddled into a group hug while the other team groaned in defeat.

“ellie should’ve joined our team!” soobin yells.

she giggles.

the final game was a big round of yut nori, which ellie still had NO CLUE how to play.

“do you know how to play?” beomgyu asks her.

“not really?”

“no worries, leave it to us!”

ellie blushes...yk...the usual.

ellie didn’t do much through out the game, following whatever the others told her to do.

by the end of it, you’d think she’d know how to play, right? wrong!

she still, to this day, doesn’t know how to play yut nori :))).

she was sad as the shooting ended, knowing that they probably won’t be able to shoot together with txt for a LONG while.

it was so very fun getting to hang out with her seniors, though beomgyu was a bit too much.

after they said their goodbyes on camera, it was time to say goodbye off camera.

soobin suggested that they make a gc together, to which everyone happily agreed to!

beomgyu asked ellie for her number, which she shouldn’t have though much about considering he was the one making the groupchat for them, but a girl can dream right?

after hugging everyone goodbye, her group moved back into their dressing room.

“i’m exhausted.” sunghoon mentions.

ellie’s eyes did feel heavy.

the 8 of them have been shooting all day and they could all probably agree that what they needed now was a nice long nap.

she moved over to where sunghoon was laying down and tapped the boy to ask him to scoot over so she could lay down as well.

the girl cuddled into sunghoons warmth.

“sooo, you and beomgyu, huh.”

“why? are you jealous?”

“maybe...but you know who is Very jealous right now? and who you should probably talk to bcs he’s definitely upset?”

her eyes widen, finally realizing.

“oh my god, i gotta go.”

she climbs out of sunghoon’s embrace.

“i was comfortable ellie!”

“yeah yeah!”

she runs out the dressing room, frantically searching for jungwon.

she accidentally bumps into beomgyu.

“woah there, where are you going???”

“i’m so sorry! uh- i have to go talk to jungwon about something, i can’t really stay for long...”

beomgyu nods his head and motions for her to go.

she finally finds jungwon at a vending machine, grabbing two drinks.

“yang!”

she finally reaches him and drops her body down to catch her breath.

“i’m so sorry.”

“about what?”

“sunghoon said you were upset with me about something...and i wan- (deep breath) i wanted you to know that no one will ever replace you or any (deep breath) any of the other members (deep breath).”

jungwon stays silent for a bit before chuckling at the sight of the girl’s state.

“oh ellie...” he gently makes her look up by her chin, “don’t worry about it, i knew you would never do that...i just got jealous seeing you blush at beomgyu so much...”

the last part was barely audible, but ellie understood.

she giggles, “i didn’t know mr. yang was the jealous type!”

he glares at her, “whatever.”

she smiles and hugs him by the neck.

“let’s go back, we’re heading home soon.”

ellie pulls jungwon by the hands.

“wait,” he fishes for the two drinks still left in the vending machine, “this is for you.”

it was strawberry milk, her favorite.

“thank you, kind sir.”

the two walked back hand in hand.

“is wonie feeling better~” heeseung teased.

jungwon mocks his face.

“time to head back!” their manager calls out.

“god i cannot wait to sleep.” ellie groans.

“ellie~ can i sleep next to you tonight?” ni-ki pleads with his eyes.

“why not sunoo?”

“he wanted to switch it up today, apparently.” sunoo clings his arms with ellie’s.

“i mean of course you can riki, just promise me you’ll actually sleep and not watch videos all night.” ellie stares at him.

“promise.”

she smiles and hooks her free arm around his.

“now...let’s go home.”