#cahse if i dont

[qtipcottonbuds]

35 more entries of kinktober and it's Oct 27th 😼

[childhoodgrave]

murderbot in my head :)

[ocdisgusting]

Its just embarrassing i literally did it to myself

[bettertwin1]

Baby Leo thoughts on Minecraft 🎤🎤🎤

AWSOME im a pro mincraftr i beat the ender drgn and went to the neather im better at it than donnie, i can watr bucket clutch but he cant and i build my houes out of dismonds and goldin SURIVIVAL and im not lyaing if donnie says i am hes lying cause hes salty thay i can do that and he cant, also im not scared of the mobd but HE IS and my favorite mob is the nederman cause they teleprot and i like the zombies cause they say brrruuuhhh but donie hates it and he hates creeprs but i like creepers cause they are like the elemetn of suprise and thays fun i like the jumpscar but i dont like it when they blow up my stuff i lost my bed once cahse it used my presure playe and opened my door and KILLED ME.

[kusundei]

ineed to calmdown. i am panicking for nothing its okay. icant do anything and we need to accept this i just want to say something but i dont know what i would say??? feel bad because ivebeen gone and iddknt text alot???? ive had that feeling of impending doom since last night and ive been trying to ignore it but holy fuck its hitting me now i am. so. worried. like badly. ithink my hashtag best empath ways r coming back to me its just that ifeel like. this is. mee. who mightve cahsed that but imokay and im kind and i do not need to stress himojtt more. im just soworried i asmit it and im panicking

trying to reassure myself its fine and he can handle himself and hes probably not texting for a reason but i also havent texted. i jjst feel. sick. sick withworry im sososfucking anxious..? this is more worrying than the interview which is in. about an hour icant stop shaking???? no i an so anxioujs stop it everynotification is freaking me the fuck out . ijudt dont want to talk to him and say the wrong thjng bcuz i dont know???? i jsuf. i cant. say anything. because its not my place and i dont want to do what i do normally in suitations like theseee. i just. am so worried. so so so so so so worried

[the-lavender-creator]

BESTIE HOLY FUCK HOMY FUCK HOLY FUCK I CANF I CANT THIS IS REAL LEGIT OMG HOMY FUCK HOW THE FUCK IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT THIS

ITS THE FUCKING SONG. YOU DONT KNOW. ITS AN AGRESSIVE LESBIAN SONG BATTLE BETWEEN CLAWDEEN AND TORALEI AND IM NOT EVEN FUCKING JOKING WATCHING TORALEI IN THIS WAS ONE OF THE FUCKING HOTTEST THINGS EVER. LIKE WHEN SHE LITERALLY FUCKING ARCHED HER BACK OVER THAT PERSONS FOOT AND THEY SLOWLY LOWERED HER I LOST MY SHIT HER VOICE IS SO ENCHANTING WAHY THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK J AM GOING THROUGH TWENTY GAY PANICS RIGJT NOW WHAT THE RUCK

HERE IT IS AGAIN CAHSE I CAN. RUFBEIDIDE SERIOUSLY HOW IS NO ONE FUCKING TALKING ABOUT THIS THEIR GAY AND LESBIANS AND FUCK

HUH

[hematomes]

Just told my mom that i am gonna cut my hair next month (mind you i have extremly long hair fjdid that was hee llr pride and joy) and i was really nervous about telling her and she was like

.....>:( but dont go to a bad hair dresser, here lemme search for the good one in the bigger city near us

Oh you want to dye it too ? Well okay but like we need to get you a really good one then, silver is really hard to get eight cahse you have such dark hair

Me : ...are...wait are you mad because you thought id get to a BAD hairdresser ???

She : no kid of mine is gonna get a bad haircut on my watch

Me : *ceying because i am one of "her kids"* alright thank you

that's so cute :((

[900revolvingwheels]

so wgat if dearh just isnt fair at all whay if it sucks so much like im so scared fhat after you die fot some reason your brain stays conscious but in a way that living humans cant pikc up but youre still conacious cause neurons are so insane for exisiting its insane thatbwe exist and since theyre so insane and we cant fully understand why they exist or how we exist who says we dont just stay conscious after death even if we have no way of expla8ning it and thats horrifying thats so scaey yoyre conacious but you cant move your body and you wait there as people lock you in a coffin and bury you underground ajd you watch your own body decompose until the sun grows so large it destroys earth and all those neurons are cooked excpet what if desturction in thqt form cant evenfully kill your conscious but at least its better to eixts in fire and floating around in the air than underground thats why i wanna be cremated im gonna be so ficking mad if i dont get cremated anyway i keep tjonking that theres no way death is jorrible cahse everyone experieces it so it wouldnt be fair for it to be bad for eternity that judt wouldnt be fair but since qhen wqs the universe fair the universe doesnr care if death is boring and l9nely and frustrating becausr rhe universe isnt sentient even if it cared about us it wouldnt be able to do anytuing about it cause stuff just happens death just happen an wjatevers after death will just happen and theres no way around it i hope that death is complete nothingness i hope i have absolutelt no sentience past my life thats my worst fear fuck the afterlife cause sometimes i think about what if i was alive for eternity and that sounds boring but would i actualy ever get bored. maybe i wouldnt like is it possible to get bored of just being alive. idk. cause i still think of death and eternity in terms of me being there like i imagine death as just what it is when i close my eyes but that cant be death death is so mucy more or less or wtv idk and infinity is just like. so long. anyway

[ocdisgusting]

Then told me we're gonna keep having this conversation because he doesnt see me changing anytime soon (i.e. workinf 60 to 80 hrs a week at minimum wage jobs) but like bro i just said i was moving

[wildlycuriouswanderercj]

at this point where i wanna live on nothing and have everything

to have nothing

so everything is yours

if ur always chasing after something

and then instead of chasing

u release everything

u have no desire for anything

and if u dont want anything

u dont need everyday or anything

then everything is yours

see we all cahse things

and the more u chase the less desirable the next one is

and when u let go of trying to get things

things come to u

naturally

so im 28

mom is like 54

dad is 71

and in 20 years

mom will be 74

and dad may be 91

and ill be 48

until then

i wont own anything

and when i turn 48 ill only wanna own a passport and a backpak with some daily essentials like toothbrush some clothes

a shoe and sandal

thats all ill want

and shave aybe

awatch 

a phone

some sort of transporation

and thats it

i dont wanna own a house

or a job

or a business

or a partner

or alot of inventory

4 cars...

a large back yard...

wouldnt want a workhouse

just want a good healthy mobile body

that can take me palces

and do new things ive never down befre

when i went back

i shouldve not gone back

and not tell them lol

it wouldve been a new journey

its its always gotta be a new journey everyday

thats what makes use strong

and grow each day

from each day struggles

to get to the next day

nowaday

days are too easy

tomrrow i have teeth check up at 12

then we go see the porsche quote

then we go go karting

then we ride euc

and ride bike

and ride scooter 

dad should ride bike

mom on scooter

and i should ride the euc

good all three can do something together

and needs to be done. 

then after dinner i go gokarting

12 com back at 1 or 2

get them go ride for 20 mins

w need to sell our shoes

we need to re do our shoe collection

all o the

we keep 

black nike

blue nike

keep pump

keep steel toe

orange nike

thats the 5

the rest needs to go

[bi-peanut]

Nothing like the sheer panic of your mum saying she might read the book you are reading at the moment

[ijustwantagoodurl]

The cards said "you're 4 of cups rn" and ykniw what. Yea. I got no will no patience its time to become a sentient lump of goo

[wherearemyglassesbro]

A lesson on dogs/police dogs

German Shepard:

Big boi

Standard police dog

Usually they’re not shaved down so they have longer hair

Dark markings around face

Belgian Malinois

Somewhat common police dog

Small!!! Small boi!!!!

Loud and energetic

Higher pitched bark

Triangle head

Dutch Shepard

Big...Big big boi...

Bigger than Germans

A lot of brindle bois

Not as common police dog compared to germans and Belgians

Very good boys

Rectangle heads

King Shepard

FAT BOI!!! HAHA FAT BOI

Very big

Typically long haired

Look like Germans but if it’s very big then you know it isn’t one

I mean huge they’re huge boys

Not common police dogs cause they get too heavy to jump fences and stuff but they’re out on the field so if you see one ever as a pet or a working boy, appreciate him very much

[wacky-wizard]

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[sunshinequeer]

@ the hormonal acne on my chin: can you please stop showing up when I'm doing the opposite of textured makeup, hmu all you want when I'm drawing on details or a fake mouth or whatever and can cover you super easily, but when I'm just doing a simple face look consider waiting a little bit at least until I'm done and go back to my daily not wearing of makeup, thanks