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ray-l-00 · 5 years

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You left me, but I got you back

Pairings: Ashley Purdy x reader

Warnings: mentions of suicide and self harm

In this story you will be living Ash’s hometown, Berger, Missouri.

Summery: you and Ashley were best friends. Inseparable. You did everything together. Concerts, playing bass, pranking, took the same classes, talked about your dreams. Everything. Until he left. No warning just up and disappeared. You were bullied after, Ash was always there to protect you but now he’s gone. You tried to call and text but he never answered. And you were lost without him.

The day he left broke you. You two were inseparable since birth. After his parents died you were always there for him. Through everything. And he did the same for you. Then in an instant, he was gone. You didn’t know where he was or if he was even alive. You missed him. Oh how you missed him. You missed his voice, his laugh, his eyes, you missed everything about him. He would say he was going to play bass in a famous band one day. You don’t even know if he fulfilled that dream. You had gotten into this band: Black Veil Brides. They saved you from everything bad in your life. You watched some of their newer music videos and one man caught your eye. There he was, bassist in a famous band. Ashley Purdy, bassist in a famous band. Like he always wanted. You were happy for him, beyond happy. But that happiness soon turned into anger. He told you the day he would became famous he would tell you and take you on tours with him. The bastard lied.

Your POV

He got famous. A famous bassist like he always wanted it. Funny, he got out of this place he said he’d take me with him. That never happened. The day he left me broke me. I was bullied more and more in school. My mom started drinking, dad was never home, he always out with another woman. When mom found out she wanted custody of me, and she got it. At first I was happy, then she drank and drank then she started abusing me. Then tell me how sorry she was. I started to cut, and wanted to end it all. Take a bottle of Jack off the shelf and take sleeping pills to end it all. Then I found a band, Black Veil Brides. They saved me. They saved me from every bad thing in my life. Then I saw him in a music video, playing bass. He left me and never told me where he was going or if he was going to be ok. I got tickets to see them when they came to Berger, Missouri. The show was tonight and I was beyond happy. I saved enough money to get front row and backstage passes and a vip pass. Good enough for me. I can finally get the closure I need. I had gotten in my clothes. BVB shirt, skinnies, converse, and took off my bracelets to show my scars. Around These people, I can show what I’ve done without being judged. I grabbed my phone and my keys then left for the show.

Timeskip to after the show

Im finally going to see him after all these years. Finally I get to face the man who I once called my best friend.

“Hello sweetheart. What’s your name” CeCe asked.

“I’m (y/n).”

“Cool name dude.”

“U-uhm thanks.” He then glanced down at my wrists.

“How long?”

“A couple years. But I stopped a year ago. Shortly after I got into you guys.” I said.

“I’m glad we could help.” He spoke up. He spoke to me.

“Ash..” I said quietly.

“(Y/n)?” He asked.

“Yeah.”

“How’ve you been?”

“Could’ve been better if you didn’t leave..fuck..sorry.” I said.

“I-I’m sorry.” He said.

The others left. After all they knew who you were. Ash always spoke about you.

“You’re sorry?? You’re sorry. It’s been three years Purdy. Three fucking years since you left me in that prison. After you left me and mom found out dad had been cheating on mom. They got a divorce, mom got custody, she started drinking and drinking and never stopped. I was bullied at school, I tried to commit suicide, I self harmed. But then I found you guys. And you saved me. Shortly after I found out you were living your dream. Bassist in a famous band. I texted and called and you never once picked up the phone. You’re sorry? You don’t deserve my forgiveness.” I ranted.

“I’m so fucking sorry (y/n)..”

“Yeah so you’ve said.”

“Is there anything I could do?” He asked pathetically.

“Now that I think about it, no. There’s nothing you can do Ash. You left me alone! You left me to deal with everything. While you were free I was stuck here taking care of mom. You left me here to deal with the assholes at school. You left me alone in the dark!! You told me you would never leave me and look what you did, you left me!” By now tears were running down my face.

“Tell me how to fix it.” He was crying now too.

“There’s nothing you can do Ashley.” I said quietly.

“Please (y/n).”

“You left me. I texted and called you never answered. I texted and called when I needed. When mom started to hit me, when kids at school would bully me, when I cut for the first time, when I tried to overdose, I called you..you were never there!” After I said what I did, I started walking away. But he grabbed my hand.

“Don’t go. Stay with me. Go on tour with me and the guys. Please. I promised I would. I’m not breaking that promise. I never answered because my manager told me it was a bad idea. I knew how much you hated the attention and I knew you’d hate it if fans started trying to close to you to get to us. So I never answered. Please (y/n) I’m begging you. Stay.” He pleaded.

“I-I...fine. You get one more chance, you fuck up Purdy, I’m leaving. And you will never see me again. Got it?” I said sternly.

“Yes! God yes! Thank you so much. I am so fucking sorry.” He picked me up and hugged me. How I missed this. Reluctantly I hugged him back.

“Let’s go tell the guys.” I nodded.

When we got back with the guys Andy spoke up.

“Hey Ash, howd it go?”

“Yeah man how was talking to her again?” This time it was Jake.

“I’m gonna be a teenage girl: ‘like omg give us the deets.” CeCe said.

Jinxx was quiet as usual. I guess he’ll warm up.

“Well guess who’s going on tour with us.” Ash finally said. I stepped out from behind him.

“Hi” I said quietly. The guys cheered and hugged me. “He finally got her back. Now he’ll shut up.” Jinxx spoke up. We laughed. What a fun few months this will be.

You left me. But I got you back.

Fin

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