#can y’all tell I’m insane

[arthurpendragonssassydaggers]

The envy Arthur and Lancelot would have had for each other must have been insane.

Because Merlin is secretive with Lancelot. He tells him things he would never tell Arthur, he opens up to him and Arthur knows he can never have that trust. Never have that closeness not while he’s king and Merlin a servant.

But to Lancelot he’s been secretive about protecting Arthur. It all resolves around Arthur, opening up about protecting Arthur, giggling over using magic to please Arthur. Lancelot knows it will never be him on the other side of the devotion not like this.

just like he will never be Gwen’s because she loved him once yes but at the end of the day it’s Arthur she chooses.

and in Arthur’s eyes Lancelot is Gwen’s first love will always be known as such and will always be looked at as such even if she loves him she loved Lancelot first and Arthur can’t help but think if she could have him she would.

Anyway I’m so sane about them and at the end of the day how they still understand why it’s like this because they would choose the other as well.

[sirbird]

Redraw of my very first piece of Miguel and of A Fortunate Mistake :)

[vampykween]

posting from vampire! price’s castle btw he said a pretty bunny like me deserves to be shared with the world 🐇❤️‍🔥

[unhinged-nymph]

For some reason I had never listened to the high school ear biscuits episode and I am sobbing over this like they are just so truly in love with each other? Like platonically, romantically, whatEVER it is so obvious!!!! They chose each other so easily, almost subconsciously, over and over and being with each other forever was literally the default? To them it was always guaranteed? Like bitch I’m cryingggggg.

I also didn’t realize that the blood oath happened so late? Like they were around 16 years old making that kind of verbal commitment to each other? And having deep conversations about their futures together???

Link saying “I had this deeply rooted feeling, maybe even an attachment to our friendship” and talking about how the blood oath was validating for him because it made it “official” that Rhett prioritized him over everything and everyone else and then Rhett at the end saying that “There was something special between the two of us that eclipsed any other connection we had with other people” …

Like y’all…. My heart literally can’t take this 😭

[qoldwinq]

am i cooking or nah

[emmaspolaroid]

Emma’s shojo filter on memories of Norman save me

[sad-emo-dip-dye]

What if I disregard the poll entirely and rewatch bnha

[heartshapedtrap]

just hung out w friends for five hours and feltso full of whimsy I could pass out <333 I miss them so bad already but I get to see them tomorrow tooooo

[queer-reader-07]

me: i can be normal about this piece of media i can do it i swear i can do it i didn’t start this substack so people could think i’m insane i can be normal

also me: this is my favorite thing ever full stop end of story thank you good bye

[petrichorium]

It’s actually rlly good that I don’t have jing yuan in-game bc if I did I would just take pictures of him constantly

[crossbackpoke-check]

Okay so this is gonna sound very unhinged

But the screenshot you posted of the doc for Omega Yamo had text

And I may have zoomed in and been able to decipher the words

And I’m obsessed with there being more than one Alpha in that scenario

And I think you’re a genius and I love your writing even though I probably wasn’t supposed to be able to read it

Again I’m sorry for being so insane but I couldn’t help it 🙃

SCREAMINGGGG anon i am in love with you. i appreciate the level of unhinged sooo much, the only thing you have to be sorry for is inflating my ego to an enormous size

howmstever!!! i may have tricked you!!! there are actually two omega yamo fics in the works 🤐🤫 they just happen to exist in the same document right now because ??? why not

[beta-adjacent]

I have a friend that’s visiting me tomorrow and being near xir (as well as other people from that era of my life) brings up memories from when I wasn’t just young but felt like a pup. And I’ll be honest, I’m a little worried about it.

This sounds fucking insane (or maybe not bc you’ve experienced this too) but I’ve changed from a wolf —> werewolf —> human with a wolf best friend. Lemme explain: When I was younger, I was definitely just a wolf. Stupid, loud, rambunctious, I love that pup even though a lot of people struggled with me back then. When I got a little older, I found I’d grown a “human mode”; this was exciting and burdensome. I was still very much a wolf, but sometimes I was human just like all the other kids. The issue was I quickly learned that I couldn’t control when I’d be a wolf versus human, and it led to some hilariously dumb decisions. And then something just…happened. And suddenly, I just felt like I shouldn’t be a wolf anymore, promised myself I wouldn’t. So I began to train the wolf myself. It wasn’t easy, and we still fuck up a lot even today. But we’ve worked so hard that I’m not the wolf anymore; the wolf is simply beside me. He judges me, but soaks up all the attention I give him nonetheless. I think it secretly hates me, but I secretly love him, so it all balances out. I’ve tried listening to it more by doing stuff like miscecanis, but there’s no denying I still keep it on a tight leash even when I’m online or alone.

Main point I wanted to make was that my old friend wants to do things xir’s never suppressed but I have fully. Wolf things, I mean. And xe has watched my progression, saw just how I’ve changed myself. So knowing that’s something I’ll be facing really soon —that chance to not adhere to the training— is exciting for the wolf but not necessarily to me? I’m terrified. I don’t know what I’ll do tomorrow, what I’ll say, how I’ll react, and there’s no predicting the script this time. It won’t be in my control. But the last thing I want to do is back out. I need to feel tomorrow, that wolf needs to.

Umm so yea, haha. I guess if anyone’s interested (see: if what ends up happening is anything as interesting as my neurosis could conjure), then I’ll update y’all

[rosaacicularis]

my world is crumbling around me i love desert duo so much

[diluc33rpm]

Do you believe in soulmates? (2/2)

oho. oh HO ho. there is no joke this time you do not know what essays you’ve gotten yourself into with this one

[brushes-of-sage]

The zines have been given 🥹

Kicking my legs, giggling, sobbing into my pillow-

[lvrhughes]

y’all i’m brilliant i was snapping my friend and i just come up with

one day at school i’ll show up in old blue (our old truck i love her) then the next i show up in the diesel then i show up in my grandpas truck then finally mine