#cause theyre easy things for me to avoid and im good abt being like nah if im not sure abt something or like asking
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Not passing the vibe check at the moment
#i cant fall asleep even tho im tired and got sad like outta nowhere#i was just vibing chilling and then i was like#i will never recover from being like a teenage girl and my brain was like so fucking true bestie#lets get horrifically sad and start over analyzing everything about urself from birth to now#so im just having a time#also like this is a completly unrelated topic#but i got coffee 2day and they used oatmilk and i didnt know cause like i didnt ask for it but it had like a weird cinnamon taste#and i had my friend taste it who figured it out and it was whatever cause like i was trying figure out why it had a cereal oatmeal quality#before i figured it out#and like it was fine i drank it had my coffee but it worried me for just a second later cause like it was prolly an accident#but like i have food allergies and it was like damn what would have happened if like hazelnut syrup accidentally got used#and this is a flaw of mine but i go out virtually unprepared if i was to accidentally get something im allergic to#cause theyre easy things for me to avoid and im good abt being like nah if im not sure abt something or like asking#but i realized out of most places coffee is prolly an easier one for that to happen at and it was like oh damn#anyways sorry 2 be dramatic but i am#i just want like 2-3 days rot alone in bed but its summer break which means my mom is home and thats not happening#i also have a few new sudden bruises one that is very dark and like im a simple man somwthing happens and i google why#and fucking google is like lukemia and i know its not but like dont make me anxious but then its like vitamin defeciences#and i have like a few other lik things that ate annoying me that could also be from vitamin defiences and if they are like????#i just got a b12 shot not long ago and they usually make me feel pretty better for a few weeks and this one felt like it did nothing#am i that defiecent? how do i get to not be like is this a problem? can it become one?#and ive been waking up feeling overheated 2 a bloody nose which is odd cause the temp never changes im usually always a lil cold#and the blanket i use is super thin and its only been recently despite me changing nothing#my feet also hurt bad and i still havrnt gotten that referal for a physical therapist which like im not excited to go to at all but also#like damn my feet hurt and my ankle hurts and i swear im on the verge of rolling my ankle at an given moment like almost all the time#and ive broken both of them can they get some slack#and ive ruined my sleep schedual#and i want to scream cause im feeling all mixed up
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